Please R+R ^_^
I own nothing.
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If only I could..commit sucide.
Megumi examined Kaoru's arms and her leg's from all her cuts.
"What could drive you to do this?"
"You wouldn't believe me." Kaoru's eyes were filled with unshed tears that weren't falling onto
her face.
"Try me." Megumi's face was full of curiosity and a tab of jealously but she did care about Kaoru,
maybe not the best friend type but still cared none less.
"I..I saw Kenshin..with Tae."
"Masaka!"
"Iie Megumi, it is.."
Megumi's heart had been broken once again by the same man. Last time it was easy to deal with since
she had her revenge by teasing Kaoru, but she didn't know Tae well enough.
"But I thought he loved you.." her voice hardly above a whisper
"Megumi..I..I still love Kenshin. And I don't want him to leave..but I can always see what I saw so
clearly ever time I see him.....I see that."
She held her bloody cut up arm to her
"This is how I forget.."
"Kaoru that isn't healthy. And I can't let you continue to do this to yourself."
"What am I suppose to do? Act as if it wasn't going on? What?"
"I don't know Kaoru.."
Megumi treated Kaoru's cuts wrapping them so she couldn't cut them again.
Sano waited outside to get an answer why she did this..
"You may leave Kaoru, please don't do this. I can't stop you but please this is a decision you will
have to make by you alone."
Megumi handed Kaoru her dagger
'But why?' Kaoru's eyes were wide
'Did Megumi really hate me that much? Or was she tying to help..?'
She stepped out and glanced around
'Yep there he is..stupid Roster head..he's even helping Kenshin with his affair'
"Jou-chan do you know worried Kenshin will be about you?"
"I don't care right now Sano."
She left before Sano could follow or say anything
Kaoru left back to the dojo.
Very windy not rain wind but the wind that's almost prefect.
Almost..
'I hope Megumi doesn't tell Sano..'
'Mou! These things itch' She rubbed her hand on them feeling the cuts reopen up and once again
the freedom the pain came back.
'There has to be something else I can do then cut..'
Kaoru looked to the sunset how beautiful it was, her eyes watered.
'Look at me crying over a sunset..'
Then she heard something..Wishing that she hadn't.
"Kenshin..please.." She sounded as if she was in great pleasure?
'oh no..' Karou's stomach ached..
'Great luck I have.. Now I get to see Kenshin and Tae..'
"Are you sure your ready?" Kenshin's husky voice was clear
"hai.." She whispered..
A few moments later a screamed filled the air.
Kaoru couldn't take anymore she tired to but lost in the end and she threw up..
'I can't live like this..'
She cleaned herself and went to the dojo, avoiding that part of the way back as best she could.
'Well I'm alone..what a surprise'
She grabbed her dagger, amazed that Megumi didn't take it from her.
She placed it to where her heart is..
'Ok in the count of three..'
'one'
'two'
'three'
.....
But she couldn't do it. She just couldn't do it..
'If only I could..commit suicide.'
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Hows that? ^_^
I own nothing.
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If only I could..commit sucide.
Megumi examined Kaoru's arms and her leg's from all her cuts.
"What could drive you to do this?"
"You wouldn't believe me." Kaoru's eyes were filled with unshed tears that weren't falling onto
her face.
"Try me." Megumi's face was full of curiosity and a tab of jealously but she did care about Kaoru,
maybe not the best friend type but still cared none less.
"I..I saw Kenshin..with Tae."
"Masaka!"
"Iie Megumi, it is.."
Megumi's heart had been broken once again by the same man. Last time it was easy to deal with since
she had her revenge by teasing Kaoru, but she didn't know Tae well enough.
"But I thought he loved you.." her voice hardly above a whisper
"Megumi..I..I still love Kenshin. And I don't want him to leave..but I can always see what I saw so
clearly ever time I see him.....I see that."
She held her bloody cut up arm to her
"This is how I forget.."
"Kaoru that isn't healthy. And I can't let you continue to do this to yourself."
"What am I suppose to do? Act as if it wasn't going on? What?"
"I don't know Kaoru.."
Megumi treated Kaoru's cuts wrapping them so she couldn't cut them again.
Sano waited outside to get an answer why she did this..
"You may leave Kaoru, please don't do this. I can't stop you but please this is a decision you will
have to make by you alone."
Megumi handed Kaoru her dagger
'But why?' Kaoru's eyes were wide
'Did Megumi really hate me that much? Or was she tying to help..?'
She stepped out and glanced around
'Yep there he is..stupid Roster head..he's even helping Kenshin with his affair'
"Jou-chan do you know worried Kenshin will be about you?"
"I don't care right now Sano."
She left before Sano could follow or say anything
Kaoru left back to the dojo.
Very windy not rain wind but the wind that's almost prefect.
Almost..
'I hope Megumi doesn't tell Sano..'
'Mou! These things itch' She rubbed her hand on them feeling the cuts reopen up and once again
the freedom the pain came back.
'There has to be something else I can do then cut..'
Kaoru looked to the sunset how beautiful it was, her eyes watered.
'Look at me crying over a sunset..'
Then she heard something..Wishing that she hadn't.
"Kenshin..please.." She sounded as if she was in great pleasure?
'oh no..' Karou's stomach ached..
'Great luck I have.. Now I get to see Kenshin and Tae..'
"Are you sure your ready?" Kenshin's husky voice was clear
"hai.." She whispered..
A few moments later a screamed filled the air.
Kaoru couldn't take anymore she tired to but lost in the end and she threw up..
'I can't live like this..'
She cleaned herself and went to the dojo, avoiding that part of the way back as best she could.
'Well I'm alone..what a surprise'
She grabbed her dagger, amazed that Megumi didn't take it from her.
She placed it to where her heart is..
'Ok in the count of three..'
'one'
'two'
'three'
.....
But she couldn't do it. She just couldn't do it..
'If only I could..commit suicide.'
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Hows that? ^_^