Quistis sat in her room, not able to sleep. She had cried all day, couldn't forget him, forget what he had said. She was a mess. Her hair wasn't combed after the rain, her icy blue eyes were wet and looked sad, her cheeks were red and also wet from the tears. And every time she licked her lips, she could taste the salt.
She stood up from her bed, stopped staring through the window, losing all hope he'd come back. No! Don't give up! He'll come back! He'll realize the mistake he made!
She left her room, leaving her bed the way it was: like she had slept in it for three days.
Quistis walked to the place Seifer had showed her, the secret
flowerfield. The sun was starting to
rise, but she couldn't see it. There
were too many dark clouds. The field
that had once looked so beautiful, warm and welcoming, now looked cold, gray,
creepy… But she stayed there. Quistis kneeled down in the wet grass,
beside a flower. She picked the leaves
of it one by one.
"He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he
loves me not…" Tears started filling her eyes once again.
She hadn't been alive after the war. When she saw Seifer once again she was living for the second time. Now she was dead again, dead forever it seemed.
And she just sat there, staring over the gray ocean of grass and flowers. Dead in her mind, dead in her heart…
We came out from the deep
To learn to love, to learn how to live
We came out from the deep
To avoid the mistakes we made
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
We came out from the deep
To help and understand, but not to kill
It takes many lives till we succeed
To clear the debts of many hundred years
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
That's why we are here!
Disclaimer: song by Enigma: Out from the deep