Disclaimer: As I forgot to say in the last chapter: NONE OF THESE CHARACTERS ARE MINE. And now that that's cleared up..on with the story. She woke up groggily. "Rach...you're awake." She looked up to see Ross' tear streaked face looking down at her. "Ross---what happened? Why are you crying?", she asked him, confused. And then it all came back to her. She saw Monicas lifeless body again and again in her mind. "Oh Ross.." A single tear slowly slid down his cheek. "Monica?", Rachel questioned, dreading the answer. "Dead.", Ross confirmed. It was her fault. Monica had saved her. At the cost of her own life. "Oh God Ross...She jumped in front of that car to save me. It was my fault she died!" She began to sob uncontrollably. "Rachel, no one blames you. Monica jumped in front of that car because she wanted to. It was her choice." "They must all hate me. I hate me." And with that Rachel once again escaped everything into sleep.