A/N: Thank you for all the reviews!!! I'm almost done with Change!! Noooooo!! Well anyway back on with the story....

Chapter 19- Coming Back and Confessing

** 3 persons POV **

Sodapop ran as fast as he could, not knowing where to go. Darry was right behind with him. Darry was in pain, but he still ran to get Sodapop before he did something horrible. Darry stopped in the middle of the dark alley. He nearly passed out. Sodapop was still running but stopped when he looked back and saw Darry not running after him anymore.

" Soda...please...stop" Darry said between gasps of air.

" Or what? You'll tie my up!?" Sodapop yelled.

" Sodapop just stop please!! We need to talk!! I can't take anymore of this!! Please talk to me, I want to help you!" Darry pleaded. It looked like Darry was getting tears in his eyes. Sodapop dropped to his knees and covered his face crying.

" Darry I....." He tried to say but couldn't get it out. Darry was still in pain but managed to get up and walk over to Sodapop, in his arms.

" Baby please change back, I want to help you Sodapop...Everyone does" Darry said stroking Soda's hair. Sodapop was sobbing so much it was like he couldn't stop.

" Darry I'm scared...." Sodapop said between sobs.

" Why baby? Why are you scared?"

" I'm scared of losing you. Of losing Ponyboy, Steve, And Two-Bit. I feel so empty, so scared that I'm gonna end up losing everyone I loved and will be all by myself..." Sodapop confessed. Darry started to get tears in his eyes.

" Baby your not going to lose us!! We're here with you, we love you Sodapop. But your change is getting the best of us, we need you to come back Sodapop. We are all here together. We can help eachother with problems, even if we did lose Johnny and Dally, they are always still with us. Mom and Dad also. Your not alone baby...." Sodapop and Darry were in eachother's arms and crying. Darry was crying for mom and dad, for Soda, for Dally and Johnny, everything he kept inside of him and wanted to get out. Finally Sodapop and Darry calmed down.

" Maybe we should get home now" Darry said. Sodapop nodded his head. While they started walking home they heard a loud scream for help. It was Ponyboy.