Summary: Set directly after the events in A Stitch In Time. With such drastic changes comes the inevitable repercussion... The extreme price that must be paid is more than they can afford. Will the troopers be able to endure the consequences of their actions?
Ryo/Seiji shounen ai drama R
Warning:
This story contains shounen ai, which implies male/male love. Please do
not read if such ideas upset you. Please use your good judgment.
This fiction also contains character death.
Rated R for violence, strong language and sexual situations.
Disclaimer: "Yoroiden Samurai Troopers" does not belong to me.
I am but a lowly slug.
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Note: For those of you who haven't read A Stitch In Time, you may want to check it out. It's not too long, only five chapters. I don't think it's necessary though.
Happy Reading!!
Reciprocal
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Chapter One: Retrospective
Leaning back into the plush sofa of her expansive
vacation home, Nasuti stared vaguely into space, her attentiveness ceasing as
she mulled over the careful words Ryo had said to her.
Ryo sat on the floor
with Byakuen, mildly stroking his striped fur as if he hadn't just told her
that she had been murdered five years ago.
That was completely
preposterous-- even though none of the others contested it. They simply
listened intently as Ryo and Seiji told their twisted tale, and were asking
their questions now.
According to
Ryo, Seiji had died too-- for Ryo and herself-- and that's why she was here at
this very moment.
Her eyes drifted to
the blond sitting across from her in one of the large armchairs that matched
the lavish sofa.
He sacrificed his
life? She thought.
Premeditating
and exacting, Seiji was not someone to take risks. Nasuti never would
have thought him capable of something so undetermined.
That probably wasn't
a fair assessment, for Nasuti didn't really know Seiji all that well. She smiled slightly, trying prudently to
keep it back.
It was true that
Nasuti had toyed with him when they were younger. She knew that Seiji had
had something of a crush on her, and there were those times that she would
smile and lower her eyelashes coyly before asking a favor. Sometimes she
would flirt with him just to see that beautiful smile of his.
She had disappointed
him, though, as her heart belonged to another. From the moment Ryo
charged into her life, Nasuti had wanted him. He had only been fourteen
when they had first met, and so Nasuti had to be patient as she for him crawl
into maturity.
Over the years she
had slowly tried to wedge herself into a special place in his heart, but found
that she held a place equal to that of the other troopers. After all this
time she was nothing more to Ryo than a sister.
But this summer
will be different, Nasuti told herself. This summer he will love
me.
Her thoughts
returned from her daydream to the present moment as she realized that five
pairs of eyes were set on her.
"What?"
Nasuti asked, sweeping her eyes over the group.
"Do you remember
anything from that day?" Ryo repeated.
She thought for a
moment before replying. "I'm sorry. I know that day changed your
lives, but I don't remember it."
If what they said
were true, then Nasuti would have remembered being rescued. But she
recalled nothing of the sort. There was some unpleasantness in New York
and even a trip to Africa with the discovery of Kuroi Kikoutei, but mostly good
times from the past five years. She knew nothing of time traveling and
murdered warriors.
Ryo was studying
her, so Nasuti smiled sweetly and turned her attention back to the
conversation.
"I can understand
that Arago wanted the armor," Shuu began from his position on the couch,
"but how did he do this? How did he originally get free?"
"I don't know
how," Seiji said quietly. He was very subdued, not having said much
of anything since departing the forest. Ryo, while trying not to be
obvious, watched him like a hawk, trying to figure out what was running through
Seiji's mind.
"With time travel,
you never know," Touma was explaining. "In theory, Arago could even be
set free somehow in the future."
"Not bloody
likely." Shin muttered in his British lilt. "Who would do such a
thing?"
The inquiry went
unanswered.
"Can I ask you a
question?" Touma implored, his blue eyes falling on Seiji. "Do you
remember dying?"
Holding his
breath as he watched Seiji become still, Ryo detected the glittering panic in
Seiji's eyes before they hardened.
"Yes." Seiji
admitted in a whisper.
"Isn't it strange
how you remember your death, but Nasuti has no recollection of hers at
all?" Touma probed. "Why do you suppose that is?"
Brazenly showing
his distaste, Ryo scowled at the blue haired warrior, growling, "That's
enough. All that matters now is that he is here with us."
