Disclaimer: Dont own 'em. Authors Note: Not too many people reading this....I suppose I'll finish anyway..and if you DO happen to read...please REVIEW. :) Rachel couldn't forget, not even for a moment, what she had done. And even if she did, for just a second, of course she would be painfully reminded by the gaping hole in their group that Monica used to fill. No one said anything, but Rachel knew they blamed her. And of course they would. It WAS her fault. She knew she needed to get out of there. They probably all wanted her gone anyway. She had killed Ross' sister, the love of Chandlers life, and a best friend to them all. The only way all of them could move on was with her gone. So she left. She didn't even bother to take her stuff with her. All she left was a note. Guys- I'm so sorry for everything. Love, Rach