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Since When Has Loving Your Dead
Best Friends Girlfriend Been Easy ?
" I …."
"I heard what you said Yasha-kun. Is that such a smart thing though ?" Sango sat on her bad looking up at the dazed Inuyasha.
"I…don't.. know.." Inuyasha was completely confused this time around.
"Inuyasha you should be resting, not worrying about revenge. I'll figure out our next move with Miroku. I'll ask Kagome to re-wrap those bandages and throw in some ointments before that bullet wound in your shoulder becomes infected." Sango was slowly leaving the room hoping Inuyasha would bring up what just happened to him. She was nosey like that but wanted her 'brother' to be happy for once. He was always taking care and protecting the Crew.. And he did a great job at it. Hell he got Miroku and Sango together, he can do just about anything really.
"Sango… I can't be near Kagome. It isn't right.. And I can't quit this job. You should quit though Sango-chan.." Inuyasha was still sitting up but shaking slightly.
"What are you talking about?"
"I want you and Miroku to quit. I'll finish up. Kouga's gone so theres no point in everyone going til the end. Besides you belong with Miroku, not with a gun." Sango was ready to yell at him.. Actually.. She thought.. The hell with it.. "And you belong with Kagome you bastard! Can't you see Kouga took the most dangerous jobs because no one else could do them. Until I told him about you Yash!.. If a guy can meet up to Kouga on the field.. Then that guy pretty much deserves Kagome. Sesshoumaru knew this was going to happen.." Inuyasha only paid attention to the 'Kouga on the field, pretty must deserves" and "Sesshomaru." He remembered Sesshomaru telling him something last Christmas.. "He'll lose something important, but continue the job." .. Wonder if Kouga meant.. "Continue Kouga's Job" ?
"Sis.. Place an order on the same guns Kouga had. Get me a pair of scissors and black hair dye."
Inuyasha was a dog with a stupid plan. Sango questioned him though. "um..why?"
"Kouga's .. technically coming back. Say bye to Inuyasha"
Sango was stoic now. "You better not… I'm amazed you would do something like that for Kagome but..
Kouga might not at all be dead and you'll be pulling off something stupid for no reason… give it awhile, she'll be over it pretty soon." She was concerned but glad this was going somewhere. She thought he might end up with Kagome. Inuyasha on the other hand wanted to make Kagome happy, but was ..afraid.. Of something.. "Yash what are you so confused about.."
"My partners dead, I could never touch his girl, no matter how nice she was to me.. Its like betraying.."
"I'm sure he was glad to have a guy like you as his partner. How come you never show your emotion to anyone but me or Kouga ?"
"…you two would never leave me… like everyone else has..but .. He did.. "
Sango knew where he was going with this, she wanted to help him out but didn't know if it was the best time to talk knowing Kagome would walk right in, looking for Sango soon.
" Kouga.. Yash that wasn't his fault.. He wouldn't ever leave intentionally and neither would I. .. Oh… I know what your getting at…"
"Sango, I don't need people, I never have, I've made it fine without them, and I don't need intimacy and security. It only kills me… I'm not the one for Kagome no matter how you put it."
"Inu stop being stubborn. No ones going to leave you, we aren't people, .. Well.. We are, but we aren't common people you find in everyday New York. We're part of the crew, best friends since 2nd grade ?."
"Quit it Sango.. I'm leaving the crew. I'm going to finish the Nicolai family off and then I'm going to see Kouga. I'll be the one to strangle him dead for leaving Kagome like that, and for breaking a promise to me."
" Yash… we promised not leave you, so do the same for us.."
"……I'll.." he waited til Kagome passed by looking at Sango. Finishing but not realizing Kagome was also eavesdropping. "Kagome-chan what are you doing?" Miroku was as quiet as possible, even when Kagome elbowed him in the gut to get quiet. "shh..listen…" Miroku didn't like eavesdropping over an conversation that involved his girlfriend but he went along with it anyway.
Yasha sighed and continued his statement. "…I'm not going anywhere, but its.. Hard doing what you promised to do, being so close to someone, loving them, knowing you just can't have them…"
It was a pretty depressing moment for him too. Losing his brother, best friend, his partner, and now not knowing wither it was safe to comfort Kagome or not. " I don't want to fall for someone, then get everything pushed back in my face. I've been toyed with since I came out of the hospital with my grandparents, .. I'm tired of it.." Sango sighed looking over to the door, seeing black hair slightly swaying by the outlines of the door and had an evil grin as she tried to hide her face from Inuyasha.
