Car-Crew, who are they? In reality, they're just a group of friends. Friends from college, and some bonds even longer. How did a friendship of 8 not only manage to stay together but how did it manage to go this far? Superstars of the world basically... .
Mostly written in J's point of view alongside my commentary or narration makes the story of 'car crew'. But, as we all know, there's obviously more to what she writes and what she knows.
8 members; A, C, D, F, G, J, K, and Z. Starting with, A:
A, the youngest of the group and the shortest of the group. A has always been the most fun, and she's actually the one who made the eight comfortable with each other. Car Crew started off as only three,
A, K, and F.
•2016, Last day of summer, A's pov•
"It really is sad" I pout, looking at F. Nerdy K was unable to select the college he wanted, and we definitely knew he wasn't coming with us. Of course we can party and hang out in the future but... I'll miss the three of us. Plus, K and F are my day ones. I known K since elementary and we had middle school but... he only transferred to my high school way later. He can't leave me again. And F's my day one of middle school! K and I only had lunch together, and... I kind of had a crush on F. But she's really cool and she's such a great best friend. The three of us were able to go out and stuff and... we can't let this be our last time. College is for partying and getting drunk in the dorms. Wasted thinking about girls and, girls... and... Lash.. . Oh, who's that? ...maybe I'll tell you that later, remind me! F's very tough though, like when I pout at her she'd always threaten me. She has no... soft side. College with her should be fun. The three of us were loitering outside of a nightclub, sobered up by K's confession.
"It's cool man, it's unfair you don't have a choice but if you get into the other school then you would get a better education. It's not like we'd lose contact" F says. K just looks so sad and... I really am too. "Listen you two, stop looking so down. We just had a fun night, too many drinks I'd say, and there's a higher chance we'll all end up at the same college", "It's such a small percentage" K looks up at us, face still slightly pink from drinking. Aside from him being a complete nerd, he's really really bad at handling his crushes or any type of affection. He likes almost every girl, and they could tell. K isn't ugly but... watching a girl walk by gives it away. When he's drunk it's worse, and he got a lap dance tonight. Put two and two together. "We'll be fine" I stretch my hand out. I tried to say it as determined as possible but... it just hurts knowing he won't be with us. They put their hands on mine and we all nod. Hopefully that was enough. "I'll help you up" F says, helping K stand. Another thing about F is that she's strong. Everything about her just... I liked her. I'm happy we've kissed before. My dreams came true. I just... still miss Lash. That's all. I'm not comparing the two or anything. Mostly when I'm drinking it's for fun or partying but... sometimes I'd drink and think of her.
After scramming because we 'were breaking the law', we all made it to our homes safely. I was able to take a shower and settle down for bed. I miss my family... I hate school. I know it's summer but I wanted to go on the cruise too. Being home alone is fun though, I don't get why 7 people live in a 3 bedroom 1 bathroom. And, I can have my T.V loud. Freedom. I even had wine coolers in the fridge.
A knock? This late. I answer the door and,
"Heyy", it was F! "Hey! How'd you get here?" I smile. "I just... wanted to stay over if you don't mind" she starts smiling too. She hasn't sobered up yet either, but I can tell she's still drunk and her mind is cloudy. "That's fine, for the night?", "Well I was dropped off but I'll talk to Monica". 'Monica', my mom. "She's not here, remember? The cruise?" We sit on the couch. "I remember now" F says. She could've just got dropped off with me? I turned the T.V on so we could watch something while we talk. Just, sipping on our coolers, talking. Right?
But get this, F and I were talking about K and college related stuff. Then F starts to rub her thigh and call my name, all drunk and nervous. Nervous? That was new. I answered, then she goes "Would... you mind if we went on your bed?". And I'm like "Yeah that's no problem F", but she was acting all weird, so of course I asked her why.
"I kind of need you tonight"
... that was the best thing I could hear. Now both of our cheeks were red again, was it alcohol, desire, or blush? "What about your boyfriend?", "I know..." she covered her face. "I would've took you earlier but I didn't want to frighten K, and I could see that you were occupied", "I appreciate that you waited F, but... what if I've had a crush on you this whole time?" I admit. She starts to smile? Don't tell me she liked me too. "You're just gassing me up because you want me to kiss you", "No I'm serious", "It's not the drinks?", "It's not the drinks" I say. We're both just smiling. We've moved to my room to talk about this more.
"A I know you liked me but... I didn't know it was a full crush", "It doesn't effect our relationship though, you're just,... you make me very very happy.", "We make each other happy" F puts the bottle to her lips. Softly pressing the glass edge against it. Just poking her lip out of nervousness. "I thought... well earlier when you were drinking I saw that you were occupied. ...You were thinking of her?", "I was...". I start to... look around. I missed our relationship so much... . "You still like her more than me though, right?" F asks me, hoping that the answers is 'yes'. ...Whatever, I won't jeopardize our relationship as best friends. I'll just say it so she won't hit me. "Yes..."... but I cant even bring myself to look into F's eyes.
W-W- Oh... W-W-Wow. I'm... . F's... Look at how passionately she's kissing me. Her eyes are closed so tightly and... this kiss? Was this genuine or a distraction. She's holding on to me now. It's happening again, we're kissing. I cup her cheek, close my eyes, and kiss her back. This was... breathtaking. We wouldn't start making out right? I can taste the liquor and alcohols on her tongue. Why was she kissing me so passionately? And for so long? I'm only embarrassed but I love this. When we stopped we kind of, tried to brush it off. Speechless. We can't get caught, I'm not supposed to have anyone over. Now I started to get horny. We were on my bed, I could do anything to her. I'd rather her do me but... let's avoid any more romance. "You've been holding that one back huh?" F starts to smile, "I have", we start to giggle and smile. "Did you... need anything else?", "... You want me to have you?", "By any means" I say, moving closer to her. F can only smile guiltily. "How bad... how far can we take this", "Until we're tired", "It seems that you want me to make love to you", "So it seems" I start to blush. Yeah we're young but, I didn't care. No one will catch us, why not have fun. Then we can be sad about things tomorrow. Life's too short not to kiss your crush some more.
Third person pov
The two, of course, did the nasty on her bed. K wasn't sleeping, his house was awake. Wide awake. They sat in K's room, helping him not stress over college.
A, F, and K were different 6 years ago. F had her boyfriend so she'd usually make sex jokes and have more fun with the other two. When F was with her boyfriend it's always kind of tense. But, they were in love. K was very very nerdy and wore glasses but, when he finally got a girlfriend you could see physical changes. He wanted to be the best man for her. After that first kiss K was just truly in love. He's still addicted to girls now but he became a ladies man when she broke up with him. Her loss. Unlike now, A was vocal about her sexual needs and fantasies. She only acts scary around C because it's C's fault. A kind of needs sex a bit more in the present tense because she kind of gave up on love once... I'll let her tell you.
A's pov
Yeah so that night was crazy and!...? Lash? That's my ex-girlfriend? ... oh. We started dating in middle school secretly, then publicly in high school. She's the baddest, prettiest girl I've ever met. I was lucky to even be in her presence. I'm fortunate that she liked me back. We had our first kiss with each other and she took my first. I let her... and, my mind kind of stayed on our kiss. One of the high school years she said that she had became sexually uninterested in me. Which was weird because we've only had sex once, and then she revealed that she was cheating. She kept holding it back until she said it. She made up like 8 lies and then revealed that... I wasn't hers anymore. The nicknames and... fun times we had. And, of course I didn't want to lose her, so I told her to just keep it at a minimum and we could work this out. But... I... caught her cheating. It was with an older girl, way older. She'd always come to the school and Lash would be so happy and sneak out with her. That was... her girlfriend. Her true love it seems. Then she broke up with me. I wasn't sad or anything, I appreciate the good years we had. But knowing who she's cheating on me with made me much more upset as I slowly started to realize. Every summer I'd just start to realize more and more about the situation. In the present tense I have forgotten about her, but I have said her name while we were on the visit. Only F and C know. They quickly dismissed it.
