My neighbors were fighting again, it's hard to ignore and when they were fighting I thought of a fic. Since ever fanfic has this happy situation with this perfect life but my fic is away different!!! But it does have a happy ending, I hope. Please R+R!

SLF FIC! Sakura and Syaoran are trying to deal with the worst moment of their married lives but most of their days end up in fights and tears. How can they get past that day? One thing they have to realize is that they can't get threw it alone, they have to get threw it together.

Regaining Strength

By MoshiMoshiQueen

~Thoughts~

"Talking"

(Me Talking)

"Sakura I can't deal with right now."

"Don't you start that with me Syaoran!"

"I'm not starting any thing Sakura!"

"You work to much! You're never home! I never know where the hell you are!"

"What am I suppose to do call you every second of the day!"

"No, just tell me where you're going."

"You're not my mother Sakura! That's one of the reasons I got away from home."

"Oh, so I was just a reason for you to get out of your mother's supervision?!"

"I didn't say that!"

"You practically did!"

"Sakura, please…"

"Don't tell me to stop Syaoran, as I'm not your mother you're not my father! I have my own mind!"

"I'm not going to yell any more!" he said slamming the door.

(Ohhh police came!! Be right back, can't miss this! )

(Hey back, nothing really good happened you know same old same old, police come they make a up something the police help fix the car then she leaves and he is still mad and tries to find out who called ect ect!)

Sakura opened the door, "Syaoran come back here now, I know why you're always working!"

She burst out into tears, "You blame me don't you!?"

Syaoran held her, "Sakura I don't blame you."

"Yes, you do. You think it was my fault."

He held her in his arms tightly rocking her as she wept in his arms.

"You can't stand to look at me any more, you know it is my fault."

"Sakura, look at me. It's not your fault. I would never blame you, because it was not your fault."

"You locked your self up from me, and you won't let me in."

"I'm sorry Sakura, I didn't mean too."

"You don't even touch me any more or kiss me at all." She started to cry hysterically now.

Syaoran held her tightly knowing that she was right, "I'm so sorry Sakura." Was all he could manage to say over and over.

Sakura finally fell asleep in his arms and he laid her down in the bed next to him, "What have I done to you Sakura? All we do is cry and yell now. How can we make it threw this hard time?"

Sakura woke up in Syaoran's arms and he snuggled closer to him, she kissed his lips softly and then his neck but he pushed away, "Sakura we can't, I have to leave."

She only nodded knowing what the reason was and watched him go to the shower.

She held back her tears, "He hates me. He never wants to touch me again."

Syaoran went to work and buried him self in it all day.

Tomoyo's House

"Tomoyo he blames me."

"Sakura he doesn't blame you."

"He won't touch me any more."

"Sakura you have to give him time."

"I know but I just can't handle him looking like this, it is all my fault."

Tomoyo held Sakura tightly trying to calm her down but no one could heal the scars Sakura had.

Sakura finally calmed down and wiped her tears and left quickly.

"Please Syaoran you have to heal, you're hurting Sakura. Please Syaoran." Said Tomoyo praying softly to her self.

Syaoran walked slowly down the park holding the flowers in his hand and streams of tears started to fall down his cheeks onto the ground as he bent down.

Sakura wore her black dress the one she wore on that day and walked slowly down the hill and started when she saw Syaoran talking to her, she saw the tears rolling down his cheeks and she tried hard to restrain her tears as she walked towards him.

She kneeled next to Syaoran hugging him tightly as he cried in her arms. She started to cry as well, both lovers crying together trying to ease their pain but nothing could because of that day and of that grave…

Li Ying-fa

Daughter of Li Syaoran and Sakura

Died May 18, 2002, day of birth

May this little soul rest in peace and let her

Parents find some peace.

For all souls go to heaven

And turn into angels

Who are all looking

Down upon us

*Cries * this made me cry! If you all don't know Sakura has a miscarriage, meaning their baby died at birth or before birth. Many women have miscarriages all the time and some lose a part of them when their child dies. For having a baby grow inside of you is the most wonderful joy, as I have heard and losing it is the worst moment of all because you lost a part of you. (Sorry the first chapter is short, I wanted to end it at the part where they are at the grave)

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