Okay, okay...maybe there wasn't THAT much R&R in it...so FINE...I'll write
more!! Heehee! Oh, and I'll also add in some C&M now that I'm writing more
anyway! Heehee! OKay...I'm laughing a lot cause I'm happy....HA!
Anyway...I'll shut up now...and just WRITE. Here it is...chapter-
chapter...oh what the hell...here's the next chapter!
Rachel woke up the next day in Ross' arms, and everything seemed so right. But to ruin it all, a thought suddenly came to her head...she was still married-to Chris. She turned to Ross who had woken up, and was staring at her...
Ross: (quietly) Hey Rach...
Rachel: (smiles) Hello Mister. (she kisses him quickly and sighs) Ross?
Ross: Hhmm?
Rachel: What do I do about chris?
(she suddenly felt Ross tense up and slowly let go of her. He sits up in the bed and leans against the wall)
Ross: I dont know...I mean-I guess you're going to have to tell him the truth?
Rachel: I dont think he would care...
Ross: but Rach-he IS your husband...you at least have to go see him and-
Rachel: (sighs) Yeah...I guess so...(looks sadly in his eyes)
Ross: Should I go with you?
Rachel: Nooo...
Ross: Why not?
Rachel: I-I-I think I should do it by myself...you never know what he'll do to you...(shivers)
Ross: But Rach...what if he hurts YOU?
Rachel: Well then...let him.
Ross: What?! No.
Rachel: He wont hurt me.....(pause) I think. Come on Ross...just leave it up to me...(pause) I want to talk to him by myself one more time anyway. Okay?
Ross: All right then...
Rachel: Oh by the way Ross...PLEASE dont tell anybody about us yet...okay?
Ross: Why not?
Rachel: You never know what might happen...
Ross: What do you mean?? You mean that you might end up with him again?
Rachel: What?? No! What if he calls...what if he-
Ross: this is all about him?
Rachel: And me...please?
Ross: (sighs) All right Rach...
Rachel: thank you. (pause) Anyway...I should try to leave as soon as possible...(starts to get up)
Ross: Why?
Rachel: Weeelll Mister...if I leave earlier, I come BACK earlier...and then...I get to be with you!
(Ross smiles and grabs her hand and pulls her back down on the bed beside him. She looks up in his eyes smiling)
Rachel: I love you Ross...
(they lean in to kiss and we leave out the window)
~fades out~
(we go to the hotel room C&M are sharing, and we see Michi still sleeping on the bed, and C&M are sitting on the couch talking)
Monica: Chandler...she is the most adorable thing...she surprisingly looks so much like you!
Chandler: really? (before even thinking) I think she has Abby's eyes....
Monica: Abby? Was the HER name?
Chandler: (sadly) Yeah...it was.
Monica: I dont understand why she would leave such a beautiful baby...(pause. Chandler gets a pained look)...and you Chandler.
Chandler: I-I-Monica...I haven't been completely honest with you...
Monica: What?
Chandler: Abby didn't exactly "leave" Michi with me...
Monica: What do you mean?
Chandler: Abby would NEVER do that actually...
Monica: then what??
Chandler: She died...and it was all MY fault.
~fades out~
(we go to Ross' apartment, and we see Ross sitting by his kitchen table drinking some coffee. Rachel comes out of the room dressed up.)
Rachel: I just called the airport...and they said they could fit me in on a flight at 5 o clock tonight...
Ross: Oh...that's great.
Rachel: Um...yeah...(pause) Sooo...
Ross: Lets go out.
Rachel: Out?
Ross: Yeah...out...LUNCH.
Rachel: Lunch?
Ross: Rach...if you haven't noticed it's 11 o clock AND I'm asking you out on a date sort of thing...
Rachel: (looks at her watch) Okay...I get both now...!
Ross: Lets go...
(the phone rings and Rachel laughs. She picks up the phone)
Rachel: HELLLOO?
(Joey's voice on the other end)
Joey: rach?
Rachel: Joe? Hi!
Joey: Hey...Ross there?
Rachel: Yeah...you wanna-
Joey: Nah, it's okay...I was just wondering if you guys wanted to go out to lunch?
Rachel: Lunch? (smiles in Ross' direction. He nods) Sure! We'd love to!
