Author's note:WAZZZZZIII?!?!??! Heya people again!! this is the second part
of the four part poem thingie majingie!! And this one is from Eriol's pov!!
Hehe.. this is gonna be good…rite? …haha… oh…well…umm…so far…thank you to
Anime and Meina um well who else is there? Well I just posted up the first
part of the four part poem the same day I'm writing this so I only have two
reviews so far… so when I post this up… ill add the rest of the ppl that
reviewed…hehe…well. This one is to Kaho (Mizuki-sensei) now…I suppose I'm
boring you with this author's note? Yes…of course I am…oh by the way, I
would really appreciate it if you would so kindly review…I hope you liked
my first one…and well so far two ppl reviewed in half an hour... is that
good? Or bad? I'm not sure I kno.. I kno…I'm boring you…again… but is that
my fault? Yes…oh well.. ok so on with this!! I don't enjoy boring you with
my endless droning…did u happen to catch the little comment I made about
'HW' on my first chapter? Well… just to tell you, its been about 6 hours
after I wrote that, and I'm still not finished with da umm.'HW'…yea…ok. so
enjoy!
Disclaimer:I do not own Card Captor Sakura so I'm innocent and no I didn't tell a someone that another someone did have a cd burner…so I'm innocent …of course I am…so on with the poem!
THIS IS FROM ERIOL'S POV.
A thousand lives with you by me
Yet, you don't love me as I to you
I guess this means that we're not meant to be
I can't deny it anymore like I used to do
Will my love for you always stay
All these words to you I say
All these questions are known to you
Yet all these answers are unknown to me
Is your soaring answer yes I do
Or is your falling reply just leave me be
You have destroyed my pride, my joy, my dignity
When you lied, faked, tricked my heart
Did you think that all you need is something I can't be
Something I wasn't just from the start
If your idea of a true love is not to love you back
I'm not sure you and me were meant to be
If your idea of a true love is someone that will always lack
I'm not sure you and me will always see
Perhaps this is the way it was meant to be
Knowing that no one will ever truly love me
Knowing that no one will ever see
All this pain deep inside of me
Knowing no one will ever care
This love kept, never to share
What have you done to me
These feelings are so new to me
Love, jealousy, hate
Anger knowing my fate
Pain, tears, laughter
Wishing time would go faster
Now I'm lost
To love, this is the cost
Now I learned
That there is no such thing
As what I thought I earned
There is no such thing
The way I feel
There will never be
Such a thing called love
Not for me
Maybe for that normal guy
Who captured your heart
Those lives must make you sigh
Because with my identity, you part
Perhaps I was not created to love
But to serve, as I have always done
I have always looked way above
What may become of me if I run
Away from what I fear
Fear; nothing, nothing but you
The precious life, to me so dear
To precious to hurt
To precious to break
To precious to part
To precious to fake
But what am I to you
Am I anything of the above
Or am I nothing to you
Seeing as I am no one to love
I believe I don't need an answer to that
As I know it already, it's clear in your eyes
What you think of me
Is truly not what I want to be
But do I have a choice of whom you love?
Believe me, the choice is completely yours
Which of course will not be me, not with this curse
Of loneliness; of pain; helpless and loveless
Love?
I don't know what it is
I wont ever
Love?
I'm afraid you'll have to tell me what that is
How it is to have a true kiss
Love?
Now I know it's not for me.
Not now, not ever
Love?
Love is something not meant for me
Maybe for you or her or he
But never for me
You talk endlessly of love
And it appears as heaven
But love? For me?
Surely not for me?
Not love
Love. Where are you
Why do you hide
In the shadows for me
Where as I am blind
I cant see you,
I cant find you
I miss you
If I ever knew you
A/N : ok. That sux. But I jus wanted to post sumtin up quickly. So I jus came up wid a boring thing. Soooooorrry that took soooo oooo long it was bcuz my ff.net isn't working. Finally its working rite now. Ok. So I better post this up
Disclaimer:I do not own Card Captor Sakura so I'm innocent and no I didn't tell a someone that another someone did have a cd burner…so I'm innocent …of course I am…so on with the poem!
THIS IS FROM ERIOL'S POV.
A thousand lives with you by me
Yet, you don't love me as I to you
I guess this means that we're not meant to be
I can't deny it anymore like I used to do
Will my love for you always stay
All these words to you I say
All these questions are known to you
Yet all these answers are unknown to me
Is your soaring answer yes I do
Or is your falling reply just leave me be
You have destroyed my pride, my joy, my dignity
When you lied, faked, tricked my heart
Did you think that all you need is something I can't be
Something I wasn't just from the start
If your idea of a true love is not to love you back
I'm not sure you and me were meant to be
If your idea of a true love is someone that will always lack
I'm not sure you and me will always see
Perhaps this is the way it was meant to be
Knowing that no one will ever truly love me
Knowing that no one will ever see
All this pain deep inside of me
Knowing no one will ever care
This love kept, never to share
What have you done to me
These feelings are so new to me
Love, jealousy, hate
Anger knowing my fate
Pain, tears, laughter
Wishing time would go faster
Now I'm lost
To love, this is the cost
Now I learned
That there is no such thing
As what I thought I earned
There is no such thing
The way I feel
There will never be
Such a thing called love
Not for me
Maybe for that normal guy
Who captured your heart
Those lives must make you sigh
Because with my identity, you part
Perhaps I was not created to love
But to serve, as I have always done
I have always looked way above
What may become of me if I run
Away from what I fear
Fear; nothing, nothing but you
The precious life, to me so dear
To precious to hurt
To precious to break
To precious to part
To precious to fake
But what am I to you
Am I anything of the above
Or am I nothing to you
Seeing as I am no one to love
I believe I don't need an answer to that
As I know it already, it's clear in your eyes
What you think of me
Is truly not what I want to be
But do I have a choice of whom you love?
Believe me, the choice is completely yours
Which of course will not be me, not with this curse
Of loneliness; of pain; helpless and loveless
Love?
I don't know what it is
I wont ever
Love?
I'm afraid you'll have to tell me what that is
How it is to have a true kiss
Love?
Now I know it's not for me.
Not now, not ever
Love?
Love is something not meant for me
Maybe for you or her or he
But never for me
You talk endlessly of love
And it appears as heaven
But love? For me?
Surely not for me?
Not love
Love. Where are you
Why do you hide
In the shadows for me
Where as I am blind
I cant see you,
I cant find you
I miss you
If I ever knew you
A/N : ok. That sux. But I jus wanted to post sumtin up quickly. So I jus came up wid a boring thing. Soooooorrry that took soooo oooo long it was bcuz my ff.net isn't working. Finally its working rite now. Ok. So I better post this up