Title: Love Is Hard

Chapter 1- Sorrow For Being Brave

A\N: I don't own Harry Potter! J.K. Rowling does! I'm so happy that you chose to read my fic! Well the summary is really messy so I will explain it to you, Ginny loves Harry and Ginny felt that Harry would never love her like the way she did. Of course every student (Well Hogwarts every witch and wizard except for those professors of course) in Hogwarts know that Pansy Parkinson loves Draco Malfoy, but the truth is Draco doesn't even like Pansy one bit, he never really like any girls but that was going to change, since that little incident, Draco fell for Ginny, and Ginny started to like Draco but she still loves Harry, she knew that Harry never love her so she decide to get over him. Harry loves Ginny and never really shows it, when Harry finally decides to tell Ginny; she has to choose between Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter. Remember to submit your reviews okay? Oh, I'm very sorry that I have any mistakes please tell me and I will try to change. But don't go so hard on me okay? And not too many flames! I'm truly sorry if it is very boring! ^_ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

It was Ginny's fifth year in Hogwarts, and it was another new year to look forward too. There will be some changes of course, Ron and Hermoine are going out with each other so that makes them boy friend and girl friend. And that year Ginny look more different, her hair was over her shoulders and at the end of her hair their were curls, and Ginny figure is more hour glass like, which make her looks more hot and sexy.

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Now these days, Harry and Ginny would spend more time together because Ron and Hermoine were often going out. Ginny and Harry had just finish their feast in the great hall and were in the common room with the other Gyriffindor's. When everybody went up to sleep leaving Harry and Ginny alone, Ginny finally gathers her courage and tries to ask Harry.

"Harry can I ask you a question?" 'Sure, Gin." "Well how do you feel about our relationship?" Ginny lowered her head watching the floor. "Well your one of the greatest friends that I ever had!" "Thanks Harry but I what I really mean is, how do you feel about me?" Ginny stared at Harry blushing. " Well you can say that I like you very much." "Oh." Ginny was disappointed. "Goodnight Harry, I will see you in the morning." Ginny started to ran towards her room with tears started to flow from her eyes. Harry watches her going up the steps and regret that he never told Ginny how he really feel about her. "Oh! Why can't I just tell Ginny how I feel!" Harry said to himself and started blaming himself again and walked to a window and looked at the beautiful shining moon. "

Ginny ran into her room a more and lay on her bed crying. "Hey Gin what's up? Please tell me Ginny at least you will feel comfortable. Is it about Harry again?" Ginny nodded her head her eyes were now red and puffy. "Ginny can you please forget about him already! I mean that boy doesn't even love you!" Amber one of her roommates walked in getting tired of Ginny crying. "Amber! Don't treat Ginny like that!" "Fine! I'm going to sleep now. Good night!" Rebecca then turns her head back to Ginny. "Ginny I'm really sorry but you know that Amber is right you should forget about Harry and find someone else. Now please stop crying." Rebecca then use her robes and wipe the tears from Ginny's eyes, Rebecca hold her in the hands while Ginny laid in there crying herself to sleep.

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Ginny finally woke up and looked around the room, her roommates were all gone. She looked at her watch it was breakfast time, Ginny didn't feel hungry so she didn't eat, she just sat on her bed and said to herself to forget about Harry, but she couldn't she started to cry again. "Why can't I forget about him?! Why does it have to be so hard! Amber and Rebecca are right! I should find someone else! Maybe I can forget about Harry when I'm with someone who truly loves me and makes me feel special inside!" Ginny yelled at the top of her lungs and decide to be a whole new person, she took a shower get changed got her books and went downstairs.

"Hi Gin!" Ron saw her sister walking down the stairs and called her over. "Hi Ron." Ginny just kept looking at the floor not wanting to talk to anyone, besides, Harry was standing beside Ron. "I've got to go now bye Ron." Ginny just turn her back when Harry hold her hand stopping her. "Hey Gin, can you go to the Halloween ball with me on Saturday?" "Sure Harry." "Thanks Gin!" And Ginny went away.

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It was Saturday afternoon, every girl was excited about it and kept talking to each other what they were going to were. It was two o'clock and the girls went upstairs and prepares for the dance at six thirty. Ginny was looking for an outfit to wear, she was throwing stuff out of her trunk. Finally, she found a robe sunny yellow and now she has to fix up her hair. She decided to make her hair curlier and turn it into a bun and leaving some curly strands of her down. When she was finally done it was six o'clock, she went down to the common room with Hermoine, Hermoine was wearing her baby blue colour robe. Harry and Ron were chatting on the sofa in front of the fire, Harry and Ron was drooling all over when they saw Ginny and Hermoine.

A\N: How was that? Hoped you like it! Please submit your reviews! I'm very sorry if it is too boring! ^_^