Brazen.
Disclaimer: look at past chapters. sigh, I can't be bothered to write it out AGAIN!
A/n. OH.MY.GOD. I am so sorry! It's been MONTHS since I updated * anything * or even looked at this! Sorry guys! Will ya all ever forgive me? * sniffles *
"What have I missed then?" Ginny asked eagerly as Harry returned again. Since she was back, he visited her practically every day even though he was meant to be revising. "Not much," Harry laughed at her earnestness.
"Yeah right." she said disbelievingly. "Okay, okay! Well. Ron managed to punch Malfoy in the face today, it was something Malfoy really loudly about your family."
"Like me?" Ginny guessed. "Uh."
"Just admit it Harry," Ginny sighed exasperated. "
Yeah," he said quickly. "So Ron turned round and punched him right on the nose, and blood was pouring out of it. And at the same time, Neville managed to somehow tip his cauldron over and the wart potion was leaking all over the classroom, so many people had warts over their feet and most were standing on the desk to avoid it and Malfoy was yelling his head off and Snape was screaming so loud. I mean, Hermione had to yell 'SHUT UP' with this charm she put on her voice, she sounded like a freaking gigantic dinosaur her voice was that loud! And then it all calmed down. Well, Snape started yelling at Ron, Neville and Hermione and they all got detention and the wart infected people had to take this other potion.it was hilarious.you know Pansy?"
Ginny nodded, giggling slightly.
"Well she was literally yelling at Ron for damaging her boyfriend's nose and she had her arm around Malfoy and for some reason Malfoy sneezed all over her.and." Harry broke off laughing at the memory.
"Harry.what was he saying about me?" Ginny asked quietly.
"Nothing much," Harry lied swiftly, avoiding his eyes.
"Harry! Just tell me!" Ginny ordered staring directly at him.
"He was just calling you a, a whore and a slut and a tart and something about you being rubbish in bed." Harry stopped, bright red. To his surprise, Ginny started laughing.
"Is that the best he could do?" she asked, when she was able to stop laughing for a minute.
"I guess so." he said, still kind of surprised at her laughing fit. When Ginny had stopped laughing, she suddenly looked directly at Harry.
"You know." she started quietly, "I did date Draco." her voice faded off.
"You did?" Harry stuttered before he could stop himself. She nodded silently.
"Before I went anorexic and suicidal." She sighed. "One of the biggest mistakes I ever made."
"You slep-.?"
"That's the reason he dumped me and that's why he started bulling me into becoming anorexic and combined with him, anorexic and my family that's why I became suicidal."
She looked out the window. "Oh God! I mean, I didn't sleep with him! That's why he started hating me more than ever."
Harry didn't say anything, just followed her gaze out the window. Ginny went completely silent and suddenly her brown eyes filled with terror and her whole body went rigid with fear and she gave a strangled cry. "Help me!" she called desperately to Harry, clinging onto his arm and looking into his emerald green eyes. "Its back!"
"Wh-" "The Voice!" Ginny was completely terrified. It was like she was in some kind of fit. "Don't believe what's its saying!" Harry commanded. "You're fine the way you are! You're really pretty and friendly and."
"I'm fat! And I'm NOT pretty!" Ginny cried. "Just look at me! I'm disgusting! I'm so fat and I need to."
"Ginny. Listen to me. Picture an obese person in your mind, one wearing large glasses and mousy hair," Harry pleaded desperately, not even knowing or understanding what he was saying. Her eyes were closed tight together and her whole body was tense but she nodded. "That's the Voice Ginny. It's passing all its insecurities and anger onto you. Now imagine this. A girl is standing in a field full of flowers of all colours and species. She's laughing and she's wearing a skirt and a vest top. She's got long red hair and it's flying behind her because of the wind, though a few strands are framing her face. Her skin is sprinkled with freckles and her eyes are deep brown and her eyelashes are fair and long. She's got a perfect figure and her whole self is radiating happiness and confidence." He paused slightly before continuing. "And that's you Ginny." Although her eyes were still closed, she'd relaxed slightly when he'd been describing the girl - her. "Remember the other girl? She's envying you because you're things she's not. There's nothing wrong with you Ginny!"
"It's me?" she breathed. "It's you," he repeated gently. "Me," she whispered, opening her liquid brown eyes and looking at Harry and then looking about her as though she was expecting to see someone. "Harry.It's gone. It's gone." She smiled, a true smile, and she flung her arms around Harry. "How can I ever thank you? You, you saved my life, you banished the Voice and you're always there for me!"
Harry looked awkward. "Just believe in yourself is the most you can do for me," he answered truthfully. "But I need to do something more than that!" Ginny protested. "Do you still have a crush of Sasha? Cause I could-"
Harry shook his head. "Well who then?"
Harry looked slightly more awkward. "It's not Sasha, it's you Ginny."
A/n. Hmm.review please.you know you want to! ;) And yep, if you wanna get emailed when I update, just say in your review (put your addie in the review box - makes it easier for me) & I will!
And if you want to R&R your stories -say and I will! Chances are if you have a signed review, I'll go to your stories anyway!