Undeterred,
Touma glared back at him, though decided that it would be wiser to remain
silent. In the aftermath of such an ordeal, a bit of protectiveness on
Ryo's part was to be expected-- his feelings of guilt were clearly written up
and down his face. And, perhaps it was too soon to be asking Seiji those
kinds of questions.
"So, just to get
this straight," Shuu said, attempting to lighten the mood, a grin
spreading across his face, "you guys don't remember the poker game we
played last night?"
Seiji raised a tacit
eyebrow and Ryo, with a smile tugging at his lips, answered plainly,
"No."
"You owe me a
hundred bucks, then," Shuu beamed. "Each."
"Shuu!"
Shin exclaimed. "You are incorrigible."
"What?
Can't blame a guy for trying!" He said with an impish grin.
Nasuti smiled at
Shuu's attempt at humor, but her mind began to wander again. Absently she
played with the bracelet around her wrist, twisting the metal hoop back and
forth, as she tried to remember that infamous day.
Something was
nagging at her, making her research her memory. Perhaps she did know more
about this...
"Excuse me
fellas," Nasuti said rising to her feet. "If you guys don't mind,
I'd like to turn in for the night."
The guys had no
objections, so Nasuti left them to their discussion.
She gripped the
banister tightly as she ascended the stairs to the upper floor of the
house.
Nasuti ran to her
closet, parting the clothes on hangers to reach to the shelf behind them.
She threw the clothes folded there haphazardly behind her until she came to a
package still wrapped from the dry cleaners. Ripping the white paper off,
she lifted her blood stained winter coat with trembling hands.
"I can't believe
it..." She murmured to herself as the old coat jarred her memory.
"It is true."
Only she remembered
it as a dream... an event that she'd convinced herself hadn't actually taken
place.
It made sense to her
now.
Those five years ago, when she had woken up after
fainting in the snow, she had grilled the boys on what had happened. Ryo
and Seiji told Nasuti that there had been an explosion-- they were unsure what
had exploded-- but she had been knocked to the ground, unconscious. They
had been really concerned at first because her winter parka had spots of blood
on it, but when they took off her jacket, they discovered that she was not
bleeding.
When she had tried
to tell them what she saw, they told her that she must have dreamed it. Ryo had
not seen any warlord, and Seiji was certainly not dead-- not even scratched.
Nasuti, Ryo and
Seiji had not spoken of it since that day, but she never completely forgot what
she had witnessed.
She remembered this
massive warrior shrieking her death into the sky. Then out of nowhere,
Seiji was in front of her, standing between herself and the warlord. His
blood ran off the sword protruding out his back to ruin her winter coat and
then everything went black.
It all made perfect
sense to her as she gripped the stained coat until her knuckles where
white. Ryo and Seiji had not known what she was talking about because the
Ryo and Seiji who were there that day had only returned now.
And they both
claimed that she had been killed.
Nasuti started to shake because despite the absurdity of their
story, she knew it was true.
*
* * * *
It was late, much later than Ryo would have
liked. He paced anxiously in his room, glancing out his window to the
backyard every few minutes.
Byakuen had not
come back yet. Ryo had been hesitant to let him out. The last time
he had, Byakuen had been killed. Though Ryo was fairly certain that
things were different now-- this reality was not as sinister-- there was still
an underlying fear that plagued him.
Deciding that he
had better go out and search for his tiger, Ryo left his room, and hastened
down the stairs.
At the sound of
hurried footsteps coming in a rush down the stairs, "Is everything okay,
Ryo?" Seiji asked, as he sat cross-legged on the floor absently petting
Byakuen's striped fur. The large tiger purred softly at the tender,
repetitive motion. Byakuen lifted his head from Seiji's lap and
lethargically gazed up at his master.
"Hey." Ryo
said to Seiji, coming up beside him.
He looked down at
Byakuen and chided, "I was looking for you." The tiger yawned, pushed
himself up and rubbed his head against Ryo's leg, purring.
Ryo smiled and
stooped to his knees, hugging the tiger. "I missed you."
"Byakuen came in
about a half hour ago," Seiji began. "I should have sent him up to
you. I didn't mean to make you worry."
"It's all right,
Seiji." Ryo said. "It's just hard to forget..."
Seiji nodded,
letting out a heavy sigh.
Ryo titled his head
to one side and studied his friend. His skin was pale with dark circles
boldly visible under his eyes. A certain weariness was obvious in his
very presence-- as if it took extra effort just to hold his head up.
