Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 14

~~~2 MONTHS LATER~~~
I'm now 6 months pregnant and my seizures are becoming more frequent. I try to hide then from Logan but 50% of the time it happens before his eyes.

***FOGGLE TOWERS***
"Hey Bling."

"Hey Logan what's wrong?...why did you call me over here?"

"It's Max."

"What?"

"Since she went out with Original Cindy...I called to tell you...I'm worried about here, she's been having a lot of seizures lately...these past two weeks alone she had 5 seizures."

"Have you told her to get checked up by Sebastian?"

"Yeah...but she says it's normal because she's pregnant...." He's interrupted by the phone ringing.

"Hello."

"Logan it's Cindy... I was chilling with Boo buying the baby clothes when a seizure hit her and she was knocked to the floor...Logan she's going into an early labor. We're heading to the hospital...Sebastian has connections there, Max's identity won't get out...meet me there."

He hung up the phone and started panicking. "Bling can you watch Ben...Max went into early labor."

"Yeah...go...go."

***AT THE HOSPITAL***

"Logan over here...she's over here." He ran to Cindy with all the power in his legs. "They're only allowing family and friends by 2 at a time come on lets ago."

The doctor is standing besides Max...Logan run over to her sleeping body and hold her hand. "Doctor how's Max?"

"Let's talk outside."

"Okay...can you stay with her please Cindy."

He walks outside and the doctor starts talking. "It looks like her body couldn't handle carrying 2 inside her. Her seizure were stronger and while she was answering the questions I asked her she said she had up to 4 seizures a day meaning that by the end of the week she would have suffered at least 24 seizures...She fell down so strongly on the last one that it caused her water to break."

"Damnit Max why did you hide the other seizures from me...no wonder she was always so tired." He started crying.

"I'm sorry there's a good chance that the twins will survive but Max might have to die...her water broke but she hasn't dilated yet...which means we might have a cesarean." But if we do that we can lose the twins or Max it's your call Mr.Cale...I'll give you some time to think."

He walk back into the room and Cindy sees his tears and she starts crying too. "I heard the whole thing." She hugs him and ask "What are you going to choose?"

"I don't know...can I have time with her to think."

She exits the room and he sits on a chair, holding my hand with one hand and with the other he strokes a strand of long brown curly hair.


"God Max why do you always leave me in the dark." //She looks so pale, so weak, but still angelic, I love you...I can't live without you Max// he thinks.

I start waking up and see Logan crying . I give his hand a light squeeze . He looks at me and I mumble softly "What's wrong baby?" I see the surroundings around me and notice I'm in a hospital. "Are the twins okay?" I start panicking.

"Max why didn't you tell me about the seizures and how strong and frequent they were getting..."

"I'm sorry." I start crying.

He wipes away my tears and he kisses me. "I need you...God how I ever need you."

The doctor walks in unaware that Max is awake "Who are you going to choose the twins or Max."

I look at Logan's eyes searching for an answer. I see he has to make a choice between me and the twins. "Choose them."

"Max please don't do this."

"It's my last wish Logan....always know that I love you" He gets up and hugs me tightly and whispers in my ear.

"I love you." He says in my ear as I drift off to sleep again. "You heard the lady" He says in sobs.

TBC...