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Notes: Sorry so long to update but the nights are too short lately.
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LIKE A DREAM
The car was spinning and it had nothing to do with Faith's driving. Bosco laid his head on the back of the seat and closed his eyes. God was punnishing him. He finally had a shot with the one woman he wanted in the whole world and he was drunk. Why the hell had he drank those last two shots. Hell the last six. After years of wanting the woman sitting next to him he was going pass out on her. He took a deep breath trying to sober up. He opened the widow and let the cool night air hit him.
"You okay." Faith turned and looked at him. He smiled, eyes still closed and quoted her.
"Peachy." He turned to see her smile. God he loved her smile. The way it always reached her eyes when she was truly happy. Bosco wanted to reach out and touch her but he was afraid she'd disappear from the dream he was having.
"Why did go and drink a whole bottle of that shit Bosco?"
"To forget."
"Foget what?" Forget the fear he'd seen in her face when Fred raised his hand to her. To forget that the woman he sat next to day after day, his best friend was the subject of many a dream at night when he woke up hard and wanting and calling her name. Like he could tell that.
"Everything." He opened his eyes and stared out the open window wishing the night air would sober him up before he did or said anything stupid.
"Was it to forget us?" Bosco almost gave himself whip lash as he turned to face her.
"Us?" Did she know. God had he been that transparent.
"About the fight. About Fred and stuff?" He turned back to the window.
"It's your life Faith. I should let you live it the way you want."
"How would you have done it?"
"If I was you?" He laughed. "I would of never married Fred."
"He used to be an alright guy."
"You shouldn't have to settle for alright." He couldn't look at her. Bosco felt the anger in his gut grow. Faith deseved to have it all. He knew Fred could never give that to her. And to be honest either could he.
"It was my life to decide Bosco. You made all the right choices did you?"
"You know I didn't. I know Fred used to be different but damn it Faith the first time the SOB hit you your ass should of been out of there. " Faith looked at him looking out the widow. She knew he was right but back then she was afraid. Afraid of where she would go, what she would do.
"I wasn't strong enough before." She wispered.
"What made you strong this time?" Faith pulled up in front of her building and parked. She shut off the car and stared out the windshield. .
"You." He turned to face her. She looked almost sad.
"I'm sorry if I fucked up agin. Faith all I want is for you to be happy and Fred hitting you...."
"NO ! Bosco it was a good thing. " She looked at him. "The look on your face today said it all. You were scared for me. I've never known you to be scared of anything."
"I was scared he was going to hurt you Faith. I can live with a lot of things but if something ever happened to you...It would kill me." He reached over and brushed the hair away from her cheek.
"Bosco your drunk...."
"I want you Faith." He kissed her lips.
"Why?"
"Because I wake up every morning wishing you where ther next to me. Wishing you would look at me like you look at him. Wishing you would just look at me once that way." She was looking at him that way now. Like he could change the world with just one kiss.
"He's the only man I....well you know. I could never be like them."
"Like who Faith?"
"The women who turn you on." His thumb stroked her cheek. With his other hand he took one of hers and moved it to the fly of his jeans.
"If this isn't turned on I don't know what is." Bosco kissed her again, easing is tounge betwen her lips. Her hand bushed his fly as she leaned into the kiss. He groaned and deepened the kiss. His hands cupping her face.
"Bosco....." Faith pulled away a little. "I can never be like them." She was shaking. He pulled her closer to him. Bosco couldn't believe he was sitting in his car holding the woman he wanted more then anything and she was worried she couldn't be like what? The meaningless flings that had come and gone from his life in the last eight years.
"I never want you to be anything but you Faith." He kissed her. Bringing her closer to him. In his car it wasn't the easiest thing to do. She moaned as he deepened the kiss and let his hands travel down her back. He cupped her rear end and pushed her closer to him. God he loved to watch her ass and now he hand both hands on it. Pressing himself agaist her he could feel her loosing control.