Joey: All right...
(they talk about where to meet as we fade away to C&M again)
~~
Monica: What do you mean Chandler?
Chandler: (sighs) Well...it was about 1 or 2 months after Abby gave birth...we were driving in a car together...I was driving, and she was sitting beside me in the passenger seat. She asked me if she could come here for some job business trip...and I asked her for how long...and I think she said 2 months or something...and I got angry, and told her NO, because Michi was still very little and she needed a mother...she told me I was selfish and everything...and well, this went on for a while. After a few minutes, we stopped at a traffic light, she got really pissed off and she opened the door and actually got out of the car...before I could look twice, a speeding car coming in the opposite direction hit her.
Monica: Oh dear God...Chandler...how come you never to me this before?
Chandler: I dont like talking about it...I mean-it was all my fault. I killed her...
Monica: No...WHAT...you did NOT kill her Chandler...
Chandler: Monica! It was ALL my fault...I was just so selfish! If I would have just let her go, that would have NEVER happened!
Monica: You cant change the past Chandler...come on-you KNOW it wasn't your fault. It was HER who walked out...
Chandler: MONICA! WHAT THE HELL?! You think SHE wanted to get hit by a car?!?! I WAS the ONE WHO DROVE HER OUT PRACTICALLY!
Monica: Chandler-
Chandler: Monica...you dont know HOW screwed up my life is...you do NOT want to know me...I'm serious!
Monica; Chandler...I do know you...and I dont EVER regret NOT knowing you...so please...
Chandler: (looks at Michi) You know...I almost got rid of Michi once...she just reminded me so much of Abby...it just hurt. I hated it-I hated myself...But when I saw how innocent she was, I just couldn't let her go like I did with Abby. (pause) then when I finally got attached to her again...social services almost took her from me. I had attempted SUICIDE Monica...and well, they figured it out...and decided to just come by and PICK HER UP.
Monica: Chandler...why did you do all this?
Chandler: I'm a terrible person Monica...
Monica: No...no you're not.
Chandler: I kill my wife...I try to kill myself...HELL, I almost killed my daughter too...
(with that, Monica gasps)
Monica: What?
Chandler: (tears begin to fall) I had a gun...and I was just standing there in her room, watching her, and she reminded me so much of Abby...I hated it. I could have killed her, right then and right there...when she woke up...and she smiled at me. It was the first time I'd seen her smile at me...and it had been almost a year since she'd been with me alone.
Monica: I dont understand you Chandler...I really dont. You had a perfect life...and yeah, maybe Abby passed away...and-
Chandler: I loved that woman! More than ANYTHING! And if you dont understand that-
Monica: I understand Chandler...PERFECTLY! I LOVED Anthony too!
Chandler: Anthony?! You comparing this to ANTHONY?!
Monica: No...I'm just saying...that-
Chandler: Spare it Monica.
Monica: Chandler. Not EVERYTHING in life can turn out well...maybe you two weren't meant to be!
Chandler: (tears falling hard) We were...we were!
Monica: You had Michi still Chandler...
Chandler: (whispers) Michi. Michi was the only thing that got me through this...
Monica: You see...(pause) You might think that Abby was 'the one' but maybe that was the way of showing you that she wasn't?
Chandler: By killing her?!
Monica: Chandler-
Chandler: It was my fault Monica...and I'm never going to change my mind...
(Monica looks near to tears)
(Chandler glances over at Michi, who is sleeping through this whole thing)
Chandler: that girl...is the ONLY thing that has gotten me through life...if it wasn't for her...I would have killed myself...I would have gone through the whole process. But when I tried...her face popped into my head...and I just couldn't do it.
Monica: She's your angel Chandler...you never deserved any of that...and I know it.
(they hug tightly. And after a while they break and just stare at each other)
Chandler: thank you Mon...
(Monica nods)
(they stare deep into each other's eyes. Suddenly Chandler starts leaning in, and they meet in the middle and share a tender kiss. We then fade out.)
TO BE CONTINUED...[if you wanna read more...]
