Disclaimer-As before the song isn't mine either its Marina Sorbara's. Its rather good and I recommend it highly. I thank Cezzy for the song! She recommended it. It will be used completely in the next chapter. Oh and the 'cookie spout' Fred has in this story is originally from me and Dru's story where Fred and Spike were expecting their first child (don't ask, lol) so Roni wrote it,not me! Ha can't kill me now, can ya?:: sticks tounge out childishly then....::*runs as a short Filipino runs after her with a stake to prove oh just how much she can really kill her*
Dedictation!!!- To my very first beta Goldy you rock girl. I used most of your suggestions...
Feedback- Only if you want to see more, wait I take that back, send it my way anyways, e-mail and review or just review- E-mail-Retrogirl@superheros.as
"It's snowing on the west side
Let me take you for a ride
I'll be Bonnie and you'll be Clyde
See if we can get ourselves killed before we die"
Buffy often wondered what he feelings towards the the man she was supposed to be helping pack were. She leaned back against the wall.
They weren't characters in the movie, they weren't all good. Hell they could of taken the easy road, the could be Bonnie and Clyde. Well not Bonnie and Clyde, but Buffy and Angel. Buffy…. Angel, it still sounded right.
What had she got herself into?. But they could be, they could have been infamous, Buffy and Angel, Angel and Buffy. But still something held them to a never ending duty of love for a world that should've ended long ago. Still there was something making all the what if's and could have beens.
"Buffy…" Angel's voice pulled her out of her thoughts.
She smiled at him as he cocked his head at her. "Sure your you're
up for a road trip old man?" She teased.
"You'll pay for that." He promised. How did they get so comfortable with each other again? Was she missing something? Angel looked to the little boy sleeping on his bed next to his suitcase. "He really adores you." He said softly.
"He's going to be a heart breaker when he grows up." Buffy chose not then to tell him that she fell in love with the little boy as soon as she saw him, and that she still loved his father.
Angel smiled and continued folding clothes for him and his son. Buffy,deciding not to help pack, plopped down next to Connor and watched Angel. "I still think you should of should've told me." She informed, her voice quiet, even.
"I know."
"Its just, okay I don't think I am that starry eyed high school girl you left behind in high school. A lot has happened to me in those eight years. And you weren't completely wrong, I was with," her voice cracked. "With Spike when I was resurrected. I was just so confused…angry, depressed, but nothing can excuse what I did."
Angel stayed quiet, zipping his suitcase sitting next to her. "I used him, God, he loved me and I just used him, I needed to feel…something, anything, it could be sexual and it could be pain and that's what he gave me, but I wasn't numb anymore, that's all that mattered. I didn't care how much I was abusing myself or Spike…. You know he changed right? I mean… you knew about us and… just not my reasons…" She trailed off. He nodded. "And you know none of that meant even a small percentage of what we had, what we may have again?" Her voice was tinged with a long last hope. Angel picked up her hand squeezing it.
"What we may have again…." he trailed off and stared at her thoughtfully. "It's a long road Buffy. Maybe one obstacle has left our way, but we still have more things to work out. We've both changed, grown, and our life's are different then what they used to be. Our feelings may be different, too… do you still want… do you still want to take that road?
She shut her eyes tightly. "It's the only road I ever wanted to take, the only one I still do." She opened her sparkling green eyes…
"Is this…" she waved a free hand. "How we start?"
"I believe so." He said with a small smile.
"This is weird." She laughed.He cupped her cheek, which she instinctively nuzzled into. "I mean, we haven't been together in eight years and haven't held any contact in at least five or six." She said. ."Then I come bump into your human self, and boom we are trying again."
"Is this what you want?" He asked.
Always."
"Dinner with the Scooby's." Cordy said drifting back in memories. Wesley laughed at his fiancée who was not in his world at the present moment. He shook her arm slightly.
"Honey we shouldn't keep Buffy and Dawn any longer, and I am sure our food is cold." He said.
She snapped out of it. "Right." She smiled. They went to get their bags into the car, so they could pick up Fred and Gunn.
"Fred, girl, ya alright?" Gunn asked his girlfriend who was in the bathroom. She came out, her face pale her hair disheveled.
"Fine." She avoided his eyes and continued packing.
"Fred…" He got to her but she didn't turn around.
"I'm fine… just needed to toss my cookies. I never got that phrase, did you?" She said, turning to face him.
"I mean, why toss completely goaway? But if they were badly baked… then maybe…" Gunn put a silencing finger to his girlfriends pale dried lips. "Ssshh, are you sure you want to go, honey I am sure…"
"I'm fine… promise okay?" She asked in her normally sweet Texas girl was now scratchy.