"Bosco...." She moaned his name and his hardess pressed though his jeans and hers. He need to feel her, all of her. But he just kept kissing her letting her set the pace. "Bosoc..." He kissed down her neck and down her chest. pulling her t-shirt out of her pants and over her head he raised bra and found her nipples hard. He tasted each one for a long time ,the whole while Faith moaning for him not to stop.
"We need to take this inside Fiath. There's no way I'm making love to you for the first time in the front seat of my car. I want you in a bed. I want to feel every inch of you." He pulled down her bra and found her T- shirt and helped her put in on. The entire time kissing her and stroking her. Not wanting to loose contact.
"Tell me you won't regret this in the morning Bosco." He looked into her eyes.
"Faith how can I regret something I waited a life time for. The same goes for you. Fred hasn't been gone twelve hours. How do I know your just not feeling alone?"
"Maybe because I want you. If I just wanted a warm body I could of found a willing party someplace other then my partner, my best friend."
"Maybe I'm just comfortable?" He didn't want to see regret and embarassment in her eyes in the morning. Bosco couldn't live with that feeling.
"Just remember I'm sober." She kissed him and opened the door, getting out of the car she headed to the apartment. Bosco followed her and watched her ass every step of the way. Faith unlocked the lobby door. "Last chance to change your mind Boscorelli." She looked at him.
"Never in a million years are you getting rid of me that easily Faith." He kissed her, pushing her body agist the mail boxes lining the hallway wall. She felt him grow hard agaist her and started to melt into him. "Bed....now Faith before I throw you down on the landing and have my way with you."
"And that would be a bad thing?" She giggled and turned heading up the steps.
"Mrs. Hall would never babysit for you again if she cought us doing it on her front mat." Faith smiled as she unlocked the door. Bosco stopped her before she walked in the door. "Last chance to change your mind Yokas." He wispered and pulled her into his arms.
"Not a chance Maurice, not a chance." Faith kissed him a shut the door, locking the real world out for a few hours.
Notes: Sorry so long to update but the nights are too short lately.
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LIKE A DREAM
The car was spinning and it had nothing to do with Faith's driving. Bosco laid his head on the back of the seat and closed his eyes. God was punnishing him. He finally had a shot with the one woman he wanted in the whole world and he was drunk. Why the hell had he drank those last two shots. Hell the last six. After years of wanting the woman sitting next to him he was going pass out on her. He took a deep breath trying to sober up. He opened the widow and let the cool night air hit him.
"You okay." Faith turned and looked at him. He smiled, eyes still closed and quoted her.
"Peachy." He turned to see her smile. God he loved her smile. The way it always reached her eyes when she was truly happy. Bosco wanted to reach out and touch her but he was afraid she'd disappear from the dream he was having.
"Why did go and drink a whole bottle of that shit Bosco?"
"To forget."
"Foget what?" Forget the fear he'd seen in her face when Fred raised his hand to her. To forget that the woman he sat next to day after day, his best friend was the subject of many a dream at night when he woke up hard and wanting and calling her name. Like he could tell that.
"Everything." He opened his eyes and stared out the open window wishing the night air would sober him up before he did or said anything stupid.
"Was it to forget us?" Bosco almost gave himself whip lash as he turned to face her.
"Us?" Did she know. God had he been that transparent.
"About the fight. About Fred and stuff?" He turned back to the window.
"It's your life Faith. I should let you live it the way you want."
"How would you have done it?"
"If I was you?" He laughed. "I would of never married Fred."
"He used to be an alright guy."
"You shouldn't have to settle for alright." He couldn't look at her. Bosco felt the anger in his gut grow. Faith deseved to have it all. He knew Fred could never give that to her. And to be honest either could he.
"It was my life to decide Bosco. You made all the right choices did you?"
"You know I didn't. I know Fred used to be different but damn it Faith the first time the SOB hit you your ass should of been out of there. " Faith looked at him looking out the widow. She knew he was right but back then she was afraid. Afraid of where she would go, what she would do.
