Disclaimer: All bow down to Joss, only the story is mine!
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A/N: Ok so far lots of ppls want me to go on with the story, so I will! :) Enjoy, and remember to tell me what you think!! -FS
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Buffy walked into her room and shut the door behind her. She laid her body against it, leaning on the wall. She couldn't belive that he was back, after all this time. She also couldn't believe that she LIKED the fact he was back. But she wasn't gonna think about that right now, it only mattered that he WAS back. And nothing right now could make her happier. *Uh oh.....what am I gonna tell everyone!?!* Buffy thought, making a face. *Gee won't Xander be happy!!!* Deciding to dismiss how to explain everything to the gang for now, Buffy raced to her closet. She had to change before Spike got back!!
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When Spike entered his crypt, he could sence that something wasn't the same. He had ruled out a visitor, another person staying, and the possibility something died, but he still felt the dynamic had changed. He shrugged it off and walked over to the fridge. The fridge filled with blood. Spike almost gagged. He had never realized how gross drinking blood was, since that had been his way of life before.
Come to think of it, Spike hadn't ever tasted anything *but* blood for as far back as he could remember. What *did* food taste like!??! He'd have Dawn and Buffy fill him in on everything revolving around the good tasting stuff later. He risked another glance inside the fridge.
"Well hello" Spike muttered to himself as he saw a thin peice of paper poking out of the ice box. Curious Spike pulled the paper out and began to read the small neat handwritting on the paper. Since the letter started out with Dear Spike, he thought it was safe to continue to read it.
'Dear Spike,
Alot has been going on since you left Sunnydale. Nobody really thinks that your gonna come back, including me. Everythings differant now, but I'm writing to you hoping that you WILL come back someday, and the fridge was the only place I could think where you would look and no one else would. Sorry if the letters a little cold!
I thought that I would start off with telling you everything that was going on, so that you would be up to date. First off, Xander and Buffy were making up after he had found out about you and Buffy. Warren came into the backyard where the two were, yelled a couple things at them and started firing the gun that he had brought with him. His bullets hit two people, one of them being Buffy, one of them....Tara. Its kinnda hard to remember all this, and to write it, but Im gonna keep going.
Well Willow and Tara and gotten back together, and the bullet hit her upstairs in the girl's room. It killed Tara instantly, i think it went right through her heart. Buffy was rushed to the hospital. She almost died AGAIN. But after Tara died, Willow went crazy, and let loose with the magicks. BECAME the magicks. She removed the bullet from Buffys chest and saved her, than went after Warren. No matter what Xander and Buffy tried to say, she was set on the revenge senario, and soon ditched the gang all together.
I found Tara when I got home. She was on the floor covered in her own blood. I nearly died right there too. I didn't think to call anyone, I was so scared and sad. So I just sat a couple feet away from her and waited. For what I wasn't sure, but I just sat till Buffy and Xander got home and made me go downstairs. The cops took Tara away, and Buffy took me to your place, to keep me safe until they could find Willow and get her home in one peice. She wouldn't let me go, even though I wanted to.
When we got to your house Clem was there and we found out that you had left town. I could tell that Buffy died inside again. She put up her brave Slayer face, but I knew she was hurting because she asked when you would be back before she left me with Clem. He didn't know and I saw her face fall. She didn't think that I did, but I saw it. And I knew that she missed you.
Moving on cuz my hands getting kinnda tired, I won't give you a BIG huge summery, but basicly Willow killed Warren, and I think he deserved it the asshole. But she went after Jonathan and that tall guy they hang out with, and wanted to kill them to. She killed Rack, said some really mean things to me and tried to send me back to being whatever I was before I was changed human. Willow fought Buffy, who saved me, and tried to kill the geeks, but Anya did a pertection spell on them. We left the shop and me and Buffy got stuck underground. Giles came back before I guess and was trying to stop Willow.
