Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 13

It's been 2 months and now I'm 3 months pregnant. It's Ben's birthday, He's 2 years old and we all joined at the apartment and celebrated his birthday. After we celebrated, Ben fell asleep from all the excitement and, I fell asleep cuddled in Logan's arms.

~~~A MONTH LATER~~~

It's my 3 year anniversary with Logan and I'm out shopping with Cindy before I go to Sebastian's with Logan to find out the gender of the baby.

"Hey boo...what about that watch."

"Oh I got an idea", I walked up to the clerk and told him something quietly and then loudly "I'll be back in an hour to pick it up."

I leave with Cindy and head to Foggle Towers.

***FOGGLE TOWERS***

"We're home!"

"Okay let's go to Sebastion's" Logan said

"Thank you boo...for watching Ben."

"No problem me and little boo will just chill until you come back."

"Bye Ben" I say loudly.

"Bye Mommie" He comes and kisses my already noticeably big belly.

"I don't look 4 months pregnant" I say loudly. "I look like I'm 6."

Logan grabs my hand and we leave.

"Are we excited to find out the sex of the baby." I ask him.

He nods and smiles and we get in the Aztec and he drives away.

***AT SEBASTIAN'S***

"Ok I'm ready" I come out in a hospital gown, Sebastian put cold jelly on my stomach "That's
cold." He turns on a machine and starts doing an ultra sound. "What is it, a girl or boy."

"Both" he said surprised.

"What?" Logan ask looking shocked

"You're having twins."

I breathe out and hugged Logan. "I think we worked a little to hard on the girl we wanted."

He laughed. "We're going to have twins" he said happily.

We left back to tell Cindy the news...I stopped at the same place I was with Cindy earlier and grabbed a wrapped present and put it in my pocket, then we left again.

***FOGGLE TOWERS***


"The light's are out maybe Cindy fell asleep." Logan said.

I opened the door and yelled "BOO...where are you."

I heard a lot of people yell "SURPRISE " I saw Bling, Alec, Kendra, Rachel, Cindy, and Ben. The all yelled again "HAPPY ANNIVERSARY" Then Cindy yelled "Boo, what's the baby...boy or girl."

"Both." I said

"Boo...what are you talking about?"

"We're having twins" Logan said loudly.

Everyone ran up to me and gave me a hug.

"Oh boo...that's great...but you and Logan have to stop popping kids...but I'm happy that after all you've been through you're finally happy...you deserve it." She hugged me again and hugged Logan. Then I hear a little voice come through.

"Mommie...Mommie."

"Just as loud as his mother"

"Funny Logan...what's up Ben."

"Mommie, the baby." he touches my stomach. "It's a boy."

"Ben you're going to have a sister AND a brother."

"2" He says excitedly.

"We should get going." Cindy said. "I'm going to take Ben with me tonight, he has hardly seen his aunts....and beside it helps me and Rachel to decided either to adopt or not."

"Ok...bye "

Ben came up and kissed my belly. "I'll miss you mommie and babies." He walked up to Logan and kissed him and the cheek. "Bye daddy."

Everyone left and I sat on the sofa and as Logan sat next to me and I switched to his lap and cuddled next to him I leaned down and got his gift out of my leather jacket pocket.

"Here you go and happy 3 year anniversary"

He open it and sees it's a silver watch. On the back it reads:

Not even all the time in the world would be enought to explain how much I love you.

He grabs me and kisses me, I get off his lap and he goes to the room to get something, he comes out with a little box neatly wrapped and he sit down and give me my gift. I opened it slowly and in it was a necklace with a heart hanging from it with a key shaped hole I looked at him and he showed it has a silver chain and a key hanging from it. I smiled.

"Now I'm the only one with the key to your heart." I started to tear up and he pulled me over to him and sat me on his lap and I cried as he held me in his arms.

"Thanks...Damnit these hormones are killing me."

He laughed at me and reached my chin to look at him. "It's okay to show emotions Angel... this isn't Manticore." He held me closer and the baby kick.

"Did you feel that?" I asked

"What?"

"The babies kicked for the first time...look." I grabbed his hand and put it on the spot.

He smiles the kicking continues " I think they're fighting in there."

I laugh the kicking stops "The girl won."

I kiss him and he kisses me back and opens his mouth allowing me to play with his  tongue He starts taking off my shirt as I struggle with his buttons and finally get it off. He stood up and takes me into his arms and carried me into the bedroom. I sit down on the bed and he gently takes off my pants. I start taking his pants off and he helps me. I gently takes off the rest of my clothes and his boxers. He sits down with me on the bed and kisses my neck, he bites it slightly and sucks on it hard then kisses my collarbone leaving a trail of wet kisses on my neck. He stops and is overcomed with the feeling of being inside me. He spreads his legs and I sit in between his and put my legs over his and he enters me. He holds me tightly and we enjoy the feeling of being one, we sit together holding each other tightly.

"Ben's not here so I want to make love to you all night long." he whispers in my ear "this time I'll let you scream all you want."

I look into his blue eyes "Is that a threat or a promise."

"Both." He starts moving inside of me and I move closer and away to increase the pleasure. I throw my head back in pleasure and Logan starts massaging my breasts, I rest on my back and Logan's thrust are still slow but full of passion. I suddenly sit up again and Logan yells loudly. He holds me again.

