Doh! I just hate it when I make mistakes! o It makes me feel so stupid! I
spell-check all the time folks, but I just can't help it! @_@
Anyway I don't have the whole story in my head yet but. I think it will
turn out pretty good. We'll see. I just hate it that I spelled 'dairy'
instead of 'diary'! Ow man. Ow and sorry for the anonymous reviews
thingy... Didn't know. And can someone explain how I can make bold text and
Italic.? Is it with tags here or..? Heh I'm so dumb.heh..heh..aye... O.o;;;
OK on with the crappy fic! This is still in X POV and things X thinks are
marked like this: // text // k? So you guys don't get confused. Enjoy the
crappiness -_-;;;
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I watched with horror as I saw Zero in the door opening, and clapped the small red book shut with shaking hands.
Oh... Zero! I... erm..didn't.. kn-"
"What are you DOING!?"
Zero walked hastily over to the bed, slapping the diary out of my hands.
I was shocked at the sudden movement. Zero never showed any aggression when I am around.
"Erm..Umm...Oops..? O.o;
I tried to think of an excuse, but it seemed Zero didn't need one. He stood there, closed eyes cast to the floor. He raised his left arm and pointed it to the door he just came through.
"Get out."
I got scared for the tone in Zero's voice. It seemed Zero was really mad and I was in deep sh- umm trouble..O.O
I raised my head slowly and watched Zero carefully. I saw his body shaking and a crimson blush burned his face.
//What was that...? Was...was Zero blushing..? Was he *that* angry? That doesn't make sense...//
"Zero, just listen to me..."
"Get OUT!"
//It seems better to leave Zero alone now for a moment.// Calmly I stood up, and walked to the door, opening it. I stopped in the door opening and shoot a last glance back at Zero. Zero was still in the same position but was lowering his arm that was pointing at the door.
"I'm sorry Zero."
And I walked through the door, closed it silently behind me.
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I walked into my room, and sat on a chair at my desk.
// Damn, I shouldn't have done that... Peeking into other people's diary just isn't right at all! What have I done? //
I thought about what I read on that single page in his diary... // Zero was having strange dreams and he didn't want to tell me about them. What are they about? I didn't notice Zero had something bothering him. He should talk about it. It will surely lift some weight of his shoulders. Zero always helps me with things, also with these kinds of problems. When I have something bothering me, Zero would also talk to me about it, asking me what's wrong. //
// Maybe I should go look for him and ask him to tell me what's wrong with his dreams. I shouldn't have left his room, I should have talked to him about it then..//
I walked out my room into the hall, going directly to Zero's room.
"Zero, are you there?"
There I stood, speaking into those little holes again.
"Zero, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Please let me in, we have to talk."
.......
// No answer again... -_- //
Then someone walked by and tapped me on the shoulder.
'Umm excuse me? Are you looking for Zero, Commander?"
"Oh Io."
I looked at a dark blond maverick hunter girl with light blue and black armor. She looked at me with questioning brown eyes.
"Yeah I need to speak to him. Do you know where he is?"
"Well.." I saw her looking back at a direction in the hall. "I saw him going to the training center..." She looked back at me with a frown on her face. "What's wrong with him, he looked so frustrated...He didn't even say hello."
"I don't know what's wrong with him either. I'm going to find out...Excuse me."
I shoved her aside and quickly dashed past her.
// Of course he's there! When he feels down, angry or frustrated, he always goes training to calm up his nerves. I should have thought of that sooner! //
And so I ran to the training center. Thinking of what to say to him...
I walked in the training center, going to a reploid I had never seen before, sitting behind a counter. The reploid had a rather large build and his armor was green with black, he had a kind face. He kinda reminded me of Double, only then taller. He was reading a manga, not paying attention to me and to the television screens around him. The TV's showed all the training rooms in the center. All the rooms have special armored cameras. Incase something goes wrong or someone got hurt, the reploid could send an alarm to the base or, for example, help hunters by changing some settings for the training in his computer.
"Excuse me? Do you know in which training room Commander Zero is?"
The guy ignored me completely and flipped another page the "Love hina" manga.
.
I grew irritated and grabbed the manga from him.
"Hey! What do you think your doi-"
"Please, can you tell me were commander Zero is, NOW?!"
The reploid looked shocked, seeing an irritated Commander X before him.
"Oh my, I'm sorry Commander X! I didn't notice... Umm, Zero you said? Didn't saw him come in. No one is training at this hour.Well let's see..."
I saw him searching in one of the computers for Zero's name. "Ah yes, he's in training room 23 right now."
I mumbled a thanks and ran towards the training room were Zero was.
"Hey give me back my manga!!!"
...
"Aww bugnuts." U_U
I walked into dressing room 23, and looked around, but saw no-one.
// Zero seems to be training now. //
I walked over to another door that let me to a small room with a huge window. The window was looking out on the huge training room. This is an observation place for people who want to study the training of the Hunters.
I looked through the window, and saw that there were some small round robots with red orbs, hovering in the air, shooting red rays across the room.
