Dreams (Repost)
disclaimer: You know the drill....
Rating: PG-13 a little language
spoilers: none that I know of
AN: Wow, so may reviews. Thank you so much. Sorry this took so long. I've been busy. Good news is that school is out in a few days so I'll have tons of time. To ali: that was a flash back, they were both 18. Now they are still the same age as each other (23 or so). Hope that cleared that up. Just to clear this up, Tristan is gone. He may however make a surprise Casper like appearance. I'm not promising anything though. Please continue to tell me what you think. Also if your are reading my other story The Torso Tango, you have to switch you Rating button (at the top of the Gilmore Girls page) to all, sense it is now NC-17. Email me with any questions or anything.
PS- thanx for all the beta reader offers. My cousin really wants to do it. I'm not sure if it will make a difference, She's a bit daft (Editors note: I am not!)
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Jess froze and looked up at Rory. Wonder filling his eyes. The girl had gotten her heart broken twice, and by the same guy, and she was willing to give herself to him. Amazing. He looked into her eyes and knew he couldn't do it. Not quite yet. He could wait. At least until they were married. Married? Did he just thing that.
*Married? No. No. Not me. I can't get married. Plus Rory would never have me. Well, she would...do that with me. Would she marry me? Should I ask her?*
The thoughts raced through Jess's head like motocross bikes in a 150. He put his hand over hers and pulled it away from his zipper. He smiled at her and got up off the couch.
"I should go to sleep. I'm really tired. Don't stay up to late. You get cranky." Jess said.
"Yeah. Okay. I'll see you in the morning. Night." She shrugged. Maybe he didn't want her after all. He walked up stairs and into the guest room. It wasn't even finished yet. He would rather sleep in a dusty room than with her? She didn't have time to think about it. Lorelai and Luke walked in smiling.
"Well hello 'Miss I have twins and you only have one'." Lorelai said while she grinned. Rory got up and hugged her. "So where is Jess this delightful evening?"
"He just went to sleep." Rory muttered.
"Oh, really? Where?" Lorelai asked with a grin.
"The guest room."
"Oh. Well that's no fun."
"Do you want me to send him up to your room? Might get a little crowed with Luke and Jess but hey...."
"Rory. Shut up now. That is not a good mental image. It's the male male equivalent of my mom and dad."
"Ewww."
"I know. Ick. I'm gonna go to sleep." Lorelai said.
"Kay. Night." Lorelai headed upstairs. Luke said good night and went up after her. Rory looked around and decided to go to sleep. There was nothing else to do. She went into her room and got into her PJ's. The blue ones with floating coffee cups. She laid down as the first wave of nausea rolled over her. She grimaced and held her breath, willing herself to get a good nights sleep. After a minute it passed and she fell asleep a while later. She dreamed of many different things. Jess, Tristan, the babies. The dream about Tristan was the most real. In the dream she woke up in her room to find him sitting on the edge of her bed.
"Your moving on." He stated simply. He looked good. Like the Tristan she had always known. His crystal blue eyes and trade mark smirk.
"Well I can't wait around for you, now can I?" she choked out. He smirked.
"Guess not. You never were very patient Mary."
"Neither were you."
"Hmm. Well. I like the idea of naming her Lorelai. Don't call her Lori though. Lei suits her better. And of course we have a little Tristan DuGrey the 4th on our hands." He smirked again as she started to cry, out of happiness, sadness. They were the same. They were different. They overwhelmed her.
"Why? Why did you leave? Dammit Tristan. You didn't have to go. Why?"
"I always knew I would screw you up my little Mary. I just thought if I weren't there it wouldn't happen."
"Well Tris, It didn't work that way." she smiled sadly. "Why are you here now?"
"Ah well an easy question. Truth is I don't know. You know I watch you. From up there. You'd love it. There's whatever you want there to be. When Jess...When he asks you to marry him, do me a favor. Say yes. I can only watch you. He can help you."
"You want me to Marry him?"
"Yeah, I know. I was never one to give up on you was I? Well I'm not now either. But I need you to be happy. For Me, For you, for little Tristan and Lorelai. So do what your heart tells you. I love you Rory. Oh and drink this. It will get rid of your morning sickness. It seems to be bothering you. I'll keep watching. I'll always be here. I love you." He faded away. Rory drank what was in the blue cup. It was ambrosia. The best coffee she had ever had. She smiled. She hoped she would remember this dream when she woke up.
When she woke up the next morning she found another blue cup, a rose and a note.
'Second dose. All my love. Always remember dreams do come true.'
That was all it said, but that was all she needed. Her dream had been real. And that was all there was to it. He had told her to move on. He had told her that he loved her. Elation swept over her and she cried her self back to sleep. Tears for him, tears for her, and tears for little Tristan and Lorelai, who would never know their father.
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End of chapter.
