Title: E-Love
Author: Ninjagurl354
PG-13
Romance/Drama
Summary: Harm and Mac are writing e-mails to each other but they don't know that the recipient is their best friend; the problem is they fall in love and want to meet… Okay everyone I changed chapter 3. They are not engaged yet. I want him to propose in the White House Rose Garden. So your going to have to wait and see!!! This chapter will get them engaged! Please R & R!!
Disclaimers: All characters belong to Donald P Belisario and Belisarious Productions. No copyright infringement intended.
Spoilers: Yeah Baby, Lifeline
Chapter 4: Yes…
JAG Headquarters
Falls Church, Virginia
ZULU 1000
3 months later
Everyone had just returned from lunch and was getting back to work. Mac went into her office and sat down. While waiting for her computer to re-boot, she leaned back in her chair. 3 months, she thought. We've been dating now for 3 months. She couldn't believe that time had gone so fast for them.
Mac logged onto AOL to check her e-mail and noticed a letter from Tomcathunk7854. She opened the e-mail and it read:
To: ColonelMacKenzie@jaghq.marine.mil
From: Tomcathunk7854 (CommanderRabb@jaghq.navy.mil)
Hi beautiful,
I'm helping Sergei finish up the apartment tonight and all day tomorrow. Only some minor details that need to be worked out or replaced. And then Sunday I'm helping him move in. But Sunday night, you should keep open for me and closed to everyone else. I am taking you to dinner and dancing. Semi-formal dress we're going to La Tours. Pick you up at 1900.
Love you—Harm
Mac wrote back right away and sent the e-mail to Harm. She knew he was in court giving sentencing arguments and that he would be back soon. Mac then went back to work on typing up her reports for her last case. When she finished she got up and went to go make copies. Mac was copying the pages when Harm came walking up to her with Sturgis.
She turned around and said, "So what happened to the Lieutenant?" Harm was quick to answer, "Dishonorably discharged, forfeiture of pay, and is on probation for 5 years." "Well, congratulations Harm on getting the him. And Sturgis…" Sturgis cut her off, "The guy was guilty as hell, Mac. All the evidence pointed directly to him." Mac smiled and picked up her copies. She turned on her heel and went back to her office. She would give it to the Admiral first thing on Monday morning to sign.
Harm walked into his office and sat down and checked his e-mail. Hopefully Mac had e-mailed him. She had and he read:
To: CommanderRabb.com/JAG
From: ColonelMacKenzie.com/JAG (Marinebabe27841)
Hi handsome,
Sunday night was open and is now closed for you. Have fun and be careful this weekend. Harriet and I are spending time this weekend doing a girl's weekend out with baby AJ. Saturday we're getting a massage, a facial, a manicure, and our hair done. And on Sunday we're going shopping. So don't worry about me, you go and do your male bonding thing with your brother, and Harriet, Baby AJ and I are doing our own thing. I'll be ready and waiting for you sailor, Sunday night.
Love you—Mac
Harm leaned back in his chair and smiled. She had no idea what was going to happen on Sunday night. Nor did she know that he had received a package from his mother on express mail. Sunday night had to be perfect!
Mac's Apartment
Georgetown D.C.
ZULU 2100
Mac sat on the floor of her apartment folding laundry and watching TV. Mac put away her laundry and flopped down onto the couch. Mac was watching commercial after commercial and soon she fell asleep. She awoke at 2130 to the phone ringing. She jerked awake and got up to answer the phone. "Lt. Colonel Sarah MacKenzie." "Hey, Mac it's Harriet." "Hey Harriet, what's up?" "I'm just confirming our plans for tomorrow." "We're still on," Mac said with a smile. "Great. Oh, is it okay if we take my van, because it has the car seat and everything?" "Fine with me and on Sunday we'll have extra room from our shopping spree." Harriet laughed, "Ok, well we'll be by at 0900 tomorrow." "Ok, bye Harriet." And Mac hung up the phone and resumed her position on the couch.
Mac flipped thru channels and finally settled on a rerun of Friends. At 2200 she watched the 10 o' clock news for a while. And at 2245 turned it off, got ready for bed and crawled between the sheets.