We found out from Anya that Willow was going to destroy the world. Xander talked her out of it, Buffy promised to pay more attention to me and that everything was gonna get better. So Willow is now going through rehab now and again. She lives at the house but goes to some place where they try and help her get past everything 4 times a week. We don't see her that offten, she barley comes out of her room anymore, just to eat and go to rehab. She hasn't said a word to me since she everything happened. I think she feels bad about it. But we all miss you, and I think Buffy does the most. I found out what you did to her. I don't care. I know you didn't mean to. Xander's glad your gone and I think that everyone else kinnda just shrugged it off except me and Buffy.
Come home Spike!! If your reading this I guess you already did, but TALK to Buffy and Me!! We need you here.
Love,
Dawn'
Spike put down the letter. He gasped, asorbing everything that had happened since he was gone. He left when they had needed him the most. Before he had time to brood, he saw another note poking out from underneth the fridge. He pulled it out and started to read.
'Dear Spike,
I miss you alot, and I know that writing this was really stupid, but I don't have anyway of contacting you besides the crypt, so why not? I don't think your gonna come back. Ever. But If you do someday, and I'm gone yet again by then, I thought you should know some stuff. I forgive you, first of all. For everything in the bathroom. I know you didn't mean to do it, or I hope you didn't. Anyways, I forgive you.
And I know that you love me. I've excepted that. And I've also realized in the time that you've been gone, I do love you. And I always did, I just wouldn't admit it. So I love you. Hard as it is for me to admit it, I do. But moving on, I thought you should know what happened. I'll break it down real fast, because I've gotta get to work.
Warren shot me and Tara, and killed Tara. Willow went crazy with the magicks, and killed Warren and removed the bullet from me. She went after the remaining nerd herd, kicked my ass, tried to return Dawn to key status and a lot of other really mean stuff. Tried to end the world too, but Xander of all people stoped her. I get that. He's known her forever, he knew what to do. He dosn't feel quite so useless anymore. Willows going through treatment for her addiction, but dosn't come out of her room much.
So i miss you and I love you and I want you to come home. I've gotta go. Please come back. I need you.
Love,
Buffy'
Spike grinned forgot all about unpacking and raced to the Summers house with a bounce in his step.
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A/N: I'm posting at least another chapter later on tonight. But I've gotta book right now, or I'll be late for tutoring. I kinnda raced through this chapter so please review and tell me what you think! --FS
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A/N: Ok so far lots of ppls want me to go on with the story, so I will! :) Enjoy, and remember to tell me what you think!! -FS
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Buffy walked into her room and shut the door behind her. She laid her body against it, leaning on the wall. She couldn't belive that he was back, after all this time. She also couldn't believe that she LIKED the fact he was back. But she wasn't gonna think about that right now, it only mattered that he WAS back. And nothing right now could make her happier. *Uh oh.....what am I gonna tell everyone!?!* Buffy thought, making a face. *Gee won't Xander be happy!!!* Deciding to dismiss how to explain everything to the gang for now, Buffy raced to her closet. She had to change before Spike got back!!
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When Spike entered his crypt, he could sence that something wasn't the same. He had ruled out a visitor, another person staying, and the possibility something died, but he still felt the dynamic had changed. He shrugged it off and walked over to the fridge. The fridge filled with blood. Spike almost gagged. He had never realized how gross drinking blood was, since that had been his way of life before.
Come to think of it, Spike hadn't ever tasted anything *but* blood for as far back as he could remember. What *did* food taste like!??! He'd have Dawn and Buffy fill him in on everything revolving around the good tasting stuff later. He risked another glance inside the fridge.
"Well hello" Spike muttered to himself as he saw a thin peice of paper poking out of the ice box. Curious Spike pulled the paper out and began to read the small neat handwritting on the paper. Since the letter started out with Dear Spike, he thought it was safe to continue to read it.
'Dear Spike,
Alot has been going on since you left Sunnydale. Nobody really thinks that your gonna come back, including me. Everythings differant now, but I'm writing to you hoping that you WILL come back someday, and the fridge was the only place I could think where you would look and no one else would. Sorry if the letters a little cold!
I thought that I would start off with telling you everything that was going on, so that you would be up to date. First off, Xander and Buffy were making up after he had found out about you and Buffy. Warren came into the backyard where the two were, yelled a couple things at them and started firing the gun that he had brought with him. His bullets hit two people, one of them being Buffy, one of them....Tara. Its kinnda hard to remember all this, and to write it, but Im gonna keep going.