Back to everything, the three of us did end up going to college together. We slowly started to form Car-Crew. We were just looking for more friends, and of course, we needed the smartest kid in the school for K. K's a ladies man but he's still bisexual, and we all could see through Z's closet. They'd be great friends, or more. J was our last member and I had to speak to her one on one mostly, she's so shy and nervous. She's a cool and funny person though, I could always see it. I'm happy that she got comfortable with us. We're... a very very mixed group. Funny thing, F used to compliment G. F's into dark skin men right, strong, tall. G was like F's creation but everything at 200%. F didn't like guys at the time though, she had broken up with her boyfriend. She hated men. So the boys were okay with each other, C was different from how she is now. When we first met she just reminded me of... she was like my sidekick. So us girls quickly grew a strong bond. C used to get really really sexual though, and she used to get risky and horny when she's drunk. That would always throw F off. Our bar hangout is a good example;
We went to a nice bar near the college. We all lived in different places, J lived the farthest, but we'd always meet up somewhere everyday. It was hard to accustom J because she's not really used to freedom or fun like this with us. She'd always thank us for everything, and she's so innocent too. She's just dirty minded. And I think she was bisexual for maybe 2 years or so.
"A mystery how the two smartest kids are the silliest ones", "Whee!". Z and J were spinning in their stools. When our bartender came they were back to normal. He was fine. We placed our drinks and helped each other out with theirs. We were talking about how we could meet up at a house or apartment one day, just stuff to strengthen our bond at this chilled establishment. J was just... very very different. I love her though, and look at how gorgeous she is. She wasn't able to control her emotions and she'd stim sometimes but... she felt like a little sister but an older sister. She's always mature and responsible, and seeing her happy or have fun was amazing to all of us. C also had Tourette's but it'd only get bad if she sees something she really likes like naked girls or something. ...Yeah, she's something. I kind of liked her though. Seeing K with the boys was cool, everyone was having fun and getting comfortable. This wasn't our first outing though.
"Allegedly" C shrugs, we started to laugh, the girls. She was talking about how she gets when she's drunk. J would call her scary and the two would always play-argue. Two complete opposites, I liked those two. "Well have you ever got drunk without us?", "No", "What?!" we all say, even the boys. "J you've never drunk" / "J you've never got drunk?". Complete shock. The more she talks the more innocent and shelled she really really is. Like she's never been to the most common places. What was her childhood? Our drinks finally came and after making many, many cheers we begun. We all thought J was fooling us because she had very good tolerance. D said that J was framing us because he doesn't believe her most of the time. We all call her one of us anyway to tease her. I'm sorry but she's definitely not straight still. Many more drinks and most of us are knocked, J's still happy, and the boys were slurring to each other about sports or something. C was holding on to F, we were all laughing that the 'allegations' were true.
"You're very annoying when you're drunk huh?", "Keep goingg" C says, squeezing F tighter. J and I were... just listening. "Just let me go or i'll hit you", "Are you mad at me?", "I will be if you don't move", "I'd loveeeee that" C looks up at F. F takes a sip of her whiskey. "Listen, just let me go. I'm, hic, annoyed", "go onnn", "Go on what?", "keep degrading me" she started to blush. How long were we..., "Could you behave damn it!", "make me~", "What?!" / "Woah?!" the boys say. We all pause and, "J why do you have a nosebleed!", "Wait wait no hear me out!", "'hear me out'?!", we all started to laugh as J embarrassingly struggled to... I don't know. As long as it didn't hurt. Like I said, she wasn't straight.
"you're just not, , out yet?" C silently hiccupped. "I'm straight I promise, and I am a virgin. It just... sounds wrong", "So you're dirty minded?", "I am..." she answered F. C was just smiling, the boys were in the back now. "How often do you think about sex and dirty thoughts, but you have to be honest" I ask, her nose starts to bleed again, slowly, and she hides behind her glass. "I'd rather not answer..." she's guiltily smiling, looking around, sweating. "Hey," C was about to put her hand on J's shoulder but J flinched. We also forgot about that. J allowed it though, but... she's just so sketchy to me. Definitely bisexual. Any type of touch she'd be so... weird about it. Like she's never had someone lean their elbow on her shoulder. Now we were just talking about sex but J's nosebleeds only continued. "Dirty-minded people are usually nymphos and, hic, I think you are", F and I agree with C. "I've still never done it or pleasured myself but maybe I am?", "You've never-.." / "What desires do you have, tell me?", "I..." / "C stop" / "C stop being so interested, leave it alone", "Whatt? I think she might be like me", "I'd hope not" J comedically itches her head, we all laughed.
Yeah J back then was... something. I'm happy she's comfortable with us now and our house and business is amazing. She finally adapted to being allowed to do things and physical touch a bit better along the way. Supposedly we helped out her mental health too.
Third person pov
Crazy right? So technically would A be Car-Crew's leader? Anyways, now we can hear from C. At least it's confirmed now that C actually had Tourette's. I thought it was an inside joke between her and J.
C's pov
Car-Crew has really grown into this unbreakable bond. My origin is... not that interesting. Although I'm not sure what race I am? I usually just say I'm Hispanic but a fraction of my family is or speaks Arabic. Which is why I'm able to speak and understand it too. I grew up as a rebel, unfortunately. I do wish that my mother was still alive, she had passed away at her job but, it really hurt my dad more. I already didn't like him and his sketchy ways but once she was gone he just... tried to replace her. He's so cruel but... I cried in front of everyone twice when I got to see him. I'm happy I live with Car-Crew than at his house though. Car-Crew and I only know each other from college, A, F, and K. In my first college year, I wasn't really the best mentally. I was still happy but I did have to take my medications. But, we're better now. All that matters. One of my favorite memories that no one knows about is when F and I went to a club by ourselves. It was a foreign club we snuck into. I would always be called a troublemaker but, in reality, I just have the most fun. So I basically had to drag F with me, because we had dorms together, in a way. Us having a dorm was a secret too. We only used it to hide stuff or bring other people. Anyways, we snuck out to that club maybe in our first year. Nothing more than second year though.
"F you're too much of a... a uh...", we both pause, watching three girls walk by us. They were all pretty, I wanted all of them. I could feel my brain spinning after they left my view. I love girls.
"I'm too much of a?", "Oh, yeah you're too much of a 'Oh, I don't believe in love' person-", "Don't make me hit you!", I smile and back away, starting to laugh. "You must not understand how much I like that", "Unfortunately, you're a fucking monster",... you can't tell me you didn't feel that too? Come on!? ... okay fine maybe I did have an iss-... What do you mean I still have issues? I felt my heart bloom when she said that, of course I'd lead her on. ... okay fine I had a problem. I'd lead anyone on until I could hear what I wanted to. "A monster huh? Am I your little-", she... slapped me. How rude right! "fuck, that one stings", "Good, now let's look around", "no wait it burns but.. but it burns good. rub it it hurts", "I'm not rubbing your cheek", "F just do it, it might feel nice". F sighs and starts to rub my cheek, then she pushes me away putting me back in reality. "Whattt?", "Your pupils dilated", "Don't worry about that, let's go!" I excitedly say. "Your mood swings are something else" F says. We got to see, like, everything, and have drinks and have fun. "Why just bring me?", "becauseeee," I slurred. F kept hiccupping beside me. "Did you... have too much?", "I did..., hic", "poor you... anyways, because, I wanted to show you this place. Everyone here is handsome or pretty.", "And?, hic", "instead of being aromantic you can be bisexual agai-", "You're an idiot" F interrupts me. We both laughed. That's not the only reason I brought her, this felt like a date. I fooled her. I would've snuck out and went anyway but who more to spend it than with her. We see how that ended up though... remember that one time we actually fought and F kept punching me but I liked it. Or the F-Curse story. There's so many Car-Crew memories, and I appreciate every single one of them for that. I remember this one time where I was leading J on but she almost thought I was being serious:
It was one of those hangouts we had at the apartments, it was late at night and it seems J doesn't sleep easily. It was our third sleep over. Our first sleep over is a solid memory too. But yeah, it was our third and I'd always play with J's dirty mind. We were doing the trick on her where you'd pin the person against the wall. After J overcoming that very very tall wall of trust issues she has, we finally were able to trick her.
