A/N: Thank you for the reviews. Keep 'em coming! I like t make the capters short because it helps me focus my thoughts better.

I think about them both. What are the pros and cons about being with either on of them? Sydney has that lovely soft brown hair and those deep dark brown eyes. But she has. not exactly the perfect family. Alice on the other hand is so beautiful and her family is caring and nice. But she can never know about my job and I'll always feel like I'm keeping something from her, which I will be. I am about to decide on one of them but I think of something bad and I switch to the other. I can't tell anything anymore. I think I might go talk to Irina. She seems to understand everything in that twisted mind of hers. She may have killed my father but she is the only one who knows my feelings for Sydney and hopefully won't give away my secret.