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Title: Usagi's Secret, Usagi's Dilemma
Chapter 3: Please... Keep It A Secret
Author: RoYaL aNiMe pRiNcEzz
Author's e-mail: royal_anime_princezz@yahoo.ca
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Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon. Naoko Takeuchi does.
' ' – dialogue / * * - thoughts / *-* song
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The Scouts and Tuxedo Kamen arrived at Usagi's place within fifteen minutes. They untransformed and ran hurriedly to Usagi's room.
When they got inside, they found her on the bed, bleeding.
'Usagi!!!' Mamoru yelled in grief.
'This is all my fault!' He sped to her side and cradled her in his arms.
'I'm sorry... Please forgive me...' He whispered in her ear.
'We have no time! We need to get her to a hospital!' Amy exclaimed wildly.
'You're right!'
They called 911 and the ambulance came in five minutes. Mamoru went with the ambulance and the girls agreed to meet at the hospital.
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At the hospital...
'Please fill up this form.' The nurse gave Mamoru a document.
He filled up the things he knew. But when it comes to the phrase "RELATIONSHIP TO PATIENT", he didn't know what to put. He just gave it back to the nurse and said that he was JUST A FRIEND.
'Please wait here. I'll call you when the doctors have finished up on her.'
'Thank you.'
Mamoru waited for two hours, then the girls came.
'Mamoru! What happened?' Minako asked.
'She's still in the emergency room...'
Just then, a doctor came out of the emergency room.
'How is she?!'
'Did she survive?
'Is she alright?'
They all asked him at the same time.
'She's fine. Please follow me to her room. She woke up right after we took care of her. She requests to know what happened.' The doctor explained, removing his mask.
'Okay.'
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Usagi was taken to room 678. She was sitting on her bed when someone came in.
'Ah! I see you're still awake.' The doctor said.
'Apparently.' Usagi retorted.
'Well, since we're all here, I think I should now explain. You were taken her by your friends due to what you tried to did to yourself...'
'I know.' She groaned.
The girls and Mamoru were shocked by her actions yet, they kept it to themselves.
'Those are the only things I know... By the way... Don't worry, you're both fine...'
'What do you mean both doctor?' Mamoru was curios.
'Please doctor, we both know that I'm only ONE and not TWO. Right?' Usagi asked the doctor pleadingly.
He immediately understood what she meant and said that he only made a mistake.
'It's okay doc.' Rei replied.
'Since my business is finished here, I better get going.'
After the doctor left, there was a long silence in the room. Then, Usagi spoke up.
'When can I leave?' She asked, looking out the window.
'In about a week and a half.' Makoto replied.
Again, silence.
'Why did you do it, Usagi?' Lunaasked worrieldy.
'It's none of your business.' She said.
'WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NONE OF OUR BUSINESS?!?! USAGI, YOU'RE OUR FRIEND! HOW COULD YOU SAY IT'S NONE OF OUR FUCKING BUSINESS?!' Rei was in rage.
'BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNEW HOW I FELT!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?!?! TELL ME! DO YOU?!'
No one dared to reply at Usagi's statement since they know that she was right.
'DAMN STRAIGHT! NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL! NOW I WANT YOU TO GET OUT AND STAY OUT!'
They looked at her eyes and saw everything. Pain, sorrow, grief... and most of all, betrayal.
Just then, Haruka, Michiru, Setsuna, and Hotaru came in the room.
'Princess! Are you alright?!?!?!' Michiru asked in horror.
'Yes, I'm fine...' Usagi sighed.
'Princess, why did you do it?'
'Haruka, you wouldn't undertsand. No one would understand.' Usagi replied and she sobbed.
'Usagi... It's alright...' Mamoru comforted her and walked toward her, but...
'Don't.' Usagi's voice was stern.
'But Usagi...' Mamoru reasoned.
'Don't Mamoru... Just. Don't. Touch. Me.'
'Fine.' He backed away and stood by the wall.
'Leave me' Usagi commanded.
'Usagi, you might commit suicide again...'
'I said, LEAVE US. Want me to spell it for you? I said us, not me. I need to the outer scouts, now, LEAVE.' She gave them a very daunting glare.
'Alright. We'lll be right outside if you need...' Luna surrendered.
'Leave.'
The inner scouts along with Mamoru, Luna, and Artemis walked out the room in silence.
'Princess, that's not your usual attitude.' Setsuna demanded an explanation from their Princess.
'I'm sorry...' She sobbed on her knees.
'Princess... What's wrong? You're not like this! You're strong...' Haruka commented.
'I just... I don't want to get hurt anymore. I don't want us to get hurt. I don't want her to feel betrayed in any kind of way. I thought it would be better for the two of us if I would just end it...' Usagi held on Haruka's hand.
'What do you mean by "I don't want her to feel betrayed" Who's "her"?' Michiru asked in curiosity.
'I... I'm pregnant...'
'WHAT?!?!?!' Haruka and Michiru screamed both at the same time.
'Ow...' Usagi covered her ears.
'Sorry.' They apologized.
'I knew this would happen. But it happened to soon.' Setsuna clossed her eyes.
'I know. It just happened! I went to Mamoru's place and we discussed what happened between us, then we made up, then we kissed... Then we...'
'I understand, Princess. But we have to let them know about...'
'NO! Please! I don't want them to know...'
'But Princess!'
'Just no! I'd rather have Hotaru destroy me than live a life with my daughter without her father...' Usagi pleaded. 'I just can't do it alone! I just can't!!!'
The outer scouts huddled around Usagi and they all gave their Princess an embrace.
'We understand, Princess.'
'What would you want to do then?'
'I want to go away temporarily till I've straightened everything with myself, and with Chibiusa.'
'You do know that we'll be by your side to support you, right?'
'I know... But I don't know about the others. I'm sure that they won't agree.'
They thought of a way to make the others understand but they could only come up with one solution.
'Since they won't agree, there's only one thing we could do.'
'What is it Setsuna?' Hotaru asked.
'We have to get away without them knowing.'
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Woohoo! Chapter 3 finished! Please REVIEW!
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