Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

Chapter 10

It's been 1 month since I returned to Seattle I've never been so happy.

***FOGGLE TOWERS***
"Logan...Logan."

He rushes into the room to see me lying in bed. "What wrong angel?"

"My water broke" I scream from the pain. He picks me up and carries me to the Aztec. He calls everyone on the phone...we go to Sebastian's, and Sebastian goes to a room where Cindy, Joshua, Alec, Kendra, Bling and Logan are all waiting.

Sebastian speaks to Logan. "Beware...she will say things like YOU BASTARD YOU DID THIS TO ME...I HATE YOU...I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS WHEN I GET UP....but since she's an X5 she can literally do that.

Logan grabs my hand whispers soft thing in my ear " You can do it Max... Do it for be Ben, Zack, Tinga, Jace, Jondie, Syl, Krit and everyone else that you love."

I give him a weak smile and do as Sebastian tells me.

"Ok Max... ready to push this me out." I nod at him "Alright push" I start pushing. I push with all my power and start screaming at Logan.

"I hate you...I hate you... why did I let you do this to me." I yelled at him tightening his hand.

"It takes two to tango." He shot back at me.

"I'm going to kick your ass once I push this baby out." I hear the baby crying //The boys got some pipes.//

"Okay boo the baby's head is out... one last push." Cindy yells.

I did one last push and the baby was out and Sebastian handed me a beautiful baby boy. "Hi Ben." I say with rage emotions going through me. I give one last push and the placenta comes out. Sebastian take the baby away from me and I fall asleep tired from delivering a 7 Ib3 ounce baby.

I wake hours later and Logan's eyes are looking into mine holding Ben. He leans down and passes me the baby for feeding. Ben features are just like Logan's. Ben starts feeding and Logan talks.

"Are you really gonna kick my ass?"

"No...it was a heat of the moment thing...besides how can I hate you when we created someone so beautiful and pure." He leaned down and kissed me and Kendra and Cindy walked in the room.

"Hey boo, oh god you popped out one and are working on the other ones to come." Ben finished feeding and handed him to Cindy. "Little boo... remember me I'm auntie Cindy... your going to be a heartbreaker." Ben gives a little smile.

"I'm going to take a bath."

"Max you shouldn't be moving so soon."

"X5's heal quickly..." I look at myself in the mirror and see that the 17 pounds I gained during my pregnancy were almost gone. //Maybe it's because X5's can't gain much weight...I look like I normally do.//

"Yes you are still beautiful." Logan says as he wraps a arm around me. "I gotta say I'm gonna miss the belly...where's your excess weight at?"

"I only gained 17 pounds during the pregnancy...must have gone straight to the belly...the rest it will take me 2 weeks maximum to lose."

"What rest boo...you look like you did before you were pregnant."


***JOSHUA'S***
We took Ben home two days after. I took the baby to Joshua and within minutes Ben had him wrapped around his little finger.

"Little fella he looks just like Logan...he even has his blue eyes."

"Do you wanna hold him."

"I don't wanna hurt him."

"You won't" I slipped Ben in his arms and Joshua looked dumb founded. "See he likes you Uncle Josh" Minutes later Alec walked in.

"Hey Alec."

"Oh let me hold him next" Alec said cheerfully.

"Where's Kendra?"

"At home recovering from good love making."

"You two are serious... I'm very proud."

***FOGGLE TOWERS***

It's 2:30 in the morning and I hear Ben crying from the guestroom that is now his room. I run to him take him in my arms and sit in the rocking chair and cradled him to sleep.

I look into his blue eyes and rock him gently in the rocking chair"It's a good thing X5's don't need much sleep" I whisper quietly.

The next morning I feel someone taking Ben away from my arms. I get up and protect the baby as I get in fighting mode.

"At ease Angel...it's only me."

I put the baby back in the crib and leave with Logan to the kitchen. He makes me breakfast I sit in my usual spot and he kisses me when he passes by me. //MY LIFE IS PERFECT!//

***SEVEN MONTHS LATER***

"Angel" He walks into Ben's room were Ben and I are playing with puppets. "I'm going to go to the supermarket to get some food."

"Aiight bye baby." He kisses me. Ben suddenly talks.

"DA..DA"

"Bye Ben." He leans down and give Ben a kiss on his head.

I hear the door close and continue to play with Ben moments later I hear someone picking the lock, I grab Ben and open a window then I go to a vent and crawl in with Ben in my arms. I look into Ben blue eyes and I pull my finger over my lips signaling him to be quiet. I see the door open and see the same two guards who were after me when I first left Seattle. He talks into his Walkie Talkie.

"She is not here...it looks like she either knew we where coming or she must have left a while ago... they walk over to the open window. "Correction...she went out through the window she couldn't have gotten far were going in pursuit."

They leave the apartment and I open the vent I crawl out with Ben in my arms.

I grabbed my book bag and packed some of my clothes and Ben's too.

I put on the boy carrier and put it on then put Ben in it.

I grab a piece of paper and write Logan a letter.

Logan,

I gotta blaze. It's just not working out. I took Ben too, I'll call you so we can meet somewhere to discuss the way we'll handle the custody. I want a divorce,
Max

I leave the note on the counter and take money that I had saved up since I was working as a waitress. I start heading towards the door and I turn around. I can't believe I'm doing this again. I'm running from my home...the place I was so happy in I suddenly turn around and runaway. I hop on my ninja and drive to Logan's uncle's cabin.

Two nights after I call Logan and I told him that he could see Ben whenever he want but it has to be at Cindy's apartment..."I'll leave him at Cindy's and you can pick him up every Friday until Sunday then you leave him at Cindy's and I'll pick him up again."

"Max this is craz..." I hung up on him.

TBC...