And there was Zero, running to one of the bots, while avoiding the rays. He jumped and with a loud yell, slashed the bot to pieces. He turned around quickly and dodged another ray coming from behind him.
I watched silently at the fighting crimson hunter.
Zero has great fighting skills. It always seemed to amaze me, his way of fighting. It looked beautiful how he handled his saber like that, and how he moved his body with his large blond mane swaying* behind him.
// There are many people who would kill to see a training Zero, mostly girls. Zero was loved by both humans and reploids, because of his cool image and the fact that he looked really handsome. There even is a Zero fan club somewhere located in Japan. Zero had gotten some letters from the club, saying he was the coolest, most handsome, and strongest reploid ever created. Well I have to say I kinda agree with that when I see him fighting like this. ^^ //
I stopped daydreaming as I saw Zero standing between scraps of metal, his back turned to me. All the training bots were destroyed, and Zero seemed to be done.
I ran into the dressing room, waiting for him.
He opened the door, and raised his head when he saw me. I could see tears running down flushed cheeks.
I looked at him shocked with wide eyes. // I have never seen Zero crying like this...Zero never cries. //
"Z-Zero.. I'm so sorry, I..I never knew that it was that important to you..
I started to watch his feet, embarrassed, and was wondering why Zero was *this* upset about the diary thing.
"X..I'm sorry you know it this way...I.. I should have told you sooner..."
I shot my head upwards to study his face once more, blinking my eyes in confusion.
"Wha..What are talking about? I want to speak to you about the fact I read* your diary. I shouldn't have done that. It really isn't right..."
"You...You don't know yet..?" Zero stammered.
"Huh? Don't know what? I blinked my grass green eyes again.
Z-Zero... explain me everything! I am here to help you! Why didn't you say you had something bothering you?! Please tell me, I... I want to help YOU for once.You always help me out, I want to return the favor...
I sat on one of the benches and looked nervously at my hands.
"I'll tell you what I have read from your diary.. Maybe that will explain some things."
Zero began to move towards the bench, and sat next to me, sniffled and smeared his tears away with the back of his hand.
"I read that you had strange dreams..that keep you from concentrating and stuff... "
Zero watched at me intently with his teary eyes...
I continued "And.. I would like to know... What that dream was about and why you can't tell me about them. I won't be scared...I promise."
I placed a hand on his shoulder, directing him to tell me everything.
"You can say anything to me, you know that."
I offered him a warm smile, giving him a gently squeeze in his shoulder.
Zero watched the floor, his body quivering, still saying nothing...
Was the dream *that* bad?
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WAAAAI! As you can see, I am great at cliffhangers! XD I think X doesn't know just HOW bad the actually dream was... *grin* you can read what the dream is about in the next chap. I am getting better at this ) The title is inspired from a song of a band named Kane. Love the song.. Well, stay tuned! Next chap coming soon! ;)
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I watched with horror as I saw Zero in the door opening, and clapped the small red book shut with shaking hands.
Oh... Zero! I... erm..didn't.. kn-"
"What are you DOING!?"
Zero walked hastily over to the bed, slapping the diary out of my hands.
I was shocked at the sudden movement. Zero never showed any aggression when I am around.
"Erm..Umm...Oops..? O.o;
I tried to think of an excuse, but it seemed Zero didn't need one. He stood there, closed eyes cast to the floor. He raised his left arm and pointed it to the door he just came through.
"Get out."
I got scared for the tone in Zero's voice. It seemed Zero was really mad and I was in deep sh- umm trouble..O.O
I raised my head slowly and watched Zero carefully. I saw his body shaking and a crimson blush burned his face.
//What was that...? Was...was Zero blushing..? Was he *that* angry? That doesn't make sense...//
"Zero, just listen to me..."
"Get OUT!"
//It seems better to leave Zero alone now for a moment.// Calmly I stood up, and walked to the door, opening it. I stopped in the door opening and shoot a last glance back at Zero. Zero was still in the same position but was lowering his arm that was pointing at the door.
"I'm sorry Zero."
And I walked through the door, closed it silently behind me.
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I walked into my room, and sat on a chair at my desk.
// Damn, I shouldn't have done that... Peeking into other people's diary just isn't right at all! What have I done? //
I thought about what I read on that single page in his diary... // Zero was having strange dreams and he didn't want to tell me about them. What are they about? I didn't notice Zero had something bothering him. He should talk about it. It will surely lift some weight of his shoulders. Zero always helps me with things, also with these kinds of problems. When I have something bothering me, Zero would also talk to me about it, asking me what's wrong. //
// Maybe I should go look for him and ask him to tell me what's wrong with his dreams. I shouldn't have left his room, I should have talked to him about it then..//
I walked out my room into the hall, going directly to Zero's room.
"Zero, are you there?"
There I stood, speaking into those little holes again.
"Zero, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Please let me in, we have to talk."
.......
// No answer again... -_- //
Then someone walked by and tapped me on the shoulder.
'Umm excuse me? Are you looking for Zero, Commander?"
"Oh Io."
