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Next Morning, Phoebe woke up, hoping desperately that Cole was here by her side, holding her in his arms. She didn't move, she didn't open her eyes because she was scared that if she did so, the dream will be over. The dream of Cole kissing her and holding her all night long. She suddenly realized that she was cold, which meant that Cole wasn't here, she couldn't feel the warmth of his body.
'Oh no...' She thought.
She opened her eyes and looked around, Cole wasn't here...
'So it was just a dream...' She thought to herself as she sighed. Yeah, it was just a dream but the most wonderful dream she ever had and now that she woke up, her life was a nightmare.
'A real nightmare.' She thought again.
"How can you say that Phoebe?" She said out loud. No, it wasn't a nightmare, her life wasn't a nightmare at all, she had two wonderful babies that she loved a lot and Paige and Piper were helping a lot and Phoebe loved them, just like Leo and the little Will. Her life was hard without Cole, but it was not a nightmare.
She closed her eyes again and thought about Cole, she could stay in her bed for a while since the babies hadn't woke up yet. She thought about the day when she found Cole's letter at the hospital...
***FLASHBACK***
Phoebe woke up in the morning, she looked at her baby boy who was sleeping peacefully. She smiled, he was really cute, just like his Daddy. Daddy?
'Where's Cole?' She thought.
She looked around in the room but he wasn't here.
'He's probably with Lizzie.'
She looked at the nightstand and found Cole's letter. She took it and started to read. As she was reading, tears were streaming on her face...Cole had left her...again.
"Morning guys." Piper said with a huge smile as she came in the room, but when she saw her baby sister crying, her smile faded away.
She walked next to her and asked: "What wrong Pheebs?"
"Cole...He...He left me." Phoebe whispered.
"What?" Piper said.
Phoebe show her the letter and Piper quickly read it. Once she had finished to read, Piper hugged her sister tightly.
"I'm so sorry." She said as she kissed her on the forehead.
Phoebe nodded and said: "Liz, I need to see Liz."
She got up and walked in the nursery and she saw her baby girl smiling.
Piper was behind Phoebe, holding Tom in her arms and when she saw her niece and she said: "She's beautiful Pheebs."
Both of the girls had tears in their eyes. Phoebe took her daughter in her arms and kissed her forehead.
"I love you baby." She whispered.
"See, Cole didn't left for nothing, he saved your baby girl, he knew what he had to do." Piper said.
Phoebe nodded and Piper brushed her hair...
***END OF FLASHBACK***
Phoebe sighed again, Piper was right, Cole left because he wanted to saved Liz, because he loved his little girl. Cole was propably as sad as her, maybe more since Phoebe could see the kids everyday, she saw them growing up and Cole didn't.
She remembered that it was the kids' birthday today, she was sure Paige and Piper had plan a huge party at P3 or something, even if they didn't tell anything to Phoebe about it.
Phoebe's biggest wish for today was to fell asleep again and to do the same dream that she had last night, with Cole.
She heard the babies babbling, she knew it was time for her to get up. She sat up on her bed and saw someone close to the door.
"Morning baby." She heard.
She recognized this voice, it was Cole.
"Cole..." She said. She couldn't believe it.
"It wasn't a..." She said.
"A dream, no honey, I'm here." He replied.
He walked next to her and she saw that he had Tom and Liz in his arms, she also saw that he was stripped to the waist, only wearing his boxer. She smiled, it wasn't a dream.
"Did you hold me in your arms last night?" She asked, to be sure that she wasn't dreaming.
"Yeah, I did it, and your really beautiful this morning." He said with a smile. He put the kids gently on the bed and kisses Phoebe passionately.
"You weren't supposed to be here this morning." She said.
"When I woke up, I watched you sleep for a while and then I got up and walked in the babies' room and I realized that I couldn't go, it's too hard to leave you again." He explained.
"I wanted to stay with you and our babies today, for their birthday." He added.
Phoebe said: "I'm glad you didn't leave."
Cole nodded and said: "But I will have to."
Phoebe nodded as well and said: "I know, but I want to enjoy our day together, with our babies."
They both lay down on the bad and their kids were between them.
