Disclaimer~ If ya think this is mine then you are even more insane than me.
Anyways if Angel was MINE, I'd never have let Cordelia and Connor sleep
together in the first place!
Rating~ PG-13 for language and matters at hand.
Summary~ (Post Rain of Fire) After watching Cordelia and Connor sleep together, Angel thinks about the two women he loved. Then he is left with the question does he love Cordy or Buffy?
Note~ This is a Buffy/Angel fic cause Buffy WOULD NEVER have done something as stupid as sleep with the man she said she loves son! OMFG! I HATE CORDELIA RIGHT NOW!! Sorry if ya like her. Okay I know the fic is not as great as the other some other fic out there but could you just review, even if it is to tell me that this story needs to burn in the fires of hell?
With shoulders slumped Angel sat at the foot of his bed. Never in a million years would he have thought that Cordelia and Connor were sleeping together! Hadn't Cordelia just said hours ago that she loved him? Then why did she go sleep with his son? His eighteen-year old son! Damnit! Fate had fucking screwed him over again. Couldn't he be a bit happy for a minute? Obviously fate still hated him. The demon had asked him if he thought she would be safe with him. Honestly, he hadn't. So his original plan had been to bring them to the hotel so they could be safe along with the rest. Instead he had found them together, naked in the same bed! He wasn't even sure who he was madder at, Cordelia or Connor. Connor hated him but he had called him dad. Angel couldn't remember when he said that last when he wasn't taunting him. Hadn't that meant anything? Then again he had said it because he was worried about Cordelia. Obviously he cared more about her than his father. Great. Cordelia on the other hand, what the hell was her excuse for sleeping with Connor?! She had told him that she loved him but they couldn't be together because she had seen what he had done as Angelus. Why had she even seen that? Fuck, Buffy had fought Angelus and yet could still love him. Mentally Angel groaned. Whenever he thought about how he loved Cordelia his thoughts wound back to Buffy. Did that mean he still loved Buffy? No! He couldn't! All that time in the box the only thing that kept him sane was the mental picture of Cordelia. That meant he couldn't be hung up still on Buffy. After all this time he refused to admit he still loved Buffy. Hell she moved on! Why couldn't he? She moved on to three others. Oh, yes he found out about the fact she loves Spike. Dawn had been delighted to tell him that when he had called, a couple months back. He hung up after a couple minutes of Dawn's ranting about how cute Buffy and Spike were.
This time Angel groaned out loud. He was not supposed to be thinking about Buffy! No, he was supposed to be thinking about Cordelia's betrayal. But then again, Buffy would never have done something like that. She would not even thought his son would be a possibility to sleep with. Okay, okay maybe Buffy was trust worthier than Cordelia but that didn't mean he loved Buffy still! Hell whom was he kidding? He still loved Buffy. Always would, he guessed. He could tell a thousand different women that he loved them but he would never love them like he love Buffy. "Buffy, she'll always be the queen of my heart." Always.
Rating~ PG-13 for language and matters at hand.
Summary~ (Post Rain of Fire) After watching Cordelia and Connor sleep together, Angel thinks about the two women he loved. Then he is left with the question does he love Cordy or Buffy?
Note~ This is a Buffy/Angel fic cause Buffy WOULD NEVER have done something as stupid as sleep with the man she said she loves son! OMFG! I HATE CORDELIA RIGHT NOW!! Sorry if ya like her. Okay I know the fic is not as great as the other some other fic out there but could you just review, even if it is to tell me that this story needs to burn in the fires of hell?
With shoulders slumped Angel sat at the foot of his bed. Never in a million years would he have thought that Cordelia and Connor were sleeping together! Hadn't Cordelia just said hours ago that she loved him? Then why did she go sleep with his son? His eighteen-year old son! Damnit! Fate had fucking screwed him over again. Couldn't he be a bit happy for a minute? Obviously fate still hated him. The demon had asked him if he thought she would be safe with him. Honestly, he hadn't. So his original plan had been to bring them to the hotel so they could be safe along with the rest. Instead he had found them together, naked in the same bed! He wasn't even sure who he was madder at, Cordelia or Connor. Connor hated him but he had called him dad. Angel couldn't remember when he said that last when he wasn't taunting him. Hadn't that meant anything? Then again he had said it because he was worried about Cordelia. Obviously he cared more about her than his father. Great. Cordelia on the other hand, what the hell was her excuse for sleeping with Connor?! She had told him that she loved him but they couldn't be together because she had seen what he had done as Angelus. Why had she even seen that? Fuck, Buffy had fought Angelus and yet could still love him. Mentally Angel groaned. Whenever he thought about how he loved Cordelia his thoughts wound back to Buffy. Did that mean he still loved Buffy? No! He couldn't! All that time in the box the only thing that kept him sane was the mental picture of Cordelia. That meant he couldn't be hung up still on Buffy. After all this time he refused to admit he still loved Buffy. Hell she moved on! Why couldn't he? She moved on to three others. Oh, yes he found out about the fact she loves Spike. Dawn had been delighted to tell him that when he had called, a couple months back. He hung up after a couple minutes of Dawn's ranting about how cute Buffy and Spike were.
This time Angel groaned out loud. He was not supposed to be thinking about Buffy! No, he was supposed to be thinking about Cordelia's betrayal. But then again, Buffy would never have done something like that. She would not even thought his son would be a possibility to sleep with. Okay, okay maybe Buffy was trust worthier than Cordelia but that didn't mean he loved Buffy still! Hell whom was he kidding? He still loved Buffy. Always would, he guessed. He could tell a thousand different women that he loved them but he would never love them like he love Buffy. "Buffy, she'll always be the queen of my heart." Always.