"So put your hand up" I say, with the biggest grin in my head. She hesitantly puts her hand up. "The other behind your back", "W-What are you going to do?", "Nothing? Why?", "You... want my hands behind my back", "Only this one" I grabbed her arm. I felt a chill, I started to smirk. She noticed and apologized, it's fine, she won't know. "I'm... not used to that...", "I know", concentrated on her. "Now bend your arm. ... No less. ... No this way. Okay good", no way she actually fell for it though. That's what's funny. So, I pinned her against the wall. She was immediately flustered, looking around all nervously. But, she wasn't trying to move her hand. I move my face closer to hers, now we were able to look each other in the eye. What's... weird is that I could feel her heart bursting in her wrist and I could see her pupils pulsing too. Her innocence just... I couldn't help but smirk. I mean, now that we were alone I could've kissed her. I should've. But I'm not that kind of guy. She began to sneak her view to my lips, failing to hide or avoid the contact. That's when I let go. "Heyyy you weren't supposed to like it", "I... was... really really nervous", "That's the point, we tricked you", J only starts smiling. How suspicious. And then she... got a nosebleed. "J you're baddd at hiding it". Before she could finish apologizing I cupped her face and wiped her nose, but that only made her face hot and her nosebleed worse. "You have a major crush on me don't you?", "I don't", but she started smiling. In her defense maybe it was the drinks. If only she'd stop flinching so much, then I would've been able to tease her more. I probably would've made her gay.
I still think she had a crush on me. I don't know why we're so close now, honestly. All that I've done to her? ...well I didn't do anything to her. ...okay maybe I did give her nosebleeds. But that doesn't count. We're friends. I actually started to develop a crush on her in our third year together, but of course I couldn't say that. My feelings did become a bit too strong one night though... I almost... did something to her. I had to snap out of it. It's difficult though, the more comfortable she was with us was the more we got to know her. And... she's... listen the third year of college was... a time. I just loved her and her personality... I didn't tell anyone. No one said anything so I guess they didn't find out. Her happiness makes me happy and... she's so beautiful. Recently I... had a wet dream about her but... that doesn't count. It was during the visit. She has a boyfriend now and... I honestly can't wait to tease her about losing her virginity.
Although F and I always bickered she was my favorite. We had great times in the dorm, I think she still hates me though. I don't mind, I like it when she's mad. We actually fought again recently. ...I don't know why I make things so sexual either but it was fun. F hits hard and she probably would beat me to death, I'd only thank her. It was some time in November and we were alone:
It started off as an argument but got physical when I actually raised my voice... we were arguing about our old room and how we should get it back.
"We can just ask to get it back and they'll allow it!" I yelled at her. She tightened her fist. "I mean what is your issue anyway? Is it something with A? J? If you want us to separate that bad then maybe you should go with the boys. You're not even giving me a reason!... are you going to answer me or what!?", "I'll answer you when you fucking calm down. Don't let me kill you over an argument.", "Hit me then!". ... Okay I understand that was a bad call, but at least I caught her punch. Now she was digging her nails into my veins and squeezing the blood out of my wrist. Literally. Like I started bleeding.
"If you don't get it just leave me alone. Maybe you're the issue.", "Then say that!", "Can you shut the fuck up!", she grabbed me by my shirt and punched me. My vision went black for a second. ... fuck, this was ridiculous. ... this was really ridiculous. I just started to laugh, just staring at her actually angry about a room. A room that she wanted. We wanted. She started to cool down seeing me laugh, "What the fuck are you laughing at!", "Chill out..." I tell her. F's a bit of a hothead... or maybe she actually hates me. She didn't let me go, just rage in her eyes, deep deep rage. "See... you punched me too hard that my nose is bleeding now". F didn't respond, but her nose started to bleed. Then she started to smile and let me go. "I'm not apologizing for it", "So you like fighting with me too?", F hesitates. "Maybe.", she started to crack her knuckles. "You're... going to pummel me?", "No... I'm just upset", "For whattt-", "Just shut up." F says. Now we were just silent, in the patio. She starts smiling again but I pretend not to notice. Damn she punches hard... . "You make it hard to hate you", "Well, why do you hate me?", "Shut up", "Make me", leaving us silent again. But now I'm not taking my eyes off of her. Her nose was still bleeding. "Let's do whatever you're thinking about, it'll be my apology for yelling at you", "You're so dirty", "Who's the dirty one? You're thinking of sex with me", "... What if I wasn't" she grabs my cheek, "I know you were". Now she's feeling on my cheek, after she almost knocked me out. "Just admit it F, you can't-", "Shut up before I punch you again", "I think you and I both know that'll result in our pleasure. So, instead of tending to my wounds you should just kiss me now", "And if I don't?", "I might just seduce you in bed whenever you forget about this... now let go of me so I can check on myself", "'And if I don't?'" she mocks me. We somehow ended up pressing our lips against each other. Just a quick kiss, but I knew what F was thinking about. And now that I know she hates me... I love that...
F's pov
C's so annoying but she knows what she's doing. She makes me want her every time... She knows I want more than a kiss. I hate her. I don't mean to hurt her but she's always being stubborn or annoying. Does she even care that I was right? I finally let her go, now standing at the patio alone. Fuck!
C's pov
I loved that. A lot. I like girls like F who think they can't be tamed. I love putting her in her place. It just arouses me so much. And I love when she gets horny, then I could do anything to her. We fought in bed once, but, I ended up winning. ... sure, wrestling. It wasn't too long after that argument too. It's just so much fun to bother F now that I know she hates me. I love that deep rage and hatred she has for me, and I wish she could just take it all out on me at once. Then... maybe we can make-up the next morning when we wake up together. This is making me bite my nails... does she think of me like this too? Maybe she wants to kill me because of that...
We both had our robes on, I left my top untied because I had a tanktop on. I couldn't really tell if she was mad at me or not. I don't know what for. She was sitting on the bed on her phone, scrolling. I was going back and forward in the closet. "F" I start conversation by calling her name. Well... . "F!", "What?", "Get off your phone" I say. After closing the closet doors I grab the remote. "You always have to bother me huh?", "Do I?". She throws her phone beside her and crosses her arms, "What do you want?". So she was still upset? That's wild. Was it about the argument, because we were literally talking and laughing seconds ago. I turn around to look at her, her gaze changed to my eyes. Damnit. I didn't catch what she was looking at. But she was definitely looking at something. "Do I really bother you?", "Yes!" she snatched my hand with the remote in it, dragging me close to her. For what? "Chill out", "Then stop annoying me", "What are you mad about now?", "... I don't want to talk about it". Oooooo she hates meeee. I just have to annoy her and maybe she'll kiss me. But I don't even feel like toying with her tonight. I remove my hand out of her grip, what is with her? Then she grabbed my hand again, harder, flipping me over.
