All Final Fantasy Characters are owned by SquareSoft. Xayida and Kali-Tiana are owned by me. Kayah Devine.

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So I pulled him through the barrier. The one that divides our worlds. He was stunned at first. Anyone would be. Just as that Xayida chick was about to 'slay' him (As they call it) I steped through the rip and dragged him back with me. I was extremely emotionally and magickally drained after that for days, I could hardly walk. But I completed the commands I had been set to follow.

Squall was good. He wasn't scared or 'freaked out' about what had happened. I guess growing up in his world with easy access to GFs and magic for anyone at anytime makes things a bit different. Here, in this world almost no one knows about magic, and if they do, they hate it. But...I have a quest to do and I shall do 'his' bidding. It's only just started...

I think he's happy here. He knows that I'm going to help him get Rinoa back...but...it's probably going to take a while...maybe years. This sorceress thing, and the other world where Squall is from is new to me. I'm not sure how to be able to freely travel to his world and back again...which I'll definatly need if I want to complete my task.

Meanwhile...during all this Xayida and Rinoa's powers just grow stronger. I can only hope that my powers will be able to match theirs, otherwise there's no chance of me rescuing Rinoa from Xayida's mind controlling clutches...

It's going to be hard...and maybe for nothing, because like GFs, if equiped for too long, people's memories start to disappear. It's the same with mind controlling. Eventually all of Rinoa's memories will disappear...She has been under control of Xayida for over three years at least. Maybe even longer. Who knows if Rinoa was under mind control before Xayida appeared to take her away?

We can only hope that Rinoa can be returned to how Squall remembers her too be. It's unlikely...but if they are truly meant to be together, then something will happen to fix it. They found each other during Time Compression....or something at least should appear to save their future...

This is all so depressing. I don't even really exist. Not in real terms anyway. The only reason I'm alive is to carry out my quest. I don't know what's going to happen to me after I complete it...maybe I'll just disapear? It's a possability... My parents just disappeared out of my life. If I ever befriend someone at school something always happens to them or to our friendship...everyone called me a curse...

'If you talk to Kali you'll be cursed!'

Thats the main line I heard at my old school...but enough of that...

I can't destroy myself...I've already tried. But, I think that another, more powerfull sorceress could probably destroy me. I don't plan to find out though. I am not going to die at the hands of someone else. Especially a sorceress. Only I can run my life, no one else.

My quest is in full swing now. I'm developing my powers at an alarming rate. I'm reserching the memories of past females who were in the same place I am now. The ones who had my powers before they were passed on down to me. I don't know why I'm envolved in this. All I know is that it controls my future. I think, that if I fail, I'll die...and now I want to survive...I want to win at The Game of Life. I won't let it beat me...

If I succeed in absorbing the powers of the other two sorceresses...then maybe everything'll turn out okay...

Maybe...after this is all over...I'll actually have a real life...

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I know this is crappy...review with pointers so I know how to write better chapters!