Part seven: Festival: Natsuki

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"WITH A SNOTTY FUCK, GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED AT ONCE BEFORE I COME UP AND KICK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!"

And that's what woke me up.

I grab my phone from my nightstand.

[Natsuki]

"Right... Today's the festival."

I got out of bed enduring Dad's shouting as I hurried to get ready and grab the cupcakes I left in the kitchen, luckily he didn't eat them.

I feel as, from behind me, he places his hand on my shoulder and a shiver runs down my spine.

His tobacco and alcohol breath disgusts me.

[Hirokano]

"Where are you going?"

[Natsuki]

"To s-school, today is the f-festival and I have to bring these cupcakes."

[Hirokano]

"So you're still with that childish crap..."

He takes one of the cupcakes from the tray, takes a bite, and then stamps it on my face.

[Hirokano]

"Disgusting..."

[Hirokano]

"Go away already."

I leave the house without a word, staggering out with the tray of cupcakes.

These trays are really hard to carry and my urge to cry right now isn't helping at all.

By some miracle I made it to the clubhouse, no one was there yet.

Weird.

[Natsuki]

"I guess everyone else was running late."

Although I noticed that on the desks there were several sheets and there was also the other tray of cupcakes.

So I'm not the first to arrive.

I left the tray of cupcakes and took the opportunity to run to the bathroom before someone saw me with a face full of frosting.

I checked to make sure no one was in the bathroom and turned on the water.

The water was pouring down, filling the silence.

[Natsuki]

"How I hate you..."

[Natsuki]

"You old drunk shit."

I grumbled as I wiped the icing off my face.

For a few seconds, I stared at the mirror as my eyes watered.

[Natsuki]

"You're a useless piece of shit..."

[Natsuki]

"How can you let that asshole treat you like that?"

Frustration and will go take over my body for a moment and I let out a scream from the bottom of my lungs.

[Natsuki]

"GRAAAAAAAHHHH!"

I hit the mirror hard leaving my hand sore from the impact, the mirror is intact.

[Natsuki]

"You puny little shit."

Back at the club, Monika is arranging the decorations along with Yuri.

[Natsuki]

"Hi, girls."

[Monika]

"Good morning, Nat."

[Yuri]

"Hi, Natty."

I hate it when she calls me that, it makes me nervous.

[Natsuki]

"D-Don't call me that!"

[Yuri]

"Hehe, your face is all red."

She says with a goofy little smile, how I hate it when she acts like that.

[Natsuki]

"Hey..."

[Natsuki]

"What about Kurochi?"

[Natsuki]

"When I arrived there was the tray I left at his house and I assumed he'd be with you guys."

[Yuri]

"No idea, I haven't seen him today."

[Monika]

"Oh, right..."

[Monika]

"He ran off a while ago."

[Nat&Yuri]

"What?"

We were both confused.

[Monika]

"He was the first one to arrive after me, then he said he would go get Sayori, he ran off and I didn't know anymore."

[Monika]

"They must have stayed doing something else."

How strange, I'll call him on the phone to ask him what happened.

[Natsuki]

"Well, I'll go out for a moment."

I leave the club room and take my phone to dial Kurochi.

...

...

Nothing.

[Natsuki]

"Shit."

...

It's been two hours since I first called, I haven't stopped trying now and then while trying to concentrate on the festival.

Yuri keeps asking me if I was able to contact him yet.

I try one more time.

I don't know how many times I must have dialed him.

[Natsuki]

"Come on fuck, answer the fuck up..."

After a few seconds of ringing, he answers.

[Kurochi]

"Hello."

Fuck, finally.

[Natsuki]

"KUROCHI! WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER THE PHONE!?"

[Kurochi]

"I-I..."

[Natsuki]

"Fuck, you had me worried sick, are you okay? Monika told me that out of nowhere you ran off..."

[Natsuki]

"Is everything okay?"

[Kurochi]

"Natsuki, I-I..."

[Kurochi]

"Y-Yes, I had to attend to a family emergency, but everything is fine now."

[Natsuki]

"So... Will you come or are you still too busy?"

[Natsuki]

"N-not that I want to see you, it's just to tell the others."

[Kurochi]

"I can't, I'm sorry."

[Natsuki]

"I understand..."

[Natsuki]

"Hey, do you know anything about Sayori?"

He was supposed to have gone after her.

[Kurochi]

"S-she's not feeling well, she won't be able to go either."

[Natsuki]

"I see."

[Natsuki]

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow."

[Kurochi]

"See you tomorrow, Natsuki."

He hangs up the call.

I'm glad to hear he's okay, but for some reason, something doesn't feel quite right.

After a while Yuri leaves the club, he had finished reciting his poem and now it was Monika's turn.

[Yuri]

"Did you hear from Kurochi or Sayori?"

God, can't she call?

[Natsuki]

"I just talked to Kurochi..."

[Natsuki]

"He said that neither he nor Sayori will be coming today."

[Yuri]

"Oh no... why?"

[Natsuki]

"He said he had a family emergency and Sayori isn't feeling very well."

[Yuri]

"Too bad..."

We were silent for a few seconds before Yuri spoke again.

[Yuri]

"Could you pass me Kurochi's number? If you don't mind, sure."

[Natsuki]

"[It's okay...]

Agh, I guess that explains it.

I write Kurochi's number on a piece of paper for him.

[Yuri]

"Thanks, Natty."

[Natsuki]

"F-FUCK, DON'T CALL ME THAT!"

Shit, she likes to get on this woman's nerves.

[Yuri]

"Hehe, you're so cute when you get mad."

[Natsuki]

"I'm going to hit you Yuri..."

Monika leaves the club and warns me that it's my turn to read my poem.

[Natsuki]

"Well, I guess it's time."

Even though I don't want to admit it I wish Kurochi was here to listen to my poem.