Now go on and review, you know you want to.
disclaimer: You know the drill....
Rating: PG-13 a little language
spoilers: none that I know of
AN: Wow, so may reviews. Thank you so much. Sorry this took so long. I've been busy. Good news is that school is out in a few days so I'll have tons of time. To ali: that was a flash back, they were both 18. Now they are still the same age as each other (23 or so). Hope that cleared that up. Just to clear this up, Tristan is gone. He may however make a surprise Casper like appearance. I'm not promising anything though. Please continue to tell me what you think. Also if your are reading my other story The Torso Tango, you have to switch you Rating button (at the top of the Gilmore Girls page) to all, sense it is now NC-17. Email me with any questions or anything.
PS- thanx for all the beta reader offers. My cousin really wants to do it. I'm not sure if it will make a difference, She's a bit daft (Editors note: I am not!)
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Jess froze and looked up at Rory. Wonder filling his eyes. The girl had gotten her heart broken twice, and by the same guy, and she was willing to give herself to him. Amazing. He looked into her eyes and knew he couldn't do it. Not quite yet. He could wait. At least until they were married. Married? Did he just thing that.
*Married? No. No. Not me. I can't get married. Plus Rory would never have me. Well, she would...do that with me. Would she marry me? Should I ask her?*
The thoughts raced through Jess's head like motocross bikes in a 150. He put his hand over hers and pulled it away from his zipper. He smiled at her and got up off the couch.
"I should go to sleep. I'm really tired. Don't stay up to late. You get cranky." Jess said.
"Yeah. Okay. I'll see you in the morning. Night." She shrugged. Maybe he didn't want her after all. He walked up stairs and into the guest room. It wasn't even finished yet. He would rather sleep in a dusty room than with her? She didn't have time to think about it. Lorelai and Luke walked in smiling.
"Well hello 'Miss I have twins and you only have one'." Lorelai said while she grinned. Rory got up and hugged her. "So where is Jess this delightful evening?"
"He just went to sleep." Rory muttered.
"Oh, really? Where?" Lorelai asked with a grin.
"The guest room."
"Oh. Well that's no fun."
"Do you want me to send him up to your room? Might get a little crowed with Luke and Jess but hey...."
"Rory. Shut up now. That is not a good mental image. It's the male male equivalent of my mom and dad."
"Ewww."
"I know. Ick. I'm gonna go to sleep." Lorelai said.
"Kay. Night." Lorelai headed upstairs. Luke said good night and went up after her. Rory looked around and decided to go to sleep. There was nothing else to do. She went into her room and got into her PJ's. The blue ones with floating coffee cups. She laid down as the first wave of nausea rolled over her. She grimaced and held her breath, willing herself to get a good nights sleep. After a minute it passed and she fell asleep a while later. She dreamed of many different things. Jess, Tristan, the babies. The dream about Tristan was the most real. In the dream she woke up in her room to find him sitting on the edge of her bed.
"Your moving on." He stated simply. He looked good. Like the Tristan she had always known. His crystal blue eyes and trade mark smirk.
"Well I can't wait around for you, now can I?" she choked out. He smirked.
"Guess not. You never were very patient Mary."
"Neither were you."
"Hmm. Well. I like the idea of naming her Lorelai. Don't call her Lori though. Lei suits her better. And of course we have a little Tristan DuGrey the 4th on our hands." He smirked again as she started to cry, out of happiness, sadness. They were the same. They were different. They overwhelmed her.
"Why? Why did you leave? Dammit Tristan. You didn't have to go. Why?"
"I always knew I would screw you up my little Mary. I just thought if I weren't there it wouldn't happen."
"Well Tris, It didn't work that way." she smiled sadly. "Why are you here now?"
"Ah well an easy question. Truth is I don't know. You know I watch you. From up there. You'd love it. There's whatever you want there to be. When Jess...When he asks you to marry him, do me a favor. Say yes. I can only watch you. He can help you."
"You want me to Marry him?"
"Yeah, I know. I was never one to give up on you was I? Well I'm not now either. But I need you to be happy. For Me, For you, for little Tristan and Lorelai. So do what your heart tells you. I love you Rory. Oh and drink this. It will get rid of your morning sickness. It seems to be bothering you. I'll keep watching. I'll always be here. I love you." He faded away. Rory drank what was in the blue cup. It was ambrosia. The best coffee she had ever had. She smiled. She hoped she would remember this dream when she woke up.
When she woke up the next morning she found another blue cup, a rose and a note.
'Second dose. All my love. Always remember dreams do come true.'
That was all it said, but that was all she needed. Her dream had been real. And that was all there was to it. He had told her to move on. He had told her that he loved her. Elation swept over her and she cried her self back to sleep. Tears for him, tears for her, and tears for little Tristan and Lorelai, who would never know their father.
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End of chapter.
Now go on and review, you know you want to.