Hey everyone...Here's the last chapter of this story...I have to say that I'm pretty sad to put an end at it...I mean, it was my first fanfic and I loved to write it... But...hopefully, I'm already working on the sequel...I can't tell you more...Please read the last chapter and review... THANKS THANKS THANKS...
Please, also read my explanations about chapter 18 after reading this last chapter...
Here we go...*snif*
LAST CHAPTER, CHAPTER 19
Phoebe wiped away her tears and get dressed. Cole was waiting for her in the hallway, he was lost, he didn't know what to do. Did Phoebe want him to hug her and hold her in his arms or did she want him to leave her alone? God, it was so hard. He wanted to cry because he was feeling bad for her, he wanted to take all her pain away so that she could feel good and safe, but he knew there was nothing he could do about it. He looked down.
When she went out of the bathroom, he looked at her and he said: "Hey baby."
He walked close to her, he was about to touch her, to put his arms around her but he didn't, maybe it wasn't what she wanted, maybe she didn't wanted a man to touch her.
Phoebe was looking down, she couldn't look into his eyes, it was too hard, she was feeling so dirty, so awful in front of him, she wanted to throw up, she was feeling really bad.
"Do you want to come with me? I have something to show you." He asked. Phoebe could heard all his sadness in his voice.
She nodded slightly.
Piper, Leo and Paige were on the hallway, looking at them. They didn't know what to say but they were all feeling sorry for Phoebe.
Cole looked at Paige and said: "Can...can you watch the kids? Please."
Paige nodded and Cole took Phoebe's hand in his. He looked at her and she was still looking down, but she didn't pulled her hand away from his. Cole squeezed her hand gently and caress her with his thumb, he wanted her to know that he wasn't going to hurt her, that she was safe with him, she didn't have to worry.
They both walked downstairs, without saying anything. Cole led Phoebe towards the front door and opened it. They walked down the stairs and crossed the road. They stopped in front of the house which was just front of the manor. It was a beautiful little white house.
"I...uh...it was for sale, and...uh...I wanted it to be a surprise, I bought the house for you and the kids, I wanted to change some things before showing it to you...but...uh...I understand that you don't want to stay at the manor after what happened, that's why...uh...it's not like I wanted it to be...I-I mean...it's not perfect, but I, I-I hope you'll like it because I would like to live here with you and with Tommy and Lizzy...If you agree, of course." Cole said. He had trouble to catch on his words but tried to do his best.
Phoebe just nodded in answer. Cole took the key and opened the door and they stepped in.
"There is 4 room, one for you and me, one for Liz and Tom and when they'll be older they'll have their own room and we will have a guest room too." Cole explained.
"There is also a kitchen, a living room and two bathrooms." He added.
He didn't know what Phoebe was thinking about it, he didn't know if she liked it, there were not emotions readable on her face.
Of course the house was empty but Cole used his powers and added all the furnitures they could need, including a fireplace. He tried to make it like Phoebe would like it to be.
He noticed that he was still caressing her hand with his thumb.
He looked at her and asked: "Do you like it?"
She nodded. Not the kind of answer he was waiting for...
"You don't like it. I knew it, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry, we...we better go." He said.
"No." She whispered.
He looked at her and let her hand go.
He moved closer to her. He really wanted to hold her in his arms, but he didn't dare to touch her.
He finally made the first step. He slowly put his hands on her cheeks and kissed her forehead. He did all those things very slowly, he didn't want to scared her. He pressed his forehead against hers and brushed her hair with his fingers.
He closed his eyes and whispered: "I want you to feel as good as possible, tell me what you want and I'll do it, all you have to do is to ask, I'll do everything for you." He voice was trembling, he was at the verge of tears.
"The house...It's...it's beautiful." She whispered.
Cole opened his eyes when he heard her talking. He was feeling a little better.
"Okay." He simply replied.
He kissed her forehead again and said: "I'm going to bring the kids here, with some of the things they need and we'll spend our first night here, in our house."
Phoebe nodded. She was still feeling bad but, being next to Cole what helping her to feel a little better and she liked to house.
"You should sit down on the couch, I'll be right back." He said.
She nodded again and sat down on the couch. Cole used his powers and lighted up the fireplace, maybe it could help her to feel better. Then he remember that he had to do something about to bruises on her belly. First he was going to take the kids here with their Mommy and then he'll spend the rest of the night, the rest of her life, taking care about Phoebe.
He didn't realized that time had spend that fast, it was almost dinner time.
He shimmered out and some minutes later he shimmered back in with the kids in his arms. He walked towards the couch and sat down next to Phoebe. Liz stretched her hands towards her Mommy.
"Do you want to take her in yours arms?" Cole gently asked to Phoebe.
She nodded and Cole handed her her little girl.
Liz burried her face on her mother's neck and said: "Mama."
"Yeah baby." Phoebe whispered as she kissed her on the top of the head.
Phoebe closed her eyes and Cole saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. It broke his heart.