"What the fuck are you doing?" she slams me on the bed. Now she was on top on me. What was... . "You're so fucking annoying", "Ohhhhhh so this is what you wanted?" I tease. Was she going to dominate me? What was she going to do. "Do what?" she asks, her voice was still aggressive, "Me" I smile. I kind of liked F on top of me, this was a new experience I could get used to. Car sex with F would definitely be the best, just saying. "I'm not horny, I want to kill you", "Punch me, go ahead" I loosen my grip on her arms. "If you want to fight me, then go ahead" I start to smirk. I couldn't hide how much I was enjoying this. ... nevermind she was actually about to punch me. I flipped her over, now holding her hands so she won't actually end up killing me. "Shit!", "I like this view too" I begin to tame her. It didn't work and now we were just tussling. On a bed. Flipping each other over. This was so gay... . Worn out and sweaty. I'm not complaining, what the hell. "Are you still mad about our argument?" I look up at her. "Or are you mad because I enjoyed it?" I bite my lip. "C you're... so annoying", "I like to annoy you. I love that you hate me. And If I annoy you you might want to take your anger out on me, like what I'd want you to do now", "What doesn't arouse you?", "I don't know, I just know that you were very very happy with holding me by my collar". I could feel my tone slightly change. She punches me, I was too distracted by... other thoughts. I hurriedly flipped her over, then the pain from the punch syncs in. A quick shot of dizziness. "Get off me and let me shut you up!", "Ooo I'd love that" I entice her after pinning me down. Her grip got tighter. I began to look into her eyes and start faking it. "Ah~, Ah~", I started to roll my eyes back too. "G-Grab me again~". It worked, her nose started to bleed. I flipped her back over, she growls. "You... just want to wrestle me all day huh?", "I want to do worse.", "Do you want me to fake it and praise you again?" I tease, "Shut the... fuck up!" she's too winded to speak straight. We were both sweaty now, we kept going back and forth. I smile at her, seeing her mad at me from a lower angle. Her looking up at me kind of turns me on. Cut to the chase F, are we fucking or what? She's already gotten me hot enough, just let me fuck you. She tries to flip me back over, but I only pin her hands down harder. I started to catch my breath finally seeing her give up, I think. "Surprising" F finally smiles at me. We both noticed blood drip from my cheek. We look at the spot of blood on the bed, a spot and a smear from F too. "You play too rough", "I'm not playing around anymore" she stops smiling. "But F, just tell me what's the reason? I don't care if we make-up or not but I want to know why you hate me". But... this only made her nosebleed more. I bend down to plant my lips on top of hers. She watches me sit back up. "Don't worry about it", "Do you just like fighting with me because we end up like this", "I fight with you so I could hopefully put an end to your annoying habits", I start to smirk. "I think you just want me to dominate you", "That's what you want", "I didn't hear you oppose", "I didn't hear that either", "You're so dirty", "I'm not", she strains to move her hands. I kiss her again. "Stop trying, i'm not letting you go.", now I could sloppily kiss her. "Why not?", "I don't care what you want now, I'll make you like me". F smiles at that. Now she's tamed. You... could already imagine how that went.
Just... fucking around with F made me happy. Not only because we could get something out of each other, but... it's F. And I was on top now. I was making her take me in. The whole thing. She didn't have a choice. Hopefully this'll make her mad enough to break my back one night. Of course, I couldn't treat F like my supplier or anything. It wasn't anything serious. I'll... make this our last time doing anything risky. ... I cant promise that. But she tastes so good right now. And... i've never seen her this wild. Maybe she hasn't had anyone as good as me. I put my strap back inside of her, looking into her eyes.
"You've never felt that before hmm?", "No" she's catching her breath. I plunge her again, feeling her pulse speed up. "Who was your lover before?", "Don't worry about that... he's a guy", "Then that's why" I lick my lips. She starts to smile weakly. Our sweat was dripping on each other, that's how sweaty and hot we were. And her pussy was just... leaking. It'd get wetter and wetter the more i'd stroke her. "Your tongue ring makes it so much better" she flirts, "You should let me dominate you more. I'm not too rough right?" I start to smirk. "I am rough, so of course I like this shit", "Hmmph". We smile at each other, looking into each other's eyes. Her grip on my hand got tighter. "I've never seen you so passionate about sex", "I didn't know you were so good at it", "So you don't hate me anymore right?", "You're still the same brat, don't get cocky because i'm letting you have fun", "Ah shut up" I start to stroke her again. "Just be quiet and let me finish". I've never done anyone until their face turned as red as F's right now. It made me envious... i'd pay to be fucked like this on my worse days. I'm never thaaaaat desperate... right? ... you wouldn't know anyway. But this was fun. F's just, exploding. I'm pretty sure she masturbates when she needs to but she hasn't had it like this. She never even talks about her lover, and now that I know it's a guy? His sex was probably weak, but she's enjoying this now. Well, I don't care if she is. But hearing her insides squelching is all I need to hear. And her moans, they're still dominant though. She's so... dominant. Mommy..., mommmmyyy~... oh fuck. I'm thinking too hard. This feels soo gooddd. "Fuccckkkkk Foxxxx~" I threw my head back, going faster. The bed started to squeak and her moans became louder. Now I could hear her voice kind of... begging for more, but I could hear that pain in her spit-links that reach from her tongue to the roof of her mouth. I cover my face and grip her tighter with my free hand, holding back from doing anything too nasty. "you're~..., going too hard~", "I don't caree~, it just feels so good~" my voice became light, I was too over thrilled by this. We needed to stop now, i've had too much fun. "i'm cominggg~", I started to smile behind my hand. Thrusting slower so she could finally finish, I did manipulate her weak body. I'm bad... I know that, but i'm not... a creepo or anything. Sex just runs me. ... ahhh if only I recorded this. I forgot. We were too weak and sweaty.
...How'd we end up like this anyway?
F's pov
Aside from memories like those with C and Car-Crew, I've never really talked about myself. But there isn't much to tell... and plus, I don't like thinking about our memories. We are very very chaotic. Well... I kind of had to deal with A a lot. In the beginning of course. Lash would've almost been apart of Car-Crew. Very bad. A and I even... pleasured each other to forget about her... and... my boyfriend. I loved him but our love wasn't real, we happily came to an end and now I know that love doesn't exist. At all. I was always bisexual but I started to like women way way more, but I could never be in love or in a relationship again. Never again.
If A won't tell you I will...
Maybe like, 3 weeks into college.
A would keep me updated and... she wanted to get back together with her. And they were 'friends' again so A wanted her to hang out with us. I oppose, completely oppose. I didn't want to see or hear her ever again. She's so evil and cruel to A, or anyone. She's a bitch. Saying her name makes me want to put a bullet in my head.
"F it'll go well I promise", "It won't and you know that, why are you so fixated on her again?", "... because...", "Because what? You know that it's right to forget her. She's not coming with us", "but she's... the love of my life-", "Still? A, she's not the love of your life. She's fake! I'm not allowing you to get with her or around her. Please, forget her. What else do you want me to say?", "But it's hard to... I still love her", "Do you?". It gets silent. She sips her liquor. "I don't...", "Exactly. Forget her, hic". We both clink our shots together and drank. I'd occasionally have to stop her or slow her down. "What if I still believe in love?", "I know nothing about" I kept my head straight and downed another glass of whiskey, feeling it hit my heart, imitating how hard the word 'love' hurts me. She holds on to me and leans on me, I accept it. "F maybeeeee you wish to be in love", "I don't", "areeeeeee you in love with me?", "No..., hic", "that's hard to believe", "What do... you mean?", she only smiles as a response and starts to drift off to sleep. I hated this so much, but I'll wake her up when I finish my glasses. ...What if she's right? I don't love her but... being in love. Again. Ever. There'll never be a girl for me... . Now I'm drinking like her, let's just leave now. I enjoy her silent for once and I'm engulfed in my thoughts. Maybe I just missed the attention from that fake love or something...
I carry her out of the bar, "F... hic, poor you! You got it worse than me", "I... highly doubt that. We drank too much", "We did... I want your couch", "... you'll sleep in my couch?", "yessssss, hic, wh-", "you can have the bed", "noo I want couch!" she gets babyish. Now we're both just hiccupping and slurring. When we made it to my apartment I decided to sleep on the floor beside her. She fell asleep quickly and she started to blush. What was she dreaming about. I lied beside her, just thinking. I hope we get better.