"Yash.. Kouga-kun always wanted Kagome happy.. He always wanted the best for you.. And you swore to protect Kagome every since that day.. Remember ?…when Kouga was on leave ?…" She was pushing Inuyasha for the answer that would make everyones life easier, including his. Mainly his..
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"Inuyasha-sama!!" Kagome fell to her knees, sliding on a smooth tile surface covered in dirt.
She also piped down rather quickly when a thin silver-holed barrel was pressed up against her temple.
"Kagome!!!" Inuyasha had jumped from the catwalk and kicked the tall kid dressed in black unconscious ready to kill Kagome in front of the flashing -E.X.I.T- sign that had fallen in the buildings tremors and flames. He wrapped his arms around her and lifted her quickly while darting out of the buildings lower floors. "Inu..yasha!!" Her breathing was rotting away pretty quickly, Inuyasha was running as fast as he could of course. "Hold on!!" Jumping from the front door and straight into the park area, falling to his knees right on the sidewalk, bringing Kagome into his lap, cradling her softly with a frown.
"Come on Kagome… Ka..Kagome..?" He was ready to burst out, looking down at another important person to him dying in his arms. A droplet fell from his right eye and landed on her bottom lip. She twitched and opened her eyes slowly, sitting up coughing. Inuyasha's day couldn't have gotten better right there. "Kagome!" He squeezed her close to his chest in a huge hug.
"Inu…Inuyasha?" Kagome giggled and blushed a bit. "In…." she had just realized.. It was the first time she saw his cheek wet with his own tear. "Inuyasha why.. Why were you crying?"
Inuyasha set his back straight up. "I .. Had thought you .. Had died…"
Kagome sat up straight too, sitting in his lap against his chest before turning her head to look at him while thanking him. It certainly didn't turn out, how she'd expect it to. She leaned in a little closer to kiss him, almost instantly, but it was slow and passionate. Inuyasha blushed furiously and backed away slightly. "B-But Kouga!" Kagome knew Yash was right and started to curse herself. Both of them protected her so many times. Actually Yash was the one to save her most of the time, and was always there when she needed a guy to talk to. Two guys protecting her hand and feet, twenty four seven. She loved one, well.. Both.. Yash was really the newest member to the crew, introduced by Sango. Kouga really was forward and stated his feelings for Kagome, not long before Inuyasha came into the picture with everyone. But even so, Inuyasha tilted her head and kissed her back, the both of them leant back into the grass with Inuyasha on the bottom, allowing their tongues to dance with each others in a slower tempo rhythm almost. Kagome actually hated when Kouga had tried to slip his tongue into her mouth, he was, forceful almost, Inuyasha was completely different. He was rough with Kagome, but tender and so gentle at the same time. The police force, the fire department, and ambulances were surrounding the bank building, and Sango had caught the two lovebirds. "Yash!! Kagome!!!" Kagome and Inuyasha scrambled up and straightened their shirts and Yash's beater. "S-S-Sis!!" Both blushed obviously..
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"You still remember that .. Eh Inuyasha-sama?"
"Of course I remember that Sango.. It was, uh.. My first .. Um…"
"SoulKiss with a girl ?.. Hai, bro you never were the one to meddle with girls Ah ?"
"I told you Sango. Females are nothing but trouble, and so is intimacy. I despise it, my love is my gun."
Inuyasha, was also a crappy lier sometimes, but he at least tried, ne ?
"So then, why are you falling, .. Why have you fallen for my best friend, Kagome-chan?"
Sango was leaning up against the wall in front of Yash, who was facing the window.
"… it's only… natural to fall for someone whos, nice and.. Damnit Sango this isn't any easier for me then it is anyone else! I can't love anyone, it's just not me damnit can't you see!? My Job is to protect, not love. I protect and that's it, .. When the jobs done.. I'm done for the day."
"I'm positive that's not how she feels.. I can read her like an open book Yasha-kun."
Both looked up towards the living room out of Sango's bedroom door as the phone rang. Miroku ran to the other phone in the guest room. "Hello?.. Oh…Kaede.. Yeah, Kouga .. Didn't come back on from the train…Sesshoumaru is making a visit at your house tomorrow ?… when ?… before noon, oi.. We should all be up well before then, knowing Sesshoumaru-sama ne ?"
"Miroku what's the story!?" Sango called from her room. Miroku replied after placing his hand over the transmitter. "Kaede said Sesshoumaru wants everyone to gather at Kaede's for a meeting. We've got one more mission then we're free. We're doin this fer Kouga!"
