Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 5

***AT FOGGLE TOWERS***

I reach over and see the clock, it's 5:15 in the morning, I get out of the bed to take a shower and get ready for work. I tip toe careful not to wake Logan and slip in the shower, immediately missing Logan's embrace. I finish my shower and wrap around me a towel and discover Logan is no longer in bed. I put on some clothes and let my hair dry then walk to the kitchen.

"Hey baby, do you want some breakfast before you go?"

"No...I'm just going to meet with Cindy and go to work." I kiss him and leave. I shut the door and step out,

"Something wrong Max never refuses food." He says quietly.

***JAM PONY***

"Hey boo...what's wrong you look bad."

"I don't know but lately it's been hard to keep down anything I eat in the mornings."

"Boo....you might be pregnant." she yells excitedly

"What... me pregnant..."

"Boo, you and rich boy are newlyweds, and from what you told you have a good sex life...maybe Original Cindy is going to be an auntie"

"How do I find out if I am?"

"You buy a pregnancy test...lets go buy one we both did enough runs yesterday to have the day off today."

Cindy and I go to a pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test and go to her place, as her roommate/ girlfriend Rachel is at work.

"So how do this work?"

"You take a plastic cup...you pee in it and then dip the test in, and a minute later will tell your if you're pregnant."

I breathed in "Aiight"

I went to the bathroom closed the door and did as Cindy told me. I stood there waiting for the results if a positive sign appears I'm pregnant if a straight line appears I'm not. I waited for what seems like an eternity, I started thinking that I might have something created by me and Logan in a moment of love. A minute passed I breathed in and out and stormed out of the bathroom with the test in my hand.

"Cindy...it's positive."

"Oh boo" She gave me a hug, then reached down and touched my stomach "Hey baby I'm your auntie Original Cindy."

I rode back home on my ninja thinking of baby names.

***FOGGLE TOWERS***

I walk inside the house and heard soft music. the light were out except for the glow that came from the bedroom I went to the bedroom and saw balloons everywhere that said HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, candle on the dresser, red rose petal in the shape of a heart on the bed and Logan in the middle of the heart.

"Hey" I whisper softly.

"Hey Angel...Happy four month anniversary." he got up from the bed and kissed me. //I still can't get enough of him//. I kissed him back and we slowly moved toward the bed. He began undressing me and I began undressing him we tumbled with the bed and Logan fell down on it and pulled me with him, he slowly took off my pants as I did his and I was naked and so was he, he pulled away from me and looked at me up and down.

"God Max you are so beautiful." I smile and he began to kiss me as he slipped into me and began long slow strokes, He stood at this pace for a long while //I never thought making love could be so good. He know every spot that I am sensitive to. He can be so gentle and passionate.// Than began to speed up I moaned and he began to go faster and thrust harder, he moaned and I felt myself going to scream I held on to his back and I think scratched him, he's passionate and wild but still gentle. The thrust became harder, and harder, faster and faster and faster, I moaned and was going to scream... I moaned louder and louder, I think all Seattle heard us. We both exploded at the same time and he rolled over and put my tired body on top and we fell asleep. I woke up early, around 3:00 but stood holding my stomach. //Our little baby.// It come to my attention that I was one month pregnant because the nausea and mood swings has been going on for a month. I knew I couldn't sleep and more so I took a shower got dressed and left quietly to the space needle.

***SPACE NEEDLE***

I sat there looking at the sleeping world below me when I heard a noise I looked back and saw it was Alec.

"Hey Max"

"Hey"

"What are you doing here so early?''

"Nothing I'm just thinking of ways to tell Logan I'm pregnant...you?"

"Your pregnant." He gave me a hug and sat down next to me and became serious again. "I came up here to warn you... yesterday two guards come in Jam Pony asking for you...I hid in the back so they wouldn't recognize me."

"That mean they're still looking for me...I gotta get out of Seattle...and you gonna run?"

"No... Seattle is my home and I'm not leaving."

"I gotta go." I headed back for Foggle Towers when I saw two guards with barcodes on there next going to enter to. I tapped one on the shoulder and asked.

"Looking for me." I kicked him on the chest and he fell down but the other guard was coming for me from behind and I flipped and kicked him on the rib, he still got up for more. I punch him he was out. I took the chance and run up to the apartment got some clothes and put them in a backpack and left. I got on my ninja and rode away.

Logan woke up at 7:00 and saw the bed empty.

"Maybe she went to work" he said to himself . He got in the shower walked to the closet to get dresses when he opened the closet and saw Max's clothes missing. He franticly opened the dresser drawer and saw all her clothes missing. He sat on the floor and knew he lost his world with her gone.
"She's gone again." He said softly.

TBC...