"I talked with Liz and Tom and they agree with me to go out to have a lunch in a restaurant and then they said they wanted to go to the park with Mommy and Daddy." Cole said.
"Wow, they talked to you a lot, the only things they say to me are 'ba bu voo da' or things like that." Phoebe said.
"Well, I talk baby talk very well you know." Cole replied.
They both smiled and Cole said: "Well, these ideas weren't really coming from them but I really went to spend some time with you and my babies before I go."
Phoebe nodded.
They stood quite for a while and Cole asked: "Why is Liz staring at me?"
Phoebe looked at him and said: "Maybe she wants to know who you are or maybe she already knows who you are."
"Does it bother you if I take her in my arms?" Cole asked.
"Cole, they are your babies too, I'm sure they'll be happy to be with you, and I love to see you with them." Phoebe said.
Cole took Liz in his arms and made her laid down on his chest. He kissed her on the top of the head and looked at Phoebe and asked: "Is she okay?"
Phoebe nodded and smiled. Cole put his arms around the little girl and closed his eyes. It was so good to be with them again, to be able to kiss them and to hold them.
"She's falling asleep." Phoebe said.
"Looks like someone is just like her Mommy." Cole said.
"Being in your arms is the best place to be for us." Phoebe said with a smile.
Cole smiled back at her.
Tom started to cry. It scared Cole, he didn't want his baby boy to cry, he didn't like it.
"What's wrong with him?" He asked with concern.
"Nothing, sometimes babies just need to be in someone's arms." Phoebe replied.
She took her son in her arms and said to him: "It's okay baby, Mommy is here."
Cole was amazed to see her like this, she was more then a very good Mom, she was awesome with her kids.
"Shhh it's okay baby." She repeated.
Tom stopped to cry.
"Wow." Cole said. "You're amazing."
"Well, I had time to learn how they react in one year." She said.
Cole looked down. The problem was that he was their father and he didn't know how they react.
Phoebe ran her hand in his hair and said: "It's okay Cole."
"No it's not, you know everything about them, you know what they like to eat or to drink, you know why they cry, you know their smiles when they wake up in the morning, you know how to raise them...and...I missed all these things..." Cole said with tears in his eyes.
"Honey, I know it's hard for you, and I'm really sorry you missed all these things because all I wish is that you could be here to share them with me, but you saved Lizzie and you're protecting our family and maybe it worth to miss these things if we are all safe." Phoebe explained.
Cole nodded. Liz babbled and she was playing with her fingers on Cole's chest. Cole smiled when he heard her babbling.
"See, Liz loves you, she feels safe with you, we all feel safe with you." Phoebe said.
"I love you guys." He replied.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!" Piper and Paige shouted as they entered the room.
Phoebe and Cole both smiled but Liz started to cry, she had been scared when Paige and Piper came into the room.
Cole said: "It's okay baby, it's just Paige and Piper, you don't have to be scared, shhh."
Liz stopped to cry and Phoebe looks at him and said: "See, you did it, she's not crying anymore."
Cole smiled.
Paige and Piper were staring at them.
Paige said to Piper: "Cole and Phoebe in the same bed, do you know what it means?"
Piper nodded and smiled.
"Paige, Piper." Cole greeted them.
"Hi!" They both answered.
"Hey girls." Pheebs said.
They both walked next to the bed and Piper said: "We wanted to say happy birthday to our babies."
Cole smiled as Piper and Paige kissed Tom and Liz.
"So...Cole...you're back." Paige asked.
He said: "Just for the kids' birthday, I unfortunately will have to go tonight."
Paige nodded and said: "Welcome back anyway."
"Thanks." Cole said.
"Well, it's time to leave you alone, I think you guys have a lot of things to say to each others." Piper said.
She walked out of the room and she called: "Paige."
"Oh, yeah." Paige smiled at them and walked out of the room and closed the door.
Cole sat up on the bed and put Liz next to him. He looked at Phoebe and kissed her passionately as Tom and Liz babbled.
I hope you liked this chapter, maybe some of you want to know my name, well it's Julie, I know it didn't mentioned it in my profile, anyway, you can review this chapter or email me if you have any questions, I'll answer to all the emails...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO EVERYONE.