It lightened everyones moods a little, but Inuyasha had it worst. He had a chance to be greedy and sneak a kiss to Kagome and get on her good side but.. It was just all to quick. He needed to let time pass for awhile. Maybe a little later when everythings calm again… just maybe…
Sango got up off the bed and went after Miroku, not noticing Kagome, who had immediately jumped in the room, Inuyasha not noticing. "Inuyasha.. Er.. Sango, Miroku and I are going out tomorrow to check out a few new places around the new mall in town. Where you grew up!.. And uh, I wanted to know if you wanted to come..pleeeease?" Inuyasha was trying to pay attention. Honestly he was still thinking of Kouga. " Um.. Why do you need me to go ?.. You know I hate places like that."
Yash was still trying to put things together. Mainly his thoughts, so they'd make sense and quit muddling him. Kagome was still trying to build courage to get used to not having Kouga around. It was rather fast but, being depressed would only bring everyone else down with her. She was used to losing people close to her anyway. Pretty much like Yash. "Well.. Sango and Miroku are going.. I thought you'd like, .. To go with me ?.. You don't have anything to do tomorrow Yasha.."
"Like… a date Kagome ?"
"..Y..Yeah.."
Inuyasha was pretty confused. They loved each other and know she's already asking Yash on a date.
"..All….Alright… I'll go…but don't get to used to this.."
She nodded and left towards Sango and Miroku. Yasha called after the three of them. "You guys, .. If it's business Kaede and Sesshoumaru want,.. We should be resting.. Ne ?"
Miroku was a bit puzzled. "You hear .. Me and Kaede-sama? Inuyasha-kun?"
"Miroku.. A hanyou's ears are better then any humans ear anyday. Keep that in mind eh?"
Inuyasha got off Sango's bed, and towards the living room where the trio was, just about ready to crash on the couch as Miroku and Sango shrugged and walked back to Sango's room. Kagome sat by Inuyasha's chest. "Yash…stay up with me for awhile. I'm not really that tired, and Sango and Miroku are ready to crash.. And I'm gonna be bored..and it makes me think a lot… about Kouga.."
Yasha held back a growl and sat up slightly. "Yeah…" and with a sigh he continued. "I'll stay up, but only for awhile… the weathers crappy and I wanna rest. You should be resting to though."
"Thank you Yash!"
Kagome laid down on the couch right in front of Yash, cuddling back into his chest, while reaching up for the blanket on the back of the couch, to swing over the both of them. Inuyasha could only instantly wrap his arms around her, placing his chin softly on the top of her head.
Since When Has Loving Your Dead
Best Friends Girlfriend Been Easy ?
" I …."
"I heard what you said Yasha-kun. Is that such a smart thing though ?" Sango sat on her bad looking up at the dazed Inuyasha.
"I…don't.. know.." Inuyasha was completely confused this time around.
"Inuyasha you should be resting, not worrying about revenge. I'll figure out our next move with Miroku. I'll ask Kagome to re-wrap those bandages and throw in some ointments before that bullet wound in your shoulder becomes infected." Sango was slowly leaving the room hoping Inuyasha would bring up what just happened to him. She was nosey like that but wanted her 'brother' to be happy for once. He was always taking care and protecting the Crew.. And he did a great job at it. Hell he got Miroku and Sango together, he can do just about anything really.
"Sango… I can't be near Kagome. It isn't right.. And I can't quit this job. You should quit though Sango-chan.." Inuyasha was still sitting up but shaking slightly.
"What are you talking about?"
"I want you and Miroku to quit. I'll finish up. Kouga's gone so theres no point in everyone going til the end. Besides you belong with Miroku, not with a gun." Sango was ready to yell at him.. Actually.. She thought.. The hell with it.. "And you belong with Kagome you bastard! Can't you see Kouga took the most dangerous jobs because no one else could do them. Until I told him about you Yash!.. If a guy can meet up to Kouga on the field.. Then that guy pretty much deserves Kagome. Sesshoumaru knew this was going to happen.." Inuyasha only paid attention to the 'Kouga on the field, pretty must deserves" and "Sesshomaru." He remembered Sesshomaru telling him something last Christmas.. "He'll lose something important, but continue the job." .. Wonder if Kouga meant.. "Continue Kouga's Job" ?
"Sis.. Place an order on the same guns Kouga had. Get me a pair of scissors and black hair dye."
Inuyasha was a dog with a stupid plan. Sango questioned him though. "um..why?"
"Kouga's .. technically coming back. Say bye to Inuyasha"
Sango was stoic now. "You better not… I'm amazed you would do something like that for Kagome but..
Kouga might not at all be dead and you'll be pulling off something stupid for no reason… give it awhile, she'll be over it pretty soon." She was concerned but glad this was going somewhere. She thought he might end up with Kagome. Inuyasha on the other hand wanted to make Kagome happy, but was ..afraid.. Of something.. "Yash what are you so confused about.."