"Now who's yelling" I tease him.

I grab his back and push him deeper inside me, I pull back then. He pulls me forward, he starts moving in and out. He keeps this soft yet pleasuring pace a long time, I begin to tighten around him as he starts thrusting harder, deeper, faster He keeps this pace longer and I feel myself ready to release.

"Oh Logan." I yell.

I release and he releases into me I lay next to him and relax.

He plays with my hair and tangles his hand in my long, brown, curly hair.

After he calms down I decide to take a bath and he joins me. I stand under the pouring water and Logan grabs my hips and kisses me. He grabs my butt and pushes me up and I wrap my legs around him. We tumble on the wall a I can lean on to. I feel his erection grow he pushes himself in me and I tremble at his touch. He pushes up at me. I pull myself up and down and he moans loudly. I hold his back and scratchs it. //How does Logan always find my exotic spots.// I slide down then move up. Logan moves to my rhythm and I stay at this pace for a while then I explode and Logan keeps going until he releases.

We finish bathing and then lie back in bed naked. He cuddles next to me and holds me in his arms.

"Max."

"Yeah"

"Your toes are cold."

"Yeah well I can't help it."

"I can" he leans closer to me and I look at the clock and it say 4:36. //We did go all night.//

I awake to the sound of the door, I see Logan still sleeping it's 6:00 I put on Logan's shirt and open the door, I see Cindy holding Ben still asleep. I take him from Cindy and put him in his bed to sleep. I come out and see Cindy sitting on the couch.

"Had a rough night last night boo?"

"No...why?"

"The huge hickies on your neck and bite marks says something different, you and Logan gotta stop...you're a pregnant woman...with twins."

"You can still make love when pregnant he just can't lay on my belly... let's be quiet he's still sleeping...did you decide if you want to adopt?"

"Little boo is an Angel...but not all kids act like him....we're still deciding...will you and Logan stop at 3"

"He said he always wanted a big family and I love kids."

"Well boo I gotta go to work." She gets up and gives me a hug. "You're gonna go to work tomorrow."

"Yeah."

She leaves and since Ben is still sleeping I get back in bed and cuddling back with Logan close my eyes. I feel a little body crawl in next to me. It's Ben. He kisses my belly and places a kiss on my forehead cuddles next to me and falls asleep. Logan wakes up hours later and smiles at what he sees lying next to him. I act like I'm asleep and see what he does. He starts touching my face lightly, tracing the outline of my face.

"Beautiful" He says softly. He kisses my belly and rubs it softly.

I act like I'm waking up."Hey baby."

"Good morning Angel." The twins started kicking. "You hungry."

"Duh... I'm eating for 3 now."

"What do you want?"

"I want scrambled eggs with ice cream and strawberries."

"Okay Angel"

He made breakfast and Ben woke up to eat.

"Ben you wanna come with me and see Uncle Josh?"

He nods and finishes his breakfast.

***AT JOUSHUA'S***

"Hey big fella!''

"Hey little fella...Hi Ben....what are you having boy or girl"

"Both." He looked at me confused. "I'm going to have twins." he hugged me, he let go as he left to go get something, then came in with a painting of Logan sitting and me sitting on his lap with big belly and Ben on my lap. "It's beautiful...thank you." He played with Ben and I sat staring at the painting. //Our first family portrait.// I ate lunch with Joshua and Ben then saw the time and had to go. I grabbed Ben and the painting and left. "Bye big fella...see ya soon."

***FOGGLE TOWERS***

"Hey baby...look what Joshua made for us."

He smiled and took the big painting away from me. "You shouldn't be lifting heavy things."

"It's not heavy and besides I'm not any ordinary woman... I'm a X5"

He looked at it. "It's perfect...the twins are in it, Ben's in it and we are too." Ben left to play with his toys. Logan looked at me as I amost fainted "Angel...you alright...you look pale." I tried to put this strong feeling behind me, I felt cold and  about tofaint I suddenly was about to collapse when Logan ran up to me and caught me. //Oh god, a seizure, not now.//

I started shaking violently and couldn't control it, Logan laid me on the couch and got my pills. I shook so violently that I slid off the couch to the floor I started mumbling "I'm sorry Logan." He held me and I swallowed my pills hoping the shaking would stop but it continued for a long while. After almost one hour of jerking and convulsing and half of the bottle of Tryptophan I stopped shaking, I awoke and saw Logan holding me in his arms I looked up at him and he saw how weak I was feeling and again I fell asleep in his arms feeling so tired and so safe.

I awoke in Logan's arms and saw his blue eyes staring at down at me. I panicked. "The twins... are they okay." I grabbed my stomach as one kicked.

"They're okay Max... how do you feel?"

"Tired but better."

"Angel that was by far the strongest seizure you have ever had...why did you say sorry to me."

"I was remembering the day I lied to you about Alec... I'm sorry."

"Three years of marriage and your just now apologizing."

"Better late than never." I smiled at him and he sat me up to drink milk.

I finished it and saw Ben standing at the door. "You okay mommy?"

"Yeah Ben." He walked up to me gave me a kiss on the belly and rubbed it, the baby kicked and Ben jumped back in fright. "It's okay Ben the babies are playing." He touched it again and smiled.

TBC...