FF.NET DELETED MY ACCOUNT. REPOST OF G to S _
Sorry for any inconvenience. (a copy of G to S has been located: G to S is
also posted at one of my blogs draco-malfoy.blogspot.com. I can't believe I
forgot about that *^^*)
Dear Journal,
I think i'm going to die tonight. I'm saying my final goodbyes and farewells on this page right now before i go throw myself off the roof of the astronomy tower or just Avada Kedavra myself.
I put my plan in effect today right after dinner. I made sure the Mudblood and the Weasel went on some hormonal induced snogging stupor (thank you Uncle for that handy potion), I followed (no, i did not stalk) Harry down a corridor in my sneakily, sexy, and catlike grace and then pulled him into a neatly placed storage closet. I quickly locked the door and pinned Potter to the wall.
He gasped and struggled in fear demanding to know what the hell i was doing.
I shushed him with a slender finger and had basically confessed the deepest secrets of my heart to him.
Okay, i just kissed him, but still, the kiss was my soul. Everything i had ever felt for my raven haired beauty was in that kiss.
His lips were so soft and he tasted of pumpkin juice and pudding. So incredibly sweet. I wound my fingers into his hair. It was definitely made for grabbing.
He moaned protests beneath me and tried to wriggle free. His wriggling felt so good. I could feel my arousal pressing against him. I was so sure...I was so sure that he wanted me as much as i wanted him. I was positive that he was only trying to push away from the shock. Boy, was i wrong.
He shoved me away as hard as possible and he said these exact words that i will never forget. Not after i die and float away and live forever in the boys toilet crying piteously. Not ever.
"Get the fuck away from me, Malfoy. You are disgusting. What the hell do you think you're doing anyway?! No wait. I don't want to know. You're not even worth my time."
My lips had begun to quiver at those words. You're not even worth my time. All of MY time was devoted to him. Every waking minute of my life spent thinking of his very existence, of him. And filled with hopes of him and me. Together. I was crushed and a lone tear began to slide down my cheek as i had slumped against the wall defeated. I let him, Harry Potter, of my hidden shame and desires. He had thrown everything i felt away. He stared at me and paused for a few seconds, his Gryfinndor nobility streak kicking in. It didn't kick in all the way. Of course not. I wasn't worth his time. He just turned away on his heel and left.
Now, here i am, writing. Tell you all this. Potter will never know what he caused me tonight. He will never know that it was his face, his beautiful face that i last thought of. That beautiful face glaring at me with such hatred. No, he would never know. With this, i bid you adieu, farewell. Today is the end of what the world knew of as Draco Malfoy. Now, i'm going to grab my invisibility cloak and go up to the astronomy tower. Let everyone see my mangled body in the morning.
Goodbye world and good riddance.
I love you Harry Potter.
Sincerely,
Draco Malfoy
~TBC~
::points to review button with a sad face::
Thanks for all those that reviewed (And all my previous reviewers too. I'm so sorry that Harry's Journal won't be out for a while now. ~_~)
Dear Journal,
I think i'm going to die tonight. I'm saying my final goodbyes and farewells on this page right now before i go throw myself off the roof of the astronomy tower or just Avada Kedavra myself.
I put my plan in effect today right after dinner. I made sure the Mudblood and the Weasel went on some hormonal induced snogging stupor (thank you Uncle for that handy potion), I followed (no, i did not stalk) Harry down a corridor in my sneakily, sexy, and catlike grace and then pulled him into a neatly placed storage closet. I quickly locked the door and pinned Potter to the wall.
He gasped and struggled in fear demanding to know what the hell i was doing.
I shushed him with a slender finger and had basically confessed the deepest secrets of my heart to him.
Okay, i just kissed him, but still, the kiss was my soul. Everything i had ever felt for my raven haired beauty was in that kiss.
His lips were so soft and he tasted of pumpkin juice and pudding. So incredibly sweet. I wound my fingers into his hair. It was definitely made for grabbing.
He moaned protests beneath me and tried to wriggle free. His wriggling felt so good. I could feel my arousal pressing against him. I was so sure...I was so sure that he wanted me as much as i wanted him. I was positive that he was only trying to push away from the shock. Boy, was i wrong.
He shoved me away as hard as possible and he said these exact words that i will never forget. Not after i die and float away and live forever in the boys toilet crying piteously. Not ever.
"Get the fuck away from me, Malfoy. You are disgusting. What the hell do you think you're doing anyway?! No wait. I don't want to know. You're not even worth my time."
My lips had begun to quiver at those words. You're not even worth my time. All of MY time was devoted to him. Every waking minute of my life spent thinking of his very existence, of him. And filled with hopes of him and me. Together. I was crushed and a lone tear began to slide down my cheek as i had slumped against the wall defeated. I let him, Harry Potter, of my hidden shame and desires. He had thrown everything i felt away. He stared at me and paused for a few seconds, his Gryfinndor nobility streak kicking in. It didn't kick in all the way. Of course not. I wasn't worth his time. He just turned away on his heel and left.
Now, here i am, writing. Tell you all this. Potter will never know what he caused me tonight. He will never know that it was his face, his beautiful face that i last thought of. That beautiful face glaring at me with such hatred. No, he would never know. With this, i bid you adieu, farewell. Today is the end of what the world knew of as Draco Malfoy. Now, i'm going to grab my invisibility cloak and go up to the astronomy tower. Let everyone see my mangled body in the morning.
Goodbye world and good riddance.
I love you Harry Potter.
Sincerely,
Draco Malfoy
~TBC~
::points to review button with a sad face::
Thanks for all those that reviewed (And all my previous reviewers too. I'm so sorry that Harry's Journal won't be out for a while now. ~_~)