Confessions
Author: Bonita
E-mail: LaBonita409@aol.com
Rated: NC-17
Summary: Max and Logan tell each other how the truly feel.(takes place after freak of nation)
Authors Note: Please don't read if under 18...don't say I didn't warn you!!!
Please send feedback it's my first fic I need to know what you think. Feel free to e-mail my telling me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own Dark Angel...I 'm just borrowing the characters for my story.

CHAPTER 15

They roll Max into the operation room and Logan is standing right beside her in a blue hospital suit looking at her breathe through a little tube, watching all the wires managing her heartbeat.

"You shouldn't worry Mr.Cale...most babies that are carried in 5 months and up are likely to survive."

They started cutting her and he heard the boy crying and his life with Max flashes before his eyes. //God what am I gonna do without her.//

He heard the baby girl crying and all of a sudden he hears a long beeping noise he looks at the machine and see a flat line she slipped. He ran toward her and the doctor hold him back. "Max fight it...I need you...Max." He starts screaming.

"Alright lets shock her...clear." Max's body jumps but the machine is still beeping. "Clear." The line is still flat.

"Max." He starts crying with. "Max open your eyes."

"Clear" Max's body jumped "raise up the voltage...clear" Her body jumps again to the shocks "she's not responding...time of death 4:37 pm."

Logan starts sobbing and runs to Max and touched her hair and stroked it gently. Cindy walks in and sees Logan crying over Max's body.

She runs franticly over to her and starts slapping Max on the face. "Boo...boo wake up...please boo."
She starts to cry with Logan then suddenly the beeping stopped. "Wait"

Logan looks up and sees the spike on the machine,his tears turn into laughter. "Max you're alive." He hugs her unconscious body. He then hugs Cindy and the doctors run checks on her.

"My boo has more lives than a cat." She laughs at her comment and looks at the happiness that was restored in Logan's eyes. "Where are the little boos?"

"The nurse took them to see if they were hurt in any way." He looked at Cindy as she went to go look for the nurse. Logan just looked at Max and took her numb hand and kissed it. "Thank god" He looked at his sleeping Angel.

~~~NEXT DAY~~~

I woke to the sunlight that was hitting my face. I looked down and saw Logan asleep on my chest. I whisper to him. But he was in such a deep sleep. I squeezed his hand with all my strength and he suddenly looked at me and smiled.

"Hey beautiful."

"Hey gorgeous." I said weakly. "Oh where's the babies...are they okay." I started to cry. "Please tell me that you didn't choose me over them...are they dead?"

"Max they're okay...they're in the incubators on the second floor."

"I want to see them." I started to get up and try to act like I wasn't in pain but the truth is that I was. I went to stand up and almost fell if it wasn't for Logan who caught me and helped me again. "How come I fell so heavy."

"They numbed your body for the caesarian... You don't look like you just gave birth to twins...you look your normal weight."

"It's an X5 thing...show me were they're at...I want to see my babies."

"Max you're not supposed to be walking or be out of bed yet." He picked me up in his arms and carried me in the elevator and down the hall to see the babies. "See they're in there with Cindy."

"They're beautiful...what's their names?"

"I was waiting for us to discuss that." A nurse came and approached us.

"Mrs. Cale you shouldn't be out of bed yet."

"I wanted to see my babies...how are they?"

"They're better than any other babies I've ever seen." I let out a breathe that I didn't even notice I was holding. "We can take them to your room if you'd like."

"Yes...I would love that." I said eagerly. The nurse left and Cindy walked out.

"Hey boo...glad to see you're aiight...you gave me and Logan a good scare yesterday." She hugged me and Logan.

Logan carries me back to my room to find Alec and Kendra, waiting for us. "Hey" They both say together as Logan puts me in bed.

"Hey" I said softly.

"Damn Max where did the pregnancy weight go?" Kendra ask.

"It's a X5 thing." Alec says as he hugs me.

"Hey how's the mommie doing" Bling says as he walks in.

"Mommy" Ben says happy to see me. Logan helps him on the bed and he puts his little arms around me and gives me a tight hug.

"You missed me?"

"Yeah mommy." He smiles at me and the nurse rolls the twins in.

"They're still asleep but they'll be up pretty soon for their feeding...I also got their birth certificate so you can all name them." The nurse says while walking in.

"Aiight let's think about baby names." Cindy said

"I say what about Jasmine after Logan's mom...now I need a middle name."

"Brianne" Kendra said.

They nurse wrote "Jasmine Brianne Cale....it has a nice ring."

"Now for the boy" Logan said. "Jonathan."

"I like it...what's the middle name?"

"Zane" Bling said.

"Jonathan Zane Cale...cute names." we finished the birth certificates.

Everyone left to go get something to eat. Then the twins woke up crying I sat up and feed them both..."Thank god I have two."

Logan laughed at my comment. "Looks like they're going to get more attention than me....Angel I didn't want to bring it up earlier but why did you try to hide your seizures from me?"

"I didn't want you to worry...but when I died I saw Big Ben and Tinga surrounded by all this bright light and he was holding out his hand to me and I ran up to them and hugged them. He said that he was sorry for snapping against me and that he'll watch over us now and always, and she said that she was sorry she didn't open her eyes when I told her to. I gave them one last hug then woke up."

"I'll thank them everyday for bringing you back to me."

2 days later we were finally able to take Jasmine and Jonathan home. And  started our new journey with 3 children. Jasmine had my caramel completion and my every figure but has Logan's blue eyes. Jonathan looks just like Logan and Ben but has my brown eyes.

~~~EIGHT MONTHS LATER~~~

I fell asleep in the twins room (which was the exercise room but Logan and I made an agreement that when the twins are 1 years old we're going to move them into Ben's room and have the exercise room back. I was feeding Jasmine and rocking her in the rocking chair when she fell asleep in my arms. I put her down gently and picked up Jonathan and he always takes longer to go to sleep that's a thing he got from me. He grabbed my finger and held it tightly. I looked around and softly started humming the Angel of mine song to him (that was the song I told the dj to play). I looked into his big brown eyes and I saw him fighting the sleep until sleep won the both of us. I awoke to the touch of Logan's hand and voice.

"Angel you've been here all night?"

"Yeah."

"Why don't you go rest in our room it's still early the kids won't wake up till a little later."

I put Jonathan back and slowly exited with Logan. He walked me back to the room and I snuggled with him in bed letting the rhythm of his heart put me to sleep.

TBC...