This chapter will explain some things about what's bothering Zero so much.
It so sad... *sniff* anyway once again X POV and his thoughts are in //
text // k?
Disclaimer: I don't own all of the characters in here. They are Capcom's. So don't sue me or anything.
Warnings: Shonen ai (boy + boy love) and lots LOTS of angst people! You have been warned...
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Zero looked at me with his red eyes.
"A-alright, I..I'll tell you. But just before you freak out... L..let me explain further alright..Let me finish ok?
I nodded and saw Zero inhale some air.
"I..I always have the same dream over and over again.. It starts with me being in a white space with nothing in sight. I walk and w-walk but can't find anything in the whole white s-space...Then I notice a large grey metallic door, lying ahead of me. I walk to it b-but the door doesn't get bigger.. It gets smaller, traveling away from me. I start to run but my feet move in some kind of slow motion. I run and run but the door still gets smaller. Suddenly I see giant red digital numbers flashing before me, counting down. 5..4..3..2... I make a last jump towards the door and grip the door knob just in time. I push the heavy door open with the power left in me from the running. I look in a dark cell and... I see you....lying there..."
// This sounds like the dream I had! But it seems this is Zero's point of view, instead of mine... //
"I.. I see you lying there naked and screaming without a sound." Zero continued. Then.. There was this weird feeling... A feeling. called... hate. I hated everything around me. I hated the fact you were closed in that cell, that I couldn't come sooner to help you. That I have to kill mavericks just for those stupid humans who started this mess themselves from the very beginning, the anger that I have to help save the world this way, half destroying it. I-I felt this beast inside of me growing from the anger, growing from my dark thoughts...I..I walked to you. You had a scared look on your face and started moving from me, to the wall behind you. I..I grabbed my saber, and...grabbed your left arm stretching it. You tried to resist but the beast inside me had total control over me."
Zero stopped with talking and stared at me. I saw sorrow in his eyes. I saw a single tear running down his face. Carefully I reached my hand to his face and stroked the tear away with my thumb.
"Zero, please continue..." I whispered.
Once again Zero sighed, and continued the horrible story.
"I..I s-slashed your left arm completely off your body and t-t-threw it behind me. For the first time...I could hear you, screaming of the pain. It..It felt great to see you panicking like that, and to feel your blood and oil running down my face..
Zero grew silent once more, touching his cheek, staring at the ground.
I g-grabbed your o-other arm and slashed that one o-off you also... I.. sliced your legs off t-too.. When I had sliced your remaining l-leg....Y- you looked at me with a w-white face. A-And said that you...lo-loved me.
My eyes grew wide and I felt warmth running up my cheeks....Zero didn't saw my reaction and continued.
W-with a loud yell I slashed y-your head off...k-killing you. I grabbed you head and... k-kissed it..Then t-threw it a..away. I stood there, laughing. Then.. Then I woke up..."
Zero put his face in his hands and broke in a fit of tears. I looked at him, shocked.
// So this what Zero was dreaming about... My..How horrible.! Killing his best friend in such a horrible way.. //
With some hesitation, I moved to Zero and put my arms around him, hugging him tightly. I ignored the blush that began to burn my cheeks and rubbed his back with my hands, soothing him.
I was startled when Zero started to slit his arms around my small waist. I could feel his warm, un-even breath in my neck and heard him whimpering.
"Shhh...." I hushed in his ear. "It was a dream Zero, it wasn't real.....I know you will never hurt me, never....I trust you....with all my heart.....with all my soul...."
Zero tensed in my grip, and looked at my flushed face. I smiled a small warm smile.
"X..... Thank you... Thank you so much for being here for me...I....I don't know what I would do without you...."
Zero slowly closed his beautiful sapphire eyes, and slowly moved his head towards me....inches from my face.... I could feel his warm breath over my lips.
// Is this another dream...? No....Please....let this be real this time.... please.... //
I wetted my lips with my tongue nervously and slowly closed my eyes....waiting for his soft lips to touch me....
Whoooooooooo!!... Whoooooooooo!!... Whoooooooooo!!...
But... we were interrupted by the HQ's siren, making extreme loud noises.
"A-a maverick attack!!!" I screamed.
I jumped up, pulling Zero with me.
"W-We got to go! Zero come!"
Quickly I turned around dashing towards the door. But noticed Zero was still standing there.
"... Z-Zero...?"
Zero stood there, confused, his face marked with a deep red blush.
"X... I....Umm....I'm sor-"
"We will sort things out later! Come on!!"
I grabbed Zero's hand in mine and we ran out the training center, into the hall.
Red flashing lights, and panicking reploids running around.
Ow.... the crappness! I don't like this chap at ALL! (couldn't find a good name for it either..) I am thinking of re-writing all of them ...Well.... the dirty part must be written yet.... Yes I am a perverted little school girl with crazy hormones, got a problem? D I hope you guys like that and won't flame me... Although I am asking for it...kinda... O.o Lol, anyway, I am sorry this chap isn't that long but I really want you guys hangin'! Next chap coming soon! *changing rating from R to NC-17* D
Disclaimer: I don't own all of the characters in here. They are Capcom's. So don't sue me or anything.
