Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 8

I got my clothes from the apartment I lived in and we left back. It was a hour long ride and I slept through all of it. Logan took my backpack. I followed him like a stranger, the minute I stepped foot in the apartment memories fluttered in my head. I stood there as the memories played before my eyes. //I was so happy here. We were so happy here.//

I snapped out by the sound of Logan voice. "Do you want something to eat Angel"

"Yeah, all of a sudden I feel in the mood for spaghetti and oreos."

He put his hand on my belly "God this boy is giving you weird cravings." Then he kissed me. I sat down on the counter at my usual spot I held on to my belly as the baby was kicking. Logan past me and saw me holding my stomach. "Is something wrong?"

"No but the baby's kicking" He puts his hand on my belly and then takes me in his arms and carried me to the couch. He sits me down then sits next to me. "Logan I'm sorry I hurt you... from now on I want to be with you."

"I missed you so much" he reaches over and pulls me to him...I sit on top of him facing him. "I love you"

"I love you too." I kiss him strongly and he starts unbuttoning my maturnity waitress uniform and I start to unbutton his shirt. Then I take off his pants. // God I missed his touch, his kisses, him making love to me.// I sit on top of him and slide down, I feel his arms tighten around me and I start moving up and down as I moan, and Logan takes one of my breast and starts playing with it while I go up and down. I moaned at his attentions and keep goingm he let that breast down and grabs the other one and started doing the same, I start speeding up the pace and start going fast up and down. I come first and Logan seconds later, I sit still joined to him, with our arms tightly around one another.

"I missed this too." Logan says.

"What?"

"Making love with you."

"Me too...Logan I love you but...I'm really hungry."

"Are you still in the mode for spaghetti and oreos."

"Yeah"

"I'll go prepare it..."

We separated and I missed him being inside me. I sat there putting on my uniform again and minutes later he came with the food.

"No fair you got dressed."

"I got cold." I started eating the food and he looked at me. I finished the meal and started doing my dish. We sat down on the coach.

"Angel...when you left a month ago I felt my heart break...please don't leave like that again"

" Logan you deserve to be with a human not a 7 month pregnant genetically engineered killing machine." I looked down.

He took my face in his hands and looked at me. " You're human too Max...I want to be with you."
He kissed me again and he walked us to the bedroom were we made love again after that we fell asleep one arm strongly around me and one on my belly.

I awoke at 4:15 am and tried to slip away from Logan.

He grabs my hand "Are you going to leave again...please don't go Max... I don't think I could deal with that again." He sits up in the bed and grabs both my hands and looks into my eyes. "Max please don't leave again...Max stay with me not just tonight but always."

"Baby..." I look at his eyes knowing I hurt him when I left.

He cut me off "Max I need you..."

I cut him off "No I'm not leaving I'm just going to the bathroom... pregnant women have to pee more than regular woman."

"Oh...okay...I'm sorry" he let my hands go and I ran to the bathroom. Moments later I came back to bed and found him sitting there looking to see if I'd leave again I got back into bed with him I saw the tension in him fade as he put both arms around my naked body and I felt the heat generate from him to me. // God I missed this...the cuddling...the feel of his skin on mine.// I fell asleep in his arms again and woke up at 8:00 and saw Logan staring at me.

"Good morning Angel."

I touched his face and kissed him. "Good Morning baby"

"You are just so beautiful... the pregnancy suites you."

"How do you feel knowing your gonna be a daddy?"

"I can't put it in to words but... it feels great... what do you want to eat ?"

"Chocolate covered pancakes"

"Okay" He grabbed some boxers and headed toward the kitchen, I took a bath and put on a maternity shirt with maternity leather pants and went to the kitchen dressed. Logan served me the pancakes. I started crying. "What wrong Angel?"

"I don't know sometimes I just start crying for no reason."

"Angel, it's the hormones."

I sat on his lap and he wiped away my tears then kissed me. Then someone knocked on the door." I opened it and saw it was Cindy.

"Hey boo...you two ready to go to baby shopping?..."she touched me belly "and how is my little boo doing?" The baby kicked. "That's my little boo.... you two ready?"

"Yeah let me just finish eating...do you want something to eat."

"No...Rachel cooked some eggs."

"You and Rachel must be serious." I sat down and started eating again.

"Hey Logan!" Cindy said.

"Hey Cindy... let me just take a shower and get ready."

Logan got ready as me and Cindy sat down and talked, minutes later he came out ready to go shopping for the baby. He saw me and Cindy laughing while she touched my belly.

"Damn little boo kicks hard...does it hurt?" Cindy asked

"No..." I saw Logan standing there looking at Cindy and me "your finally ready...why do you keep looking at me like that."

"You just look... so beautiful...I could look at you the rest of my life."

I got up from the couch and kissed him. "Aiight baby lets go."

"Look at you too haven't popped this baby out and already working on the second."

We looked through lots of boy stores and looked at cribs and clothes and with the money I save up by working as a waitress and Logan's credit card we brought almost everything needed. I weighed myself and I only gained 14 pounds from the pregnancy and that's normal.

Logan walked up to me and was reading a book that read Sex Positions for Pregnant Woman. I took the book from him looked through it and said "We should buy this page 39 looks like something I would like to try tonight with you."

"The book looks like fun...I'll be back I'm going to pay for it along with the baby clothes."

"Aiight my boo and me are gonna be over there buying dinner...Chinese food to then go visit Joshua."

~~~JOSHUA'S~~~

We arrived at Joshua's and I surprised him while he was painting. "Hey big fella"

"Max" He came up to me and gave me a strong hug lifting me off the floor. "I missed you little fella"

"I missed you too." he put me on the ground." I'd like to introduce you to somebody." I touched my belly and said "this is your nephew." He touched my belly gently and we sat down and started talking.
Logan and Cindy started setting the table.

"How do you feel in your new place big fella"

"Better... I only come out during the night no one come to this abandoned warehouse....except you guys."

Minutes later Alec and Kendra walked in through the door.We where interrupted my Alec and Kendra "Hey everyone"

"Alec...Kendra"

"Hey sis...how's our nephew?"

I gave him a hug. "Jumpy" Then I gave Kendra a hug.

"Max...Alec told me everything and I promise you your secret is safe with me...I love Alec and all you guys and I won't jeopardize you guys for anything."

"Thanks." I started to cry.

"Food's set." Logan yelled he walked over to me and I looked down teary eyed."What's wrong Angel"

"Nothing just the hormones."

TBC...