When Car-Crew is around each other, present tense also, there's just always this never-ending happiness. Even during and after fights, the only time I genuinely felt a misbalance is when the boys stole our car during the beach trip. At least the girls could bond but it obviously wasn't the same, and now we see each other more consistently. ...G was so wrong for punching her. Here's how it went down:
G punched her, no words, no reason. We know that. But right on the cheek. It was loud and she just instantly knocked out. We all reacted too late but there was no way he did that? We almost killed him if we got the chance before K and the others pulled him back and shut the door. I think C accidentally cut K but...
"G!" / "You mother fucker!" / "Son of a bitch!", the room just erupted after his hit. His energy was just scary and he would've fought us too. For what? No one had a tone no one raised their voice. He did. He was being a petty little boy and J deliberated that evenly. So why punch her? Knock her out? She could've died and we know how stubborn she is, not going to a hospital. I don't know what the boys talked about or what they did to him but I just couldn't fucking take that. We. I felt like past me for a second, maybe this is why I hate men?
"But you love me though right F?", "Yeah you love us!" they add on to D, the girls just laugh.
"Yeah sure, I love you guys."
D's pov
Yayyy F doesn't hate men! I'm D, Car-Crew's strongest, hottest. The best! ... G? Who's that? I can lift more than him. Anyways! I'm currently taken by my boyfriend and our friend 'Star'. I do not wish to talk about that beach incident so I'll be changing the topic now!
Car-Crew is and are times. Not just us as a group or business, just times. Many ups and temporary downs, but we always remain happy together and... we're just awesome. And now we're awesome-er now because we have the world in our hands! Maybe I do get too assigned to goals but look at our basement? Looks great! The streams the fun, we did that! Car-Crew makes a house a home, even if it's only 2 people inside of it. Even when a member goes on a work trip or something, we're still together in this home. I know all you've seen is our stupid moments but we actually have fun instead of laughing at each other all day. I promise.
"D's really bad at promises!", "Can I tell my side! We were quiet for you guys", everyone laughs.
We're all in the living room with the author of the book, she's like interviewing us in a way. Anyways,
Oh, yeah. So I only had college with Car-Crew but I've went to high school with Z. He didn't notice me though, we had no classes no anything. I'd just hear his name and see him. He was... my first boy crush. But I didn't really know if I was actually attracted to boys or not. I'm too handsome to decline, so of course when we met again in college I slid some things here and there. ...oh, you want to know about that? We did have sex in the room but. ... is that really what's important here? I've always liked Z and his personality in a romantic aspect is exactttttly what I like and want, of course his sex was good. ... Yeah I know I know I have a boyfriend. Don't tell them but 'Star' and I did... have sex. I tell them the least as possible, we've kissed maybe 4 times and he wanted to try out sex with each other. I mean I'm not really into marriage but he might've proposed to me already if I was. He's said that before too. We're basically married as boyfriends, you know? And sometimes I really really miss him. I've only been to his house twice when he was home alone. He doesn't seem like the type to kiss or want to try things out but... I liked every second of it. He's definitely had a boyfriend in the past. So yeah, we're basically together. If I have to kiss Z or one of the boys though then I will get horny. We all would though, we already know each other. We know each other's physique, size, and what their physical looks on hard. ... hear me out! We're not like the girls but we've measured dicks. We don't touch each other though! ... okay maybe we do! But we're not like the girls!
One of my favorite Car-Crew memories is when I took K to Hooters for the first time;
•Second year of college, Saturday night, Maybe Nov.•
We had lied and said this was his birthday celebration. As soon as he step in he was frozen.
"This isn't a real place", "It is" I smile at him. He was already smiling, ear to ear, like a kid in a candy store. I do forget he's the youngest boy. "We're... supposed to eat here?", I laugh and pat his back. "We don't eat the girls here, we eat the food", "That's easy for you to say, you've been here and you like boys a bit more than girls", "And I'm older. ... wait I'm not more gay than-", K starts to laugh. A hostess walks up to us and K gets us a seat, at least he's handling it well.
"Are we actually eating here?", "Yes K, you cant stay in here and look for girls", "I already have my eye on 8", "What a man...", we both started to laugh. "I cant believe it's actually your first time here", "I cant believe that you go to such an existing place", we laugh. We fist-pump each other and K decides what he wants to eat.
It was really an experience because we ended staying for a long long time and we got drunk too. I forgot they had a bar. K enjoyed his time too much. And when he's drunk he gets so chilled and calm, but of course he still slightly looking at the workers. I'd get a bit of arousal, just a bit, but K was excited to see all of them. At least it wasn't noticeable. I drove him home after and he appreciated it so much. The birthday lie also gave him extra points and special treatment. He actually reminded me about it not to long ago, it was funny. K's a bit more mature now, but if I took him again he'd most likely act the same.
My old car... if only I didn't mess it up. I miss it. I only had it for 4 years. Look at J's car, the Car-Crew car. She's had that since she was 16! But, I have a car now and I'm still the better driver. Better luck next time J. D always wins!
Another memory... not the best... . I heard J moaning when I was having a hard time sleeping from the Halloween stream. The others were asleep. I thought I was just imagining, or it wasn't her, but it was. At least it wasn't too loud, but... I definitely wanted to see what was going on. I'm not a creep but her moans sounded real and... almost... you're right I'm pulling a K. Imagine if he was up. He's kind of my best friend even though we don't talk that much. G's my competition! I'm kidding, but that's a cool dude. I want my son to be like him, just minus the arrogance and the ignorance. But we all get a little ignorant at times. ... what do you mean "'we all'?"? It's only natural. ... okay fine then. At least G and I have been talking more, G's less scary now. But trust me, no change.
G's pov
I'm not scary. I'm King. King G. Maybe my presence itself can be frightful, frightening. I was born in the U.S, but not Miami or any part of Florida. I was born in Chicago. I was born with a tough shell and tough hands, bullying didn't pass. My mom would be upset at me for fighting. I lost my first fight in 2nd grade to an 8th grader. After that day, I couldn't go to school in Chicago. We moved to Florida. Me? I don't mind. I would've got his ass again, one day. But my parents were afraid. My father was actually mad at me for losing, instead of asking am I alright or normal things. It's fine though. That genetic of our muscles or being ready to fight at all times was inside of me as well and, I utilize it. When I was younger I'd promise myself that I'd keep strong forever and as an adult I'd be a stealthier guy. I fulfilled the little man's promise. I always stole, from Chicago to now. You just have to know how to do it. After Preparatory Academy I wanted to be a boxer in my high school years, which is frowned upon in my family. So, I still am not. But as a kid I didn't care what my family said, so I still had the weight training classes and the school gym passes, even practicing wrestling with my best friend that I made there. Irvan.
Imagine him in Car-Crew? Irvan's a tall guy from south Key Largo, deep, bass-filled voice, and he's definitely not the smartest. Knowing his type he'd go for F. How funny. I don't really craze over girls other than J... it's true I had a crush on her in college but that doesn't phase me. I'm still the greatest. The best. Although... my family loves to ship us. Which... makes me sometimes think of her. I'd be a home-wrecker though, she has a boyfriend. I mean she basically does. Cool guy.
Anyways, tonight we were going to the movies, Car-Crew. I don't really have any specific memories except... tonight.