"My partners dead, I could never touch his girl, no matter how nice she was to me.. Its like betraying.."
"I'm sure he was glad to have a guy like you as his partner. How come you never show your emotion to anyone but me or Kouga ?"
"…you two would never leave me… like everyone else has..but .. He did.. "
Sango knew where he was going with this, she wanted to help him out but didn't know if it was the best time to talk knowing Kagome would walk right in, looking for Sango soon.
" Kouga.. Yash that wasn't his fault.. He wouldn't ever leave intentionally and neither would I. .. Oh… I know what your getting at…"
"Sango, I don't need people, I never have, I've made it fine without them, and I don't need intimacy and security. It only kills me… I'm not the one for Kagome no matter how you put it."
"Inu stop being stubborn. No ones going to leave you, we aren't people, .. Well.. We are, but we aren't common people you find in everyday New York. We're part of the crew, best friends since 2nd grade ?."
"Quit it Sango.. I'm leaving the crew. I'm going to finish the Nicolai family off and then I'm going to see Kouga. I'll be the one to strangle him dead for leaving Kagome like that, and for breaking a promise to me."
" Yash… we promised not leave you, so do the same for us.."
"……I'll.." he waited til Kagome passed by looking at Sango. Finishing but not realizing Kagome was also eavesdropping. "Kagome-chan what are you doing?" Miroku was as quiet as possible, even when Kagome elbowed him in the gut to get quiet. "shh..listen…" Miroku didn't like eavesdropping over an conversation that involved his girlfriend but he went along with it anyway.
Yasha sighed and continued his statement. "…I'm not going anywhere, but its.. Hard doing what you promised to do, being so close to someone, loving them, knowing you just can't have them…"
It was a pretty depressing moment for him too. Losing his brother, best friend, his partner, and now not knowing wither it was safe to comfort Kagome or not. " I don't want to fall for someone, then get everything pushed back in my face. I've been toyed with since I came out of the hospital with my grandparents, .. I'm tired of it.." Sango sighed looking over to the door, seeing black hair slightly swaying by the outlines of the door and had an evil grin as she tried to hide her face from Inuyasha.
"Yash.. Kouga-kun always wanted Kagome happy.. He always wanted the best for you.. And you swore to protect Kagome every since that day.. Remember ?…when Kouga was on leave ?…" She was pushing Inuyasha for the answer that would make everyones life easier, including his. Mainly his..
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"Inuyasha-sama!!" Kagome fell to her knees, sliding on a smooth tile surface covered in dirt.
She also piped down rather quickly when a thin silver-holed barrel was pressed up against her temple.
"Kagome!!!" Inuyasha had jumped from the catwalk and kicked the tall kid dressed in black unconscious ready to kill Kagome in front of the flashing -E.X.I.T- sign that had fallen in the buildings tremors and flames. He wrapped his arms around her and lifted her quickly while darting out of the buildings lower floors. "Inu..yasha!!" Her breathing was rotting away pretty quickly, Inuyasha was running as fast as he could of course. "Hold on!!" Jumping from the front door and straight into the park area, falling to his knees right on the sidewalk, bringing Kagome into his lap, cradling her softly with a frown.
"Come on Kagome… Ka..Kagome..?" He was ready to burst out, looking down at another important person to him dying in his arms. A droplet fell from his right eye and landed on her bottom lip. She twitched and opened her eyes slowly, sitting up coughing. Inuyasha's day couldn't have gotten better right there. "Kagome!" He squeezed her close to his chest in a huge hug.
"Inu…Inuyasha?" Kagome giggled and blushed a bit. "In…." she had just realized.. It was the first time she saw his cheek wet with his own tear. "Inuyasha why.. Why were you crying?"
Inuyasha set his back straight up. "I .. Had thought you .. Had died…"
Kagome sat up straight too, sitting in his lap against his chest before turning her head to look at him while thanking him. It certainly didn't turn out, how she'd expect it to. She leaned in a little closer to kiss him, almost instantly, but it was slow and passionate. Inuyasha blushed furiously and backed away slightly. "B-But Kouga!" Kagome knew Yash was right and started to curse herself. Both of them protected her so many times. Actually Yash was the one to save her most of the time, and was always there when she needed a guy to talk to. Two guys protecting her hand and feet, twenty four seven. She loved one, well.. Both.. Yash was really the newest member to the crew, introduced by Sango. Kouga really was forward and stated his feelings for Kagome, not long before Inuyasha came into the picture with everyone. But even so, Inuyasha tilted her head and kissed her back, the both of them leant back into the grass with Inuyasha on the bottom, allowing their tongues to dance with each others in a slower tempo rhythm almost. Kagome actually hated when Kouga had tried to slip his tongue into her mouth, he was, forceful almost, Inuyasha was completely different. He was rough with Kagome, but tender and so gentle at the same time. The police force, the fire department, and ambulances were surrounding the bank building, and Sango had caught the two lovebirds. "Yash!! Kagome!!!" Kagome and Inuyasha scrambled up and straightened their shirts and Yash's beater. "S-S-Sis!!" Both blushed obviously..
