Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

Chapter 4

~~~1 WEEK LATER~~~

The soft music was playing while I started walking down the isle on the sand in a elegant yet simple long wile dress, it was spaghetti straps and clung to me but opened slightly at the knee down.

Cindy wore a soft lavender simple dress and where already waiting at the front with Logan. Alec wore a tuxedo and Logan wore a white tuxedo to go with my dress and even Joshua was a little cleaned up his hair was in a ponytail and had a tux on. Sebastian was in front of me holding the bible, he was going to marry us. Bling was beside Logan wearing a tux. The wedding took place at the beach...it was closed and perfect for us to hold the ceremony and the after party.

And even though the rest of my family, meaning the X5s, couldn't make it, they were here in spirit.

I reach the front and everything seemed to pass quickly, it was like we jumped to the I DOs. I slipped Logan's ring on and he slipped mine on. He kissed me, and I took off my shoes and started walking on the sand with Logan holding my hand, Cindy brought out a little portable radio and we all started dancing, me with Logan. Cindy was dancing with Alec and Bling. Joshua was dipping his feet in the water and Sebastian was the DJ.

Hours later Cindy and Alec took Sebastian, Bling and Joshua home, but Logan and me where still dancing. Moments later Logan covered my eyes and walked me someplace further. Then he let go of my eyes and there was a blanket on the sand, wine cooling, two candles lit, soft music coming from the radio, candy, and next to the blanket in the sand engraved read LOGAN LOVES MAX. I looked at it again taking in all the beauty and the happiness. Tears filled my eyes and I felt one slid down my cheek, I looked up and saw Logan standing in front of me.

"It's beautiful." I couldn't stop the rush of emotions that caused me to cry. Logan walked up to me and wiped away my tears and looked in my eyes, leaned down and kissed me.

"Max you are so beautiful and here in front of the sun setting and the moon rising I promise to love you till the day I die." He took me in his arms and we sat down on the blanket together to watch  the sun setting. The stars really made Logan eyes shine so beautifully, reflecting the color of the sky.

"When I ran away from Manticore...I did it for this" I said leaning in Logan's chest.

"What's this?"

"Peace, safety, happiness, freedom...you"

We sat quietly and watched the moon rising. The silence said more than words ever could. I had never felt so loved then I did when I was with Logan. He stroked my curls with his gentle touch and handed me a glass of wine. The moon was reflecting the water and the stars were shining more brightly then ever. We ate dinner under the night sky and Logan pulled out a camera and surprised me with a candid picture of me leaning in his chest. He took one of me lying down on the blanket with my wedding gown on and I took one of him. He took one of us looking in each others eyes, and another one of us kissing.

After that we picked everthing up and left, Logan covered my eyes again. When we finally reached our destination and he carried me over the door still blind folded, when I opened my eyes I saw we were in his uncle's cabin... candles where let in every angle with all of the place and rose petals leading up to the bedroom.

"How'd you do all this?" I ask softly full of emotions knowing that I married the perfect man.

"Well Joshua, Alec and Cindy helped."

"You never fail to amaze me." I leaned down and kissed him. He carried me to the bedroom and sat me on the bed softly. He started to unzip my wedding gown softly as if I were breakable. How can someone be so gentle and so passionate I thought. He slowly slipped my spaghetti strap of my shoulder and I trembled under his touch as if every time he touched me was the first time, always a new adventure with him. I slowly started to take off his jacket and his shirt and when I aimed to take off him pants I felt his erection grow. I slipped out of my dress and slipped Logan out of his pants and I kissed him, getting intoxicated on his sweet taste. He drapped his arms around me and slowly laid me down. He kissed me and my neck. He moved lower and lower licking, kissing and biting everything in his path, my nipples stood up to his attention as he slipped himself into me and we both moaned and felt more connected that ever, I love the feeling of Logan being inside of me. I rolled to be on top and moved up down, and Logan pushed up to me and thrust himself deeper and deeper. I moaned at his attention. I slid up almost all the way out of Logan than slid down again, I moaned his name and he moaned mine. I sped up the pace and the moans become move frequent. A while later, I climaxed and exploded and Logan poured himself in me. I laid down on his chest then slid off, and moved closer to him.

"I love you angel." With him telling me that, I fell asleep.

I awoke and Logan was gone and I heard water running. I got up and saw Logan leaning over the tub filling it with lots of bubbles.

"Hey what are you doing?" He jumped. "Sorry did I scare you."

"No I was running you a bath"

"You're so sweet", he was about to exit but I stopped him, "Do you want to join me?" He came back and climbed in sitting behind me and scrubbing my back. After we bathed each other we stood in the tub just relaxing in the water until we turned into prunes. I asked him softly "When do we have to go back to Seattle?"

"Well...whenever you want just keep in mind that Joshua can't be alone to long."

"Then we'll go back in a few days because I also have to work before Normal fires my ass."

We went back to Seattle 6 days after having a wonderful honeymoon full of love, memories, and passion. I settled down in Logan's apartment and Cindy found a roommate that is now her lover as well. Joshua is painting and Alec is selling them for him.

~~~4 MONTHS LATER~~~

It's been four months since I married Logan. Something weird has been happening lately, this past month I've barely been able to hold down anything I eat. Cindy tells me that lately my mood have been changing at the drops of dimes. //What's going on with me?//

TBC...