"Dinner was great, Quatre." Mina smiled as they walked back to the limo. Hotaru and Lita were laughing as they listened to the argument between Serena and Duo. One which Duo was not going to win anytime soon. Duo wanted Serena to sit in back with them, while Serena liked the safe comforts of the front compartment where she could see what was going on. In the end, Duo was the first one pushed into the limo curtesy of Heero and Wufei. Serena smiled at them, in thanks, before slipping back into the front seat. Once everyone was in, Rashid turned out of the restaurant parking lot and turned left to head for the ball room being used for the dance.
"Rashid I thought you weren't going to uses the same route?" Quatre grumbled over the intercom after about ten minutes and a few crashes later.
"Master Quatre, this is the only way to get to and from the restaurant. I assure you that." Rashid told him as he slowed for another set of curves.
"Q-Man ya need to install seat belts in your limo." Duo cried out as he went crashing into the back of the limo. "Leather seats aren't helping us out either."
"I think it's fun." Mina laughed as everyone turned to look at her.
"Mina, dear, this would be fun if it were a rollercoaster. This is not fun." Raye stressed as she got comfortable.
"I quite agree with you on that, Mina. This is very entertaining." Serena laughed before she cut off the com system.
"They can see us?" Mina asked as she looked at Quatre.
"The maganacs installed a camera. It's not a big deal really." Quatre shrugged as he turned to look out the window.
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"Miss Serena why are you not sitting back there with the others?" Rashid asked as he turned on the highway.
"I can try to acted like the girls do, but I'm nothing like them. You'll never see me in anything that represents something pure. Because I'm not. My training took that away from me." Serena told him as she curled up in her seat again, playing with the tie that was on her ankle.
"What may I ask, was your training like?" Rashid asked as she glanced over at him from the corner of her eye.
"Do you swear on your life that you will not tell?" Serena asked, Rashid glanced over at her to find that she was dead serious.
"Apon my life." Rashid answered as Serena nodded before turning to look out the window again.
"You could say that I was born into this war. Because in all, it's truth, I've never known anything but war. I was born to unknown parents, but I think I have a clue as to who they are. Born on Colony L6, June 30, 180 AC, is the day I have to celebrate my birth and my loss. Before I turned one I had a nanny, she took care of me since the day I was born til the day that I died. No, as you can see I'm not dead, but my soul is dead, my heart is ice.
"The doctors got what they had always wanted after that. A robot. Dr. C was my trainer, she set up my punishments and she gave me most of my missions. Dr. T only created my Gundams. I was always beaten, sometime I went without food and water for days, tortured. When I was two they brought another in, to under go the same training as I had. He himself was two, I helped him through the first few punishments he got before I was upgraded. I started killing people when I was four or five. I won't go into detail, but it still haunts me even today.
"C wanted to make me immune to everything and anything. I was degrated in the worst way possible for a five year old up until I was eleven, I was given nothing unless I was to complete a mission. She made it so that I learned the hard way that everyone is out to get you in war. I'll never be able to trust another person completely, besides Ben, for the rest of my pathetic life. I learned it was kill or be killed. So every man that degreated me I ended up killing.
"I had known the girls for about a year before they had completed the Gundams for Ben and I. Training took place in L7 seeing as how no one but soldiers and the science lab are on the colony. It's the only reason that it was build. There is no way for even the Perfect Soldier to get to the main lab because of all the security codes the building has.
"I don't even know why they stay with me. I'm a killer, born and raised. They each risk their lives being around me. Because I could be forced to kill them at the drop of a hat. Forbid the fact that when they met me I was colder than Yuy is now. But his emotions were beaten into submission, mine, they get pushed into the far reaches of my mind when need be. I've always had my emotions but when the mission calls for it they're lost, pushed back by the System.
"My eyes change colours. They change from my normal sapphire to a deep stormy blue to black. That is how they register my anger. Ben's the same way. Both of us were whipped, drugged, tortured, and degrated since we were old enough to take it. I can't stand to think what C would do if she got ahold of Rini." Serena whispered as she looked up at Rashid. "Don't pity me, the girls pity is enough. They don't know everything but they know the basics."
"I don't pity you. I pity the people who made you into this. If anything you are even stronger for it." Rashid told her as Serena glanced out the front window.
"You know even after all of that, I won't be able to kill them for it? If I was to do so, it would be proving the fact that they got me." Serena told him as they pulled up to the grand ballroom. "I am only a shadow, a soul less and truly emotionless body."
"No one here believes that." Rashid told her as he pulled up to the car park.
"You don't, but I know it's the truth." Serena muttered as she climbed out of the limo and waited for the others to get out.
"It's going to rain." Heero told them as they looked up to see storm clouds building overhead.
"We'll just get rooms at the hotel if it does." Raye shrugged as she looked at the others.
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READ THIS PLEASE. IMPORTANT STUFF WITHIN A LOT OF FLUFFY CRAP!
Hard life Sere has had. Up Next. THE DANCE. Ben makes an apperance, Relena steps down, and much much more.
Hate me yet?
WindRider-Damia: don't scare me like that!! Hee, I forgot that I even wrote that, gave me a premature heartattack. I think that should, will, might be answered. Spammit I don't remember. :: runs off to check :: Heehee, gonna have to wait and see aren't ya?
Saturday I got hit on by a guy that had facepaint on. Spammit, would have been hot too if it hadn't been for the fact that the band he likes scares the fishsticks out of me. Insane Clown Posse. Oh and the fact that me like Eminem had a little factoring within the whole thing.
ALRIGHTY LISTEN UP!! I'M GONNA MAKE PEOPLE OUT OF YOU IF IT'S THE LAST THING THAT I DO. AHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry about that.
My birdy died about and hour and a half after I woke up Sunday. My uncle had a short term stroke and my grandmother has a thyroid problem. I'm not in the best of moods.
Besides, if any of you look at my new webpage all Legolasified and went to read my weblog hint, hint. I'd be getting yelled at by you people a lot more. Heehee.
Story has about six more chapters to go. If you want me to continue with a sequel better start telling me now, cuz I'll be spending most of my time with my newest addiction SM/LOTR.
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