Half an hour later, Mac was still staring at the ceiling. The past 3 weeks she had either been at Harm's apartment or he at hers. She missed the warm body of Harm next to her. She hadn't realized till now that she was attached to sleeping next to him and now that she wasn't it didn't feel right. Her internal clock said it was 2315. Harm should be back at his apartment by now.
She reached over, picked up the phone, and dialed his number.
Harm's Apartment
Harm and Sergei had been back for a while. And were so tired that they had literally almost fell into bed. Now that Harm was in bed he couldn't go to sleep. He lay looking up at his ceiling and listening to his brother's snores. He missed holding Mac in his arms. A second later the phone rang. Harm looked at the alarm clock, shrugged and picked up the phone. "Hello." "Hi there," Mac said. Harm smiled, "I was just thinking about you." "Me too. How'd it go tonight?" "Well, since we only had a couple of hours, we didn't get too far, but tomorrow we should finish. And Sunday, we should fill the SUV and bring it to his apartment. I'll help him unpack, but I'm leaving early so I can get a few hours of sleep, and get ready for our date." Mac smiled, "Yea, I can't wait. Have fun tomorrow and I'll talk to you tomorrow night." "Ok, ninjagirl. I love you." "Love you too Harm. Bye" Harm hung up the phone and finally fell asleep.
Mac hung up the phone, rolled over, and fell asleep.
Mac's Apartment
Georgetown D.C.
ZULU 0855
Mac was putting the finishing touches on her make-up when there was a knock on her door. She walked into the living room and opened the door. Harriet was standing there holding little AJ. Mac smiled, "Hi Harriet. Come on in." Harriet stepped in and right away little AJ reached for Aun Mac. Mac picked the little boy up and settled him on her hip. He wrapped his little arms around her neck and hugged her as tight as he could. Mac kissed the top of his head and AJ kissed Mac on the nose. Mac and Harriet laughed, "I'm all set let me just grab my purse." She didn't need a jacket, because it was warm out today. Mac was dressed comfortably for her day of pampering and so was Harriet. She grabbed her purse and they went out the door.
Harriet buckled little AJ into his car seat in the van. Harriet drove to the salon and day spa.
They spent several hours getting pampered. It was 1:30 when they emerged from the building. They decided to go to lunch and they drove to a local restaurant. They were sitting at a table after their drinks had arrived and they had ordered. Little AJ was coloring intently and wasn't paying any attention to Harriet or Mac.
Mac was smiling and Harriet said, "I'm glad to see you and Harm so happy. Everyone has been waiting for this to happen for a long time and I'm sure you and Harm have been waiting for a long time too." "Yea, we have. It took us so long to get to this point," Mac said. Harriet smiled Mac had the exact same look on her face when she was dating her Bud. "So are you guys thinking about making it permanent?" "Well, when he told me that he loved me he said that he would make it forever. And we talked about children the other day." Mac laughed. Harriet gave her a quizzical look. "Oh, well on the day that you gave birth to AJ, I was feeling slightly down and Harm made me a deal." "A deal?" Harriet asked thoroughly interested in what Mac was saying. "A deal that said in five years if neither of us were in a relationship we would go halves on a kid." Harriet looked stunned before she burst out in giggles and Mac joined in. When the giggles had subsided Mac said, "If I recall correctly he said 'With your looks and my brains he'll be perfect' and I said 'Well what if she has your looks and my brains'. And he said 'that can work to. What do you say?' I told him not to make a promise he couldn't keep and he said that he hadn't yet and we shook on it." "Oh my gosh. Harm has come up with some pretty wacky ideas but that one was a doozy!" "I know, but I loved him even more that day after we made the deal. If that's possible!" Mac laughed again as the food arrived.
Harriet looked at Mac, "Mac I don't know if I'm out of line here or not. But, at your engagement party last year, you and Harm spent a lot of time out on the Admiral's porch. Can I ask what you two were doing or talking about?" Mac looked at her friend, "No Harriet your not out of line. We talked about a lot of things actually. When we first met, some of our cases, our fights, when I left JAG and came back, when he left JAG and came back, when we were in Russia and the Appalachian mountains, Australia, our deal. Why he backed away and then he told me that during my trial that Mic had said that some people at JAG were in love with me. And I asked him what he wanted, and he said to never lose me. And that I went to Mic too quickly and I was agreeing with him. Then he told me 'Mac you'll have someone who'll always love you' and I told him 'And you have somebody that loves you'. And we kissed, and after I told him that we were getting too good at saying good-bye. And now Mic is gone, I'm over it. And I have the man of my dreams."