It was a little bit odd but it looked like Liz was understanding that something was wrong with her Mommy and that she was trying to confort her.
Cole watched Phoebe silently crying while she was holding her daughter in her arms. He felt like if was going to cry again but he didn't want to, he had to stay strong for Phoebe.
A moment later, Cole and Phoebe were in the kitchen with the kids, Cole was cooking for the dinner. Phoebe was sitting on a chair, Liz was still in her arms. The silence which was surrounding them was heavy but Cole didn't want to forced Phoebe to talk if she wasn't feeling like talking to him. They ate their dinner in the same silence.
Once they finished to eat Cole said: "You can go in the bathroom to get changed into your Pj's, I'll take care of the babies and put them in their bed and then I'll clean the kitchen."
Phoebe nodded. She got up and handed Liz to him. Cole took his baby girl in his arms and Phoebe walked in the bathroom.
Cole got up as well and walked in the kids' room. He changed them into their Pj's and kissed them good night.
He gave to Tom his Teddy bear and said: "Mommy is going to kiss you good night baby."
He kissed Liz on the cheek and said: "You too my love."
Phoebe walked in the room. She was wearing her usual Pj's, one of Cole's boxer and one of his shirt. Cole looked at her and smiled at her, she smiled back, it was a small smile but it was heaven for Cole.
While Phoebe was kissing the kids good night, Cole was cleaning the kitchen.
Phoebe was now lying in the king side bed, she was a little bit cold. Cole walked in the room as well and knelt down next to the bed.
He brushed her hair and whispered: "You know, I saw the bruises on your belly when you were in the shower, I'm going to call Leo so that he'll heal you. Okay?"
Phoebe nodded as she was used to do since this horrible thing happened to her.
"Leo." Cole said.
Leo immediately orbed in.
Cole slowly pulled up Phoebe's shirt a little. He looked away when he saw her belly full of bruises. It was killing him to see her hurt like this. It was probably hurting her like hell but she didn't say anything.
"Heal her please." Cole said to Leo.
Leo nodded. He knew he was breaking the rules because it wasn't a demon who did that to Phoebe, but he didn't care, he wanted to heal her. He knew that the Elders were going to be mad at him but it wasn't a matter at all.
Leo finished to heal her and kissed her on the forehead.
"Rest a lot Phoebe, Paige and Piper tell you good night, we love you." He added.
Phoebe nodded and whispered: "Thanks."
Leo orbed out and Cole pulled Phoebe's shirt down and pulled the covers on her.
He kissed her forehead and whispered: "Sleep well my love."
Phoebe closed her eyes and Cole walked out of the room.
He wanted to sleep by her side, but as she didn't asked him to stay with her, he thought that she didn't want him to sleep next to her, maybe she wanted to stay alone.
He let the door room half opened and laid down on the couch. It was cold in the living room, he didn't have a blanket or a pillow but he didn't care at all, he didn't wanted to sleep, he knew he won't be able to find the sleep until Phoebe gets better.
During the night, Phoebe woke up, because of a nightmare. She was crying, the nightmare had been about what Brad did to her and she couldn't stand it and it was understandable, images of what he did to her was running in her mind.
She got up and walked in the living room, she wanted to be in Cole's arms, she knew it was the better place for her to be, she had always felt safe in his arms.
She slowly and silently walked next to him, and without saying anything, she slidded on the couch next to him and rest her forehead on his chest. She thought he was asleep. She noticed that he was wearing a shirt, he never did that before, he always liked to sleep stripped to the waist.
She jumped slightly as he kissed the top of her head and wrapped his arms around her, around her shoulders, Cole was almost sure that she wasn't ready to be touched somewhere else and he was easily understanding that, that's why he tried to avoid to touch her body with his. He noticed that she was shaking, she was propably cold. He shimmered them into their bed and pulled the blanket on her.
"Shhh." He whispered, she was still crying.
"It's okay." He said, trying to confort her the best he can.
After some minutes, she finally stopped crying.
"I...I don't know if I'll... if I'll be albe to have se..." She couldn't finished her sentence, Cole cut her off and said: "Make love." He knew exactly what she wanted to say.
She nodded and said: "Make love with you... now."
He kissed her forehead and said: "Listen baby, I don't know exactly how you feel inside, but I know that you feel bad."
He brushed her hair and said: "We'll take as much time as you want, I'll kiss you only when you'll ask me to kiss you, I'll touch you when you'll be ready, I won't push you to do something that you don't want to do if you're not ready. I'll be patient, I'll wait for you and when you'll be ready, we'll make it, slowly, with love and passion, we'll take our time and if there's something wrong, I'll immediately stop if you ask me to stop."
He kissed her forehead again and said: "I love you and I'll wait for you to be ready, don't worry about me, just think about yourself."
She nodded, closed her eyes and she whispered: "Thank you."
He didn't replied to her, he just tightened his embrace around her so that she could feel that he was here and that she was safe with him, that he was protecting her.