THERE! Yes! Okay...if you want me to write what happens when Rachel goes to talk to Chris, pleaz review and TELL ME!! I really hope you liked this chapter...especially C&M people...if you did...and you have something nice to say..REVIEW PLEASE!! BTW...if anybody has read my fic LIFE'S MISTAKES...I wanna ask-do you want me to write more?
Rachel woke up the next day in Ross' arms, and everything seemed so right. But to ruin it all, a thought suddenly came to her head...she was still married-to Chris. She turned to Ross who had woken up, and was staring at her...
Ross: (quietly) Hey Rach...
Rachel: (smiles) Hello Mister. (she kisses him quickly and sighs) Ross?
Ross: Hhmm?
Rachel: What do I do about chris?
(she suddenly felt Ross tense up and slowly let go of her. He sits up in the bed and leans against the wall)
Ross: I dont know...I mean-I guess you're going to have to tell him the truth?
Rachel: I dont think he would care...
Ross: but Rach-he IS your husband...you at least have to go see him and-
Rachel: (sighs) Yeah...I guess so...(looks sadly in his eyes)
Ross: Should I go with you?
Rachel: Nooo...
Ross: Why not?
Rachel: I-I-I think I should do it by myself...you never know what he'll do to you...(shivers)
Ross: But Rach...what if he hurts YOU?
Rachel: Well then...let him.
Ross: What?! No.
Rachel: He wont hurt me.....(pause) I think. Come on Ross...just leave it up to me...(pause) I want to talk to him by myself one more time anyway. Okay?
Ross: All right then...
Rachel: Oh by the way Ross...PLEASE dont tell anybody about us yet...okay?
Ross: Why not?
Rachel: You never know what might happen...
Ross: What do you mean?? You mean that you might end up with him again?
Rachel: What?? No! What if he calls...what if he-
Ross: this is all about him?
Rachel: And me...please?
Ross: (sighs) All right Rach...
Rachel: thank you. (pause) Anyway...I should try to leave as soon as possible...(starts to get up)
Ross: Why?
Rachel: Weeelll Mister...if I leave earlier, I come BACK earlier...and then...I get to be with you!
(Ross smiles and grabs her hand and pulls her back down on the bed beside him. She looks up in his eyes smiling)
Rachel: I love you Ross...
(they lean in to kiss and we leave out the window)
~fades out~
(we go to the hotel room C&M are sharing, and we see Michi still sleeping on the bed, and C&M are sitting on the couch talking)
Monica: Chandler...she is the most adorable thing...she surprisingly looks so much like you!
Chandler: really? (before even thinking) I think she has Abby's eyes....
Monica: Abby? Was the HER name?
Chandler: (sadly) Yeah...it was.
Monica: I dont understand why she would leave such a beautiful baby...(pause. Chandler gets a pained look)...and you Chandler.
Chandler: I-I-Monica...I haven't been completely honest with you...
Monica: What?
Chandler: Abby didn't exactly "leave" Michi with me...
Monica: What do you mean?
Chandler: Abby would NEVER do that actually...
Monica: then what??
Chandler: She died...and it was all MY fault.
~fades out~
(we go to Ross' apartment, and we see Ross sitting by his kitchen table drinking some coffee. Rachel comes out of the room dressed up.)
Rachel: I just called the airport...and they said they could fit me in on a flight at 5 o clock tonight...
Ross: Oh...that's great.
Rachel: Um...yeah...(pause) Sooo...
Ross: Lets go out.
Rachel: Out?
Ross: Yeah...out...LUNCH.
Rachel: Lunch?
Ross: Rach...if you haven't noticed it's 11 o clock AND I'm asking you out on a date sort of thing...
Rachel: (looks at her watch) Okay...I get both now...!
Ross: Lets go...
(the phone rings and Rachel laughs. She picks up the phone)
Rachel: HELLLOO?
(Joey's voice on the other end)
Joey: rach?
Rachel: Joe? Hi!
Joey: Hey...Ross there?
Rachel: Yeah...you wanna-
Joey: Nah, it's okay...I was just wondering if you guys wanted to go out to lunch?
Rachel: Lunch? (smiles in Ross' direction. He nods) Sure! We'd love to!
Joey: All right...
(they talk about where to meet as we fade away to C&M again)
~~
Monica: What do you mean Chandler?
