Dance To A Love



Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon. And never will. It belongs to the talented creator Takeuchi Naoko.


This chapter should be a little more intense. Now here secret is exposed.



Chapter 5
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Serena was awake in bed. She had been at the hospital for a few days now. She had gotten a tone of cards and balloons in her room. Even with the beautiful
things around her. She is really depressed, now that every one knows her sectret. Even when she gets out is going to be hard. Every one is going to have to
wacth me like a im little kid.



Serena
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You wont believe who is sitting nxt to me right now. Darien, i know go figure. He has actually been coming every day. I have even gotten to know him a little
bit better then his arrogant nromal self."Serena would you like any water or any food. You should really eat something". He said in a kind concerned voice.
A voice i am a stranger to.

"No darien, you cant get me to eat any thing ok. Neither can any one at this crock pot considerd a hospital".

"Now you know that not eating is not gonna get you out of here any faster".

"Why do you care any way darien. You hate me remember, so you can leave any time now". I just want to be alone for a while. I can see that look in his face.
Like hes not going to bugde.

"Serena, i have never hated you. I just always thought that you were so cute when you get mad. Its just adorable to me". Did i just say that, man i hope im
not giving her any wrong thoughts. The look on serenas face was pleasant and suprised at the same time.

"Darien thats really nice of you to say, but still you could have been a little nicer".

"That doesnt mean i like you serena ok. Your just really cute when you get mad". That wasnt right either, how do i put this. I think i just upset her.

"Its ok darien, i know that you wouldnt and couldnt like me ever. Im not intrested in you any way". She said through a smile. She was sort of disapointed
that he had said that, but who cares any way this is cranky darien.

"So you pop in a movie".

"Darien?" He looked at me."Are you really tuxedo mask"?

"Well...... yea. Im guessing the girls told you".

"Yea, but darien if you really want to be my hero. PLease, please get me out of here".

"Serena you know i cant do that. You need to get some help on how you can make your self better. Your sick".

"No im not. Why does every one keep treating me like a kid. Im not im 14 years old. Im a teenager. I can take care of my self. I can stop when ever i freakin
want. I dont need to be wacthed 24/7 alright. Im not a child. God get that through your thick skull".

"Serena, do you want some time alone to think. I can back later if you want".

"No im sorry. Im just frustrated". Then her friends came in.

"Hey serena". All the girls chimed in at sorta the same time. With smiles across there faces.

"Hi mina, ami, rei, lita. How is the out side world".

"Dont worry girlfriend you'll be out there with us in no time". Always can count on mina to cheer me up.

"So how have you guys been doing".

Good, andrew said for us to say hi, and that he was going to be by later".

"Ok, thats cool.Is rita gonna come too".

"She never got here. The plane got cancled. So shes still down there".

"Oh. That sucks".

"Serena wacth your mouth". Amy said, sitting down behind some flowers.

"So darien how have you been". Rei asked trying to get a little flirty. He brushed it off, as another desprate girl. He liked rei, he just doesnt like pushy
girls. Rei definatly being one of them.

"Im fine, just here to check on serena like every other day". He said smiling at me. He can be sooo nice some times.

"Thats good". Mina said."Darien you seem to be a little more kind to serena lately.I'm not saying any thing, im just makeing an oberservation".

"Oh i just feel so responsible for what hapend. I feel that i should stay with her to make sure shes ok".

"So thats why your staying. So im like a chore to you. Thats all. Alright well this chore is done, and your can leave now. OK!" I looked him dead in the eye, not
leaving out one bit of the hurt that just rushed through my body." Are you deaf, i said leave". He just looked at me speachless.

"Serena he didnt mean it like that". Mina pleaded because its her fault the whole thing came up any way." Serena, its not his fault. He was". Darien cut her off.

"Its ok mina. Ill go. But serena can i come by tomorrow. I still want to see you to make sure your ok". With her silence i just figured she didnt care, so i
put the hospital visit down in my agenda.

As he left all the girls said bye. Then they looked at serena like she was crazy.

"I dont want to hear it".

"Serena that was majorly harsh, you could have been a little bit more nice to the guy". Said rei who looked like she was going to errupt.

"Your just saying that cause you like him rei".

"Serena, im going to have to agree with rei. That was really mean. I think that you hurt his feelings". Mina said after rei.

"I dont care its not like i asked him to come here, THEN, I totaly blow up in his face. And how would you feel if you fainted then wake up in a hospital bed
with acrche enemy staring at you. Pretty freaky right. Why does he choose to be nice to me now".

"Be cause we are all really worried about you serena, even arche enemys can show care for there enemy. He is just looking out for you".

"Well I dont need it from any one, ok"!

"Dont be so stuborn meat ball head. Mabey some people actually like him. That was just so harsh. Meats for brains".

"Rei i dont need this". She said in an im about to cry voice."I really dont. If your gonna be mean to me then just leave. Im really NOT in the mood what so
ever!. OK"!

"Im sorry serena you know im just kidding with you. Dont you?

"I dont know some times i know that i will and can always be dependant. I know you care though".

"Good". Rei said while pulling her into a hug.

Amy stood up then began" Serena i know this is the last thing you want to talk about. But the nurses said that we should talk to you about what you have been
doing the last month or so".

"Oh lord here it comes". She said through a tear filled voice.

"Serena this is serious. We have to talk about why you would think that you would need to diet. And diet the way you chose to. I know this is probably a very
sensitive subject. But they insisted that we talk to you about it. So do you want to just tell us whats wrong".

"Im just....just so frustrated. Life has been really really getting to me".She said as a tear rolled down her face with others soon to follow.I just felt
that i had no control over my life. Then i looked at everything i did. Mabey trying to find something that i could have control. My eating, i know none of
you can deny that i eat like a horse. Especially you rei". She smiled through a teary face." But i still feel that nothing is ever going to be right again.
Not for a while any way. And look at me here wasting the most important years of a teenage life".

"Its not your fault serena. We all go through stress, you just chose to express yourself in a diffrent way. Mabey one that wasnt very good. But it does show
that your human". Lita said, through her tears.

"Thanks you guys. I dont know what on earth i would do if i didnt have friend's like you. I dont think i would do very well". Then they all went to the bed to
have a warm group hug. Darien who had been listening through the door hugged himself wishing that he had such good friends. He had to go before they came out
and learned of his eaves dropping. So he walked down the hallway slowey, finaly making his way to his car for a drive to think about things.

A few days later serena was finaly allowed to go home. There everyone made sure that she was eating every meal every day and had snacks, and not up chucking it.
Every one seemed to think that she was doing alright. She went back to being late, and they didnt let her exercise so that she could gain back some of her weight.
But secretly she was extremly depressed. To let off some her depression should would cut her wrists. That would calm and excite her.

Things in actuality were getting worse. No one had a clue. Darien and her had gone back to fighting, she got bad grades, and she was late alot more. So every
on figured that she was fine.

Until one rainy night serena knocked dariens apartment door soaking wet, and crying.