"I won't let someboby hurt you anymore." He added.
This time it was her turn not to replied, she just felt asleep in his arms. She felt good there, with his arms wrapped around her.
When Phoebe woke up in the morning, Cole wasn't here. She thought for a second that he was gone to kill those two demons who knew that he had a family. But it couldn't be that, she knew he would never leave her alone, not after what happened.
"Cole?" She softly called.
He walked in their room and said: "Hey baby, I thought you'll wake up later, I was cooking for breakfast."
"Don't leave me alone...Please" She whispered.
He walked next to her and laid down by her side.
"Let's restart everything from the begining." He said.
He wrapped his arms around her and said: "Good morning my love. You're beautiful this morning."
He kissed her cheek she asked: "Did you kill him?"
Even if she didn't say his name, Cole knew who she was talking about.
He nodded and said: "Yes, you don't have to worry, he will never come back."
She nodded slightly and sigh with relief.
Cole added: "I also killed the demons, now I'm going to stay with you forever."
They heard Liz babbling in her bed. Cole smiled when he heard her calling her Mommy.
Phoebe got up but Cole stopped her and said: "Stay here, I want you to rest."
He got up and walked in the kids' room.
Liz gave him a huge smile and said: "Dada."
Cole smiled back at her and said: "Hey baby, please don't wake up your brother."
Liz laughed and Cole took her in his arms and walked in his room.
He gently put her on the bed and she crawled towards Phoebe. Cole smiled and Phoebe smiled as well.
She was smiling... She was smiling at her baby girl, God she had a wonderful smile and Cole has missed it so much. Maybe she was feeling a little better after all. Cole prayed for it to be true.
Phoebe kissed her baby girl and Liz babbled as loud as she could.
He laid back next to them and Liz crawled next to him and she climbed on his chest.
"What are you doing baby?" Cole asked to her.
She was so beautiful, Cole loved to see her smiling and as Liz's smile was making Phoebe smiling as well, everything was perfect.
Liz finally calmed down and she was now fully resting on Cole's chest, playing with her fingers.
The little girl looked at her mother and said: "Mama."
Phoebe smiled and Cole said: "I guess she wants you to rest on my chest as well."
She came closer to Cole and rested her head on his shoulder. She pulled the covers on her and on Liz, she didn't want her little girl to get cold of something. Cole wrapped his arms around Phoebe and rested his other hand on Liz's back. Phoebe looked at him and put her hand around her little girl as well.
The three of them stood there for a while. It's was 8am, a little too early for Liz, she normaly woke up around 10 or 11 am.
After a moment, Phoebe looked at Cole and whispered: "Lizzy felt asleep."
Cole smiled and whispered: "I knew it was too early for her. She's a real sleepy head."
They smiled at each others and Cole whispered: "I'm going to put her back in her bed, she'll be better there."
Phoebe whispered: "The better place to be is in your arms, you know, we all feel good in your arms."
Cole smiled and whispered: "I'll be right back."
He got up and walked in the babies' room and put Liz back in her bed.
When he came back in the room, Phoebe was laying on her side, her back turned on him.
Now Cole wanted to take care of Phoebe until Tom or Liz woke up again.
He laid down behind her and kissed her shoulder.
"Do you want me to hold you?" He asked.
He still didn't know how to act with her, he normaly would have come on top of her to kiss her passionately and maybe make love to her, but things were different here, really different, he had to be patient with her, he wanted her to trust him again, even if he wasn't the one who hurt her.
Phoebe nodded. She knew Cole wanted her to feel as good as possible, it was very sweet of him, after Brad raped her, she thought that Cole will break up with her, but he didn't, he was here, with her, in their house and she so glad that he wasn't mad at her.
Cole wrapped his arms around her and Phoebe closed her eyes.
"You ok?" He asked.
She nodded and put her hand on top of his hand and slowly made it slide on her belly, on her shirt. Cole felt her body tighten under his touch, she was scared, he could feel it.
He remember the bruises on her belly that Brad did to her, that was why she was scared because she was scared that it might hurt again. She was scared but in the same time she knew that Cole will never hurt her. All she had to do was to relax.
Still holding his hand, Phoebe made it slide under her shirt and rest on her belly button. Cole didn't move his hand, not before she asked him.
Her breathing was shorter, Cole didn't like it, she wasn't ready.
"We can stop if you want." He said gently.
"No, no, I'm okay." She said without opening her eyes.
She tried to relax and said: "I know you won't hurt me."
"Okay." Cole replied.
He slowly started to caress her tummy with his thumb. Her skin was so soft, he liked it.
While he was doing it, he whispered: "Everything is okay, I'm here."
After few stokes, she finally let her hand go from his, letting him do what he wanted to do.
He felt her relaxing in his arms, he was glad that she was okay. He started to move all his fingers on her belly, caressing her tenderly.
He was still whispering some words to her, to make her feel better, words like: "I love you." , "You're beautiful." , "Just relax." or "You don't have to be scared."
