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Title: Usagi's Secret, Usagi's Dilemma
Chapter 2: Losing Grip
Author: RoYaL aNiMe pRiNcEzz
Author's e-mail: royal_anime_princezz@yahoo.ca
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Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon. Naoko Takeuchi does. The song was sung by Avril Lavigne.
' ' – dialogue / * * - thoughts / *-* song
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Two days have past and the girls have already formed out their plan. They were waiting for Luna to bring Usagi to the temple. Mamoru was already there and it took Artemis and four angry girls before he managed to come to the temple.
After what seemed like half an hour, Luna came and she was out of breath. Everyone thought that it was because that she was excited that Usagi and Mamoru would have another chance... But it was something else.
'Girls! Call an ambulance! And make it quick!' Luna managed to scream even though she was out of breath.
'Luna? What's wrong now?' Amy was worried.
'It's... Usagi...' Luna huffed and puffed.
'What happened to Usagi?!?!' Mamoru exclaimed.
'She... cut... herself...'
'WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?'
They ran down the stairs and as they were doing this, they transformed so that they could get to Usagi much faster.
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Earlier, Usagi was laying in her bed and was listening to Avril Lavigne's song...
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Are you aware of what
You make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you
Like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock
My arms around you
Why'd you turn away
Here's what I have to say
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*How could you do this to me Mamoru?...*
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I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
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Usagi went into her bathroom and opened the drawer. She found a blade and took it in her hand.
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Why should I care
Coz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
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She sat on her bed, grabbed a piece of paper and pen from her table, and began to write:
To all those I love...
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Am I just some chick
You placed beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around
Can you recognize my face
You used to love me
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
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Mom, Dad, Shingo... I'm sorry if sometimes I'm so immature, I hope you know how much I love you...
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I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
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Luna, Artemis, take care of Diana okay?
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Why should I care
Coz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
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Rei, Amy, Minako, Makoto... You're the best friends any person could ever have. I'm glad that you became my friends.
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Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
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Mamoru... I love you...
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Why should I care
Coz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
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She folded the paper and slipped it into an envelope. She labeled the letter, To: Everyone I love. She grabbed the blade and pressed it into her fingers.
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Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
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Her blood flowed from her fingers, and she let it drip on her letter, and onto her sheets.
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Why should I care
Coz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
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She then positioned the blade on her wrist and began to press it on her skin.
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Why should I care
If you don't care
Then I don't
And we're not going anywhere
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'Forgive me...' Usagi whispered.
She drew her final breath and whispered, 'I love you Mamoru... Forgive me... Chibiusa...'.
Then, she glided the blade on her skin and she fell on her bed...
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Mwahahahahaha! Am I evil or what?! ^_^ Anyway, please review!
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