Next Morning, Phoebe woke up, hoping desperately that Cole was here by her side, holding her in his arms. She didn't move, she didn't open her eyes because she was scared that if she did so, the dream will be over. The dream of Cole kissing her and holding her all night long. She suddenly realized that she was cold, which meant that Cole wasn't here, she couldn't feel the warmth of his body.
'Oh no...' She thought.
She opened her eyes and looked around, Cole wasn't here...
'So it was just a dream...' She thought to herself as she sighed. Yeah, it was just a dream but the most wonderful dream she ever had and now that she woke up, her life was a nightmare.
'A real nightmare.' She thought again.
"How can you say that Phoebe?" She said out loud. No, it wasn't a nightmare, her life wasn't a nightmare at all, she had two wonderful babies that she loved a lot and Paige and Piper were helping a lot and Phoebe loved them, just like Leo and the little Will. Her life was hard without Cole, but it was not a nightmare.
She closed her eyes again and thought about Cole, she could stay in her bed for a while since the babies hadn't woke up yet. She thought about the day when she found Cole's letter at the hospital...
***FLASHBACK***
Phoebe woke up in the morning, she looked at her baby boy who was sleeping peacefully. She smiled, he was really cute, just like his Daddy. Daddy?
'Where's Cole?' She thought.
She looked around in the room but he wasn't here.
'He's probably with Lizzie.'
She looked at the nightstand and found Cole's letter. She took it and started to read. As she was reading, tears were streaming on her face...Cole had left her...again.
"Morning guys." Piper said with a huge smile as she came in the room, but when she saw her baby sister crying, her smile faded away.
She walked next to her and asked: "What wrong Pheebs?"
"Cole...He...He left me." Phoebe whispered.
"What?" Piper said.
Phoebe show her the letter and Piper quickly read it. Once she had finished to read, Piper hugged her sister tightly.
"I'm so sorry." She said as she kissed her on the forehead.
Phoebe nodded and said: "Liz, I need to see Liz."
She got up and walked in the nursery and she saw her baby girl smiling.
Piper was behind Phoebe, holding Tom in her arms and when she saw her niece and she said: "She's beautiful Pheebs."
Both of the girls had tears in their eyes. Phoebe took her daughter in her arms and kissed her forehead.
"I love you baby." She whispered.
"See, Cole didn't left for nothing, he saved your baby girl, he knew what he had to do." Piper said.
Phoebe nodded and Piper brushed her hair...
***END OF FLASHBACK***
Phoebe sighed again, Piper was right, Cole left because he wanted to saved Liz, because he loved his little girl. Cole was propably as sad as her, maybe more since Phoebe could see the kids everyday, she saw them growing up and Cole didn't.
She remembered that it was the kids' birthday today, she was sure Paige and Piper had plan a huge party at P3 or something, even if they didn't tell anything to Phoebe about it.
Phoebe's biggest wish for today was to fell asleep again and to do the same dream that she had last night, with Cole.
She heard the babies babbling, she knew it was time for her to get up. She sat up on her bed and saw someone close to the door.
"Morning baby." She heard.
She recognized this voice, it was Cole.
"Cole..." She said. She couldn't believe it.
"It wasn't a..." She said.
"A dream, no honey, I'm here." He replied.
He walked next to her and she saw that he had Tom and Liz in his arms, she also saw that he was stripped to the waist, only wearing his boxer. She smiled, it wasn't a dream.
"Did you hold me in your arms last night?" She asked, to be sure that she wasn't dreaming.
"Yeah, I did it, and your really beautiful this morning." He said with a smile. He put the kids gently on the bed and kisses Phoebe passionately.
"You weren't supposed to be here this morning." She said.
"When I woke up, I watched you sleep for a while and then I got up and walked in the babies' room and I realized that I couldn't go, it's too hard to leave you again." He explained.
"I wanted to stay with you and our babies today, for their birthday." He added.
Phoebe said: "I'm glad you didn't leave."
Cole nodded and said: "But I will have to."
Phoebe nodded as well and said: "I know, but I want to enjoy our day together, with our babies."
They both lay down on the bad and their kids were between them.