After some minutes, she felt asleep again, she was probably tired, Cole continued to carress her and watch her sleeping.
Phoebe woke up an hour later. She realized that Cole was still caressing her, it was a good feeling, she was feeling better each time he was next to her.
She laid down on her back and Cole was laying on his side, without pulling his hand away from her belly. His head was resting on his hand while he was looking at her.
He kissed her forehead and looked deep into her eyes and he asked: "Do I make you feel a little better?"
She nodded and asked: "Can you...kiss me?"
"You sure?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "Gently, please." Cole nodded in answer.
He put his hand on her cheeks and stroked it slowly with his thumb.
He looked in her eyes and said: "Tell me if you want me to stop."
She nodded and he gave her a small kiss on the lips.
He looked in her eyes again. She blinked to let him know that he could go on. He kissed her again, longer this time. He stopped and looked at her once again, her eyes were closed.
"Should I go on?" He asked in a whisper.
She nodded without opening her eyes.
He kissed her again, parting her lips with his. He deepened the kiss and slowly slipped his tongue on her mouth, exploring it slowly. He gave her all he could to give her in this kiss, all his love for her, all his passion. He was kissing her like if it was the first time, trying to make it as enjoyable as possible for her.
He pulled away from her and they both opened their eyes.
"Was it good?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "I...I love you."
"I love you too." He said to her before kissing her on the lips again.
She ran her hands on his chest, through the material of the shirt he was wearing. She slid her hands under it and caressed his bare chest with her hands.
"Do you want me to take it away?" He asked.
She nodded and Cole took his shirt away and throw it on the floor. Phoebe curled up against his chest where she knew she will feel safe and warmth.
Cole wrapped his arms around her as she rest her forehead against his chest.
Now everything was okay, she was feeling good, all her worries went away, she wasn't scared anymore.
The only things that she was feeling was love, peace, warmth, calm and serenity.
Two weeks has passed since Phoebe got hurt by Brad. But now, she was feeling good.
She was happy with Cole and the kids, she went back to work, and Cole was working as well, he was an ADA, again. He, somehow, liked this job.
Phoebe was now feeling okay, and Cole helped a lot. He has been very nice and very patient with her. She had learnt to trust the men again, and let Cole make love to her.
This morning, Phoebe was the first to wake up. Cole was sound asleep next to her, with his arms wrapped around her as he used to do.
She shake him gently and said: "Cole, wake up honey."
Cole moaned and said: "Baby, it's Saturday, we don't have to go to work."
"I have to tell you something." She insisted.
Cole opened his eyes and said: "What's wrong?"
He was a little bit worried, maybe she had a nightmare.
"I want to have a baby." She said with a huge smile on her face.
Cole looked shocked, he said: "I thought we already had 2 little babies in the room just there."
"Yeah, I know, but listen, I thought about it last night and I really want to have another baby with you...if you want to, of course." She explained.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "What do you think about it?"
He gave her a huge smile and ran his hands on her belly and he said: "I just hope we're not going to have twins again, because 4 babies is a lot of job."
They both smiled and Phoebe asked: "What are you waiting to start your job Daddy?"
Cole raised an eyebrow and said: "You won't have to ask twice."
They both laughed and Cole pulled the covers on top of their head and they start kissing...
Everything was perfect, they were finally happy, after all the things they went through...
Belthazor...
Prue's lost...
Liz's coma...
The fights againts the demons to keep their secret safe...
Brad...
Everything was now far away from them... They were a family, a family which was about to grow up again with a new baby...
Now they were sure that nobody could stop them to be happy...
They knew they'll be happy together until the rest of their lifes...
THE END...
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Now, I'd like to explain some stuffs about the last chapter and the rape thing...I know it was hard to do this to Phoebe, I mean, she didn't deserve it, but you guys have to understand (at least try to understand) that I needed something to separe them (Cole and Phoebe), to make them go through something really hard so that, in this last chapter, they will be even more close, happy and together... I wanted their link to be stronger after what happened to Phoebe...
I don't know if I'm going to rewrite chapter 18... Tell me what you think about it after having read this one, then maybe you'll see what I meant about having our favorite couple's link stronger...
I would like to thank all the people who reviewed this story...Ema, Beba Turner-Halliwell, Chloe Turner, ChArMeD-101, LyssieGirl, Cheryl, Willow, Lozza, Shona, lk8cp8lk, Samantha, countertiger-x...
Maybe I forget one of you guys but I want you to know that I liked all your reviews and I wanted to thank you for having reading this story, for giving my more than 100 reviews...
When I wrote the first chapter I thought that nobody will read it... And now I'm here because of you guys...THANKS A LOT TO ALL OF YOU...
One more thing, it sucks sooooooo much that Julian is going to leave the show, Phoebe and him are meant to be together... Unfortunately, the Charmed writers have forgotten to think about us when they broke this wonderful couple...