Settling beside
him, Ryo asked, "How are you holding up?"
"I'm just tired,
Ryo." Seiji insisted. "It's been a long day for us."
"Yeah..." Ryo
agreed. "Seiji, this afternoon--." He stopped abruptly as if
rethinking whether he should ask or not.
Seiji turned to him,
waiting patiently for Ryo to make up his mind.
"When Touma asked
you if you remember..." Ryo paused, braving to look into Seiji's eyes.
"What do you remember?"
"I don't..." He
faltered. "I'm not sure..."
"Can't you
try?" Ryo pressed.
They sat in silence
for a long time, Ryo regretting his inquiry, until Seiji said softly, "I
remember you... your touch, your eyes, y-your voice..."
He closed his eyes
tightly and his breath quickened with the memory. "It's so intense...
like fire..." Seiji gasped, strangling a moan in his throat.
"...it-it hurts... endless, it will never stop-- it will never--."
When Ryo realized
that Seiji was reliving his death in vivid detail, he quickly grabbed him by
the shoulders, jolting Seiji from the memory. Sucking in a shuddering
breath, Seiji drew away from Ryo, veering to compose himself.
Sitting morosely
beside him, watching Seiji's trembling back, Ryo murmured, "Seiji, I'm
sorry... I didn't mean to upset you."
"Then what did you
intend?" Seiji said harshly. "What did you think would come of asking me
such a question?"
Lowering his
head in shame, Ryo stammered, "I-I'm sorry."
"You've said that
already," Seiji retorted, as he suppressed another tremor.
"I-I shouldn't
have--." Ryo began, standing hastily, ready to bolt from the room, but not
before Seiji caught the look of hurt on his face.
"Ryo, wait." Seiji
said quickly. "I didn't mean... I just--."
Byakuen rose to
his feet swiftly and blocked Ryo's exit. The tiger stared up at him
stubbornly, refusing to let his master leave in haste.
"Don't go," Seiji
pleaded. "Would you just-- sit with me? Please, Ryo..."
Turning, he
looked down at Seiji and was stuck by how vulnerable he seemed slouched there
on the floor. Suddenly, Byakuen nudged the back of Ryo's legs, forcing
him to stumble forward, obviously knowing where Ryo should be.
Folding to his
knees, he crouched beside Seiji. Very slowly, he touched him, gently
trailing his fingers along Seiji's wrist, and up his arm, and suddenly he was
holding him closely in his arms, guiding Seiji's head to his shoulder.
With a tremendous
feeling of peace, they sat together into sleep.
*****
She was unable to
sleep. Having tossed and turned for over an hour now, Nasuti threw back
the covers, and got up out of bed.
I need something
to settle my nerves, she thought, pulling her robe out from the closet, and
slipping it on quickly.
At first she didn't
see them. Her mind was occupied with which type of tea would help her
sleep, and which would keep her up for the remainder of the night. As she
turned from the kitchen cabinet to the sink to fill the kettle with water, she
saw through the doorway Ryo and Seiji asleep on the floor in the living
room. They were curled together against the base of the couch, with
Byakuen at their feet.
She put the kettle
down deliberately, and stared, her vision turning black and red. An
unbridled, savage rage blind sided her.
What the hell
does he think he's doing with my Ryo? She thought curtly.
Nasuti suddenly wanted to rush over there and rip them apart, she wanted to
smack Seiji hard, she wanted to see his blood vessels break beneath his pale
skin into a deep purple bruise, that's what she wanted--
Nasuti held onto the
edge of the counter tightly, absolutely startled by the violence of her
thoughts.
They've just
been through a lot, Nasuti insisted, countering her irrationality. They're
tired. They fell asleep. It means nothing.
But still, that
sinister anger inside of her scared her as she thought darkly, It better
mean nothing, or Seiji is going to be dearly sorry he ever laid eyes on my Ryo.
Continued in Chapter two: Soulless
Note: I know, what a terrible place to end it! *grins* There are several chapters in this story, which I hope to get out to you all fairly regularly. If you would like to read Chapter Two soon, then please visit my web site: http://thedragonflysleeps.tripod.com
It will be in the fiction section once tripod starts to work properly again… hopefully no later than Monday! Also, please take a look at my artwork. I have a few ryo/seiji pieces up, including an illustration from chapter four of A Stitch In Time (or at least it will be up when tripod gets its act together!).
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Thanks,
~Li