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"You still remember that .. Eh Inuyasha-sama?"
"Of course I remember that Sango.. It was, uh.. My first .. Um…"
"SoulKiss with a girl ?.. Hai, bro you never were the one to meddle with girls Ah ?"
"I told you Sango. Females are nothing but trouble, and so is intimacy. I despise it, my love is my gun."
Inuyasha, was also a crappy lier sometimes, but he at least tried, ne ?
"So then, why are you falling, .. Why have you fallen for my best friend, Kagome-chan?"
Sango was leaning up against the wall in front of Yash, who was facing the window.
"… it's only… natural to fall for someone whos, nice and.. Damnit Sango this isn't any easier for me then it is anyone else! I can't love anyone, it's just not me damnit can't you see!? My Job is to protect, not love. I protect and that's it, .. When the jobs done.. I'm done for the day."
"I'm positive that's not how she feels.. I can read her like an open book Yasha-kun."
Both looked up towards the living room out of Sango's bedroom door as the phone rang. Miroku ran to the other phone in the guest room. "Hello?.. Oh…Kaede.. Yeah, Kouga .. Didn't come back on from the train…Sesshoumaru is making a visit at your house tomorrow ?… when ?… before noon, oi.. We should all be up well before then, knowing Sesshoumaru-sama ne ?"
"Miroku what's the story!?" Sango called from her room. Miroku replied after placing his hand over the transmitter. "Kaede said Sesshoumaru wants everyone to gather at Kaede's for a meeting. We've got one more mission then we're free. We're doin this fer Kouga!"
It lightened everyones moods a little, but Inuyasha had it worst. He had a chance to be greedy and sneak a kiss to Kagome and get on her good side but.. It was just all to quick. He needed to let time pass for awhile. Maybe a little later when everythings calm again… just maybe…
Sango got up off the bed and went after Miroku, not noticing Kagome, who had immediately jumped in the room, Inuyasha not noticing. "Inuyasha.. Er.. Sango, Miroku and I are going out tomorrow to check out a few new places around the new mall in town. Where you grew up!.. And uh, I wanted to know if you wanted to come..pleeeease?" Inuyasha was trying to pay attention. Honestly he was still thinking of Kouga. " Um.. Why do you need me to go ?.. You know I hate places like that."
Yash was still trying to put things together. Mainly his thoughts, so they'd make sense and quit muddling him. Kagome was still trying to build courage to get used to not having Kouga around. It was rather fast but, being depressed would only bring everyone else down with her. She was used to losing people close to her anyway. Pretty much like Yash. "Well.. Sango and Miroku are going.. I thought you'd like, .. To go with me ?.. You don't have anything to do tomorrow Yasha.."
"Like… a date Kagome ?"
"..Y..Yeah.."
Inuyasha was pretty confused. They loved each other and know she's already asking Yash on a date.
"..All….Alright… I'll go…but don't get to used to this.."
She nodded and left towards Sango and Miroku. Yasha called after the three of them. "You guys, .. If it's business Kaede and Sesshoumaru want,.. We should be resting.. Ne ?"
Miroku was a bit puzzled. "You hear .. Me and Kaede-sama? Inuyasha-kun?"
"Miroku.. A hanyou's ears are better then any humans ear anyday. Keep that in mind eh?"
Inuyasha got off Sango's bed, and towards the living room where the trio was, just about ready to crash on the couch as Miroku and Sango shrugged and walked back to Sango's room. Kagome sat by Inuyasha's chest. "Yash…stay up with me for awhile. I'm not really that tired, and Sango and Miroku are ready to crash.. And I'm gonna be bored..and it makes me think a lot… about Kouga.."
Yasha held back a growl and sat up slightly. "Yeah…" and with a sigh he continued. "I'll stay up, but only for awhile… the weathers crappy and I wanna rest. You should be resting to though."
"Thank you Yash!"
Kagome laid down on the couch right in front of Yash, cuddling back into his chest, while reaching up for the blanket on the back of the couch, to swing over the both of them. Inuyasha could only instantly wrap his arms around her, placing his chin softly on the top of her head.