Warnings: Shonen ai (boy + boy love) and lots LOTS of angst people! You have been warned...
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Zero looked at me with his red eyes.
"A-alright, I..I'll tell you. But just before you freak out... L..let me explain further alright..Let me finish ok?
I nodded and saw Zero inhale some air.
"I..I always have the same dream over and over again.. It starts with me being in a white space with nothing in sight. I walk and w-walk but can't find anything in the whole white s-space...Then I notice a large grey metallic door, lying ahead of me. I walk to it b-but the door doesn't get bigger.. It gets smaller, traveling away from me. I start to run but my feet move in some kind of slow motion. I run and run but the door still gets smaller. Suddenly I see giant red digital numbers flashing before me, counting down. 5..4..3..2... I make a last jump towards the door and grip the door knob just in time. I push the heavy door open with the power left in me from the running. I look in a dark cell and... I see you....lying there..."
// This sounds like the dream I had! But it seems this is Zero's point of view, instead of mine... //
"I.. I see you lying there naked and screaming without a sound." Zero continued. Then.. There was this weird feeling... A feeling. called... hate. I hated everything around me. I hated the fact you were closed in that cell, that I couldn't come sooner to help you. That I have to kill mavericks just for those stupid humans who started this mess themselves from the very beginning, the anger that I have to help save the world this way, half destroying it. I-I felt this beast inside of me growing from the anger, growing from my dark thoughts...I..I walked to you. You had a scared look on your face and started moving from me, to the wall behind you. I..I grabbed my saber, and...grabbed your left arm stretching it. You tried to resist but the beast inside me had total control over me."
Zero stopped with talking and stared at me. I saw sorrow in his eyes. I saw a single tear running down his face. Carefully I reached my hand to his face and stroked the tear away with my thumb.
"Zero, please continue..." I whispered.
Once again Zero sighed, and continued the horrible story.
"I..I s-slashed your left arm completely off your body and t-t-threw it behind me. For the first time...I could hear you, screaming of the pain. It..It felt great to see you panicking like that, and to feel your blood and oil running down my face..
Zero grew silent once more, touching his cheek, staring at the ground.
I g-grabbed your o-other arm and slashed that one o-off you also... I.. sliced your legs off t-too.. When I had sliced your remaining l-leg....Y- you looked at me with a w-white face. A-And said that you...lo-loved me.
My eyes grew wide and I felt warmth running up my cheeks....Zero didn't saw my reaction and continued.
W-with a loud yell I slashed y-your head off...k-killing you. I grabbed you head and... k-kissed it..Then t-threw it a..away. I stood there, laughing. Then.. Then I woke up..."
Zero put his face in his hands and broke in a fit of tears. I looked at him, shocked.
// So this what Zero was dreaming about... My..How horrible.! Killing his best friend in such a horrible way.. //
With some hesitation, I moved to Zero and put my arms around him, hugging him tightly. I ignored the blush that began to burn my cheeks and rubbed his back with my hands, soothing him.
I was startled when Zero started to slit his arms around my small waist. I could feel his warm, un-even breath in my neck and heard him whimpering.
"Shhh...." I hushed in his ear. "It was a dream Zero, it wasn't real.....I know you will never hurt me, never....I trust you....with all my heart.....with all my soul...."
Zero tensed in my grip, and looked at my flushed face. I smiled a small warm smile.
"X..... Thank you... Thank you so much for being here for me...I....I don't know what I would do without you...."
Zero slowly closed his beautiful sapphire eyes, and slowly moved his head towards me....inches from my face.... I could feel his warm breath over my lips.
// Is this another dream...? No....Please....let this be real this time.... please.... //
I wetted my lips with my tongue nervously and slowly closed my eyes....waiting for his soft lips to touch me....
Whoooooooooo!!... Whoooooooooo!!... Whoooooooooo!!...
But... we were interrupted by the HQ's siren, making extreme loud noises.
"A-a maverick attack!!!" I screamed.
I jumped up, pulling Zero with me.
"W-We got to go! Zero come!"
Quickly I turned around dashing towards the door. But noticed Zero was still standing there.
"... Z-Zero...?"
Zero stood there, confused, his face marked with a deep red blush.
"X... I....Umm....I'm sor-"
"We will sort things out later! Come on!!"
I grabbed Zero's hand in mine and we ran out the training center, into the hall.
Red flashing lights, and panicking reploids running around.
Ow.... the crappness! I don't like this chap at ALL! (couldn't find a good name for it either..) I am thinking of re-writing all of them ...Well.... the dirty part must be written yet.... Yes I am a perverted little school girl with crazy hormones, got a problem? D I hope you guys like that and won't flame me... Although I am asking for it...kinda... O.o Lol, anyway, I am sorry this chap isn't that long but I really want you guys hangin'! Next chap coming soon! *changing rating from R to NC-17* D