Spike's Confession
by SimbiAni™
Summary: [s7epi2:BeneathYou] What Spike might say if he were writing a confession to nobody in general... ©2G2. Plz read&review, thx!
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I am sorry for all the wrong things I have ever done, since I let Drusilla vamp me. I only gave in to her 'cuz the pain of bein' turned down by the one woman I was so in love with, was so damn overwhelmin'... And now, my un-life has become so completely screwed up, it's just a soddin' mess!
And even tho I have spent that last however many years bein' evil, I now have devoted myself to the one person I was supposed to destroy; my sworn enemy, the Slayer. I love her more than life (or death) itself, and have even traveled to hell & back to get a soul, hopin' it would make me a better man. All I ever wanted was to be loved, to be appreciated, how did things get so bad?
Not to mention, this burden of a soul has made me crazier than Dru!! I should've took notice of how sappy that Soulful Angel was, before I went & made myself worse for wear...
And now- as if I didn't have enough to worry about!- the evil brewin' under the earth is playin' w/my mind, makin' me see things, hear things, and it's even shuttin' me down, while it makes me kill people!! What a way for Buffy to trust me again, huh?! So I ask, GOD, whoever, please, help me, forgive me, I am SORRY!!
Spike aka William the Bloody { Spike@Buffy'sArms.com }
Sunnydale, CA USA
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BUFFY™ is copyright of the WB, etc. ^_^
©2G2
by SimbiAni™
Summary: [s7epi2:BeneathYou] What Spike might say if he were writing a confession to nobody in general... ©2G2. Plz read&review, thx!
~*~
I am sorry for all the wrong things I have ever done, since I let Drusilla vamp me. I only gave in to her 'cuz the pain of bein' turned down by the one woman I was so in love with, was so damn overwhelmin'... And now, my un-life has become so completely screwed up, it's just a soddin' mess!
And even tho I have spent that last however many years bein' evil, I now have devoted myself to the one person I was supposed to destroy; my sworn enemy, the Slayer. I love her more than life (or death) itself, and have even traveled to hell & back to get a soul, hopin' it would make me a better man. All I ever wanted was to be loved, to be appreciated, how did things get so bad?
Not to mention, this burden of a soul has made me crazier than Dru!! I should've took notice of how sappy that Soulful Angel was, before I went & made myself worse for wear...
And now- as if I didn't have enough to worry about!- the evil brewin' under the earth is playin' w/my mind, makin' me see things, hear things, and it's even shuttin' me down, while it makes me kill people!! What a way for Buffy to trust me again, huh?! So I ask, GOD, whoever, please, help me, forgive me, I am SORRY!!
Spike aka William the Bloody { Spike@Buffy'sArms.com }
Sunnydale, CA USA
...
BUFFY™ is copyright of the WB, etc. ^_^
©2G2