Thinking of You
By: jneisha
J_neisha@hotmail.com
Jun. That's all I think about. I think about her laugh- so soft, calm, subdued, just like Jun herself. Jun was so beautiful, and I would dream about Jun all the time. Jun always had a beautiful smile and every time I seen her smile, I would melt.
I blame myself for letting Toshin kill her, but I couldn't have been there. My father destroyed my body but the devil saved my spirit. Damn father. Why did my father have to be so inconsiderate as to destroying my body and summoning Toshin as well? If he hadn't the love of my life would still be alive today. If it hadn't had been for the demonic devil that was inside of me saved me, I wouldn't be alive now.
Jun freed my spirit from the demonic devil at one point, during the Second King of the Iron Fist Tournament. She had also freed me from the hatred and animosity I had for my father. She showed me that I would be just as low as my father or even lower if I had killed him. I guess I fell deeply... no, madly in love with her after that.
I want to go back in time for a minute, to what I remember about the fun that Jun and I had. I remember the good times we had together, well, that's before she died. It was mostly revolved around sex. I fantasize about the sex we had almost all the time. The best round we ever had was... well the best round that I ever thought we had was when Jun and I came back from my good friend Baek's house. It was pretty early for us and I wanted to make up for the time. I was ready for anything.
I decided to start teasing her. While she was putting the coats away, I couldn't help but notice he extremely firm and sexy body. Her body shinned so bright in the light... I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just had to touch her. I ran over to her while her back was turned and hugged her from behind.
She was surprised when I hugged her from behind, but after a few minutes I started to see a smile come upon her face. I let her loose out of the hug and turned her around. I looked down at her, her eyes shimmering in the light. I reached toward her and kissed her soft smooth lips. Then we started to French kiss and started to touch each other in different places.
Then I picked her up and placed her on the bed. Then I got on top of her. She laughed at me. Then I started to undo her shirt while she pulled me toward her by pulling my belt buckle and we started to kiss again.
As I was getting her shirt off, she basically got my belt buckle off and was begging to unbutton my pants. After we got each other's clothes off, we turned and I was on the bottom. She started taunting me by dancing on top of me and playing with her bra straps. She was tempting me to actually un-straping them myself, and it was working. I reached up and pulled her straps down and she bent down and glazed into my eyes. She came down to kiss me and we rolled over again this time I was on top.
She let out a little giggle while I was on top of her; I guess she thought I was funny. I started to move rhythmically over her and after a while her face looked as if she couldn't take it anymore. Well I should be the one to talk; I had many pleasurable expressions on my face.
After a while, I felt her press her soft smooth fingers into my back. It felt like she was holding on for dear life. After we stopped I fell onto her soft smooth but bare chest.
I said to her," I love you Jun."
"I love you too, Kazuya," she replied, before we fell asleep.
That was the last time I was able to see Jun and touch her before my father destroyed my body by throwing it down a volcano. It wasn't long after that that he summoned Toshin and Toshin killed my loving Jun.
I guess you can say I fell deeply in love with Jun, dangerously in love with her.
Jun. Rest in peace. You will be missed.
~ Fin ~