•Tonight, movie theater•
"Bro I didn't know we rented it out?" C says as they all ran around. I stood beside Z, making sure that our food was on the way. "I mean I told you guys I got you" I say, smirking while scrolling through my phone. You should know how I was able to execute this. Actually, you'll never know a king's secret. It wasn't a singular execution anyway. "Damn bro I don't know how you did it", "You still want to sleep", "Yeah", "Well not holding me, we're not like them", "I heard that!" the girls say, still running around and jumping with the rest. Z starts walking around to see what seat he'll pick. D picks up Z and runs away with him, we all laughed. Z was like a baby right now, hugging me for what? He doesn't even like me like that. D put him down and Z reclined his seat. "Oh so you're trying to sleep now?" K says as they came to a stop. "No no I'm watching the movie I'm just tired", "Food and stuff is almost on the way, you'll be fine" A says. F caught C from running again and we all laughed. I made it up the stairs to meet at the seats all the way at the top where I guess we were 'meeting' at. "Why don't you ever relax?", "F don't make me start on you!-", "Easy" / "Guys." / "Relaxxxx, let's go get our seats" I try to calm everyone down. Z stayed in his seat and we all looked around. "A theatre to ourselves us crazy, thank you G", "Thank you!", "Did you expect any less D?", "Here we go!" / "Oh..." / "Aww man!", I laugh and cover my mouth. "What did I do?".
"You heard about that Car-Crew documentary right?", "No way", "No seriously, like we might get asked soon", "C you're just saying that", "J I'm deadass, I have it on my phone like there's a movie". We all just answer in disbelief. We deserve it, I deserve it. This offered us to be stars in everything. I throw some of C's popcorn at K and we all laugh. A Car-Crew joke. The lights started to dim and we spread out. The movie was starting...
oh it was the ads. We all laughed.
Okay now the movie's starting right? Everyone's eating, we're all taking a spot in the empty theater, and I felt someone tap me. I look back, nothing. ... again. No one. Maybe like five minutes later it happens again, but I grab their hand.
"Wait wait it's me chill", they all start to laugh / "C why?" I ask. "She did it to me too" most of them say, Z was asleep now and J was watching the movie. "Just go sit back down", C smiles. Weird crew I tell you.
"Okay but you two were going to!", "We were not!" / "We were not, I wouldn't have allowed it yet", "You would've!" / "Yet?!" / "Yet?" F asks. C smirks at her. "This is why I stayed asleep when I heard it", "Z it was audible?" / "'heard'?!" / "'heard it'?!"". Basically after the movie we basically kind of caught F and C doing... things. "Z you're a jealous snitch", "'jealous'?!" / "Lowkey!" / "Right!", "F hush!" J says, making us laugh. "It's okay Z I can do yours too," C walks towards him, "Or I can just do y-", "Alright!" / "Shut up!" / "C!", we all laugh. "He's actually red?!", "I can explain!" / "Wowww!", all in shock after D pointed it out. "Are we taking the pictures or not!", "Yeah!" C agrees with A, now her face wasn't red anymore. "...it's always you guys", "Is it J?" they respond back, it's always the girls. The boys could just laugh. We walked back inside the empty theater and started to plan and take the pictures. Go Car-Crew!
Z's pov
•December•
"So you two are dating now?", "Yes!" / "Exactly!" / "No we're not!" F and C answer. "No they literally are!", "No we're not!" / "Don't lie", "No C you guys literally kiss each other whenever you see each other", "Like you and T did!" / "It's... complicated" / "That's not dating. -complicated" C and F say 'complicated' at the same time. "'complicated'" / "So you two would date!" / "Alright alright I'll share my input" I quiet them down. Look at how C and F were sitting next to each other anyway. "I definitely see the vision J and A sees. And since you girls have this room together I didn't know you guys kissed whenev-", "Because they snitched!" / "You weren't supposed to!", all of the girls yelled at me now. I looked around and itched my neck, making them laugh. "No but you two have very major couple energy lately", "We don't!" / "Exactly!" / "Do we?" F asks. C starts to blush, making F slowly start to smile. "See!" / "Cut it out love birds!", we laugh. "Z should we date?", "I've never said that", "It's just dating F" C says, still slightly blushing. J and A would just watch. "You girls are weird and probably like each other secretly so don't date". It got silent. J and I start to crack our knuckles at the same time, we start to laugh. "I'm leaving now, you girls want drinks", "Yes!" they all excitedly say. "We're playing truth or dare because you two are weird", "Exactly...". I close the door. They are just so... . I'll get them something not too strong but flavorful, if I get them something strong they might get scarier.
"Thanks Z!" they all thank me. "I'm going back out now, you girls have fun", "Okay" / "We won't!", I laugh and close the door, flopping on D's bed. "What's the matter?", "Exhausted... tired", I hold on to him. This was K and D's room but K and G were in the other room doing something. "Poor you..." he runs his hands through my hair. "You have a boyfriend", "And you haven't let me go", "Oh I'm sorry", "No," D grabs me and this time places me on top of him, "Stay...". Fuck he could see me blushing, he starts to smile. I lay my head back on his body. "Were you tired or did you just want my attention kitten?", "I... D stop flirting, that's cheating. I'm tired", "Well you put yourself on top of me and started to blush", "you put me up here", I adjust my grip on him so I can try to sleep, "Whatever you say kitten, get some rest", I felt my body get hotter. "stop saying that", "why? you love it", "exactly... it makes me horny-", "maybe i did feel you harden" he smiles. Looking into his eyes makes me want to... fuckkkk. "D..." I airily call his attention. He was stroking my dick through my shorts. My body got hotter and hotter. "if you're hard then I can help you, those two aren't coming out until later, unless they're already sleep now", "are you trying to make me horny or what?", "you already wanted me, this was a part of your plan", "it wasn't... but... keep going" / "-keep going", "see, i could tell you wanted me", "just to put my fantasies to sleep... ahh...", "you like it?", "mmhmm... aghk~, mnmm~", "stop biting your pretty lips, do you want me to cover your mouth", "with your lips", "... smooth", we both smile, that made him blush too. Score! Now we were kissing, slowly, then desire took us and we kind of let ourselves go. When we were done I hid my face in D's neck. "just... slower so I can sleep", "what if I want my hand around it?", "... then...-", "I'm only asking for your permission, baby", "you... can. ..ah~!" I flinched as it rose up to his touch. "feels... strong" he starts. This felt much better, much better. It felt wrong but it felt so right. He knew not to go too fast or too slow because he'd eventually start jerking me off. Which now is what I needed, but I'll resist. The feeling of pleasure takes over and my heart is able to cool down, I guess D could see that. He kissed me on my neck, whispering to me now. I'm... not telling you what he said. But... I might definitely have a... dream.
J's pov
"Nooooo that's unfair!" drunk C says. "C can you relax for once", "Right" drunk F and I agree with drunk A. The drink Z got wasn't strong enough so we snuck out to get something stronger. I was already high metaphorically because we were playing dirty truth or dare. Now was a truth for C. "Just answer!", "Ohh you're commanding me?" C starts to get aroused. I shouldn't have said anything. "Fine I'll answer," she starts. "Of course I like having many many girlfriends but I wouldn't date F because she doesn't really believe in love anymore. Actually no J she likes-", F covers her mouth and A covers my ears. A knew now too?
"You fucking whoresssss" F says, tapping on her glass. "I thought... you didn't like me anymore", "She does" / "I lied,", "can you snitches shut up.", "I think you two would be better off dating" C says. I started to blush but, F did too? "Wait!" F and I say, why were we blushing. Why was I blushing. "Good one!" / "Like I said" C smirks. "Alright Alright J, it's your turn and we're obviously going to ask you a truth", she fills my bottle up. "Go ahead" I drink some. "'Is it true' or 'Tell me the truth'?" A asks, "'Tell me'" F says. "Tell me the truth about your affections towards F", "Penalties included" A adds on. F couldn't hide her emotions right now, she poured a teeny bit into her glass and drank. Why do I have to get this question? And now the detector wouldn't help me. "My... affection towards F doesn't exist", 'Beep!', "Okay it exists! F... I do like F, a lot. I've never wanted to date her or thought of anything with her", 'Beep!', "No I'm serious!" / "Stop lying!" / "Stop lying to us!", F's just... drinking out of C's cup and blushing. "Alright, I've never wanted to date her.", alright good, that wasn't a lie, "But... I have accidentally thought of some things", 'Beep!', "Alright on purpose!" I guiltily, shamefully say. "You lied three times so.. you'll get a penalty now, and any other time you lie during this", "We're... not done yet?", "Of course not J" C says, smiling, she grabs my hand and we experience that harmful shock. I forgot about that. "That's your first punishment", "I hate that", "I know you do" she smiles. "I think F might like this too much", "I'm...alive", "But you're drinking out of my cup", "Go on" A says. "Okay... so I have had thoughts about her but that's it. ..." 'Beep!' fuck. What now. "We'll let you off, I want to hear this", "A's right, if you answer this question easily then we won't hurt you:
Have you had any sexual thoughts about or with F
?". Oh... this was hard. I'll just... . My nose already started bleeding I'll just come out and say it.