COLE AND PHOEBE 4 EVER!!!!!!!!
Now you can all read "Where's my son?" my other fanfic!!!!! LOL
Please, also read my explanations about chapter 18 after reading this last chapter...
Here we go...*snif*
LAST CHAPTER, CHAPTER 19
Phoebe wiped away her tears and get dressed. Cole was waiting for her in the hallway, he was lost, he didn't know what to do. Did Phoebe want him to hug her and hold her in his arms or did she want him to leave her alone? God, it was so hard. He wanted to cry because he was feeling bad for her, he wanted to take all her pain away so that she could feel good and safe, but he knew there was nothing he could do about it. He looked down.
When she went out of the bathroom, he looked at her and he said: "Hey baby."
He walked close to her, he was about to touch her, to put his arms around her but he didn't, maybe it wasn't what she wanted, maybe she didn't wanted a man to touch her.
Phoebe was looking down, she couldn't look into his eyes, it was too hard, she was feeling so dirty, so awful in front of him, she wanted to throw up, she was feeling really bad.
"Do you want to come with me? I have something to show you." He asked. Phoebe could heard all his sadness in his voice.
She nodded slightly.
Piper, Leo and Paige were on the hallway, looking at them. They didn't know what to say but they were all feeling sorry for Phoebe.
Cole looked at Paige and said: "Can...can you watch the kids? Please."
Paige nodded and Cole took Phoebe's hand in his. He looked at her and she was still looking down, but she didn't pulled her hand away from his. Cole squeezed her hand gently and caress her with his thumb, he wanted her to know that he wasn't going to hurt her, that she was safe with him, she didn't have to worry.
They both walked downstairs, without saying anything. Cole led Phoebe towards the front door and opened it. They walked down the stairs and crossed the road. They stopped in front of the house which was just front of the manor. It was a beautiful little white house.
"I...uh...it was for sale, and...uh...I wanted it to be a surprise, I bought the house for you and the kids, I wanted to change some things before showing it to you...but...uh...I understand that you don't want to stay at the manor after what happened, that's why...uh...it's not like I wanted it to be...I-I mean...it's not perfect, but I, I-I hope you'll like it because I would like to live here with you and with Tommy and Lizzy...If you agree, of course." Cole said. He had trouble to catch on his words but tried to do his best.
Phoebe just nodded in answer. Cole took the key and opened the door and they stepped in.
"There is 4 room, one for you and me, one for Liz and Tom and when they'll be older they'll have their own room and we will have a guest room too." Cole explained.
"There is also a kitchen, a living room and two bathrooms." He added.
He didn't know what Phoebe was thinking about it, he didn't know if she liked it, there were not emotions readable on her face.
Of course the house was empty but Cole used his powers and added all the furnitures they could need, including a fireplace. He tried to make it like Phoebe would like it to be.
He noticed that he was still caressing her hand with his thumb.
He looked at her and asked: "Do you like it?"
She nodded. Not the kind of answer he was waiting for...
"You don't like it. I knew it, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry, we...we better go." He said.
"No." She whispered.
He looked at her and let her hand go.
He moved closer to her. He really wanted to hold her in his arms, but he didn't dare to touch her.
He finally made the first step. He slowly put his hands on her cheeks and kissed her forehead. He did all those things very slowly, he didn't want to scared her. He pressed his forehead against hers and brushed her hair with his fingers.
He closed his eyes and whispered: "I want you to feel as good as possible, tell me what you want and I'll do it, all you have to do is to ask, I'll do everything for you." He voice was trembling, he was at the verge of tears.
"The house...It's...it's beautiful." She whispered.
Cole opened his eyes when he heard her talking. He was feeling a little better.
"Okay." He simply replied.
He kissed her forehead again and said: "I'm going to bring the kids here, with some of the things they need and we'll spend our first night here, in our house."
Phoebe nodded. She was still feeling bad but, being next to Cole what helping her to feel a little better and she liked to house.
"You should sit down on the couch, I'll be right back." He said.
She nodded again and sat down on the couch. Cole used his powers and lighted up the fireplace, maybe it could help her to feel better. Then he remember that he had to do something about to bruises on her belly. First he was going to take the kids here with their Mommy and then he'll spend the rest of the night, the rest of her life, taking care about Phoebe.
He didn't realized that time had spend that fast, it was almost dinner time.
He shimmered out and some minutes later he shimmered back in with the kids in his arms. He walked towards the couch and sat down next to Phoebe. Liz stretched her hands towards her Mommy.
"Do you want to take her in yours arms?" Cole gently asked to Phoebe.
She nodded and Cole handed her her little girl.
Liz burried her face on her mother's neck and said: "Mama."
"Yeah baby." Phoebe whispered as she kissed her on the top of the head.
Phoebe closed her eyes and Cole saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. It broke his heart.
It was a little bit odd but it looked like Liz was understanding that something was wrong with her Mommy and that she was trying to confort her.