"Oh, Mac that is the most romantic story. You two are like a good romance novel and now your opening a new chapter." Mac smiled, "Thanks Harriet." "So when do you think he's going to pop the question?" "Oh gosh, I don't know. I mean this weekend he's helping Segei move into his new apartment and on Sunday night he's taking me to La Tours for dinner and dancing." Harriet's eyes grew wide as she realized what Harm might be up to, but she kept her mouth shut. "Well if he's taking you for dinner and dancing you must have a killer dress!" "Actually, I was hoping we could find an awesome dress tomorrow on our shopping spree." "Well don't you worry, we'll find a dress that'll knock his socks off." The two laughed out loud. They paid the check and went out to the car and strapped AJ in. Harriet drove back to Mac's apartment. AJ had fallen asleep in the car so Harriet carried him up to Mac's apartment. They laid him on Mac's bed and quietly went back out into the living room.
They chatted about this and that and listened to some music. About an hour later little AJ woke up and Harriet and AJ left and said they would be back at 0900 tomorrow morning.
Sergei's Apartment
Washington D.C.
ZULU 1500
Harm and Sergei were just finishing up the last touches in the kitchen. Harm slid out from under the kitchen sink and Sergei offered him a hand up. "Well, that's it," Harm said wiping his hands off. "Looks like it. Thank you for all of your help, brother." "Not a problem," Harm clapped Sergei on the back. "You ready to head back?" Harm asked. Sergei nodded and they headed out and back to Harm's apartment. Harm showered and changed into a pair of blue jeans and a navy long sleeve ribbed shirt. He passed Sergei who was headed to the bathroom to shower, while Harm went into the kitchen to whip up something to eat.
At 1630 Harm told Sergei that he was going to go and see Mac. He arrived at Mac's apartment at 1700.
Mac's Apartment
Washington D.C.
ZULU 1700
Mac was curled up on her couch watching TV when there was a knock on the door. Mac got up slowly and walked towards the door. She looked through the peephole. She was surprised to see Harm standing there. She opened the door, "Hey, why didn't you use your key?" She said before she kissed him. When they broke for air, "Because I didn't want to." He said sliding his hands down to her hips. "Unh huh," she said smiling.
They walked over to the couch and sat down. She leaned back against his chest. "Did you guys finish?" "Yea, he can move in tomorrow. And then we have our date tomorrow night." "Yea, 1900 on the dot."
They sat there just enjoying being in the other's arms while they watched a movie. When it finished Harm looked down to the sleeping marine in his arms. Harm picked Mac up and carried her into her bedroom. He gently laid her on the bed and pulled the sheets up and around her. He kissed her forehead, and brushed some hair off her forehead. He loved watching her sleep she looked like an angel. He carefully got up so that the bed wouldn't shift too much.
Mac felt him get up and reached for his hand. At her touch he turned to see her awake. "Where, you going sailor?" "You were sleeping, and you looked so peaceful. I didn't want to wake you." "You're not staying," she asked. Harm smiled at her and quickly stripped to his boxers and crawled in beside her. He spooned up next to her pulling her back against his chest and the two lovers fell asleep in each other's arms.
Mac's Apartment
Georgetown D.C.
ZULU 0730
Mac awoke in Harm's embrace and she snuggled deeper under the covers. Harm felt her stir and opened his eyes to look at her. "Morning." Mac said smiling. "Morning," Harm said stifling a yawn. "I wish I could stay here all day but I got to get going, Harriet's coming at 0900 and you have to go help Sergei move." "I know," Harm said before kissing her. She broke the kiss and got up and was headed toward the bathroom. Harm didn't waste time and hurried after her.
