Darkness
Coldness and darkness surrounding me,
the emptiness inside is so dense that I can't breathe. A ball made of pain and loneliness in my chest- no perspective at all, no desire, no rest.
Where the hell is the light that I used to know? In my heart is winter, a sea of tears, frozen and cold. I'm about to break in, any time-this I know! The icy water closes around me, WHAT CAN I DO, WHERE WILL I GO?
Every decision bears its fear,. overwhelmed by every single thing I hear.
Just GO AWAY!.and yet PLEASE don't leave me ashore, underneath the surface there's a fragile core, waiting to be freed from these chains, - that pull closer and closer, until nothing remains-, with every hour that I'm sitting here,. waiting for the end of the pain and the fear.
Can you hear me at all, can you imagine my pain? Will you save me in time, before I drown in the rain? WHAT WILL HAPPEN NOW? I DON'T KNOW! If I can fall any deeper.time will show.
The sea of tears is breaking up,- the monster inside's stirring, tearing my guts, biting my heart, sucking at my soul, Leaving it frozen, empty and cold.
Give me . SOMETHING! -I don't know what it is, it has no name, no face, IT'S NOT AS EASY AS THIS! I just know that it's missing,
I don't have it anymore!
bitterness is all I can keep in store.
Emptiness is as big as the universe-WITHOUT its stars or suns, NO light, NO sound, NO words. A huge black hole which is tearing at me, Sucking me in day after day.
NOTHING is worthy, NOTHING makes sense. Everything's dead. Everything I am.
I've lost myself, and I don't know where, all I can do now is sit and stare. at my life in shatters, crumbling in on me. The dust is so thick I can't even see.
I do not know,
What can I do?
Can't understand,
How can I know what to believe? Who can I be?
How can I end the sadness in me?
The world is cold and dark. I'm hoping and praying to find a spark. The emptiness inside's growing bigger,-every day is a test- Nagging at me.to eat up the rest.
Coldness and darkness surrounding me,
the emptiness inside is so dense that I can't breathe. A ball made of pain and loneliness in my chest- no perspective at all, no desire, no rest.
Where the hell is the light that I used to know? In my heart is winter, a sea of tears, frozen and cold. I'm about to break in, any time-this I know! The icy water closes around me, WHAT CAN I DO, WHERE WILL I GO?
Every decision bears its fear,. overwhelmed by every single thing I hear.
Just GO AWAY!.and yet PLEASE don't leave me ashore, underneath the surface there's a fragile core, waiting to be freed from these chains, - that pull closer and closer, until nothing remains-, with every hour that I'm sitting here,. waiting for the end of the pain and the fear.
Can you hear me at all, can you imagine my pain? Will you save me in time, before I drown in the rain? WHAT WILL HAPPEN NOW? I DON'T KNOW! If I can fall any deeper.time will show.
The sea of tears is breaking up,- the monster inside's stirring, tearing my guts, biting my heart, sucking at my soul, Leaving it frozen, empty and cold.
Give me . SOMETHING! -I don't know what it is, it has no name, no face, IT'S NOT AS EASY AS THIS! I just know that it's missing,
I don't have it anymore!
bitterness is all I can keep in store.
Emptiness is as big as the universe-WITHOUT its stars or suns, NO light, NO sound, NO words. A huge black hole which is tearing at me, Sucking me in day after day.
NOTHING is worthy, NOTHING makes sense. Everything's dead. Everything I am.
I've lost myself, and I don't know where, all I can do now is sit and stare. at my life in shatters, crumbling in on me. The dust is so thick I can't even see.
I do not know,
What can I do?
Can't understand,
How can I know what to believe? Who can I be?
How can I end the sadness in me?
The world is cold and dark. I'm hoping and praying to find a spark. The emptiness inside's growing bigger,-every day is a test- Nagging at me.to eat up the rest.