Sierra's pov:

My sister had gone to the soulmate area with the General and I knew she'd tell me about it later that she would not hold secrets from me. Yet I did not like this as Aiden seemed to be concerned too. "So you haven't found your soulmate either?" Sierra asked as Aiden looked at his wrist.. "I know what she is..but no. She's an inferni" Aiden said as he took a sip of his drink.

I knew Amira was in the soulmate section, I had no idea what was going on since I couldn't go with her. "What if dad comes back?" Sierra asked as Aiden shrugged. "Hope for the best, he can't find her. They probably mark the rooms for the soulmates who go in them to only use." Aiden said

As if on my concerns I seen my parents coming out, they looked relaxed as they walked over and found me alone with Aiden. "Where is Amira?" Mom asked as I just took a sip of my drink. I knew where she was but I didn't want to lie to her as I didn't know how to tell her. "Sierra, where is your sister?" Mom asked again

When I would not answer father looked at my brother as he cracked. "She's in there, with the General" He said pointing to where they'd come from. Dad was livid "Saints, he knows she's his soulmate then..hopefully she doesn't have the drink they offer." Dad said as I looked at him. "Wait what drink? They offer a drink?" I asked as he looked at me. "They do, but normally you only drink it if you're together..if not it can influence your choices." Dad said

Amira hasn't come back yet...did she drink it? What does dad mean by influence her decision? I thought

-Warning, if uncomfortable with what's going to happen (18+) go to end of warning-

Amira's pov:

His hands picked me up as he kissed me again and I kissed him back as he walked to the section of the room I had looked at as he laid me down on the bed. He parted from my lips to kiss my neck before having me sit up as he reached behind my dress to loosen it and I was not bothered by that as I reached for his shirt and started lift it as he moved away to let me. I blushed seeing his toned abs.

He noticed as he pulled me up from the bed as the dress fell to the floor since he'd already loosened it leaving me in just my undergarments. I was still blushing as no one had seen me like this but he just cupped my cheek. "So beautiful." He said as I covered myself, my mind was coming to my senses that I did not know this man except mother's stories. I truly did not love this man but yet he was my soulmate.

Yet when his lips came back to my neck those thoughts were fleeting as the affects of the drink came back. I looked seeing him there in his pants as I felt venturous as I decided to tease him and scoot on the bed away from his mouth making him crawl on his knees. "Now, you're being a tease." He said as I got on my knees and put a hand on his cheek "You're used to getting your way General. " I teased but he didn't seem to like it as he pulled me close and laid me down on my back as my legs had to adjust. "For now Amira, call me Aleksander. The name your going to be screaming soon enough..I'll be gentle with you.." He kisseed my neck then moved down as he kissed my shoulder before lightly bighting on the area and sucking which broke a sound out of me I'd never heard before or would forget.

what is he doing? I thought

He kept sucking and biting on the spot as the sound came out of me again as he had me distracted that I didn't even realize what he was up to. My thoughts only on what he was doing that my thoughts snapped into realization when I felt his finger slip inside of me as I gasped. My body knew that something was different but yet he waited before he moved within me as his mouth finally left the spot before he whispered in my ear "Shh, relax." He said as he kept going. I relaxed as I looked into his eyes but small gasps turned to soft moans. "That's it..just relax."

within minutes he added a 2nd which made me gasp but it wasn't much longer that he added a third. I felt so on edge and yet I needed more, something to be enough to push me over that edge. "Aleksander please.." I begged as he laughed a bit before removing them as I whined. "Oh you were enjoying that my fingers within you.." He whispered in my ear "Don't worry I'll quickly fill that need to have something back within you."

Before I could ask what I heard the sound of the zipper coming undone as I realized what he meant and before I really could say anything he'd rid himself of his other clothes as he lined up with my entrance before thrusting swiftly inside as I almost screamed but his mouth covered mine. Getting used to him took a few minutes but that didn't stop him from taking the opportunity to explore my mouth which only made me want him more. When he pulled away we both were breathing hard and we hadn't even gotten started as he rested his forehead against mine.

"Ready?" He asked as I wanted to experiment before saying it as I moved my hips which caused us both to moan. Aleksander took that as a yes, as he started to move but he adjusted me so he could remove the last thing on me exposing me completely to him. I moaned as his pace got harder and faster that I didn't know what I'd gotten myself into completly yet he seemed to get harsher as I looked at him. "W-Why?" I asked as he kept going and I moaned.

"You're mine..My Grisha soulmate..I should take you with me." He said as he made sure to keep his pace and I leaned back as I moaned. His hands were on my waist when they slid down to one of my legs wrapping it around his waist as he kept going before wrapping the other one which only pushed him deeper inside of me as I moaned.

hyI lost myself in the pleasure he'd given me that I didn't comprehend what he was telling me. Before i was fully aware if what was going on I felt the pressure that had built within my stomach as I whined "Aleksander..I'm gonna.." "Oh yes, you are. Cum for me Amira!" Aleksander demanded as he didn't lighten up as the feeling went through me as I screamed. "Aleksander!" I moaned as he kept going.

"That's it..I'll help you through your release.." He said as he kissed my cheek and whispered into my ear "I've just begun with you." he said as he kept going as my eyes closed at the feeling I'd never felt like this before and I doubt I ever would again. Father would never allow me to go to him. When that feeling started to build again I knew I wouldn't last but then I moaned. "I can feel it, you're not going to last" He said as he moaned leaning in claiming my lips in a kiss that I returned in the moment. "And I will not either..cum with me Amira." He asked as I nod in the moment as we both were over come by the pleasure and released at the same time.

He had my legs unwrap around him as he held me and laid on his back but held me where we were still entangled. I breathed as I came down from my high of the moment as I started coming down to common sense. I'd just given my virtue and myself to a man a barely knew except my mom's stories as I had him remove his arm and I went to move. He still was sheathed inside of me so I felt it as I was removing him..or trying to. Before I could he pulled me back as he kept an arm around me.

"Where do you think you're going?" Aleksander asked as I looked at him and I smacked his arm off me and got off him. I started to get myself dressed as I realized I just did something I never thought I would do.

I've ruined myself for a man I barely know..a man who is my grisha soulmate..my father hates. I thought

I got my undergarments and my dress back on but as I fixed my hair as I looked in the mirror I saw the mark he'd left on me. A mark to claim me as his and I knew my actions were not my own..but did I regret this?..No, No I did not. It felt perfect like something was right for once in my life. I went to walk to the door when I felt his arms around me and I looked back he didn't have his shirt, kefta or general jacket on but I could tell through the dress he'd had his pants back on.

"This is just the beginning Amira, you're mine. You're exactly what I need to get past my long days.." He said as I just looked at him knowing mother signed an agreement..I should have been there all along. He placed his hand under my chin "Skip the student status, you'll go right beneath me as lieutenant General.." he said against my lips as I knew what he was doing. He claimed my lips in a kiss and I couldn't resist as I kissed him back but I knew I couldn't. "I'm sorry..I have to go." I said

Without another thought I got free and left heading out leaving him there alone there in the room. I had to hide the mark he left with my hair as I walked out and walked in the crowd. I eventually found my sister, brother and parents as they seen I was unharmed. Father though moved my hair seeing the mark the General had left and before I could say anything he took me and my sister out of there. I looked back seeing the General had come out watching as my father took me away.

I'm sorry.. I thought before father got me through the doors and then we got on the horses to ride home.