Well Willow and Tara and gotten back together, and the bullet hit her upstairs in the girl's room. It killed Tara instantly, i think it went right through her heart. Buffy was rushed to the hospital. She almost died AGAIN. But after Tara died, Willow went crazy, and let loose with the magicks. BECAME the magicks. She removed the bullet from Buffys chest and saved her, than went after Warren. No matter what Xander and Buffy tried to say, she was set on the revenge senario, and soon ditched the gang all together.
I found Tara when I got home. She was on the floor covered in her own blood. I nearly died right there too. I didn't think to call anyone, I was so scared and sad. So I just sat a couple feet away from her and waited. For what I wasn't sure, but I just sat till Buffy and Xander got home and made me go downstairs. The cops took Tara away, and Buffy took me to your place, to keep me safe until they could find Willow and get her home in one peice. She wouldn't let me go, even though I wanted to.
When we got to your house Clem was there and we found out that you had left town. I could tell that Buffy died inside again. She put up her brave Slayer face, but I knew she was hurting because she asked when you would be back before she left me with Clem. He didn't know and I saw her face fall. She didn't think that I did, but I saw it. And I knew that she missed you.
Moving on cuz my hands getting kinnda tired, I won't give you a BIG huge summery, but basicly Willow killed Warren, and I think he deserved it the asshole. But she went after Jonathan and that tall guy they hang out with, and wanted to kill them to. She killed Rack, said some really mean things to me and tried to send me back to being whatever I was before I was changed human. Willow fought Buffy, who saved me, and tried to kill the geeks, but Anya did a pertection spell on them. We left the shop and me and Buffy got stuck underground. Giles came back before I guess and was trying to stop Willow.
We found out from Anya that Willow was going to destroy the world. Xander talked her out of it, Buffy promised to pay more attention to me and that everything was gonna get better. So Willow is now going through rehab now and again. She lives at the house but goes to some place where they try and help her get past everything 4 times a week. We don't see her that offten, she barley comes out of her room anymore, just to eat and go to rehab. She hasn't said a word to me since she everything happened. I think she feels bad about it. But we all miss you, and I think Buffy does the most. I found out what you did to her. I don't care. I know you didn't mean to. Xander's glad your gone and I think that everyone else kinnda just shrugged it off except me and Buffy.
Come home Spike!! If your reading this I guess you already did, but TALK to Buffy and Me!! We need you here.
Love,
Dawn'
Spike put down the letter. He gasped, asorbing everything that had happened since he was gone. He left when they had needed him the most. Before he had time to brood, he saw another note poking out from underneth the fridge. He pulled it out and started to read.
'Dear Spike,
I miss you alot, and I know that writing this was really stupid, but I don't have anyway of contacting you besides the crypt, so why not? I don't think your gonna come back. Ever. But If you do someday, and I'm gone yet again by then, I thought you should know some stuff. I forgive you, first of all. For everything in the bathroom. I know you didn't mean to do it, or I hope you didn't. Anyways, I forgive you.
And I know that you love me. I've excepted that. And I've also realized in the time that you've been gone, I do love you. And I always did, I just wouldn't admit it. So I love you. Hard as it is for me to admit it, I do. But moving on, I thought you should know what happened. I'll break it down real fast, because I've gotta get to work.
Warren shot me and Tara, and killed Tara. Willow went crazy with the magicks, and killed Warren and removed the bullet from me. She went after the remaining nerd herd, kicked my ass, tried to return Dawn to key status and a lot of other really mean stuff. Tried to end the world too, but Xander of all people stoped her. I get that. He's known her forever, he knew what to do. He dosn't feel quite so useless anymore. Willows going through treatment for her addiction, but dosn't come out of her room much.
So i miss you and I love you and I want you to come home. I've gotta go. Please come back. I need you.
Love,
Buffy'
Spike grinned forgot all about unpacking and raced to the Summers house with a bounce in his step.
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A/N: I'm posting at least another chapter later on tonight. But I've gotta book right now, or I'll be late for tutoring. I kinnda raced through this chapter so please review and tell me what you think! --FS