Cole watched Phoebe silently crying while she was holding her daughter in her arms. He felt like if was going to cry again but he didn't want to, he had to stay strong for Phoebe.
A moment later, Cole and Phoebe were in the kitchen with the kids, Cole was cooking for the dinner. Phoebe was sitting on a chair, Liz was still in her arms. The silence which was surrounding them was heavy but Cole didn't want to forced Phoebe to talk if she wasn't feeling like talking to him. They ate their dinner in the same silence.
Once they finished to eat Cole said: "You can go in the bathroom to get changed into your Pj's, I'll take care of the babies and put them in their bed and then I'll clean the kitchen."
Phoebe nodded. She got up and handed Liz to him. Cole took his baby girl in his arms and Phoebe walked in the bathroom.
Cole got up as well and walked in the kids' room. He changed them into their Pj's and kissed them good night.
He gave to Tom his Teddy bear and said: "Mommy is going to kiss you good night baby."
He kissed Liz on the cheek and said: "You too my love."
Phoebe walked in the room. She was wearing her usual Pj's, one of Cole's boxer and one of his shirt. Cole looked at her and smiled at her, she smiled back, it was a small smile but it was heaven for Cole.
While Phoebe was kissing the kids good night, Cole was cleaning the kitchen.
Phoebe was now lying in the king side bed, she was a little bit cold. Cole walked in the room as well and knelt down next to the bed.
He brushed her hair and whispered: "You know, I saw the bruises on your belly when you were in the shower, I'm going to call Leo so that he'll heal you. Okay?"
Phoebe nodded as she was used to do since this horrible thing happened to her.
"Leo." Cole said.
Leo immediately orbed in.
Cole slowly pulled up Phoebe's shirt a little. He looked away when he saw her belly full of bruises. It was killing him to see her hurt like this. It was probably hurting her like hell but she didn't say anything.
"Heal her please." Cole said to Leo.
Leo nodded. He knew he was breaking the rules because it wasn't a demon who did that to Phoebe, but he didn't care, he wanted to heal her. He knew that the Elders were going to be mad at him but it wasn't a matter at all.
Leo finished to heal her and kissed her on the forehead.
"Rest a lot Phoebe, Paige and Piper tell you good night, we love you." He added.
Phoebe nodded and whispered: "Thanks."
Leo orbed out and Cole pulled Phoebe's shirt down and pulled the covers on her.
He kissed her forehead and whispered: "Sleep well my love."
Phoebe closed her eyes and Cole walked out of the room.
He wanted to sleep by her side, but as she didn't asked him to stay with her, he thought that she didn't want him to sleep next to her, maybe she wanted to stay alone.
He let the door room half opened and laid down on the couch. It was cold in the living room, he didn't have a blanket or a pillow but he didn't care at all, he didn't wanted to sleep, he knew he won't be able to find the sleep until Phoebe gets better.
During the night, Phoebe woke up, because of a nightmare. She was crying, the nightmare had been about what Brad did to her and she couldn't stand it and it was understandable, images of what he did to her was running in her mind.
She got up and walked in the living room, she wanted to be in Cole's arms, she knew it was the better place for her to be, she had always felt safe in his arms.
She slowly and silently walked next to him, and without saying anything, she slidded on the couch next to him and rest her forehead on his chest. She thought he was asleep. She noticed that he was wearing a shirt, he never did that before, he always liked to sleep stripped to the waist.
She jumped slightly as he kissed the top of her head and wrapped his arms around her, around her shoulders, Cole was almost sure that she wasn't ready to be touched somewhere else and he was easily understanding that, that's why he tried to avoid to touch her body with his. He noticed that she was shaking, she was propably cold. He shimmered them into their bed and pulled the blanket on her.
"Shhh." He whispered, she was still crying.
"It's okay." He said, trying to confort her the best he can.
After some minutes, she finally stopped crying.
"I...I don't know if I'll... if I'll be albe to have se..." She couldn't finished her sentence, Cole cut her off and said: "Make love." He knew exactly what she wanted to say.
She nodded and said: "Make love with you... now."
He kissed her forehead and said: "Listen baby, I don't know exactly how you feel inside, but I know that you feel bad."
He brushed her hair and said: "We'll take as much time as you want, I'll kiss you only when you'll ask me to kiss you, I'll touch you when you'll be ready, I won't push you to do something that you don't want to do if you're not ready. I'll be patient, I'll wait for you and when you'll be ready, we'll make it, slowly, with love and passion, we'll take our time and if there's something wrong, I'll immediately stop if you ask me to stop."
He kissed her forehead again and said: "I love you and I'll wait for you to be ready, don't worry about me, just think about yourself."
She nodded, closed her eyes and she whispered: "Thank you."
He didn't replied to her, he just tightened his embrace around her so that she could feel that he was here and that she was safe with him, that he was protecting her.
"I won't let someboby hurt you anymore." He added.
This time it was her turn not to replied, she just felt asleep in his arms. She felt good there, with his arms wrapped around her.
