Casey
Why did those two keep looking at me funny. Like, they suddenly knew something about me they didn't before. wanted them to stop but they just kept on staring. I especially hated it when Shawn looked at me, it was like he was lok THROUGH me not AT me. I creeped me out. Siobhan and Mariam were getting weird looks too. What was up?
Kyudo *earlier that day*
I could not believe we were breaking into my mothers room. Every inch of her walls (and some of her ceiling) was covered with pictures.
"What are we looking for agian?"
"Anything to tell us if she remembers anything. What is that book girls keep their thoughts in?"
"You wanna find Mom's diary?"
"Yes, now look. Also, make sure you leave no proof that you were here."
Why was my dad talking like that. Usually he'd just say 'Make sure she can't tell you were here.' Lately he'd been very quiet and when he did talk he sounded very, I don't know, propper. "Dad, are you ok?" My question caught him kinda off guard.
"Yes I'm fine, why do you ask?"
"I don't know. It's just... you seem... different."
Darian
"What do you mean different?"
"I jus mean you seem quieter Dad. Maybe it's just my imagination, or hearing mom say ass permanently scarred my brain, but your not yourself."
Joya
"I'm fine Joya."
"No Dad, you're not. Face it, being so close to Mom without her knowing she's your solemae is bothering you isn't it?"
Kyudo
"Maybe a little, but there are more important thing to be conserned with now."
"See, you've been speaking differently too."
"Kyudo, can we please...can we please just get back to what we were doing?" I could tell by the way he wasn't lookig at me that I was about time to drop the subject.
"Hey maybe this is it," I announced as I held up a book I found under the pillow. "No, this say 'Book of Spells and Rituals.'"
"What?" I hadn't noticed the title. What was mom doing with this? No No, don't wanna know. "Guardians are born pure of heart, there's no way you're mother would do such a thing. What could have happened to her to drive her to such depthes of-"
"Dad."
"What Kyudo?"
"I think you may wanna listen to this. October 30th. That's the day befor you got them right?" My faher nodded. "I sat there, the knife resting on my wrist, and I waited. I waited for the courage to tak the blade and end it all."
Darian
"The pills were lined up on the sink, I had a cup of water next to me. A couple of swallows and I'd go to sleep and never wake up."
Joya
"The bottle of asprin was sitting right there, daring me to take them."
Kyudo
"I finally took in a deep breath and cut."
Darian
"One bye one I took them."
Joya
"Till there were no more."
Kyudo
"But I didn't cut right."
Darian
"But I woke up."
Joya
"But the pills were too small."
Kyudo
"That's when Mariam called."
Darian
"That's when I got in the car and drove to Mariam's."
Joya
"That's when I called Casey."
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told yeah it'd be sad
and btw
In women's Mogules (i think that's how you spell it) a woman from Norway named Kari won gold
Why did those two keep looking at me funny. Like, they suddenly knew something about me they didn't before. wanted them to stop but they just kept on staring. I especially hated it when Shawn looked at me, it was like he was lok THROUGH me not AT me. I creeped me out. Siobhan and Mariam were getting weird looks too. What was up?
Kyudo *earlier that day*
I could not believe we were breaking into my mothers room. Every inch of her walls (and some of her ceiling) was covered with pictures.
"What are we looking for agian?"
"Anything to tell us if she remembers anything. What is that book girls keep their thoughts in?"
"You wanna find Mom's diary?"
"Yes, now look. Also, make sure you leave no proof that you were here."
Why was my dad talking like that. Usually he'd just say 'Make sure she can't tell you were here.' Lately he'd been very quiet and when he did talk he sounded very, I don't know, propper. "Dad, are you ok?" My question caught him kinda off guard.
"Yes I'm fine, why do you ask?"
"I don't know. It's just... you seem... different."
Darian
"What do you mean different?"
"I jus mean you seem quieter Dad. Maybe it's just my imagination, or hearing mom say ass permanently scarred my brain, but your not yourself."
Joya
"I'm fine Joya."
"No Dad, you're not. Face it, being so close to Mom without her knowing she's your solemae is bothering you isn't it?"
Kyudo
"Maybe a little, but there are more important thing to be conserned with now."
"See, you've been speaking differently too."
"Kyudo, can we please...can we please just get back to what we were doing?" I could tell by the way he wasn't lookig at me that I was about time to drop the subject.
"Hey maybe this is it," I announced as I held up a book I found under the pillow. "No, this say 'Book of Spells and Rituals.'"
"What?" I hadn't noticed the title. What was mom doing with this? No No, don't wanna know. "Guardians are born pure of heart, there's no way you're mother would do such a thing. What could have happened to her to drive her to such depthes of-"
"Dad."
"What Kyudo?"
"I think you may wanna listen to this. October 30th. That's the day befor you got them right?" My faher nodded. "I sat there, the knife resting on my wrist, and I waited. I waited for the courage to tak the blade and end it all."
Darian
"The pills were lined up on the sink, I had a cup of water next to me. A couple of swallows and I'd go to sleep and never wake up."
Joya
"The bottle of asprin was sitting right there, daring me to take them."
Kyudo
"I finally took in a deep breath and cut."
Darian
"One bye one I took them."
Joya
"Till there were no more."
Kyudo
"But I didn't cut right."
Darian
"But I woke up."
Joya
"But the pills were too small."
Kyudo
"That's when Mariam called."
Darian
"That's when I got in the car and drove to Mariam's."
Joya
"That's when I called Casey."
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told yeah it'd be sad
and btw
In women's Mogules (i think that's how you spell it) a woman from Norway named Kari won gold