"Alright, if you say so, but I am still taking care of you." he promised taking her into his arms andkissing her forehead.
new paragraph"I know." She paused a moment. "So let's go."
Dedictation!!!- To my very first beta Goldy you rock girl. I used most of your suggestions...
Feedback- Only if you want to see more, wait I take that back, send it my way anyways, e-mail and review or just review- E-mail-Retrogirl@superheros.as
"It's snowing on the west side
Let me take you for a ride
I'll be Bonnie and you'll be Clyde
See if we can get ourselves killed before we die"
Buffy often wondered what he feelings towards the the man she was supposed to be helping pack were. She leaned back against the wall.
They weren't characters in the movie, they weren't all good. Hell they could of taken the easy road, the could be Bonnie and Clyde. Well not Bonnie and Clyde, but Buffy and Angel. Buffy…. Angel, it still sounded right.
What had she got herself into?. But they could be, they could have been infamous, Buffy and Angel, Angel and Buffy. But still something held them to a never ending duty of love for a world that should've ended long ago. Still there was something making all the what if's and could have beens.
"Buffy…" Angel's voice pulled her out of her thoughts.
She smiled at him as he cocked his head at her. "Sure your you're
up for a road trip old man?" She teased.
"You'll pay for that." He promised. How did they get so comfortable with each other again? Was she missing something? Angel looked to the little boy sleeping on his bed next to his suitcase. "He really adores you." He said softly.
"He's going to be a heart breaker when he grows up." Buffy chose not then to tell him that she fell in love with the little boy as soon as she saw him, and that she still loved his father.
Angel smiled and continued folding clothes for him and his son. Buffy,deciding not to help pack, plopped down next to Connor and watched Angel. "I still think you should of should've told me." She informed, her voice quiet, even.
"I know."
"Its just, okay I don't think I am that starry eyed high school girl you left behind in high school. A lot has happened to me in those eight years. And you weren't completely wrong, I was with," her voice cracked. "With Spike when I was resurrected. I was just so confused…angry, depressed, but nothing can excuse what I did."
Angel stayed quiet, zipping his suitcase sitting next to her. "I used him, God, he loved me and I just used him, I needed to feel…something, anything, it could be sexual and it could be pain and that's what he gave me, but I wasn't numb anymore, that's all that mattered. I didn't care how much I was abusing myself or Spike…. You know he changed right? I mean… you knew about us and… just not my reasons…" She trailed off. He nodded. "And you know none of that meant even a small percentage of what we had, what we may have again?" Her voice was tinged with a long last hope. Angel picked up her hand squeezing it.
"What we may have again…." he trailed off and stared at her thoughtfully. "It's a long road Buffy. Maybe one obstacle has left our way, but we still have more things to work out. We've both changed, grown, and our life's are different then what they used to be. Our feelings may be different, too… do you still want… do you still want to take that road?
She shut her eyes tightly. "It's the only road I ever wanted to take, the only one I still do." She opened her sparkling green eyes…
"Is this…" she waved a free hand. "How we start?"
"I believe so." He said with a small smile.
"This is weird." She laughed.He cupped her cheek, which she instinctively nuzzled into. "I mean, we haven't been together in eight years and haven't held any contact in at least five or six." She said. ."Then I come bump into your human self, and boom we are trying again."
"Is this what you want?" He asked.
Always."
"Dinner with the Scooby's." Cordy said drifting back in memories. Wesley laughed at his fiancée who was not in his world at the present moment. He shook her arm slightly.
"Honey we shouldn't keep Buffy and Dawn any longer, and I am sure our food is cold." He said.
She snapped out of it. "Right." She smiled. They went to get their bags into the car, so they could pick up Fred and Gunn.
"Fred, girl, ya alright?" Gunn asked his girlfriend who was in the bathroom. She came out, her face pale her hair disheveled.
"Fine." She avoided his eyes and continued packing.
"Fred…" He got to her but she didn't turn around.
"I'm fine… just needed to toss my cookies. I never got that phrase, did you?" She said, turning to face him.
"I mean, why toss completely goaway? But if they were badly baked… then maybe…" Gunn put a silencing finger to his girlfriends pale dried lips. "Ssshh, are you sure you want to go, honey I am sure…"
"I'm fine… promise okay?" She asked in her normally sweet Texas girl was now scratchy.
"Alright, if you say so, but I am still taking care of you." he promised taking her into his arms andkissing her forehead.
new paragraph"I know." She paused a moment. "So let's go."