Hey guys, here's the new chapter...Some of you had said that I'm torturing Cole and Phoebe, well I'm sorry but it's not over yet...But I'll try to find an happy ending...


Phoebe woke up in the middle of the night, one year had pass since she had give birth to her babies and one year had pass since Cole left her. She sat up in her bed, it was a nightmare, again, she put her head in her hands and sighed deeply...Tomorrow will be the kids' first birthday and Cole wasn't here. Cole...All she could think about was Cole, Cole's hand, Cole's fingers, Cole's chest, Cole's kisses...She missed him so much.
The last year had been really hard for her, she was exhausted. She had to work, to take care of her babies, to fight demons and when she had some time to sleep, her nightmares were waking her up. She couldn't remember when was the last time she had sleep two hours in a row. She sighed again. She knew she wouldn't be able to go back to sleep.
She decided to get up, so she got up and sighed one more time.
'I should go in the attic and cast a sleep spell or a sleepless spell.' She thought to herself.
She yawned and walked in the babies' room. She loved to watch them while they were sleeping, they were both so cute. Tom was looking just like his father and Liz, well the little Lizzie, had said Piper, was looking just like her Mommy.
When she came in the room, she frooze, he was here, Cole was here, looking at Tom and Liz. Phoebe could smell his scent.
"Cole..." She whispered.
Cole turned back to face her.
"Oh- Phoebe... It's-It's their birthday tomorrow and I...I bought Teddy bears for them." He said. Phoebe wasn't supposed to see him here.
One whole year, it had been an eternity for Cole, even if he came every weeks during the night to see them, it was too long.
"I missed you so much." Phoebe said.
"I missed you too, you and my babies." He replied.
Phoebe closed her eyes and took a huge breath, and when she opened her eyes, Cole was standing right in front of her, he was close to her, she could felt the warmth of his body. He kissed her forehead and she shivered.
Cole noticed that she was wearing his shirt and his boxers.
"Nice Pj's, but I think you're cold." He said. He pulled away his jacket and put it on Phoebe's shoulders.
"Thanks." Phoebe whispered.
"Maybe we can go in your room and talk a little if you want." He proposed.
Phoebe nodded and they walked in her room.
Cole looked down and said: "I'm so sorry I left you at the hospital."
Phoebe looked at him and saw tears in his eyes.
"It's okay Cole, I understand why you did it, and now our baby girl is fine and you cannot imagine how much I'm grateful that you saved her." She replied.
Cole hugged her tightly and said: "I love you Phoebe, I always did and I will always love you, no matter how far I am.."
God, it was so good to be in his arms again, Phoebe had almost forget this feeling, the feeling of his body against hers.
"Kiss me." She whispered.
Cole didn't wait for her to ask again, he kissed her passionately and she kissed him back. She was running her hands all over his chest. She started to unbutton his shirt but he stopped her.
"Phoebe, I love you and it's not that I don't want to make love with you right now, because I deadly want it, but I won't be here tomorrow morning, and if we make love, I want to be able to be next to you when you wake up in the morning, I don't want to make love to you and to leave after an hour, do you understand?" He explained.
Phoebe nodded and Cole said: "You're more to me than someone with who I have sex and leave just after."
He wondered why he said that, for a second, he thought he was crazy, he wanted her so much, but he knew it wasn't right.
"Maybe you can let me pull away your clothes and then you will hold me in your arms like you used to do before." She said.
'I won't be here tomorrow morning.' Phoebe thought at was Cole said. She wanted him to stay with her forever, she had pray every nights for Cole to come back for real.
"You wasn't supposed to see me in the babies' room." Cole said as Phoebe was unbuttoning his shirt.
"I had a nightmare, that's why I woke up." She replied as she felt Cole's hands brushing her hair.
"You look tired." He said.
"Yeah, I know, I've been overworked this year." She answered.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here to help you." Cole sadly said, kissing her forehead.
She pulled away his shirt and ran her hands on his chest and on his strong arms and she noticed that he had a lot of scars.
"Where do all those scars come from Cole?" She asked.
"I had to fight to stay alive." He replied.
"I'm so sorry." She said.
"It's okay, my love for you and our babies was helping to fight. Everytime I was fighting, I was thinking about the day when I could live with you again and it was keeping me alive." He said before kissing her on the lips.
He took her in his arms and carried her to the bed. She laid down and he covered her with the blanket. Then he pulled away his pants and laid down next to her and held her in his arms, like good old times.
Even if Phoebe knew he won't be here tomorrow, she was happy, happy to feel his love for her, she was happy to know that nothing had changed between them and as usual, she felt good in his arms.
Cole kissed her shoulder and whispered: "Sleep well baby."
Phoebe felt asleep and she slept until the morning...in a row...



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