Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 6

//It's been five months since I've seen Logan. I miss him terribly, and love him more than I did when I left, every time I think of him I 'm reminded of how we made the 6 month baby growing inside of me. He must think I'm a hypocrite I told him I loved him and made love to him then left him, I did it for your safety Logan.// I changed my name to make sure no one can find me not even Logan. These last 5 months I've been haunted by his memory. His touch, his skin, his gentleness, his passion, his understanding, his taking care of me. I miss him so much, his smile, those precious blue eyes. I dream about us seeing each other and living happily ever after, but it can't  be like that with Manticore after me all the time. He deserves to live a normal life to be happy. //I gotta get out of here and go somewhere...breathe fresh air and get Logan out of my mind.//

I walked to the last time I was happy...I went to the beach were Logan and I were married. I took off my shoes and walked along the beach and memories of that day rushed before my eyes. I sat on the sand looking remembering the beautiful memories that I shared with Logan on this beach, I layed down on the beach and closed my eyes as the memories hit me like a soft, gentle breeze I opened my eyes when hearing my named being called.

"Max"

I sat up to see Logan standing 5 feet away from me. "Logan."

He looked at me up and down and discovered my belly. "Your pregnant...how far along are you?"

He held out his hand and helped me up from the soft, semi cold sand. "6 months"

"Is that why you left?"

"No..."

"Then why... why didn't you tell me?"

"That night... but there were two guards who were going to go up to the apartment so I kicked their ass and left."

"We could fought together...you didn't have to run."

"Yes I did...you were in danger."

"So... 2 is stronger than 1 Max... do you know how much I thought about you these past 5 months, not knowing if you were dead or alive. Not knowing why you left. Haunted by your memory. Driving myself crazy thinking you were in other man's arms" He stopped then started. "Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant."

"I was going to...that day I told Cindy what was going on and she said those are symptoms of a pregnant woman so I brought a pregnancy test and it was positive and when I went to tell you, you had that beautiful surprise waiting for me and I didn't but I was going to tell you in the morning but then all that happened." I started crying. " I thought about you a lot and I am constantly reminded of how we created this baby...I'm sorry."

He ran up to me and kissed me, a kiss I longed for five months he pressed so tightly against me I was drowning in the taste of him //I longed for this for so long.// Then the baby kicked.

He stepped back "You can tell that is a X5 offspring."

"Yeah...he's strong."

He held me in his arms and looked at me "Let's go home angel."

"Okay"

We walk to the Aztec and get in and start driving to the hotel "Did you say the baby is a he?"

"Yeah... I found out one month ago." He touched my stomach and started talking.

"Hi little baby... I'm your dad. And even through we just met I love you very much. Your mother and me made you out of love."

I started tearing up and fought to not start crying, the baby kicked. I laughed lightly " I guess he heard you."

"Max... I wish you had come back and told me."

I tried to change the topic. "Turn right there."

We walked in the hotel room and he helped me pack up. Then came behind me and started kissing my neck and turned me around and kissing my lips and he started undressing me I took off his shirt and enjoyed the feeling of touching his skin again. He laid me softly on the bed and started kissing my neck , biting, licking, sucking. He moved lower and started teasing my breast. "God I've missed these" he said loudly.

He kept moving lower and slipped off my maternity pants and started kissing my pussy. He reached my center and started licking it. I moaned loudly and he stuck his tongue deeper and deeper and I moaned louder and louder. Feeling like I was about to explode I grab his head and said Logan "Don't do that please."

"Why did I find your weakness" He smile at me using that sexy smile and seduced me again.

He went back down again started teasing my center, I felt as if I were in heaven, I saw bright lights all around me. He started licking my center and applying pressure to my clitoris I wanted to scream. He again started licking my center and I felt myself climaxing as he was shoving his tongue deeper and deeper, he intensified the feeling making the orgasm last longer, when he put two fingers in me finding me tight and wet I screamed his name as I found my release.

I started taking his pants off, wanting to feel him inside me. I grabbed his erection and started massaging him, he moaned then took my hand off him and overcome with the feeling of wanting to be inside me and connected with him, he slipped in me and I strapped my legs around his waist and stayed still for moments enjoying the feeling of us being reunited, he was kneeling and not applying pressure to the belly. After minutes he started moving inside me, soft long strokes, moving to the beats of our heart beating as one, and I was moaning loudly. //God how I missed him.// I was moaning louder and louder he kept thrusting and then we released. He laid next to me and touched my belly. he leaned down and kissed it then pulled me to him and hugged me tightly and we feel asleep enjoying being in each others arms.

I awoke and went into the shower. While in the shower I started thinking.
// I can't stay with Logan I'll keep endangering him...god I think I'm having a panic attack... I can run forever... I don't want Logan to get hurt. He's in danger every moment he's with me. Me and the baby can do great just us two.// I got out the shower and got dressed. I grabbed a sheet of paper and started writing then left again on my ninja.

Logan awoke and frantically searched the room. "Not again Max, please...I need you." He found a sheet of paper folded up and read it.

LOGAN,

I'm sorry but I have to go again. Every moment you're with me you're in danger and I don't want that for you. The baby and I can do good alone...but please don't look for me. I'm sorry I can't do this. As much as I love you...I love you too much to watch you get hurt because of us being together.

Max

He sat on the floor and started to tear up. "Max...no!"

TBC...