"I talked with Liz and Tom and they agree with me to go out to have a lunch in a restaurant and then they said they wanted to go to the park with Mommy and Daddy." Cole said.
"Wow, they talked to you a lot, the only things they say to me are 'ba bu voo da' or things like that." Phoebe said.
"Well, I talk baby talk very well you know." Cole replied.
They both smiled and Cole said: "Well, these ideas weren't really coming from them but I really went to spend some time with you and my babies before I go."
Phoebe nodded.
They stood quite for a while and Cole asked: "Why is Liz staring at me?"
Phoebe looked at him and said: "Maybe she wants to know who you are or maybe she already knows who you are."
"Does it bother you if I take her in my arms?" Cole asked.
"Cole, they are your babies too, I'm sure they'll be happy to be with you, and I love to see you with them." Phoebe said.
Cole took Liz in his arms and made her laid down on his chest. He kissed her on the top of the head and looked at Phoebe and asked: "Is she okay?"
Phoebe nodded and smiled. Cole put his arms around the little girl and closed his eyes. It was so good to be with them again, to be able to kiss them and to hold them.
"She's falling asleep." Phoebe said.
"Looks like someone is just like her Mommy." Cole said.
"Being in your arms is the best place to be for us." Phoebe said with a smile.
Cole smiled back at her.
Tom started to cry. It scared Cole, he didn't want his baby boy to cry, he didn't like it.
"What's wrong with him?" He asked with concern.
"Nothing, sometimes babies just need to be in someone's arms." Phoebe replied.
She took her son in her arms and said to him: "It's okay baby, Mommy is here."
Cole was amazed to see her like this, she was more then a very good Mom, she was awesome with her kids.
"Shhh it's okay baby." She repeated.
Tom stopped to cry.
"Wow." Cole said. "You're amazing."
"Well, I had time to learn how they react in one year." She said.
Cole looked down. The problem was that he was their father and he didn't know how they react.
Phoebe ran her hand in his hair and said: "It's okay Cole."
"No it's not, you know everything about them, you know what they like to eat or to drink, you know why they cry, you know their smiles when they wake up in the morning, you know how to raise them...and...I missed all these things..." Cole said with tears in his eyes.
"Honey, I know it's hard for you, and I'm really sorry you missed all these things because all I wish is that you could be here to share them with me, but you saved Lizzie and you're protecting our family and maybe it worth to miss these things if we are all safe." Phoebe explained.
Cole nodded. Liz babbled and she was playing with her fingers on Cole's chest. Cole smiled when he heard her babbling.
"See, Liz loves you, she feels safe with you, we all feel safe with you." Phoebe said.
"I love you guys." He replied.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!" Piper and Paige shouted as they entered the room.
Phoebe and Cole both smiled but Liz started to cry, she had been scared when Paige and Piper came into the room.
Cole said: "It's okay baby, it's just Paige and Piper, you don't have to be scared, shhh."
Liz stopped to cry and Phoebe looks at him and said: "See, you did it, she's not crying anymore."
Cole smiled.
Paige and Piper were staring at them.
Paige said to Piper: "Cole and Phoebe in the same bed, do you know what it means?"
Piper nodded and smiled.
"Paige, Piper." Cole greeted them.
"Hi!" They both answered.
"Hey girls." Pheebs said.
They both walked next to the bed and Piper said: "We wanted to say happy birthday to our babies."
Cole smiled as Piper and Paige kissed Tom and Liz.
"So...Cole...you're back." Paige asked.
He said: "Just for the kids' birthday, I unfortunately will have to go tonight."
Paige nodded and said: "Welcome back anyway."
"Thanks." Cole said.
"Well, it's time to leave you alone, I think you guys have a lot of things to say to each others." Piper said.
She walked out of the room and she called: "Paige."
"Oh, yeah." Paige smiled at them and walked out of the room and closed the door.
Cole sat up on the bed and put Liz next to him. He looked at Phoebe and kissed her passionately as Tom and Liz babbled.
I hope you liked this chapter, maybe some of you want to know my name, well it's Julie, I know it didn't mentioned it in my profile, anyway, you can review this chapter or email me if you have any questions, I'll answer to all the emails...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO EVERYONE.