Mac was finishing getting dressed and Harm was making coffee in the kitchen. She put on her make-up and met Harm in the kitchen. It was later then she thought it was, she and Harm had spent too much time in the shower and her internal clock was still a little haywire. Harm turned to see her enter the kitchen and handed her a cup of coffee. Harm took a sip of coffee and said, "When is Harriet picking you up?" "0900." Mac said into her mug. "Ohh, well in that case she'll be here soon."
There was a knock on the door, and Mac and Harm both laughed. Mac pushed herself up and off the counter and walked over to the door. She opened the door and Harriet was standing there with Little AJ on her hip. "Morning, Mac." "Morning, Harriet. Come on in. We were just saying Harriet should be here any minute." Mac had barely finished when little AJ had flung himself at her legs, hugging her as tight as he could. "Oh," Mac was slightly surprised. She put her cup down and picked him up. Harm came around the corner and AJ began to squirm in Mac's arms wanting down to go see 'Unca Harm'.
Mac set him in down and he ran right to Harm's outstretched arms giggling as Harm swung him around. Harriet and Mac watched the two together. Harm was still holding little AJ when he said, "So what are you two lovely ladies up to today?" "We are going to the mall to do some shopping, mover boy." Mac said her eyes twinkling. "Well you two gals have fun and be careful." "We will," Mac said as she walked over to him. Gave him a quick kiss and took baby AJ from him. They all walked out together and separated at the cars. Harriet and Mac to Harriet's van and Harm to his corvette.
At the Mall
ZULU 1030
Harriet and Mac had gone into several dress stores and still didn't have the right dress for Mac. They had gone into other stores and had some fun trying stuff on and buying some stuff too. They went to another dress store and still found nothing. Mac was wondering if they were going to be able to find anything.
They shopped for a few more hours and stopped for lunch. After lunch they went into another dress store. And found the perfect dress for Mac. It was black, that was sleeveless that ended in spaghetti straps at the top of her shoulders, it was cut to be just above her knee, and had a loose rounded neck. And the dress twirled slightly when Mac turned. Mac absolutely loved it when she saw it and Harriet knew it was for her. It looked amazing on her. It was romantic yet stunning, and it was the perfect dress to make Harm drool.
They paid for the dress and a black pair of strappy sandals with a high heel. They brought all of their purchases back to the van and drove back to Mac's apartment.
Mac's Apartment
Georgetown D.C.
ZULU 1600
Little AJ was exhausted and had fallen asleep in the car. They brought him up and laid him down on Mac's bed. While he was sleeping, Mac laid out what she was going to wear. Harriet helped her pick a pair of earrings, a necklace, and a bracelet. Then they fidgeted with Mac's hair and decided on leaving it down to bounce around her face. Harriet helped Mac pick the right make-up. And by the time they were finished little AJ had woken up. Mac hugged Harriet and said, "Thank you for everything." "Your welcome, and remember Bud and I are always here for you and Harm." "Thanks Harriet and that goes both ways." The two young women smiled at each other and Harriet left so Mac could take a quick nap and then start getting ready for tonight.
Mac lay down on her bed and took a quick nap just to refresh herself. And at 1700 she woke up and took a long hot shower. She toweled off, shaved, and then started to get dressed. She slipped into the black dress over her nylons and panties. She slipped into the new black strappy sandals. And then started drying her hair. She applied her make-up, she put on some of the perfume that Harm had given her for Christmas and took a long look at her reflection. Her hair bounced around her face just like she liked it to, the dress fit perfectly and hugged all of her curves. She looked amazing and she took a deep breath and picked up her black purse and shawl. Harm would be here any minute, she thought as she made sure she had everything.
Harm's Apartment
North of Union Station
ZULU 1600
Harm and Sergei had finished moving all of Sergei's stuff to his apartment and now Harm stepped into his apartment. He took a nice long nap and then took a shower. He shaved and splashed on the cologne that he knew Mac loved. He dressed in black slacks, a blue dress shirt and a black suit jacket. He looked at his reflection in the mirror and took a deep breath. He reached into the top dresser drawer and pulled out the small black velvet box and opened it. Inside cushioned between velvet was a ring, the ring Harm was going to propose with to Mac in a matter of hours. He quickly ran through what he was going to say to her. The phone ringing interrupted his thoughts.