When Phoebe woke up in the morning, Cole wasn't here. She thought for a second that he was gone to kill those two demons who knew that he had a family. But it couldn't be that, she knew he would never leave her alone, not after what happened.
"Cole?" She softly called.
He walked in their room and said: "Hey baby, I thought you'll wake up later, I was cooking for breakfast."
"Don't leave me alone...Please" She whispered.
He walked next to her and laid down by her side.
"Let's restart everything from the begining." He said.
He wrapped his arms around her and said: "Good morning my love. You're beautiful this morning."
He kissed her cheek she asked: "Did you kill him?"
Even if she didn't say his name, Cole knew who she was talking about.
He nodded and said: "Yes, you don't have to worry, he will never come back."
She nodded slightly and sigh with relief.
Cole added: "I also killed the demons, now I'm going to stay with you forever."
They heard Liz babbling in her bed. Cole smiled when he heard her calling her Mommy.
Phoebe got up but Cole stopped her and said: "Stay here, I want you to rest."
He got up and walked in the kids' room.
Liz gave him a huge smile and said: "Dada."
Cole smiled back at her and said: "Hey baby, please don't wake up your brother."
Liz laughed and Cole took her in his arms and walked in his room.
He gently put her on the bed and she crawled towards Phoebe. Cole smiled and Phoebe smiled as well.
She was smiling... She was smiling at her baby girl, God she had a wonderful smile and Cole has missed it so much. Maybe she was feeling a little better after all. Cole prayed for it to be true.
Phoebe kissed her baby girl and Liz babbled as loud as she could.
He laid back next to them and Liz crawled next to him and she climbed on his chest.
"What are you doing baby?" Cole asked to her.
She was so beautiful, Cole loved to see her smiling and as Liz's smile was making Phoebe smiling as well, everything was perfect.
Liz finally calmed down and she was now fully resting on Cole's chest, playing with her fingers.
The little girl looked at her mother and said: "Mama."
Phoebe smiled and Cole said: "I guess she wants you to rest on my chest as well."
She came closer to Cole and rested her head on his shoulder. She pulled the covers on her and on Liz, she didn't want her little girl to get cold of something. Cole wrapped his arms around Phoebe and rested his other hand on Liz's back. Phoebe looked at him and put her hand around her little girl as well.
The three of them stood there for a while. It's was 8am, a little too early for Liz, she normaly woke up around 10 or 11 am.
After a moment, Phoebe looked at Cole and whispered: "Lizzy felt asleep."
Cole smiled and whispered: "I knew it was too early for her. She's a real sleepy head."
They smiled at each others and Cole whispered: "I'm going to put her back in her bed, she'll be better there."
Phoebe whispered: "The better place to be is in your arms, you know, we all feel good in your arms."
Cole smiled and whispered: "I'll be right back."
He got up and walked in the babies' room and put Liz back in her bed.
When he came back in the room, Phoebe was laying on her side, her back turned on him.
Now Cole wanted to take care of Phoebe until Tom or Liz woke up again.
He laid down behind her and kissed her shoulder.
"Do you want me to hold you?" He asked.
He still didn't know how to act with her, he normaly would have come on top of her to kiss her passionately and maybe make love to her, but things were different here, really different, he had to be patient with her, he wanted her to trust him again, even if he wasn't the one who hurt her.
Phoebe nodded. She knew Cole wanted her to feel as good as possible, it was very sweet of him, after Brad raped her, she thought that Cole will break up with her, but he didn't, he was here, with her, in their house and she so glad that he wasn't mad at her.
Cole wrapped his arms around her and Phoebe closed her eyes.
"You ok?" He asked.
She nodded and put her hand on top of his hand and slowly made it slide on her belly, on her shirt. Cole felt her body tighten under his touch, she was scared, he could feel it.
He remember the bruises on her belly that Brad did to her, that was why she was scared because she was scared that it might hurt again. She was scared but in the same time she knew that Cole will never hurt her. All she had to do was to relax.
Still holding his hand, Phoebe made it slide under her shirt and rest on her belly button. Cole didn't move his hand, not before she asked him.
Her breathing was shorter, Cole didn't like it, she wasn't ready.
"We can stop if you want." He said gently.
"No, no, I'm okay." She said without opening her eyes.
She tried to relax and said: "I know you won't hurt me."
"Okay." Cole replied.
He slowly started to caress her tummy with his thumb. Her skin was so soft, he liked it.
While he was doing it, he whispered: "Everything is okay, I'm here."
After few stokes, she finally let her hand go from his, letting him do what he wanted to do.
He felt her relaxing in his arms, he was glad that she was okay. He started to move all his fingers on her belly, caressing her tenderly.
He was still whispering some words to her, to make her feel better, words like: "I love you." , "You're beautiful." , "Just relax." or "You don't have to be scared."
After some minutes, she felt asleep again, she was probably tired, Cole continued to carress her and watch her sleeping.