Disclaimer: look at past chapters. sigh, I can't be bothered to write it out AGAIN!
A/n. OH.MY.GOD. I am so sorry! It's been MONTHS since I updated * anything * or even looked at this! Sorry guys! Will ya all ever forgive me? * sniffles *
"What have I missed then?" Ginny asked eagerly as Harry returned again. Since she was back, he visited her practically every day even though he was meant to be revising. "Not much," Harry laughed at her earnestness.
"Yeah right." she said disbelievingly. "Okay, okay! Well. Ron managed to punch Malfoy in the face today, it was something Malfoy really loudly about your family."
"Like me?" Ginny guessed. "Uh."
"Just admit it Harry," Ginny sighed exasperated. "
Yeah," he said quickly. "So Ron turned round and punched him right on the nose, and blood was pouring out of it. And at the same time, Neville managed to somehow tip his cauldron over and the wart potion was leaking all over the classroom, so many people had warts over their feet and most were standing on the desk to avoid it and Malfoy was yelling his head off and Snape was screaming so loud. I mean, Hermione had to yell 'SHUT UP' with this charm she put on her voice, she sounded like a freaking gigantic dinosaur her voice was that loud! And then it all calmed down. Well, Snape started yelling at Ron, Neville and Hermione and they all got detention and the wart infected people had to take this other potion.it was hilarious.you know Pansy?"
Ginny nodded, giggling slightly.
"Well she was literally yelling at Ron for damaging her boyfriend's nose and she had her arm around Malfoy and for some reason Malfoy sneezed all over her.and." Harry broke off laughing at the memory.
"Harry.what was he saying about me?" Ginny asked quietly.
"Nothing much," Harry lied swiftly, avoiding his eyes.
"Harry! Just tell me!" Ginny ordered staring directly at him.
"He was just calling you a, a whore and a slut and a tart and something about you being rubbish in bed." Harry stopped, bright red. To his surprise, Ginny started laughing.
"Is that the best he could do?" she asked, when she was able to stop laughing for a minute.
"I guess so." he said, still kind of surprised at her laughing fit. When Ginny had stopped laughing, she suddenly looked directly at Harry.
"You know." she started quietly, "I did date Draco." her voice faded off.
"You did?" Harry stuttered before he could stop himself. She nodded silently.
"Before I went anorexic and suicidal." She sighed. "One of the biggest mistakes I ever made."
"You slep-.?"
"That's the reason he dumped me and that's why he started bulling me into becoming anorexic and combined with him, anorexic and my family that's why I became suicidal."
She looked out the window. "Oh God! I mean, I didn't sleep with him! That's why he started hating me more than ever."
Harry didn't say anything, just followed her gaze out the window. Ginny went completely silent and suddenly her brown eyes filled with terror and her whole body went rigid with fear and she gave a strangled cry. "Help me!" she called desperately to Harry, clinging onto his arm and looking into his emerald green eyes. "Its back!"
"Wh-" "The Voice!" Ginny was completely terrified. It was like she was in some kind of fit. "Don't believe what's its saying!" Harry commanded. "You're fine the way you are! You're really pretty and friendly and."
"I'm fat! And I'm NOT pretty!" Ginny cried. "Just look at me! I'm disgusting! I'm so fat and I need to."
"Ginny. Listen to me. Picture an obese person in your mind, one wearing large glasses and mousy hair," Harry pleaded desperately, not even knowing or understanding what he was saying. Her eyes were closed tight together and her whole body was tense but she nodded. "That's the Voice Ginny. It's passing all its insecurities and anger onto you. Now imagine this. A girl is standing in a field full of flowers of all colours and species. She's laughing and she's wearing a skirt and a vest top. She's got long red hair and it's flying behind her because of the wind, though a few strands are framing her face. Her skin is sprinkled with freckles and her eyes are deep brown and her eyelashes are fair and long. She's got a perfect figure and her whole self is radiating happiness and confidence." He paused slightly before continuing. "And that's you Ginny." Although her eyes were still closed, she'd relaxed slightly when he'd been describing the girl - her. "Remember the other girl? She's envying you because you're things she's not. There's nothing wrong with you Ginny!"
"It's me?" she breathed. "It's you," he repeated gently. "Me," she whispered, opening her liquid brown eyes and looking at Harry and then looking about her as though she was expecting to see someone. "Harry.It's gone. It's gone." She smiled, a true smile, and she flung her arms around Harry. "How can I ever thank you? You, you saved my life, you banished the Voice and you're always there for me!"
Harry looked awkward. "Just believe in yourself is the most you can do for me," he answered truthfully. "But I need to do something more than that!" Ginny protested. "Do you still have a crush of Sasha? Cause I could-"
Harry shook his head. "Well who then?"
Harry looked slightly more awkward. "It's not Sasha, it's you Ginny."
A/n. Hmm.review please.you know you want to! ;) And yep, if you wanna get emailed when I update, just say in your review (put your addie in the review box - makes it easier for me) & I will!
And if you want to R&R your stories -say and I will! Chances are if you have a signed review, I'll go to your stories anyway!