I looked at a dark blond maverick hunter girl with light blue and black armor. She looked at me with questioning brown eyes.
"Yeah I need to speak to him. Do you know where he is?"
"Well.." I saw her looking back at a direction in the hall. "I saw him going to the training center..." She looked back at me with a frown on her face. "What's wrong with him, he looked so frustrated...He didn't even say hello."
"I don't know what's wrong with him either. I'm going to find out...Excuse me."
I shoved her aside and quickly dashed past her.
// Of course he's there! When he feels down, angry or frustrated, he always goes training to calm up his nerves. I should have thought of that sooner! //
And so I ran to the training center. Thinking of what to say to him...
I walked in the training center, going to a reploid I had never seen before, sitting behind a counter. The reploid had a rather large build and his armor was green with black, he had a kind face. He kinda reminded me of Double, only then taller. He was reading a manga, not paying attention to me and to the television screens around him. The TV's showed all the training rooms in the center. All the rooms have special armored cameras. Incase something goes wrong or someone got hurt, the reploid could send an alarm to the base or, for example, help hunters by changing some settings for the training in his computer.
"Excuse me? Do you know in which training room Commander Zero is?"
The guy ignored me completely and flipped another page the "Love hina" manga.
.
I grew irritated and grabbed the manga from him.
"Hey! What do you think your doi-"
"Please, can you tell me were commander Zero is, NOW?!"
The reploid looked shocked, seeing an irritated Commander X before him.
"Oh my, I'm sorry Commander X! I didn't notice... Umm, Zero you said? Didn't saw him come in. No one is training at this hour.Well let's see..."
I saw him searching in one of the computers for Zero's name. "Ah yes, he's in training room 23 right now."
I mumbled a thanks and ran towards the training room were Zero was.
"Hey give me back my manga!!!"
...
"Aww bugnuts." U_U
I walked into dressing room 23, and looked around, but saw no-one.
// Zero seems to be training now. //
I walked over to another door that let me to a small room with a huge window. The window was looking out on the huge training room. This is an observation place for people who want to study the training of the Hunters.
I looked through the window, and saw that there were some small round robots with red orbs, hovering in the air, shooting red rays across the room.
And there was Zero, running to one of the bots, while avoiding the rays. He jumped and with a loud yell, slashed the bot to pieces. He turned around quickly and dodged another ray coming from behind him.
I watched silently at the fighting crimson hunter.
Zero has great fighting skills. It always seemed to amaze me, his way of fighting. It looked beautiful how he handled his saber like that, and how he moved his body with his large blond mane swaying* behind him.
// There are many people who would kill to see a training Zero, mostly girls. Zero was loved by both humans and reploids, because of his cool image and the fact that he looked really handsome. There even is a Zero fan club somewhere located in Japan. Zero had gotten some letters from the club, saying he was the coolest, most handsome, and strongest reploid ever created. Well I have to say I kinda agree with that when I see him fighting like this. ^^ //
I stopped daydreaming as I saw Zero standing between scraps of metal, his back turned to me. All the training bots were destroyed, and Zero seemed to be done.
I ran into the dressing room, waiting for him.
He opened the door, and raised his head when he saw me. I could see tears running down flushed cheeks.
I looked at him shocked with wide eyes. // I have never seen Zero crying like this...Zero never cries. //
"Z-Zero.. I'm so sorry, I..I never knew that it was that important to you..
I started to watch his feet, embarrassed, and was wondering why Zero was *this* upset about the diary thing.
"X..I'm sorry you know it this way...I.. I should have told you sooner..."
I shot my head upwards to study his face once more, blinking my eyes in confusion.
"Wha..What are talking about? I want to speak to you about the fact I read* your diary. I shouldn't have done that. It really isn't right..."
"You...You don't know yet..?" Zero stammered.
"Huh? Don't know what? I blinked my grass green eyes again.
Z-Zero... explain me everything! I am here to help you! Why didn't you say you had something bothering you?! Please tell me, I... I want to help YOU for once.You always help me out, I want to return the favor...
I sat on one of the benches and looked nervously at my hands.
"I'll tell you what I have read from your diary.. Maybe that will explain some things."
Zero began to move towards the bench, and sat next to me, sniffled and smeared his tears away with the back of his hand.
"I read that you had strange dreams..that keep you from concentrating and stuff... "
Zero watched at me intently with his teary eyes...
I continued "And.. I would like to know... What that dream was about and why you can't tell me about them. I won't be scared...I promise."
I placed a hand on his shoulder, directing him to tell me everything.
"You can say anything to me, you know that."
I offered him a warm smile, giving him a gently squeeze in his shoulder.
Zero watched the floor, his body quivering, still saying nothing...
Was the dream *that* bad?
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WAAAAI! As you can see, I am great at cliffhangers! XD I think X doesn't know just HOW bad the actually dream was... *grin* you can read what the dream is about in the next chap. I am getting better at this ) The title is inspired from a song of a band named Kane. Love the song.. Well, stay tuned! Next chap coming soon! ;)