Chandler: (sighs) Well...it was about 1 or 2 months after Abby gave birth...we were driving in a car together...I was driving, and she was sitting beside me in the passenger seat. She asked me if she could come here for some job business trip...and I asked her for how long...and I think she said 2 months or something...and I got angry, and told her NO, because Michi was still very little and she needed a mother...she told me I was selfish and everything...and well, this went on for a while. After a few minutes, we stopped at a traffic light, she got really pissed off and she opened the door and actually got out of the car...before I could look twice, a speeding car coming in the opposite direction hit her.
Monica: Oh dear God...Chandler...how come you never to me this before?
Chandler: I dont like talking about it...I mean-it was all my fault. I killed her...
Monica: No...WHAT...you did NOT kill her Chandler...
Chandler: Monica! It was ALL my fault...I was just so selfish! If I would have just let her go, that would have NEVER happened!
Monica: You cant change the past Chandler...come on-you KNOW it wasn't your fault. It was HER who walked out...
Chandler: MONICA! WHAT THE HELL?! You think SHE wanted to get hit by a car?!?! I WAS the ONE WHO DROVE HER OUT PRACTICALLY!
Monica: Chandler-
Chandler: Monica...you dont know HOW screwed up my life is...you do NOT want to know me...I'm serious!
Monica; Chandler...I do know you...and I dont EVER regret NOT knowing you...so please...
Chandler: (looks at Michi) You know...I almost got rid of Michi once...she just reminded me so much of Abby...it just hurt. I hated it-I hated myself...But when I saw how innocent she was, I just couldn't let her go like I did with Abby. (pause) then when I finally got attached to her again...social services almost took her from me. I had attempted SUICIDE Monica...and well, they figured it out...and decided to just come by and PICK HER UP.
Monica: Chandler...why did you do all this?
Chandler: I'm a terrible person Monica...
Monica: No...no you're not.
Chandler: I kill my wife...I try to kill myself...HELL, I almost killed my daughter too...
(with that, Monica gasps)
Monica: What?
Chandler: (tears begin to fall) I had a gun...and I was just standing there in her room, watching her, and she reminded me so much of Abby...I hated it. I could have killed her, right then and right there...when she woke up...and she smiled at me. It was the first time I'd seen her smile at me...and it had been almost a year since she'd been with me alone.
Monica: I dont understand you Chandler...I really dont. You had a perfect life...and yeah, maybe Abby passed away...and-
Chandler: I loved that woman! More than ANYTHING! And if you dont understand that-
Monica: I understand Chandler...PERFECTLY! I LOVED Anthony too!
Chandler: Anthony?! You comparing this to ANTHONY?!
Monica: No...I'm just saying...that-
Chandler: Spare it Monica.
Monica: Chandler. Not EVERYTHING in life can turn out well...maybe you two weren't meant to be!
Chandler: (tears falling hard) We were...we were!
Monica: You had Michi still Chandler...
Chandler: (whispers) Michi. Michi was the only thing that got me through this...
Monica: You see...(pause) You might think that Abby was 'the one' but maybe that was the way of showing you that she wasn't?
Chandler: By killing her?!
Monica: Chandler-
Chandler: It was my fault Monica...and I'm never going to change my mind...
(Monica looks near to tears)
(Chandler glances over at Michi, who is sleeping through this whole thing)
Chandler: that girl...is the ONLY thing that has gotten me through life...if it wasn't for her...I would have killed myself...I would have gone through the whole process. But when I tried...her face popped into my head...and I just couldn't do it.
Monica: She's your angel Chandler...you never deserved any of that...and I know it.
(they hug tightly. And after a while they break and just stare at each other)
Chandler: thank you Mon...
(Monica nods)
(they stare deep into each other's eyes. Suddenly Chandler starts leaning in, and they meet in the middle and share a tender kiss. We then fade out.)
TO BE CONTINUED...[if you wanna read more...]
THERE! Yes! Okay...if you want me to write what happens when Rachel goes to talk to Chris, pleaz review and TELL ME!! I really hope you liked this chapter...especially C&M people...if you did...and you have something nice to say..REVIEW PLEASE!! BTW...if anybody has read my fic LIFE'S MISTAKES...I wanna ask-do you want me to write more?
