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Title:All at Once

Feedback: That would be nice :)


A/N: I took a little break from the story because I had writer's block. The lyrics I have here are from the awesome Norah Jones. If you're into Blues or Jazz I reccomend her CD 'Come Away With Me.' It's amazing! Well anyway here goes...

All At Once

Like a flower waiting to bloom.
Like a light bulb in a dark room.
I'm just sitting here waiting for-
you to come on home and turn me on.

We come home together. Immediately I take off my cover and set it on the end table. He closes the door behind him and just stands there leaning against the oak entrance. I turn around to look at him.

"Come here." He whispers.

I smile and walk over to him. Harm gives me a kisss that goes right from my lips to my heart. When it's over I my hug him.

"You hungry?" He asks, whispering into my ear.

"Yeah."

"Good. Let's make you something to eat."

He kisses my forehead.

"I'm just go change."

"Oh good idea. Do still have some of my clothes here?"

"Yeah, the Navy shirt and sweats."

"That's them."

"I'll go grab them.

I go into my bedroom to get his clothes. When I return, he is cutting carrots in his white undershirt with his back turned towards me. I set the clothes down and wrap my arms around him from behind. I slide my hands up his shirt and caress the his beautifully sculpted stomach. My lips find their way to his neck. Harm puts his utencil down and wraps his arms around me. I smile at him.

"There's my girl." He smiles back at me.

We just stay in this position for a few minutes. I'm comfortable in this position.

"Mac?"

"Yeah?"

"You know how I feel about you, right?"

"I think I do."

"You think?"

"Well, it would be nice to hear it?" I smile teasingly.

"Mac..."

"Harm, it's okay. Don't worry about it."

I take my arms off him and begin to walk away, trying to hide my dissapointment. Maybe he isn't ready. I feel tears well up in my eyes.

"I'm just going to change."

I run into my room, shutting the door behind me. Tears now flow freely. What if he's not in-love? What is I'm just imagining that he wants to be with me? God, I hate myself. I change into a pair of jeans and my favorite long sleave shirt. I wipe my tears and return to the kitchen. I find no one. Oh God, what have I done?

TBC...