"Yes...", "What!?" / "Really?!". I sit quietly while I clean my nose. "Like what?", I sip my drink and ignore her. "That's all I can manage tonight...", "But F wants to hear more", "I... do..." she says. Us looking at each other in this moment made our nosebleeds worse. See, this is why I don't say much. Now it's all weird and off. My heartbeat started to spike as A helped me remove the monitor. "Maybe you two should put on another show for us", we both started to smile. "I can't" / "We won't", "Why did you two just smile?!" / "So why are you two smiling?", "Nothing..." F says. I can't even answer. This is so overwhelming I might faint. "Are you going to faint?" C reads my mind. "Most likely" I say, the three of them laugh. "Fine, go put your robe on and we'll end it here for, hic, tonight", "And we're never mixing drinks like that again right?", "Right." C, F, and I say. I go into the bathroom. Fuck that was weird.
C's pov
"Ahhh you like her!" A teases. "Let me sleep now" F says with her eyes closed. I press my lips against hers, "Good night...". "What was that for?", "You'll appreciate it later when you get to bang J in your dreams", A starts to laugh. "Fuck you!", "I think you'd feel better if you could fuck her", "C!" / "C shut the fuck uppp" F growls. I look at A, A was slightly smirking. That was kind of hot... . We wait in silence as we can see F's eyes change as she's finally asleep.
"That was hot" we both say, we start laughing after. "C you're no good", "I know I'm a bad girl", "Are you flirting with me?", "Are you flirting with me?", "Am I?", "Are you?", we sat here just smiling at each other. "Two bottoms don't make a top", "Will you shut up" A says, we both laugh. "I thought you were both", "I'm in a bottom mood right now", "Oh r-really", "What are stuttering for, did you want me to, hic, top you?", "I did" A's eyes flutter. ... Huh? "You're just saying things", "But I do want it", "You won't get it until you please me first", "What do I have to do?", A's metaphoric tail was wagging again. J's in the shower so,... we could definitely fuck. "You're serious about this?" we move to my bed. "You can just, fuck me", A starts to blush severely. I lay down in front of her, "come on top" I seduce her, she's following my every step. I grab her two fingers and use them to feel around my pussy. "You wouldn't let me..." she's looking into my eyes as she starts to assist my hand too. "I would... hnngh~!", My body moved as I rammed her fingers inside. My mouth started to water as A watched my tits move. "Just... like that". A presses her lips against mine, "got it" A has her eyes back on me. This pattern, the way she's doing it. This all felt good. I'm glad she's actually doing this, I needed it. Then I'll give her what she needs in return. J can take as longggg as she wants.
K's pov
Yeah December was... a month. And January was a busier month! Busiest! But, we can go back to the past memories of Car-Crew. D already told you about the Hooters memory, so now I'll introduce myself!
My name is K because my favorite letter is K. And to avoid two D's in the group. D and K for us is better anyway. I kind of like K, K for Kupid (Cupid). Anyways, I'm part of the original 3 like F and A told you. I'm just extremely happy to go to that college and still be with them. I completely forgot about that fender bender. Yeah,... I was a different person. I was just... so weird. At least my anxiety has gotten better. I'd always hide behind books when I was younger, then I could hide behind books and DeeJay. I love DeeJay :). If anyone found out how bad my anxiety was they would view me different, or if they ever saw me talking to DeeJay. They'd already clown me for DeeJay as is. I had to lie to the boys about who he really is but.. we don't talk about that. And C tried to harass him! No! I think I've changed for the better and the healthier. I've always been handsome but now my mentality and my personality is too. Being in love is the best, sincerely.
My childhood was a tad bit eventful. I've been with A for a while but with my family is what I mean. Just a... normal childhood. Although I was so nerdy I wasn't the smartest. That was the only issue. But I didn't read to be smart, I read to help myself and learn more. As a kid I've said that once and I almost got smacked for it. Funny times. Child me was... quite the little man. I honestly still feel like a child or a teen because I'm always in love. I don't even know if I like girls or boys more.
•First year, 8 months in, Lounge with the boys•
"All you guys do is talk about sex?", "Of course not" / "Of course not, but that seems to interest you" D smirks. When G and Z used to get drunk back then they'd become like best friends while talking about sex. When D got drunk his voice would change and he'd join in on the topic too. I've only had sex once. But every time we got drunk it'd either be a random topic or it'd be sex. And we knew Z was gay but he'd even talk about straight sex, which he's never had.
"And that'd feel so fucking good", "G I didn't know you were gay too?", "I'm bisexual, I've never had sex with a guy.", "You're into that?" / "Me either" / "It's the best" D smirks, "I don't really see you as a bottom", "Because I'm not, I just would want to feel something", "Yeah" they all agree. "K you seem very happy", "Right", "I'm just happy to be here" I drink my beer. "Or you're guilty" G raises his eyebrow. They all drank their beers. "I'm just a guy who's... in love", "With who?" they all ask. "I'm just, all about love. Whether it's sex or just romance", "Aww" / "Don't try to sound soft, you've fucked a girl before?", "I have" I start to smirk at D. "I believe K, he's the youngest and you could tell his mind is always in the clouds", "Ohhh so you fantasize about her?", "Not at all, not fantasies just love. ... well I think about my first time". We start to clink our glasses and chug. One thing about drinking with the boys, we drink jugs of beers until the bartender says stop even though we're drunk by the second. Good nights... but we'd need one of the members to get us a car. All the time. Then F and J stopped us from going out so much. But once they went out to drink too, so we stayed in the apartment, just around the T.V. I ordered us a pizza that was taking forever right, and guess what?
'Ding!', "Sorry dudes, to compensate we got you guys a beer on the house, or a large soda if you guys don't drink".
Hell yeah.
Like scavengers, two weeks without alcohol. We enjoyed that... both.
And it was a jug of beer too.
Hell yeah!
F's pov
"I mean drinking with you is fun J", "Yeah!" / "Well, thank you" she smiles. A sat in between C, C lied her head A's shoulder. I sat beside J, buzzed. Severely. But fuck this was good. We had fun tonight. Our own little party. Now they were talking about... I don't know. I was too drunk, I felt tired. C's cheeks get so pink when she drinks too much, I find it kind of cute. I mean... she's cutest when she's drunk in general, she's finally calm...ish. Why was I so sluggish right now? A starts to laugh, they all start to laugh. What was I missing? "I mean I kind of like it", "Oh I love that" C and A say. They start to laugh. "You alright?", "Yeah, just tired" I whisper back to J. She finishes her drink while I finally joined the conversation again.