Phoebe woke up an hour later. She realized that Cole was still caressing her, it was a good feeling, she was feeling better each time he was next to her.
She laid down on her back and Cole was laying on his side, without pulling his hand away from her belly. His head was resting on his hand while he was looking at her.
He kissed her forehead and looked deep into her eyes and he asked: "Do I make you feel a little better?"
She nodded and asked: "Can you...kiss me?"
"You sure?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "Gently, please." Cole nodded in answer.
He put his hand on her cheeks and stroked it slowly with his thumb.
He looked in her eyes and said: "Tell me if you want me to stop."
She nodded and he gave her a small kiss on the lips.
He looked in her eyes again. She blinked to let him know that he could go on. He kissed her again, longer this time. He stopped and looked at her once again, her eyes were closed.
"Should I go on?" He asked in a whisper.
She nodded without opening her eyes.
He kissed her again, parting her lips with his. He deepened the kiss and slowly slipped his tongue on her mouth, exploring it slowly. He gave her all he could to give her in this kiss, all his love for her, all his passion. He was kissing her like if it was the first time, trying to make it as enjoyable as possible for her.
He pulled away from her and they both opened their eyes.
"Was it good?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "I...I love you."
"I love you too." He said to her before kissing her on the lips again.
She ran her hands on his chest, through the material of the shirt he was wearing. She slid her hands under it and caressed his bare chest with her hands.
"Do you want me to take it away?" He asked.
She nodded and Cole took his shirt away and throw it on the floor. Phoebe curled up against his chest where she knew she will feel safe and warmth.
Cole wrapped his arms around her as she rest her forehead against his chest.
Now everything was okay, she was feeling good, all her worries went away, she wasn't scared anymore.
The only things that she was feeling was love, peace, warmth, calm and serenity.
Two weeks has passed since Phoebe got hurt by Brad. But now, she was feeling good.
She was happy with Cole and the kids, she went back to work, and Cole was working as well, he was an ADA, again. He, somehow, liked this job.
Phoebe was now feeling okay, and Cole helped a lot. He has been very nice and very patient with her. She had learnt to trust the men again, and let Cole make love to her.
This morning, Phoebe was the first to wake up. Cole was sound asleep next to her, with his arms wrapped around her as he used to do.
She shake him gently and said: "Cole, wake up honey."
Cole moaned and said: "Baby, it's Saturday, we don't have to go to work."
"I have to tell you something." She insisted.
Cole opened his eyes and said: "What's wrong?"
He was a little bit worried, maybe she had a nightmare.
"I want to have a baby." She said with a huge smile on her face.
Cole looked shocked, he said: "I thought we already had 2 little babies in the room just there."
"Yeah, I know, but listen, I thought about it last night and I really want to have another baby with you...if you want to, of course." She explained.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
She nodded and said: "What do you think about it?"
He gave her a huge smile and ran his hands on her belly and he said: "I just hope we're not going to have twins again, because 4 babies is a lot of job."
They both smiled and Phoebe asked: "What are you waiting to start your job Daddy?"
Cole raised an eyebrow and said: "You won't have to ask twice."
They both laughed and Cole pulled the covers on top of their head and they start kissing...
Everything was perfect, they were finally happy, after all the things they went through...
Belthazor...
Prue's lost...
Liz's coma...
The fights againts the demons to keep their secret safe...
Brad...
Everything was now far away from them... They were a family, a family which was about to grow up again with a new baby...
Now they were sure that nobody could stop them to be happy...
They knew they'll be happy together until the rest of their lifes...
THE END...
Do you like the happy ending?
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Now, I'd like to explain some stuffs about the last chapter and the rape thing...I know it was hard to do this to Phoebe, I mean, she didn't deserve it, but you guys have to understand (at least try to understand) that I needed something to separe them (Cole and Phoebe), to make them go through something really hard so that, in this last chapter, they will be even more close, happy and together... I wanted their link to be stronger after what happened to Phoebe...
I don't know if I'm going to rewrite chapter 18... Tell me what you think about it after having read this one, then maybe you'll see what I meant about having our favorite couple's link stronger...
I would like to thank all the people who reviewed this story...Ema, Beba Turner-Halliwell, Chloe Turner, ChArMeD-101, LyssieGirl, Cheryl, Willow, Lozza, Shona, lk8cp8lk, Samantha, countertiger-x...
Maybe I forget one of you guys but I want you to know that I liked all your reviews and I wanted to thank you for having reading this story, for giving my more than 100 reviews...
When I wrote the first chapter I thought that nobody will read it... And now I'm here because of you guys...THANKS A LOT TO ALL OF YOU...
One more thing, it sucks sooooooo much that Julian is going to leave the show, Phoebe and him are meant to be together... Unfortunately, the Charmed writers have forgotten to think about us when they broke this wonderful couple...
COLE AND PHOEBE 4 EVER!!!!!!!!
Now you can all read "Where's my son?" my other fanfic!!!!! LOL