Chapter 23 - Back To Normal
** Sodapop's POV **
I could tell Ponyboy looked worried. I was going to express my feelings to him like I did with Darry. I wanted him to know the truth. Ponyboy sat on the bed, I got a chair and sat infront of him.
" I know I've been acting real strange for the past couple of days. Ponyboy....I'm really sorry. I've been going through a lot..." - I started to get tears in my eyes- " Ponyboy I thought I was going to end up losing you, Darry, Steve, and Two-Bit just like I did with Mom, Dad, Johnny, and Dally. I'm was scared, confused.. I didn't know what to do. Sometimes when I get my emotions mixed up, I don't know, I guess I change into something I'm not. I'm so sorry......" I started to break down again. Ponyboy rushed toward me and held me in his arms.
" Sodapop your not going to lose me! I won't leave you! It's not your fault, we have been going through a lot for the past year. You scared me so much for the past couple of days Sodapop. I thought we lost you for real......I love you" Ponyboy was now crying. We were now crying in eachothers arms like Darry and I had.
" I love you both" We heard a voice say in the door way. It was Darry. We looked at him kind of startled. It looked like he had tears in his eyes, but I couldn't tell. Everything was blurry from my tears.
" I love you guys too" We heard Two-Bit say behind Darry. We started to laugh while Two-Bit tackled Darry. Of course Darry had him though. He was much stronger. I finally realized that everything was back to normal. I was going to be ok, everything is going to be ok.
** Sodapop's POV **
I could tell Ponyboy looked worried. I was going to express my feelings to him like I did with Darry. I wanted him to know the truth. Ponyboy sat on the bed, I got a chair and sat infront of him.
" I know I've been acting real strange for the past couple of days. Ponyboy....I'm really sorry. I've been going through a lot..." - I started to get tears in my eyes- " Ponyboy I thought I was going to end up losing you, Darry, Steve, and Two-Bit just like I did with Mom, Dad, Johnny, and Dally. I'm was scared, confused.. I didn't know what to do. Sometimes when I get my emotions mixed up, I don't know, I guess I change into something I'm not. I'm so sorry......" I started to break down again. Ponyboy rushed toward me and held me in his arms.
" Sodapop your not going to lose me! I won't leave you! It's not your fault, we have been going through a lot for the past year. You scared me so much for the past couple of days Sodapop. I thought we lost you for real......I love you" Ponyboy was now crying. We were now crying in eachothers arms like Darry and I had.
" I love you both" We heard a voice say in the door way. It was Darry. We looked at him kind of startled. It looked like he had tears in his eyes, but I couldn't tell. Everything was blurry from my tears.
" I love you guys too" We heard Two-Bit say behind Darry. We started to laugh while Two-Bit tackled Darry. Of course Darry had him though. He was much stronger. I finally realized that everything was back to normal. I was going to be ok, everything is going to be ok.