Chapter 2
Amy, this one is for you. I wish that you hadn't come along, and yet I think its one of the best things that's happened to me, especially since I came to this moronic town. Of course, that was until you convinced my father to operate on your boyfriend and you dropped me so fast my head spun. That hurt, Amy, it really did. And then you left me at the party just to be busted by the cops? Maybe, maybe, I wouldn't be here if you hadn't hurt me so bad, but I can't blame you. Not just because it wasn't all your fault, but because what kind of 'good friend' would I be if my last words to you were words of blame? Remember, Amy, I'm the only friend that showed up at the hospital? Remember, I'm the good friend that you dont wanna kiss, you just wanna tease and lead on?
I know that you're hurting because of Colin. I also know that *I'm* hurting because of Colin. As far as I can tell, he's a jerk. He brought the alcohol to Bright, He provided the truck to Bright, and he won't even tell you that he loves you. And now that he doesn't remember you, now that you've been told not to hang on to his every last breath, you think that you can treat me like crap now? Well, newsflash, ya can't.
But, of course, there's always the good stuff. The way you smiled at my sarcastic comments, the way you flip your hair and act all girly, the fact that I was in love with you. The problem is, you see, there are 2 rules to love. 1, you can't love someone that doesn't love you back. Its unrequited, and it blows big time. 2, you can't love someone when you don't love yourself.
So I guess I'll leave you with those profound words of wisdom, or some crap like that, for the rest of your life. Remember the rules, it'll make you a lot happier and a lot less bitter later in life.
Love Ham
Amy, this one is for you. I wish that you hadn't come along, and yet I think its one of the best things that's happened to me, especially since I came to this moronic town. Of course, that was until you convinced my father to operate on your boyfriend and you dropped me so fast my head spun. That hurt, Amy, it really did. And then you left me at the party just to be busted by the cops? Maybe, maybe, I wouldn't be here if you hadn't hurt me so bad, but I can't blame you. Not just because it wasn't all your fault, but because what kind of 'good friend' would I be if my last words to you were words of blame? Remember, Amy, I'm the only friend that showed up at the hospital? Remember, I'm the good friend that you dont wanna kiss, you just wanna tease and lead on?
I know that you're hurting because of Colin. I also know that *I'm* hurting because of Colin. As far as I can tell, he's a jerk. He brought the alcohol to Bright, He provided the truck to Bright, and he won't even tell you that he loves you. And now that he doesn't remember you, now that you've been told not to hang on to his every last breath, you think that you can treat me like crap now? Well, newsflash, ya can't.
But, of course, there's always the good stuff. The way you smiled at my sarcastic comments, the way you flip your hair and act all girly, the fact that I was in love with you. The problem is, you see, there are 2 rules to love. 1, you can't love someone that doesn't love you back. Its unrequited, and it blows big time. 2, you can't love someone when you don't love yourself.
So I guess I'll leave you with those profound words of wisdom, or some crap like that, for the rest of your life. Remember the rules, it'll make you a lot happier and a lot less bitter later in life.
Love Ham