"Rabb," he said into the phone.
Webb's voice could be heard, "Ok Rabb Operation Engagement is all set. You just make sure you get Mac to the spot where you first met her in the Rose Garden. There will be just enough light to see and the speakers are set up with the songs you wanted." "Thanks, Clay." "No problem, but get her there on time." And with that Webb hung up.
Harm picked up his keys and his wallet. He locked his apartment and walked down to his corvette. He got in and picked up the dozen red roses that he had ordered. He arrived at Mac's apartment at 1855. He got out of his car and carried the roses up to her apartment. He knocked.
Mac heard the knock and came out of her bedroom. She went to the door and opened it. Harm looked up as the door opened. He felt his jaw drop at the sight of her. She looked amazing and he recognized the perfume she was wearing as the one he had given her for Christmas. Harm blinked twice and looked her in the eye. She was taking in his appearance before her eyes met his. He walked in and held the roses out to her. She smiled and lightly touched the petals with her fingertips, "Thank you, Harm. They're beautiful." "You are beautiful. You look amazing Sarah." "Thank you, you look amazingly handsome yourself." She walked into the kitchen and put the roses in a vase and set them on the dining room table.
She walked over to him and kissed lovingly, "Thank you." "Your welcome. We should get going we don't want to be late." They walked out of her apartment and down to the parking lot. Harm's arm was locked around Mac's waist. He opened the door to the corvette and she got in. He got in on his side and pulled out of the parking lot and drove to La Tours.
La Tours
ZULU 1915
Harm and Mac were lead to a table and they sat down. They looked at a menu as a bottle of sparkling cider was poured for the both of them. Mac smiled at Harm silently thanking him. They ordered and after the waiter left Harm raised his glass to Mac's. "To us for eternity." He said locking gazes with her. She nodded, "For eternity." They clinked the glasses together and took a sip. Harm was sitting across from her and he picked up her hand in his and intertwined their fingers. They both looked at them for a long minute, "That looks so right." Mac whispered to Harm. Harm who knew exactly what she was talking about said, "I know."
They started talking about other things when there meals arrived. They shared dessert and Harm paid the bill. Harm looked down at his watch, "Now on to the dancing." Mac stood up with her purse and shawl and walked with Harm out of the restaurant. While Harm was driving to the White House Rose Garden Mac was persistent on knowing where they were going. But Harm kept his mouth shut. He was starting to get slightly nervous. They drove into the parking lot and Harm spoke quietly to the guard. The guard nodded and let him through. Mac had no idea what was going on. Finally he parked the car got out and went to get the door for Mac.
They walked for a little ways and then Harm stopped. He turned to look at her, "Sarah, do you know where we are?" Mac was beginning to realize where they were going and now she looked around her and noticed they were standing in the exact spot where she shook Harmon Rabb Jr.'s hand for the first time. She nodded and suddenly lights nestled in the bushes came on illuminating where they stood. And music softly flowed into the night as Harmon Rabb took the woman he loved into his arms and softly started singing the words to her.
Yeeeaaa, MmhhmmDancing in the dark
Middle of the night
Taking your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch, touching my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doing all over again
Oohh, It's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go
It's your love
Just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder, about the spell I'm under
Ooohhh, It's your love
Better than I was
More than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now, is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free
Oohh, It's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
(Ooohhh)
And if you ask me why I've changed
All I got to do is say your sweet name
It's your love
Just does something to me
Sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder, about the spell I'm under
Ooohhh, It's your love
(Ooooooohhhhhhh, baby)
(Oh, ooohh whoa)
Oh, It's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go
It's your love
Just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
(Oohh) And if you wonder, about the spell I'm under
Ooohhh, It's your love
It's your love
It's your love
As the last strands of music faded Harm took Mac's hands and led her to the bench. He sat down next to her and began.