"I wasn't strong enough before." She wispered.
"What made you strong this time?" Faith pulled up in front of her building and parked. She shut off the car and stared out the windshield. .
"You." He turned to face her. She looked almost sad.
"I'm sorry if I fucked up agin. Faith all I want is for you to be happy and Fred hitting you...."
"NO ! Bosco it was a good thing. " She looked at him. "The look on your face today said it all. You were scared for me. I've never known you to be scared of anything."
"I was scared he was going to hurt you Faith. I can live with a lot of things but if something ever happened to you...It would kill me." He reached over and brushed the hair away from her cheek.
"Bosco your drunk...."
"I want you Faith." He kissed her lips.
"Why?"
"Because I wake up every morning wishing you where ther next to me. Wishing you would look at me like you look at him. Wishing you would just look at me once that way." She was looking at him that way now. Like he could change the world with just one kiss.
"He's the only man I....well you know. I could never be like them."
"Like who Faith?"
"The women who turn you on." His thumb stroked her cheek. With his other hand he took one of hers and moved it to the fly of his jeans.
"If this isn't turned on I don't know what is." Bosco kissed her again, easing is tounge betwen her lips. Her hand bushed his fly as she leaned into the kiss. He groaned and deepened the kiss. His hands cupping her face.
"Bosco....." Faith pulled away a little. "I can never be like them." She was shaking. He pulled her closer to him. Bosco couldn't believe he was sitting in his car holding the woman he wanted more then anything and she was worried she couldn't be like what? The meaningless flings that had come and gone from his life in the last eight years.
"I never want you to be anything but you Faith." He kissed her. Bringing her closer to him. In his car it wasn't the easiest thing to do. She moaned as he deepened the kiss and let his hands travel down her back. He cupped her rear end and pushed her closer to him. God he loved to watch her ass and now he hand both hands on it. Pressing himself agaist her he could feel her loosing control.
"Bosco...." She moaned his name and his hardess pressed though his jeans and hers. He need to feel her, all of her. But he just kept kissing her letting her set the pace. "Bosoc..." He kissed down her neck and down her chest. pulling her t-shirt out of her pants and over her head he raised bra and found her nipples hard. He tasted each one for a long time ,the whole while Faith moaning for him not to stop.
"We need to take this inside Fiath. There's no way I'm making love to you for the first time in the front seat of my car. I want you in a bed. I want to feel every inch of you." He pulled down her bra and found her T- shirt and helped her put in on. The entire time kissing her and stroking her. Not wanting to loose contact.
"Tell me you won't regret this in the morning Bosco." He looked into her eyes.
"Faith how can I regret something I waited a life time for. The same goes for you. Fred hasn't been gone twelve hours. How do I know your just not feeling alone?"
"Maybe because I want you. If I just wanted a warm body I could of found a willing party someplace other then my partner, my best friend."
"Maybe I'm just comfortable?" He didn't want to see regret and embarassment in her eyes in the morning. Bosco couldn't live with that feeling.
"Just remember I'm sober." She kissed him and opened the door, getting out of the car she headed to the apartment. Bosco followed her and watched her ass every step of the way. Faith unlocked the lobby door. "Last chance to change your mind Boscorelli." She looked at him.
"Never in a million years are you getting rid of me that easily Faith." He kissed her, pushing her body agist the mail boxes lining the hallway wall. She felt him grow hard agaist her and started to melt into him. "Bed....now Faith before I throw you down on the landing and have my way with you."
"And that would be a bad thing?" She giggled and turned heading up the steps.
"Mrs. Hall would never babysit for you again if she cought us doing it on her front mat." Faith smiled as she unlocked the door. Bosco stopped her before she walked in the door. "Last chance to change your mind Yokas." He wispered and pulled her into his arms.
"Not a chance Maurice, not a chance." Faith kissed him a shut the door, locking the real world out for a few hours.