Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 2

***JAM PONY***
"Hey" I walked up behind Cindy and gave her a hug.

"Hey boo, what happened that you didn't come home last night?"

"I staye at Logan's"

"Yeah I know, Alec told me that Logan was cured so I figured out you guys were going to be busy banging the gong. So how did everything go?"

"He's the most sweet, gentle, passionate lover I've ever had, he's perfect."

"I'm happy for you boo, it's about time you beat this bitch." She hugged me but we were interrupted by Normal's bip, bip bip speech, I grabbed a package and left.

// I wonder if Logan's awake...God how did I fall in love? When did I fall in love? He's skin is so soft, he lips taste so sweet, his touch is healing, soothing. In his arms I finally found a home, a shelter, a place where I feel safe. Oh, Max pay attention to the road girl and calm down before you crash.//

***FOGGLE TOWERS***
"LOGAN" Bling yells.

"I'm in the computer room...did you get it?''

"Yeah...so when are you gonna ask her?"

"When she comes home from work"

~~~Later that night~~~~

I picked the lock and was about to enter the door when a seizure hit me, I started shaking so badly that I hit the door and fell on the hallway floor.

"Oh god Max'' he ran over to me and picked up my convulsing body and carried me to the couch, laid me down and ran to get my Tryptophan pills. I was in my subconscious world of flashbacks. The day I killed Ben.

"I'm so sorry Ben... I'm so sorry." I whispered

"Max...Max look at me swallow the pills." He said placing the pills in my mouth. He cradled me in his arms and whispered "It's okay Max ...please stop the shaking."

"Ben... I'm so sorry."

"It's okay... that nightmare is over." My shaking eased and Logan tension slipped from his body. He took me in his arms and changed my clothes into one of his sweatshirts and laid me down then crawled into bed next to me and hold me tightly.

~~~Next Day~~~

I woke up to the smell of coffee and pancakes. Minutes later I got up, brushed my teeth and hopped back into bed. Logan walked in the room holding a tray with pancakes, milk and a rose on the side. He sat beside me, "Hey baby, feeling better."

"Yeah...you read my mind, I'm starving." I kissed him good morning and started eating the pancakes. As I was biting into one of them I felt something hard in my mouth ring shaped I took it out to see what it was and looked at Logan who was kneeling on the floor.

"Max...I know this is so soon but it seems like I've known you forever...and I know I will love you forever." Tears started blurring my eyes " Max when I thought you died It was like I died too, but when I saw you standing there it's like I breathed again...and even though I couldn't touch you, just knowing and seeing you were alive satisfied me." He wiped away my tears. "Max I love you and will always love you, if you marry me I will make you as happy as you made me these past 2 days we've been together." He wiped away more tears. "If I asked you to marry me was to make you happy not to make you cry." He slipped the ring on my finger.

I thought about it for seconds but by the look in Logan's eyes I knew he was panicking.
// Logan is the only man I'll love// and with that thought I looked in his eyes and said "Yes!!!" Logan was so happy that he moved the tray to the floor and jumped on me and gave the tightest hug ever.

"God Max you've never looked so pretty...I love you." he kissed me and started to raise up the sweatshirt and I started to unbutton his shirt. He started kissing my collarbone and licked it lightly, I moaned and felt his erection grown through his pants. He started kissing my neck again slowly moving to my breast he licked them and started sucking, and I moaned and Logan continued his sweet torture. "Logan...I...I" //It's was hard to concentrate when Logan was playing with my breast.//
"I...Love...you...."

I started to try to regain control of myself and when I did I started to take off his pants, when I finally did,  I grabbed Logan and slowly started stroking him, he started moaning loudly. As he regained control and stopped, he felt the same desire to be inside me that I felt for him and me to be one again. He inserted himself in me and of minute we enjoyed the feeling of being joined, knowing that we would never have to be separated again. Then he started to move inside of me hard, I moved my hips to meet his thrust and satisfy he looked at my eyes the whole time while doing it hard yet still being gentle. "UH....OOOOOOO" I moaned. The thrust were becoming more powerful and faster but he still managed to by sweet and gentle. Logan moaned loudly, "God Max" he still looked into my eyes his blue soft eyes connecting with my soul. We both started climaxing and the thrust were harder and harder we were moaning louder and louder. I came first and Logan came seconds later pouring himself in me. He clasped on me then rolled over on his back and pulled me on his chest. I looked at the ring and kissed him " The ring is beautiful" He took off the ring and held it on from me to see the inscription it read LOGAN LUV MAX I kisses him. My eyes started tearing up and a tear slipped out. "Thanks..."

Logan cut me off and said "You already did." He slipped the ring on my finger, then hugged me tighter and we fell asleep.

When I awoke I looked at him sleeping, he looked like a little defenseless boy, so peaceful, so handsome, and very passionate all rapped up in one package. I caressed the side of his face and he slowly awoke and looked at me.

"Hey Angel"

"Hi"

"I was thinking that we could go to crash and tell Original Cindy the news."

"Yeah but my boo is gonna lay a smack down on your ass!"

"Yeah...I know"

"I'm gonna take a shower and get ready."

"Can I join you?"

"Do you remember what you did last time you joined me? I really need to get ready"

"I'll try not to try anything with you, just take a shower."

"Aiight" We got our naked bodies out of bed and headed towards the shower.
I started the shower and let the warm water hit me and started to take the soap to wash myself.

"Let me do it" he took the soap and rubbed it against my back he slowly washed and rinsed the rest of me. "See nothing happened."

"Yeah well good now I can do you."

"No...'' he said nervously

"What are you scared of little-o-me?''

"No...just get ready...I'll be out in a minute."

I put on a dress that I left in Logan's place in case of a formal party. It was knee length, red, with one spaghetti strap and one strap missing, and the bottom it slanted to the right. My hair was down and I had red shoes to go with the dress and was working on trying to conceal the hickies Logan gave me and the slight bite marks he left on me. "Aiight I'm ready"

***AT CRASH***

"Hey Boo!!!" Original Cindy came up to me and gave me a hug.

"Hey...me and Logan need to tell you something boo.''

"What is it boo?''

''Me and Logan are...are...engaged" I show her the ring and she hugged me then Logan.

"It's about time...but boo...that means I have to find a new roommate...but enough of this''
She got on the bar table and started screaming ''Yo, everybody I got news for ya...my boo is going to get married.''

Minutes later Alec, and Sketchy came and hugged her.

"Yo...this calls for a celebration." Original Cindy screamed.

''Wait...what about Joshua...he'll be missing out." I said sadly.

"I know a club of where they dress up so much he'll blend in"

***JOSHUA'S HOUSE***

"Hey Big Fella...I missed ya."

"Yeah...me too Little Fella...but Alec told me that my blood helped cure Logan so I understand.''

"Joshua we come to take you out to celebrate Logan and Max engagement."

''Original Cindy...you know I can't go place.''

"You can here...you'll blend in."

TBC...