"We could drink all night but, if I do I might get worse", "We know you will" we all say, making C smile. She closes her eyes and grips A, "I'm kind of tired anyway", "Me too" I agree. "I... kind of wanted one more shot", "Bet" / "Then I do too", "J we don't want you to drink too much either", "Drinking with you guys is fun though F", "Yeah but...-", "It's fine we can go now", "No no if you really want it-", "I don't need it, and we don't want C having another shot", A laughs / "But you love me right?", "I don't", we all laugh. "Fuck J, I hate your honesty", "She doesn't really understand platonic relationships", A agrees. We went into the taxi, C held on to me like a sloth. Just slurring in the back of my head like a forbidden voice. "But... doesn't alcohol make you horny? Like in general", "Yeah some" / "I mean some, but the ones you had do..., are you horny?" C asks, we all froze, looking at her. She gets a nosebleed. "N-No, no", "Ohhhh so you are~?", "C" we hold her back. J's nosebleed got worse. But... she most likely is. I had to cover J's ears while we tried to tame C. But... she actually kissed me on the lips. A pulled her back and I... felt surprised still. Just frozen. My hands started to slide down from J's ears. "You must've forgot how much I love arguing~", J and I got a nosebleed, A covered C's mouth. "Just... be quiet for the rest of the ride will you?" A says. It's always dangerous when C and J are in the same place. C's dangerous. And no I don't like her...
And... the real surprise is when we got to the apartment. They were asleep, but D heard the door unlock. "Yooooooo" he says, his breath reeks of beer. We all sigh and he starts to laugh. "We didn't even buy beer, I promise, weeeeee had a situation..." D leans his head on the couch and closes his eyes. "Goodnight D" A picks up the beer from beside him. No response. They couldn't even last without irresponsibly getting drunk. No surprise.
Z's pov
Car-Crew sure is scary huh? But we made it. My name is Z and... Hi! We've came a long way, a long long way. I don't really have a favorite memory but... doesn't everyone just love J. It's scary. Remember that one time where... actually, i'll just tell you. We did hide it from you after all.
•During the business trip•
J was with Manager M doing important stuff. The rest of us were in the hotel, just relaxing for once. Unbuttoning our shirts, doing-do. C and T were just... radiating tension. Now they were laying together since they wouldn't get caught. But we were all together and close to each other now. D stood beside me while I scrolled on my phone. We all snap our heads into C and T's direction when we heard a can open. Then a second one, we all laugh. "We only had two left, I'm sorry", "Aww man!" we all say, T laughs. T gave C the second can of beer and they started to drink while on the bed. They'd pour some into each other's mouths like they weren't drinking the same exact thing. After them being scary we started to talk about this business trip, and how we just felt overall about this competition and company.
"Open up" D says under his breath. The others kept talking. It was 5-Hour Energy. A shot. He poured it into my mouth, then he took his. "I look tired don't I?" I start to smile, "I sure know I am, and plus, you're busy". We smile at each other. "And then another thing is that the two busiest is J and Z", "Right" we all agree with G. "Especially J, M didn't even take me to go with them", "Actually" / "No for real, he didn't even ask me" T says. She drinks her beer. "J's hot", "What?!" / "She is!" / T spat out her drink. "'She is'?!", "Because she is!" / "I agree with her" / "J's... cute" / "No hear me out" A says. We're silent, just waiting for G's input. We knew to keep quiet, just let the boys talk. She looked so... I won't add on to this. "She's just cute to me, that's all. She's not hot", "T did you not see her", "Okay fine she's hot but-", "That was really really crazy" A starts to blush. D starts to drink another one of his energy shots. Damn, another one? "I must admit... she's definitely the hottest. I'd do anything", "Right!" / "Same!", "Seeing her like that kind of changed me", "See!" the girls take K's confirm and runs with it. "G you're jealous because I got to see it huh", "'it'?" / "I... slightly envy that", "What?!" we all question him. G started to smirk. "Ahhhh it's so pretty, I just know it-", "Alright relax" T covers C's mouth. "She looked so weak and... fucked", "Imagine fucking her..." F adds on to A's statement. My heart stopped. "So you like her too" C smirks at F. "Don't we all like her?", "Woah what?!". What did D just say? "We've all liked her for at least a second", I cover my mouth. "It wasn't for a second like I want to have sex with her, her body is so...", "F hear me out, I think I deserve her more" A says, starting a feud. "Of course I've thought of her but not sexually", "Tell me what you thought of", "I'm not telling you", "Then tell us" T interrupts D and I. Her fingers were lightly going over C's nipple, hardening. "I may have stole a scenario or two with her okay?", "You should think about sex with her", "D?!" / "Yeah" / "Just don't jack off", T makes us laugh. The conversation did get scarier and scarier though. ... Hey, I don't like J. Don't start being weird. I don't even like girls.
Anyways, after such a conversation J and I went to the patio to talk about it. Truth hurts, I know. But she probably liked it because she got a nosebleed. Do those sting or what? Remember when Tera said she could 'only get a nosebleed if I'm 'being fucked' too hard' with air-quotes. Remember when J exposed my message to D? I swear I didn't know he had my contact name as that.
C and T used to really be unhinged... they really fingered each other in the room on the bus. Well... C took T. But still! And I had to hear that. F would be so annoyed of the two, T was made for C. She was like a second C, that's why it was so bad for F. F used to be so over-protective about J. I wouldn't be surprised if they were DL this whole time. I kind of like them together anyways. To all of the fans of Car-Crew who ship F and J,
I do too.
A's pov
Speaking of that, me and F sharing that room brought back memories of us in our school years, but just unhappier. This visit was driving everyone mad. Especially F.
For example, if we could we'd just cuddle and watch T.V, maybe I'd kiss her just to feel her heart beating on my back. We both didn't really like the stress and restrictions but we started to grow tired. Especially me, I'd always end up asleep first and wake up with her latched on to me or on her bed, with or without C. But... since when does F latch on or cuddle with people? You know? Specifically me? That's something she'd do with maybe J. One time she even woke me up:
"A?". I heard her call me but I wanted more sleep. "A." she shakes me. "what?", "hii", "hi.", I open my eyes. "I know you're tired but... stay up with me". That was normal that's okay, F only acts like that when we're alone. She knows. "just... lay beside me" I close my eyes again. I feel her lay beside me, then she squeezes me tightly. Not letting go... . ...She's hurting me... . "F... it hurts", "Right, my bad" she lets go. I rub my eyes and sit up, "Is there something you wanted to talk about", "No no lay back down with me" her fingers crawl to my sides, then she pulls me down slowly. "Did you want something?", "...A I'm not going to have sex with you here-", "that's not what I meant!" I hit her on her head. We both start laughing. "you're a mess", "we all are" she stares at the ceiling. Just watching her, idle, I start to drift off to sleep.
A weird interaction right? ... oh what an.. interesting question. Do I have to answer? ... okay. Well, we haven't had sex but we've kissed during the visit. But... we were desperate. We both needed it. We almost banged on the couch but F had to stop me. Oh to do that again,... to be restrained by her, just once more.
Third person pov
"So who's kissed or broke any rules during the visit?" I ask.
They all raise their hands, then F lifts up J's hand. We laugh, "What did I do?", "The patio" F and I answer. Car-Crew thought J and F kissed on the patio... poor adults. We were sitting in the circles that they usually sit in. I'm only a figment of their imagination, I don't exist in their world. Or do I?
"He's really really healthy", "Woah!" / "You sound so gay right now", "And you're blushing!" Z points to K's cheeks. They all laugh. Basically those two... did have sex. It wasn't alleged. Which, I'm not surprised. "Healthy in what sense Z?", "Enough" J stops A or anymore interactions, they all laugh. "No but it was so bad we had no time to do anything", "Right" we all agree with G. "You guys were out more than triple the time you were in the hotel. And you guys only had like two episodes exploring the hotel", "Epi...sodes?" Z says, we all laugh. "My mistake Romeo". "She's right though, and then nothing was done well", we all nod our heads to C. The Car-Crew juice was ready but, I interviewed them some more.
Just, weird confessions and stories. Car-Crew is a handful but... they're pretty cool. We started to talk about those powers and...
That'll lead us to Part 2!
Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed!
"car crew part 2" COMING SOON!