"Sarah you had me from hello. You took my heart and held it tight and never let go. You never gave up on me, on us. When I shook your hand that day it was fate that brought us together. We became friends, and before I knew it I was falling in love with you. I would see visions of you every waking and non-waking moment. I fell in love with you more and more each day. All of my past relationships didn't work out because I wasn't with the one that I wanted, needed to be with. Every woman sensed it and knew they would never get me to settle down, I knew that none of them would get me to settle down. Because I knew that you were the one, my soul mate, my partner and love of my life. I knew I wanted you to have my children and grow old with you. I love you more than anything else in this world. You're my life Sarah. You make me want to get up in the morning just to see your smile. I would do anything for you, just so you would be happy. You have always been there for me and I want to make it so that no one can ever take you from me again, know that nothing can come between us ever, for now, and eternity. I live and breathe around you and I want to spend eternity with you. I love you Sarah Catherine MacKenzie and you would make me the happiest man on earth if you would marry me?" He got down on one knee in front of her and pulled out the small black velvet box and opened it to reveal the most gorgeous engagement ring. It was an antique gold band that had been polished to shine and had a large diamond in the center with three smaller diamonds on either side.
Tears flowed freely down Sarah MacKenzie's cheeks. Her gaze locked with Harm's as she touched the ring with her fingertips. Mac took a deep breath and at exactly 9:01 (2101) Mac gave him her answer, "Yes, Harmon Rabb Jr., yes." Harm's smile could have lit up the world as he took the ring from the box. "This ring has 3 sets of initials engraved on the inside. This ring was first given to my grandmother Sarah by my grandfather Peter. There is a P and an S and the date they were engaged. The next set of initials is H and T for my dad and my mom and the date they were engaged. The final set of initials is an H and an S and today's date, April 24, 2002." Mac's hand flew to her mouth, touched by the story. More tears flowed down her cheeks as Harm slid the ring on to her left hand ring finger. "Perfect fit. I knew it would be. My mother shipped this to me when I called her the other day. She said that she knew I was ready to settle down and be with the woman I loved more than anything. And before I knew it I had the ring in my hand taking it to the jewelers and having them put the third engraving on it." A few silent tears had slipped down Harmon Rabb's cheeks as he said this to her.
He scooped Mac up and into his arms and swung her around once. When he put her down he gently thumbed away her tears and brought her back into his arms. He squeezed her tight as she buried her head into his chest. Music filtered through the dark for the second time that night as Harm started to sing softly to his fiancée.
Ask me much you mean to meAnd I wouldn't even know, where to start
Ask if this love runs deep in me
And you won't find a deeper love in any heart
You could say you could live one day without me
You could say all of your thoughts are about me
You could think no other love could be as strong
But; you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong
Mac recognized the song and started singing softly. The two lovers voices blended together with the female singing voice.
If you say that you love meMore than anybody
Then anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby, I'll still love you…
Baby, I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more
Ask me just what I'd do for you
And I'd tell you I would do anything
Ask if this heart beats true for you
And I'll show you a truer heart could never be
You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me
You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me
You could think no other love could last as long
But; you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong
If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Then anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby, I'll still love you…
Baby, I'll still love you more
And for every kiss, I'll kiss you back a hundred times
And for everything you do, I'll just do more
And for all the love you give, I'll give you so much back you'll see
I got so much love for you, inside
If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Then anyone's ever been loved before
No matter how much you love me
Baby, I'll still love you…
Baby, I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more
Yea, baby
The song ended and Harm looked down into Mac's eyes. She met his gaze and he captured her lips in a kiss. The kiss was full of passion and love, not lust and desire. They broke for air both breathless. He hugged her tightly and they turned and started walking. Harm picked one of the red White House roses and handed it to her. He tightened his hold on her waist as they walked away.
Clayton Webb, who went unnoticed in the trees silently, watched his two friends walk off together. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he witnessed, the proposal of Harmon David Rabb Jr. and Sarah Catherine MacKenzie!!!
It's Your Love; Performed by Tim McGraw and Faith Hill
I'll Still Love You More; Performed by Trisha Yearwood
There's more to come. Yes, something will happen in the next chapter or rather someone!!! But, I'm not telling who! Stay tuned Chapter 5 will be updated soon!!! Please read and review!!
Oh, yea and listen I know that it seems a little too romantic. I know. But something is going to happen in the next chapter oopps sorry someone. Give me some reviews and the fifth chapter will be up in no time!!!