Sorry!!! I making all the reviewers confused!!! ONLY THE KING IS DEAD!!! THE QUEEN AND EVERYONE ELSE IS ALIVE!!! SORRY!! I'm sooooo sorry….
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Oh yea.. I can't think of Sess's dad's name so I just made up Inutasio… it just popped in my head... well as they say the first idea is usually right... but if it's wrong feel free to correct me. Anyways I'm only going to mention that name once and that's in this chapter... I just refer to him as king or sess father but sometimes I have to use his real name… damn…
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Chapter 3:
The eerie walls towered over Sesshoumaru's lean body as he walked down the hall. He was unaffected by the hauntingly cold atmosphere at which he lived. He lived here for all his life. There was nothing to be afraid of, especially his own castle.
Sesshoumaru gradually came to a stop in front of a room towards the end of the west wing. He rapped on the door twice before the maid opened it for him. He brushed past the maid who remained at the door, waiting for him to tell her to leave. He nodded for her to go. He would take care of her for the time he was going to spend with her today.
Sesshoumaru made his way to the main part of the room, the bed. There his mother sat, pillows propped up to support her. Her once radiant soft black hair had turned into a murky gray. The color was somewhat like his hair color. Her body was here but her eyes indicated that she was in a whole different world.
"Mother…" Sesshoumaru shook her mother slightly to get her attention. It took awhile but when he got her attention, she jolted up cocking her head to the side to get a look at who interrupted her thoughts.
"Inutasio?" His mother questioned, eyeing him up and down. She absorbed Sesshoumaru's features, taking in his every detail. Her eyes shone wildly, in a mixture of emotions that Sesshoumaru couldn't tell. She whimpered before she broke out in hysterical sobs and fell into Sesshoumaru's arms.
"Inutasio… I'm so glad you came back to me." Sesshoumaru remained quiet as he stroked his mothers rough and stressed out hair. She cried emotionally as she gripped onto Sesshoumaru's kimono. He remembered for a long time being the one there for his mother but she was never aware of his presence. She was wrapped into her own world pushing everyone out except for his father and someone. Sesshoumaru still didn't know who that someone was. Sesshoumaru's mother was desperately trying to push that person out but he still lingered in her mind, haunting her for the past years. As Sesshoumaru stroked her hair, her body froze in his arms. She stayed still for a while then broke out in to angry pleas of help and abuse.
"NO!! Stay away from me!!!" His mother pushed away from Sesshoumaru, her body cowered in fear. She shook furiously, clutching her legs closely to herself. Sesshoumaru's heart crushed once again to see his mother pathetically shaken from visions in her mind. His heart has been stabbed, crushed, chewed, and stomped on so much that it has developed a steel cage over it to protect himself.
He hushed his mother and got her to fall asleep. She laid in her bed, sleeping soberly. Her hair was flowing off the bed, her smooth, crinkled skin shone in the sun's rays. Sesshoumaru glazed at her. He wished he could put a stop to her misery but he couldn't help her. He could kill her but he would never forgive himself. He fingered his mother's hair, twirling it around his finger.
It had been years since he was crowned Lord of the Western lands. He was use to it now, but the ache still clung inside to his heart. He remembered sitting for hours listening to political drama and country affairs. He longed to play outside like he use to. He wanted to run in the fields and catch frogs in the pond but he had a responsibility. The worse dilemma that he faced throughout his childhood was that he never received the love he wanted after his father died. His mother couldn't even think straight anymore. She had problems of her own. He was forced to grow up and suck it in. Then there was that mistress. Before she left she glared at Sesshoumaru and swore she would be back. She hasn't returned yet but he would never know. She might return today or next year.
Sesshoumaru silently remembered he had a job to attend to. He carefully stood up, not wanting to wake his mother. He walked out but not before he took one more look at her to make sure she was all right. He shut the door behind him as he exited out of the west wing.
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"I want you to go investigate two things." Sesshoumaru ordered his henchman. Sesshoumaru keep his vision straight ahead as he instructed the man to do as he told. "I want you to investigate what happened to my mother when she was kidnapped by the Northern Lands and who assassinated my father. Don't come back in till you are fully sure. " The man nodded as he backed out of the room. Sesshoumaru's face was unemotional after his henchman left but inside, anxiety fueled in his nerves, rushing throughout his body. He couldn't wait in till his spy would come back. He wanted revenge so badly that nothing would be in his way. He would personally kill the men who did this to his family. He would rip them apart for what they did to him.
Yay!!! Chapter 3 is done… hehe.. okay dokey… umm I will post up chapter 4 when I get 20 review (?) Don't worry I won't stop writing if no one reviews all though that would bum me out and probably make me make everyone die in this fic… j/k… I like writing this fic.. it's very deep and emotional. It's not another revenge fiction and it's not another "poor Sesshoumaru" fic. I put a lot of anger, fear, and emotions into this. Every word touched me deeply. I wrote it with my soul. By the way.. Please read my other fics!! They're different from this though because those are funny humorous love fics…